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watching kang haneul's new thriller "wall to wall" on netflix and it's kind of mid. I love this man, but he's always in some distressing down on his luck role when he should be superman or something. the movie itself drags on and it's pivoted from mystery to straight up murder. I don't even understand what's going on anymore like.... this movie isn't that compelling at all nor is it scary. It's just strange and maybe it's a realistic approach on how it is to be house poor (minus killing someone) but the things he has to go through just to be a homeowner? why didn't he just buy a smaller flat and in part maybe it's a story on how human greed has no bounds but it's kind of miss for me. I think kang haneul's character is a dumbass but he's a good actor nonetheless so 4/10

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and please remember to stay up late because that’s free time

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shu katerina

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had a really fruitful discussion with my boss at work the other day, and long story short I can conceptualize my future at this company more. I can also see myself growing into a more niche role with the proper training he's promising. I've been here for 2.5 months and it's still taking time for me to adapt and more importantly I'm trying to LEARN to be the new girl again. deep down I feared that this role was too generalized for me to forge a career path in this company and there were certain things I was hired to do that I actually don't prefer to do and I was scurred that I'd just have to suck it up until I quit. I'm also taking on a lot of the work here for my colleague who is on maternity leave and in conjunction with all the doubts I had I couldn't really see how we'd be able to split up our work once she came back so? I guess I just didn't see where this position could lead but after speaking to my boss I felt much better about the prospects here. I spoke to him candidly about my preferences and he honored it by saying he will train me in the field I want to be in, and because we're expanding there are a lot of positions that are necessary in this office that will help me develop the skills I want. positions that are related to what I want to do, or at least positions that I CAN grow into. working corporate is such a big change I've kinda been shaking in my boots this whole time but I'm being brave about it and I'm glad things seems to be moving in the right direction for me.

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the rational side of my brain is always like "the 'if he wanted to he would' mentality is dangerous because it gives way for people in a relationship to be petty and mad when their partners can't read their mind. It fosters bad habits and stupid arguments because one side is oblivious but the other is probably sulking and seething for not getting what they want when it wasn't properly communicated to begin with." BUT! the emotion side of my brain is like "my boyfriend should just know that I'm upset and I'm mad even if I say nothing and he should be attentive and hypervigilant to my emotional state and how I react to the things I say otherwise why am I with him????" you can't win to be honest

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Sophie

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been seeing this one girl that has no lips on tiktok that goes on and on about relationships dos and don'ts and I don't remember if she was also the one who was bitching about her friend not getting her a wedding present... but alas! she was just saying how women should NEVER treat their boyfriend's family to anything unless he's put on a ring on it. that just because you give them something doesn't mean they'd do the same for you. she definitely has some trauma response to this and while I get her point she comes across it soooo vehemently like you'd regret everything you ever done if you do this and you'd hate yourself for it. okay ma'am it seems like you've hated yourself for it but I think it's also important to remember... if you truly wanted to do something, gift something, treat someone or love someone you shouldn't be looking for anything in return. does it suck when feelings or good will is not reciprocated? absolutely but if you're over here sulking and seething and REGRETTING doing something you wanted to do for your lover or your lover's family then why the fuck are you here? just give up or find someone else who you naturally do want to do these things for? there doesn't need to be a reason to want to be nice... niceness also DOESN'T need to be in the form of gift giving either. moreover, getting married shouldn't be the greenlight for you to be FINALLY buying gifts for your in-laws either and I think it's kind of naive to need this "security" in order to want to be polite and courteous and normal. I know everyone has different expectations but I just think it's really funny to watch videos alike that give you all these rules and regulations on what you should and shouldn't do as a woman/man in love. just do whatever the hell ya want

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I get that society loves to market products as new or innovative when they have existed for many many years either just in general or through different cultures, but also? there doesn't need to be an influx of "scientists" on posts about a skincare product being old like... it's not that serious. for example I saw this video of a girl reviewing this clay mask that bubbles up and she was saying how it felt really interesting and it wasn't something she tried before. some person commented on it like "this is just a (whatever) clay mask, and the bubbling just comes from (some shit nobody cares about). let's not try to advertise it as anything that's more than that" OKAY DEBBIE DOWNER RELAX??? people act as if saying something feels new and different and god forbid enjoyable is an invite for a lecture on how this has existed before... okay... many things on this planet have existed before and yes, I think when companies try to take advantage of concepts and traditions from different cultures to make money, that should be something we should speak on but A BUBBLING FACE MASK??? we get it you're a chemist but just because something has been done in skincare doesn't mean it can't be recreated and marketed as interesting too. that's how the world goes round and that's how people discover new brands. this was such a non-issue in this case and the internet is filled with saur many people who love to be a know-it-all about things that don't require so much brain power. people love to be right and love to add their own two cents on things (like what I'm doing now) but shit doesn't need to be new to be fun bro... things can be old and replicable and done before just sayin'

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got bit by a spider last night so the area is swollen and the soreness is radiating through my entire left arm like...... girl? you laughing? you think this funny??!?!?

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Strawberry Desserts

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gk

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being an adult in your late 20s to mid 30s is literally just trying to schedule your meetings with your group of friends once every three months and pretending not to be pissed when nothing is fitting into anyone's timetable.

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you're just mad because you're hungry and tired and your legs hurt and you head hurts and you're too hot and you have depression