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EVERYBODY DO THE FLOP :3 *blegh*

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rant time!! (TW: TALKS OF B0DY DYSMORPHIA, W3IGHT, SELF H@TRED, ETC.)

hey, so I'm actually incredibly sick of my body and I hate it more than anything on the planet. it's disgusting and gross and large and I'll never ever look like a boy stuck like this. I'm sick of being the "funny fat friend" who is never desired but everyone picks on for their size. i hate that when I eat anything around a friend it becomes a joke on how large I am and I have to laugh it off as if I don't feel like complete shit afterwards. i hate that the clothes I put on myself don't fit like the boys on Pinterest. i hate that no one could ever see my as desirable or even somewhat attractive or even as a damn guy simply because of how fucking humongous I am AGAHAHA A ALWT ME OUT LET ME OUT!! $!$!#!#(

signing off for tonight, cause I need to go to bed,

-Robbie :3

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hate when I get comfortable around someone and they don't fw my actual personality. god forbid I let my freak flag fly 😒

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"why are you wearing makeup, aren't you a boy?" god forbid I serve face whenever I can???

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genuinely replacing half my meal times with 🍃 has been detrimental to my memory but great for my mental stability 😛

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opps everywhere I turn *surrounded by mirrors*

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"sunshine girl is sleeping" mf, sunshine girl is a teenage transmasc running off nic and they're third white monster of the day, WE UP

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my fridge when I move out because I consistently have only 3 dollars to my name ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა

(worth part is that I have a job, I'm just horrible with money)

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why must I be sad constantly, this is getting ridiculous.

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I'm so sleepy it's kinda insane, but I wanna kinda just post? it's been a long time since I've been on here. um.... yeah. interests in the tags :p

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deleted my opinion on the CaitVi scene cause too many ppl were coming at me and I got anxious and freaked out 🫡

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bisexuality demons were kicking his ass

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made this with tears still drying on my face

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DONT SCROLL THIS IS IMPORTANT!

im begging anyone who sees this post to prevent rapesexual, im begging you. no one will see this but if you do reblog to get the message out that these fuckers exist and dont deserve to exist heres the flag so you can know who to fucking block, report and tell to fuck off

i dont want this to ruin the pride and help with self esteem of being lgbtq+ so a signal boost from larger accounts might be nice