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Prenez tout le temps dont vous avez besoin. Je pense que tu es une personne extraordinaire. 馃挅
merci beaucoup mon ange, je t'appr茅cie 茅norm茅ment, merci pour tes mots doux. je d茅teste avoir 脿 锚tre constamment inactif ici parce que j'aime 茅crire, mais oui, j'esp猫re 锚tre de retour bient么t馃┓
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hi guys, so i鈥檓 going away for a few days to a friends because ever since winnie went to her new home my mental health has seriously declined, im not doing well at home, so im going to see my best friend who鈥檚 about 4 hours away.
i will be still writing don鈥檛 worry, the next jingle bell ball fic is set to come out tomorrow and i have a lando one too. i just might not be super active on here other than that.
i haven鈥檛 struggled this severe in a long time and i think im finally at a breaking point where if i don鈥檛 keep myself distracted i wont be here anymore.
i love you guys, i appreciate you guys more than you know, thank you for being here and supporting me regardless鉂わ笍
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I know it's not much, but virtual hugs, sorry about the comment that was made by your fam. But it's important that you know that you're amazing!! 馃馃徏馃馃徏馃馃徏
thanks lovely, i should be so tuned out to it at this point since it鈥檚 been happening my whole life but鈥dk i appreciate you so much though 馃┓
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i can never go like a day without someone in my family making a tone deaf comment about my eating and then wonder why i skip meals, hide from them to eat and don鈥檛 want to joint family dinners. like what do you expect when you make me feel disgusting about myself every single day?馃槂
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hi everyone, just letting you know i鈥檓 working on a little something to post in a bit, i鈥檝e been kinda quiet today, had a rough night last night but im hoping to have something up soon馃┓
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chrisevansonly 3 days
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Tht video makes me want to live in the woods.
it鈥檚 really pretty in the winter, quiet too! i don鈥檛 totally live in the woods but i鈥檇 love to someday!
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chrisevansonly 3 days
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look at my backyard today, it got me in such a winter/holiday writing mood馃ス
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chrisevansonly 3 days
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It鈥檚 nice having people that care about you. Enjoy the gp! I鈥檓 happy for you!
it really is, i am so thankful and grateful to have some amazing family around me that have given me many opportunities and experiences i never thought i would ever have馃┓
thank you so much lovie i鈥檓 really looking forward to it!馃ズ
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chrisevansonly 3 days
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i just got my first christmas present and it鈥檚 second row weekend passes to the canadian gp in june, at the grandstand right at the first corner beside the pit lane exit and garages 馃槶馃槶
WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS CRYING, IM LITERALLY SO GRATEFUL FOR THIS AHHH馃槶馃槶
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饾悋饾惃饾惌 饾悅饾惃饾悳饾惃饾悮 饾悆饾惈饾悶饾悮饾惁饾惉 (饾惈饾惍饾悶鈥欚潗 饾悾饾悽饾惂饾悹饾惀饾悶 饾悰饾悶饾惀饾惀 饾悰饾悮饾惀饾惀 饾悷饾悽饾悳 2)
饾惁饾悮饾惐 饾惎饾悶饾惈饾惉饾惌饾悮饾惄饾惄饾悶饾惂 饾惐 饾悷饾悶饾惁饾悮饾惀饾悶 饾惈饾悶饾悮饾悵饾悶饾惈
饾惉饾惒饾惂饾惃饾惄饾惉饾悽饾惉: there is nothing more max loves than your homemade hot chocolate, especially knowing now he鈥檒l get it for the rest of his life
饾惏饾悮饾惈饾惂饾悽饾惂饾悹饾惉: none very fluffy and cute馃馃徎
饾悮/饾惂: yay fic number two for my jingle bell ball! i hope everyone is doing okay! im feeling a bit better today but still taking it easy
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The living room was dimly lit, the fireplace crackling, a candle filtering in the corner filling the room with a soft scent of fresh cut balsam, of course a necessity as you and Max has a fake Christmas tree.
The light was bouncing off the newly placed diamond ring on your left hand, your eyes still looking at it, it was beautiful really, and a surprise even you didn鈥檛 see coming.
鈥淚s it okay?鈥
Glancing up you noticed Max, a smile on his face in his hands a santa mug and a snowman mug, you knew exactly what he was waiting to ask
鈥淚t鈥檚 beautiful baby, I love it..and I love you鈥
鈥淚 love you too, you deserve only the best鈥
His eyes almost twinkled at your confirmation, before you let out a soft laugh
鈥淎re you waiting to ask me to make hot chocolate Mr.Verstappen?鈥
鈥淗ow did you know Mrs.Vertsappen?鈥
You couldn鈥檛 help the way your face flushed at the future title you鈥檇 soon have
鈥淲ell you usually come and stand by me looking all cute and sometimes pouty鈥lso the mugs gave it away鈥
In classic Max fashion he rolled his eyes, not wanting to admit that to you, but begrudgingly holding out the mugs to you
鈥淥kay okay i鈥檒l stop teasing, you set up the couch for a movie and i鈥檒l go make us some cocoa鈥
鈥淭hank you鈥 he mumbled softly, the ghost of a smile tugging at his lips
鈥淵ou鈥檙e welcome my big baby鈥
Pressing a kiss to his lips you disappeared to the kitchen, cutting up some milk and dark chocolate before setting them over hot water to melt. Stirring the chocolate as you heated some milk up on the element beside it, you鈥檇 been making this recipe since you were a little girl with your grandmother and now Max couldn鈥檛 get enough of it. None of his friends could either, and yes, last year you ended up making the biggest amount of hot cocoa you had ever made.
Truthfully it was the most fun you鈥檇 had.
You placed the mugs down on the countertop, pouring the milk into them before dividing up the chocolate mixture evenly, being sure to incorporate all the the ingredients before topping them with mini marshmallows, Max鈥檚 favourite.
鈥淎lright my little grinch, here is your cocoa鈥
Max let out a laugh before taking the snowman mug from you, smiling as he noticed the marshmallows
鈥淚t looks amazing, thank you darling鈥
鈥淵ou are very welcome my love鈥
He helped you get comfy next to him on the couch, pulling a few of the fuzzy blankets over your laps, Elf waiting to play on the television. As always you let him take the first sip, smiling as he closed his eyes and nodded
鈥淚 knew I was making the right decision asking you to marry me鈥 he teased lightly causing you to gasp
鈥淢ax Emilian Verstappen did you only ask me for my hot cocoa?!鈥
He shrugged, a smirk on his face
鈥淵our hot cocoa privileges have been revoked!鈥
As you went to grab his mug he moved his hand, his eyes widening
鈥淣O DON鈥橳 TAKE MY COCOA!!鈥
鈥淭HEN TAKE IT BACK!!鈥
Max finally relented, letting out a laugh at your grumpy pout
鈥淎lright alright baby, I asked you because I love you I promise鈥︹
You narrowed your eyes at him
鈥淕ood.鈥
鈥淭hough the hot cocoa-鈥
鈥淢AX!鈥
Your fianc茅 might be the biggest pain in the ass, but he was yours and he also happened to be the biggest fan of your hot chocolate, which in your mind, made up for everything else.
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chrisevansonly 4 days
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Oh, I am so sorry you had to go through that! But also welcome to Europe from someone from Austria! 馃挄
thank you love it鈥檚 something i try to be transparent about so if someone else is struggling they might feel they can come to me and feel safe and supported..it鈥檚 still something im healing from馃┓
i鈥檓 very excited for my move, i鈥檓 moving to the london area and i couldn鈥檛 be more excited
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chrisevansonly 4 days
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That literally sucks. And I'm so sorry you had to go through that, lovely. Also, moving to Europe sounds super fun!! 馃馃徏
thanks love, still healing from it and such but i appreciate you馃挆 i鈥檓 very excited to move to europe!
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chrisevansonly 4 days
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Don't be sorry, take all the time you need. 馃挄
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Hi! If you don't mind me asking, how come your dog is going to a new home? Adorable doggo btw! And don't feel like you have to answer! I was just curious
Hope you're doing okay! 馃馃徏
hi angel, i don鈥檛 mind it鈥檚 a bit of a long story: so i recently got out of a really bad domestic violence/abusive situation with my mother and stepfather who got the dog, she became my dog essentially from day one due to their neglecting tendencies and because they were both addicts. so not only was i being abused, she in a way was too and i did everything i could to protect her..
winnie ended up being mine and my grandparents and unfortunately they鈥檙e getting too old to handle her on their own and with my upcoming move to europe she just can鈥檛 travel with me due to anxiety and health conditions she acquired, so i decided to rehome her luckily to family friends of mine so ill still be able to see her and the family is so so amazing and loving.
trust me it was not something i wanted to do, and ill spend forever beating myself up over it but its for the best馃┓
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dropped my sweet angel to her new home today and it鈥檚 hurting more than i thought it would, my house is too quiet, my bedroom is too quiet鈥he left the biggest hole where my heart is and i don鈥檛 think it鈥檒l ever be filled鈥 can鈥檛 stop crying and i know she probably thinks i abandoned her and that hurts so much more鈥
i don鈥檛 know what to do without her鈥 don鈥檛 feel like myself anymore
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(i don鈥檛 know if i鈥檒l manage to write today yet or not im so sorry in advance)
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Hiiiii i love all ur charles writings but can u maybe provide translations for all the french dialogues cs i dont understand what they mean most of the time 馃槶馃槶
hi my love, in terms of little karter the english translations are at the bottom! for my fics i try to include them directly with the french or avoid french in some!
i hope this helps!!馃┓
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hi hi everyone, so chapter six is up and i hope you all enjoy it, my dog is going to her new home tomorrow and idk if i鈥檓 going to write anything and if i do it will probably be sad and angsty because it鈥檒l be how i鈥檓 feeling all day馃檭
anyway just warning you all now馃┓
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