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can I be added to your taglist

yes ofc sorry for such a late reply ive been inactive for a hot minute

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Ritual by rebzyyx

Friends by chase Atlantic

White Tee by lil peep and lil Tracy

Top 3 songs at the moment?

Don’t smile at me - Sabrina carpenter

Wildflower - Billie

My Love is Mine - Mitski

Share yours if you want!

Tags - @mattsfavoritestar @matt-sturnioloo @mattsbrat @muwapsturniolo @bbernard-03

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coming up while i work on Do I Wanna Know😊👍🏽

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i wasnt tagged but i did it-

but what if i’m already in therapy and have a comfort blanket ? plus matt sturniolo is my father figure.

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no pressure but what did y’all get? @sturniolosiphone @bernardsbendystraws @issysh3ll @sturnioloshacker @pouring-rains @endereies @lovesturni0l0s @cupiidk1lls @pr3ttyf4wn @sturnihoelooo @chrislilcumslvt

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Do I Wanna Know? -Matt Sturniolo Part 5

Paring: Dealer!Matt x Bambi!Reader

Summary: Your friends and boyfriend want to go to a party, you’re not really a party person but they manage to convince you. After you witness something you rush out the room running into none other than Matthew Sturniolo. As time goes on you and Matt start to talk more, forming a very complicated relationship.

Warnings: MDNI, standing up, heavy drug use, drinking, angst, crying

A/N: here is part 5! This contains heavy drug use, if you have issues with that you can get help, i believe in you. Otherwise please, enjoy<3

I went about my day, happy and excited. Thomas hadn't wanted to go on an official date in weeks, maybe even months. I wanted everything to be perfect.

"Someone's in a good mood today!" Mikka joked, smiling as we roamed around the mall. She was the first person I decided to tell.

"Yeah, I'm super nervous!" I said as we entered the dress store. I looked around, pulling out a few dresses to get a better look when I heard Mikka squeal in delight.

"Oh Y/N! This dress is calling your name!" She gushed, holding up a dark sparkly blue dress. I examined it for a moment, hesitating.

"You don't think it'll show too much? I mean... of my tummy rolls?" I looked up at her. Damn, I forgot how tall Mikka was. 5'11.

"No! It's perfect babes!"

I looked at it again hesitantly before finding my size and making my way to the dressing room to try it on. As I walked out in it, i immediately heard Mikka gush.

"It's perfect! You look so beautiful. Off to the next store!"

We walked around some more, getting me a new perfume and lotion before arriving at the lingerie store. I blushed as we entered.

Mikka roamed around the more... exposing pieces as I looked at more coverage ones. Despite being with Thomas for two and a half years, I was still slightly insecure when it came to him seeing my body, especially my stretch marks. His last comment about them had me thinking about it for weeks. Since then, we had sex with the lights off. But we had stopped around 6 months ago.

"How about this one? It matches your dress and the fragrance we got you!" Mikka exclaimed.

Before I could think, she purchased it. I wasn't mad, I really liked the piece she picked, It made me feel a bit nervous about Thomas seeing it, along with the crotchless bottom.

As we exited the mall, we headed for my hair appointment.

"You have the most beautiful hair I've ever seen! It's so silky and smooth!" The lady exclaimed when we arrived. I smiled thanking her.

It wasn't a shocker, I was used to getting compliments about my hair. I always kept up with it, making sure it was always clean and conditioned, brushed through, you name it. I sat patiently as she washed my hair, her fingers gently scrubbing at my scalp. It felt nice, her gentleness almost seeming like she was afraid I would break if she was too rough.

"Thank you so much." I said, as I tipped her once she was completely done. As we left Mikka showed me a picture of these cute blue nails. "I think they're perfect"

And with that, off we went.

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I rushed around my room, throwing the dress over the lingerie. I sprayed on the perfume and lotion as I waited for my uber. The drive was silent but comfortable, I didn't feel as nervous.

As I arrived to the restaurant, I didn't Thomas which was okay. I checked in and picked a table. I ordered a water for myself as I waited for Thomas.

I looked around, seeing so many happy couples, enjoying their night. I hoped it would be like that for me and Thomas.

I waited, and waited. And waited. As the one hour waiting mark hit, i tossed money onto the table to pay for my water and left. I felt heartbroken. Thomas wanted this. How could he stand me up like that?

I walked around aimlessly as a man approached me.

"Hey pretty lady. Wanna try?" The man held out a baggy of pills. I hesitated. I didn't like that Thomas did drugs. Hell I didn't like that Matt sold drugs. But the pain was so overwhelming I threw money at him and bought them, snatching them out of his hand muttering a quick thank you. I went back to the bar next to me and ordered a bottle of vodka. As he handed it to me I popped it open outside and drank some, taking the pills with it.

I sat outside the restaurant in the outdoor seating, crying. I had dreamt of this moment. And he didn't even go through with what he wanted to do.

I wasn't one to drink but the pain clouded my better judgment. I just wanted the night to be over.

After about thirty minutes, the entire bottle of vodka being gone, pills long having set in I felt like shit. I groaned in agony. I wanted to go home. Wait. No I didn't. Thomas would be there. Before I knew it I was already dialing the number.

"Hello?" The familiar voice rang in my ear bringing the sweetest relief. I let out a sob. "Bambi? What's going on?"

"H-he... s-stood u-up on me M-Matt!" I sobbed. I was high, I was drunk, My sentences made no sense but Matt understood.

"Where are you?" He demanded, gentle but firm. I gave him the address to the bar and he hung up.

I sobbed as he hung up, not wanting his voice to leave me like Thomas did. I began to pace when I saw the familiar car. I ran towards it. Or well... stumbled towards it. Matt got out and caught me before I fell to the ground.

"Y-you... r-really came..." I mumbled out. His lips were moving but i heard nothing as darkness took me over.

A/N: this is long awaited, im so sorry it took so long! I've been sick and dealing with college exams so I apologise. I hope you enjoyed!

@nyktoxs-love

@ashlishes

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Do I Wanna Know? -Matt Sturniolo Part 4

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

Pairing: Dealer!Matt x Bambi!Reader

Summary: Your friends and boyfriend want to go to a party, you’re not really a party person but they manage to convince you. After you witness something you rush out the room running into none other than Matthew Sturniolo. As time goes on you and Matt start to talk more, forming a very complicated relationship.

Warnings: MDNI, mentions of cheating, drug use, tension, doing things out of guilt

A/N: this part is gonna be better than my last I promise- Enjoy! With love and cigarette smoke, Moxxie<3

Thomas's Pov:

I stared deeply at the message from Paula.

"She's piecing things together Thomas. It's only a matter of time until she ends up finding out about us too."

I cursed under my breath as I took a drag from the blunt placed delicately between my fingers. If Y/N found out about anything between me and Paula it would NOT end well. Sure she seemed like a soft, sweet girl but deep down she's the toughest girl I knew. She'd for sure beat Paula's ass.

I glanced at my watch. My break was almost over. Hopefully Y/N wouldn't be bugging me about this or anything. I had a girl I needed to see tonight. I felt guilty, lying to Y/N about having to do overtime, but I needed to see this girl. She had all the answers to things I needed.

I put out my blunt quickly before heading back inside to finish my shift.

Your Pov:

Paula seemed off since the last thing we said to each other. The rest of the movie was silent aside from the munching of snacks and sipping from drinks. Did she know something I didn't?

I rose as the movie came to a close. "I should get going. I have to prepare dinner for Thomas when he gets home," I turned to Paula.

"Aw okay. Love you Y/N! See you whenever, you know you're always welcome." She smiled.

"Thanks Paula. I'll text you." I waved as I got into my car, driving home. As I arrived, I was greeted with the usual silence. I sighed deeply as I made my way to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

Thomas's Pov:

I got into the uber, panting slightly. I wiped the sweat off my forehead as I gave the driver my address. I sprayed slight cologne to get rid of the scent of sex still lingering on my skin and seeping into my clothes.

I was exhausted. I prayed that either Y/N wasn't home or preparing dinner so I could shower. I glanced out the window as we pulled up. I felt a pang of guilt. I couldn't keep doing this to Y/N, she never did me wrong. Why was I doing this to her?

"Thanks. Here." I said, tossing the driver a wad of cash. I had no idea how much I gave him, but I didn't really care. I quickly noticed Y/n's car in the driveway, cursing silently. As I entered, I smelled food immediately and saw her in the kitchen, cooking. I celebrated in my head.

"Hey babe, I'm gonna go shower before we eat." I hurried up the stairs before she could protest or approach me, getting into the shower.

Your Pov:

I sat in the kitchen, preparing some dumplings to go with the orange chicken and the fried rice that was cooking when Thomas got home.

"Hey babe, I'm gonna go shower before we eat." He said.

I turned to respond but he was already gone. No hug or kiss? I frowned. Usually he would hug or kiss me before doing anything else when he got home. I went to turn back to the food when a familiar aroma hit my senses.

His usual cologne but with a hint of... sex? I started to panic, my mind racing with possibilities.

Was he cheating? With who? No he wouldn't cheat again, not after that night, I made him promise. It's just sweat Y/N, it's fine.

I blocked the thoughts out of my head before turning back to the food. I was just being paranoid like usual. Everything was fine.

I heard his footsteps scurrying downstairs as I prepared the plates.

"Woah Y/N... This smells amazing! You really outdid yourself this time!"

His praise hit my ears like a truck. I couldn't help but smile. He hadn't praised my cooking in a long time.

"Thank you baby. Let's eat."

We ate in silence, but he wasn't on his phone like usual. He seemed to be really indulged in the food I made. It was... nice.

"So... I was thinking. Since I'm off tomorrow, we could go out?" I looked up at Thomas in shock. He usually never asked to go out, or even wanted to with me.

"Oh um... sure! What frat brother's party is it this time?" I asked. Thomas shook his head.

"No not a frat party my love... A date. Just us two." He looked up at me smiling. I felt a blush creep up my cheeks.

"Y-yes I'd love to."

"Perfect, I'll make reservations. Dress nice and pretty okay?" He half-joked, his smile widening. I nodded as I got up to wash the dishes, smiling at the idea of my date, not knowing what events were to unfold.

A/N: this part is def better than my last... and longer. Next part has a heavy drug warning, so be aware of that! I hope you enjoyed<3

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hi Sierra and rose!

my name is moxxie and when I was in abt 3rd or 4th grade I became friends with this girl and she invited me to her birthday party at her community pool

I couldn't swim so I stayed at the shallow end, but she came over to me and dragged me to the deeper end, holding me up and helping me and then with her two friends started not drop me causing me to drown and moved away from me so I couldn't cling to them for support and another person there had to save me

I brought peach rings!

lets play candy trauma salad!

my name is sierra and one day when i was six in my old neighborhood i went ding dong ditching with my old neighborhood friends and we kept banging on this one persons door so eventually they came out with a knife and started chasing us until we were far enough from our neighborhood!

i brought sour patch kids!

Hi sierra!

My name is rose. In high school I did debate. It brought me such bad anxiety that I ended up having a panic attack. But then the girls in the bathroom started to record me so it got worse.

THEN my fucking debate COACH tried to grab me to ‘comfort me’ WHICH MADE IT WORSE.

And then they called 911 because I couldn’t breathe since they were literally suffocating me and recording me.

AND THEN my couch decided she needed to rip my top off to help me ‘get air’

Anyhow, I brought penis gummies 🙈

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Do I Wanna Know? -Matt Sturniolo Part 3

Part 1, Part 2

Paring: Dealer!Matt x Bambi!Reader

Summary: Your friends and boyfriend want to go to a party, you’re not really a party person but they manage to convince you. After you witness something you rush out the room running into none other than Matthew Sturniolo. As time goes on you and Matt start to talk more, forming a very complicated relationship.

Warnings: MDNI, not many warnings this chapter besides cussing and Thomas being a controlling lil meanie.

A/N: here’s part three! please enjoy🫶🏽 With love and cigarette smoke, Moxxie<3

I woke up to an empty bed yet again. I let out a sigh and decided to get dressed. I put on a white babydoll tee and a pink plaid skirt and some white tights. I texted Paula in hopes to hang out with her. Once I got her response, I reluctantly texted Thomas letting him know I would be with her and grabbed my keys and headed for Paula’s house.

“Hey Y/N! So glad to see you!” Paula chirped as she greeted me at the door. I smiled, giving her a hug.

“Hey Paula. I hope I didn’t interrupt any plans or anything.” I said as she let me inside.

“Oh no of course not! I was just about to watch a movie. I haven’t decided yet. You wanna help me pick one?” She asked. I nodded in agreement. I loved watching movies with Paula, she always made the space so comfortable.

I went upstairs and hopped into her bed as she went to the kitchen to grab drinks and snacks. I scrolled through a couple movies before picking our favourite movie, Thirteen. Paula came upstairs and put the snacks to the side.

I leaned against the back of the headboard as we watched the movie, stuffing popcorn into our mouths and downing it with Pepsi's. As we got to our third movie, I heard my phone going off. I picked it up and saw it was Thomas.

"Give me a minute Paula, I'm sorry." I apologized as I stepped out and picked it up. "Hello?"

"Where the hell are you?" Thomas snapped. My eyes widened. I told him where I would be.

"Uh, with Paula. I texted you hours ago telling you I'd be here." I said. He scoffed.

"Yeah. Who else is there Y/N?" He asked, his tone accusatory.

"Nobody else is here Thomas. It's just me and her, watching movies and eating snacks. That's it." I sighed, leaning against the wall.

"Fine. I'll ask her myself later. Let me find out your lying Y/N." He hissed, hanging up. I turned my phone off, annoyed. I wasn't lying, it was only me and her. He was just being stupid and wanting to start shit. I walked back into the room with Paula.

"Was it Thomas?" She asked. I nodded.

"He was asking who else was here, I told him it's just us, because it is and he said he'll ask you later if I'm lying or not. He's been doing this for a while not, even since before the party." I set my phone back on the table. Paula chewed her lip, a slight guilty look on her face.

"Since before the party?" She asked.

"Yeah! For like, maybe a month. He'll leave the house and have all these accusations ready. And he'll sometimes be all sweaty when he gets home, which is weird but somewhat normal. He sometimes goes to the gym after work." I sighed deeply. "I just wish I knew what was going on."

"Yeah... me too." Paula said as she took her phone out sending a quick text.

"She's piecing things together Thomas."

A/N: this was kinda short and idk I had sm writers block during this part ngl. Hopefully the next part's better!

@ashlishes

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Do I Wanna Know? - Matt Sturniolo Part 2

Part 1

Paring: Dealer!Matt x Bambi!Reader

Summary: Your friends and boyfriend want to go to a party, you’re not really a party person but they manage to convince you. After you witness something you rush out the room running into none other than Matthew Sturniolo. As time goes on you and Matt start to talk more, forming a very complicated relationship.

Warnings: MDNI, drug use & selling, tension, confrontation, argument/disagreement

A/N: here is part two of Do I Wanna Know! please enjoy!🫶🏽 With love and cigarette smoke, Moxxie<3

My eyes widened as they read the message. How did Matt get my number? Right as I began to think of possible ways he could’ve gotten my number, another text popped up.

“Your little friend, Paula I believe, was sweet enough to give me your number. Are you busy tomorrow? I have a few runs to make if you’d like to join me.”

I thought for a moment. I didn’t have much to do tomorrow. Plus Thomas would be at work all day so I’d be bored anyway. I texted him back quickly and sent my address as the uber pulled into my driveway.

“C’mon Thomas.” I mumbled, helping him out the car and into the house.

“I’m fine Y/N… you can let go.” Thomas said, stumbling. I let out a sigh, laying him on the couch. I doubt he could make it up the stairs. I planted a soft kiss to his forehead and laid a blanket on top of him before going upstairs to my room.

I walked into my bathroom to take a quick much needed shower, the water gently dripping down my skin. I got out and threw on a white fluffy bathrobe l and walked over to my vanity table, grabbing a hair tie and putting it up in a messy bun. I got into bed as a deep slumber overtook me.

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“Y/N!”

Thomas’s loud shout awoke me from my slumber. I sat up, rubbing my eyes.

“Thomas? What’s goin’ on?” I asked, yawning. He glared at me from my doorway.

“I heard you met someone last night? Why the hell didn’t you tell me?” He snapped angrily. I scoffed.

“Well maybe if you weren’t so busy with that blonde chick, I wouldn’t have met him.” I snapped back. I saw him falter slightly. “Yeah I caught you.”

“Baby she meant nothing to me. I was drunk, I thought it was you!” He pleaded slightly.

“Whatever Thomas. Don’t do that shit again.” I said angrily getting up and walking into the bathroom to wash my face. He walked over to me, gently kissing my forehead.

“I gotta get to work. I’ll see you tonight.” He said softly. I nodded, waving him off. I walked over to my closet and picked a white top and a baby pink skirt to wear. I sat at my vanity, curling my hair a little bit as my phone went off. I picked it up to see a message from Matt.

“Hey sweetheart. You almost ready?”

I felt my nerves calm down slightly. I texted him back quickly.

“Almost! I’ll be down in a minute!”

I hurried with my hair and slipped on a random pair of white shoes I found in my closet and ran downstairs. I grabbed my keys, locking the door and turning around.

In my driveway sat a beautiful black Corvette, leaning against the hood sat none other than Matt. I felt my jaw drop as I approached him.

“Matt.. Is this yours?” I asked amazed. I couldn’t hide my astonishment even if I wanted to. I gently grazed my hand against the hood, touching the car so gently, like i would break it if I touched it too hard.

Matt chuckled, the sound ringing through my ears. “Yes, it is. Isn’t she beautiful?”

“Y-yes! Yes, she’s gorgeous!” I gushed softly. I watched as Matt walked around me to the passengers side and opened the door for me. Thomas never did that for me before.

“After you, Bambi.” He purred softly. I felt my cheeks flush as I thanked him and got into the car.

The interior was black, the seat covers red. I watched as Matt got into the drivers side, his hands covered in rings, gripping the steering wheel. He placed one hand on the back of my seat, as he backed out the driveway.

“We’re gonna make a few deals. These people can be shady, don’t worry though, they’ll never put their hands on you as long as I’m here.” Matt said, as we got onto the main road. I nodded, glancing over at him.

I watched his hands on the steering wheel as he turned around the corner, nearing our first stop. I wasn’t used to being the passenger, I always drove Thomas around. Being the passenger for once was nice.

We pulled up to a trailer park, Matt putting the car in park.

“C’mon sweetheart. Stay close ‘ight?” He reached into the backseat grabbing bags of weed, pills and what seemed to be coke. I nodded as he got out, coming around and opening the door for me. I followed close behind him as we neared a bench. A man sat there, hands in his pockets.

“Matthew, my man! Finally.” The man dapped Matt up as he laid out the contents of what he had. The man’s eyes eventually trailed over to me.

“So I’ve got this stuff, I’m getting more later but this is what I’ve got now.” Matt said as he began to sort everything in piles. The man however wasn’t paying attention to him.

“Hey there pretty. Never seen you around here before.” I took a step towards Matt hesitantly as the man took a step forward. Matt’s hand immediately flew up, pressing against his chest and pushing backwards.

“And this is the only time you’re seeing her. Back off a bit yeah?” I bit my lip hesitantly as I watched the man’s eyes widen. He put his hands up immediately in surrender, chuckling.

“I got it man!” He laughed. Matt however wasn’t laughing. The man snickered as he grabbed a baggy of weed and pills, tossing Matt the cash. “Give the extra to the lady!”

Matt’s jaw clenched, gripping the cash tightly. The man walked off to his trailer I assumed. He turned to me.

“You okay Bambi?” He asked, his voice soft now. I looked up at him and nodded. He smiled and held out a hand. “C’mon we got a few more” I happily obliged, taking his hand and walking back to the car.

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I sat in the passenger seat, gingerly eating the fries Matt bought me from McDonald’s, not wanting to get crumbs on the seat. We were done with the runs he had to make and now we were on a hill, overlooking the city. Matt sat near his window, smoking a blunt.

“I’ll take you home after you’re done.” He said, looking over at me and slightly laughing as he saw me taking mini bites from my burger. “Don’t worry about the seats Bambi, that’s what the covers are for.”

After his reassurance, I took a bigger bite. I hadn’t expected to be so hungry, but it was almost 10pm. I put my trash in the bag and set it down at my feet. As I finished, we started making our way to my place.

“Matt? How long have you been dealing to Thomas?” I asked curiously. He glanced at me before returning his attention to the road.

“Me personally, about 6 months. He’s gotten shit from my friends though for longer. His main dealer, Manny stopped and he suggested me to him, so he started buying from me.” He explained, putting his blunt out in the ashtray sitting in the center consul. I nodded, looking out the window again.

Thomas told me he would quit but I knew he was bullshitting. I just didn’t think he would keep how long he was buying things from me.

“Interesting.” I mumbled softly, mainly to myself. I glanced at the driveway as we pulled up. Thomas was home. As Matt put the car in park he looked over at me.

“This was fun Bambi. I enjoyed having you along with me. Text me when you get in, alright?” He asked, looking at me intently. I nodded, thanking him and making my way inside.

“And where have you been?” Thomas asked me coldly. I was taken aback at his sudden coldness.

“I was out with a friend that’s all.” I replied. I mean it wasn’t a lie. I went to walk around him but he blocked my path.

“Oh yeah? What friend Y/N?” He asked, approaching me. I let out a sigh. He wasn’t about to intimidate me. I stood my ground and slightly pushed him back to make my way around him.

“What does it matter? You never ask me this.” He glared at me.

“Because it seems to me like it was with Matthew. I saw and heard his car.”

I scoffed making my way to the kitchen, grabbing water. “Oh your dealer Matt? Yeah it was him. I met him at the party yesterday while you were busy. He took me on a few runs. That’s it.”

Thomas faltered as I mentioned the dealer part. He cursed silently.

“Whatever. You should’ve told me.” he snapped.

“Why? You never seem to care who I’m with any other day?” I shot back, setting down my glass. I was starting to get irritated.

“Because everyone else you hang out with are girls.”

I rolled my eyes. “That’s not true and you know it. Vincent and Kyle aren’t girls, and I hang out with them all the time.”

“That’s because Vincent is Paula’s boyfriend and Kyle is her brother.” Thomas said, crossing his arms.

“Not true because I hang out with Kyle without Paula. You know that. This conversation we’re having is silly. I can hang out with who I want.” I snapped. “Besides, you never tell me who you’re with.”

Thomas rolled his eyes. “That’s different.”

“What? How?” I sputtered. Thomas was starting to get on my nerves.

“Because I don’t have to tell you anything. You do.” He replied. I stared at him in total disbelief.

“Excuse me?”

“Next time you’re with a man, I expect you to tell me.” He said coldly, walking upstairs to take a shower. I stayed put, still in shock. So I had to tell him everything while he could leave me in the dark? Absolutely not. I scoffed and made my way to my room, changing into my pajamas. Thomas came in a few minutes after me.

“I have to work overtime tomorrow. If you hang out with anyone I again, expect to be told who.” He said as he got into bed beside me. I laid down comfortably, as he wrapped an arm around me. I sighed, trying to forget about everything and just go to bed.

A/N: this was a bit rushed- i dont like this. anyways- new characters mentioned! Next chapter will have less Matt in it. I hope you enjoyed<3

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goodbye im not doing well guys. sobbing, i love it tho😞❤️

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Matt Sturniolo x fem!reader

•the heart wrenching notion of right person, wrong time •

warnings; none apart from no happy ending!

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It was a cool evening, the kind where the air was crisp but not cold enough to make you shiver. You sat on the park bench, as the sun started to set. You could hear the soft rustle of leaves and the distant noise of the main streets, but all you could focus on was Matt sitting beside you.

Months had led up to this moment—months of late-night conversations, spontaneous adventures, and sharing parts of yourself you hadn’t shown anyone else. He was the kind of person who made you laugh without trying, who knew when to talk and when to simply sit in silence with you. And yet, here you were, on the verge of saying goodbye.

“Timing is such a cruel thing, isn’t it?” Matt said softly, breaking the stillness between you. His voice had that familiar warmth, but there was a heaviness to it now, a sadness.

You nodded, struggling to find words for a moment. "Yeah…it really is”

Matt turned to look at you, his blue eyes catching the last bits of sunlight. The conflict in them was clear—he wanted this as much as you did, but there was something bigger, something neither of you could change. “If things were different—if we’d met just a year from now, maybe we wouldn’t be having this conversation”

You swallowed the lump in your throat. “I’ve thought about that a lot too. But it’s not a year from now…It’s now…”

Matt looked down at his hands, his fingers tracing the edge of the bench. “I can’t ask you to wait for me. It’s not fair. My career... this move... it’s going to change everything, and I don’t even know what that looks like for me yet. I don’t want to drag you into something uncertain”

He was leaving to pursue his youtube career with his brothers in LA — a dream opportunity, something he’d worked so hard for. You were proud of him, but that didn’t make it hurt any less. The timing, as always, was off. The universe had a funny way of bringing people together just to pull them apart again.

“I don’t want to hold you back, either” you whispered, your voice barely audible. “You deserve this, Matt. And I... I have things I need to figure out too”

It wasn’t a lie. You had your own ambitions, your own dreams you were chasing. But that didn’t change the fact that, right now, sitting next to him, you wished things were different. You wished the rest of the world would stop for a while, so the two of you could just exist here, without all the complications.

Matt sighed and leaned back, looking up at the sky. “You know what’s funny? I’ve never felt more connected to someone than I do with you. But life… life just won’t wait”

You turned to him, heart aching. “What if we’re making a mistake? What if we’re letting something slip away that could’ve been—”

He cut you off gently. “No, don’t think like that. What we have... it’s real. But sometimes love isn’t enough to change the timing of things. Maybe we’re supposed to meet again when the time is right”

The words stung, even though you knew they were true. Maybe it wasn’t forever. Maybe someday, when your paths crossed again, things would fall into place. But right now, you were at a crossroads, and you couldn’t walk the same path.

You reached out, taking his hand in yours. His fingers laced with yours, and you sat like that for a long moment, neither of you wanting to let go.

“When you leave tomorrow...” you started, your voice trembling.

“When I leave tomorrow, it doesn’t change what we had” he finished for you. 

The tears you’d been holding back finally slipped down your cheek, but you quickly wiped them away, not wanting him to see. “Do you think we’ll find our way back to each other someday?”

Matt smiled, but it was a sad smile. “I really hope so sweetheart….but if we don’t, at least we’ll know that for a while, we found something extraordinary , something real… eachother”

You nodded, knowing this moment would stay with you no matter what the future held.

As the sun disappeared completely behind the horizon, you knew it was time. Time to let go, even though it felt impossible.

The silence between you grew heavy, the weight of unspoken words filling the air. Matt glanced at you, his eyes searching yours for a moment,as tears started brimming in his own.

He leaned in slowly ,placing his lips into yours, soft and tender, a kiss that held everything you couldn’t say. It was a kiss filled with goodbye, with love, with all the moments you’d shared and the ones you would never have. Time seemed to stop around you, and for that brief moment, nothing else existed. Just the two of you.

When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours, and you could feel his breath against your skin. His hand cupped your face gently, thumb brushing away the tear that had slipped down your cheek.

“I love you—” he whispered, his voice trembling. 

“—I love you with my whole heart”

Your chest tightened, the weight of those words sinking into you. You felt it too, every ounce of what he was saying. “I love you too”

But you both knew love wasn’t enough to change what was happening next.

Matt hesitantly stood up, offering his hand. With a small sigh you wrap your hand around his, pulling yourself up.

He pulled you close, kissing you one last time, the taste of salty tears from both of you lingering.

You both slowly pulled away,

“I’m going to miss you” you whispered.

Matt squeezed your hand gently before letting go. “I’m going to miss you too-“ be breathed, trying his hardest to hold back his tears, but failing miserably as they continued to fall. 

“-Maybe in another life,huh?” he sniffled.

You left out a soft sob at his words, tears streaming uncontrollably. Your bring your hand up to your chest, laying it comfortingly over your aching heart. 

All you could muster was a small nod 

“Another life” you whisper.

You both stood for a moment, just looking at eachother. Trying to memorise every detail. 

Matt placed his hand on your cheek, before leaning forward, placing a lingering kiss to your forehead. He pulls away, as his thumb brushes back and forth. His teary eyes met yours, both of you silently saying goodbye. It was too painful to say out loud. You both knew it, and you knew eachother knew it. So you stood silently, letting your gazes say it all. 

Matt slowly started walking backwards, his eyes still locked to yours, with a small smile and sniffle, he turned around. 

As he started walking away from you, you couldn’t hold back the sobs, wrapping your arms around yourself as a form of faux comfort.

Matt stops in his tracks, the sound of your cries ripping his heart to shreds. He stands still, his back still facing you.

“Don’t look back Matt” you call out, voice trembling. 

He stayed paused, for what felt like an eternity. You could see the tension in his shoulders, the conflict in his stance. But finally, he took a deep breath and hesitantly continued walking, each step heavy with finality. You watched as his silhouette got smaller , and eventually disappeared into the dark, carrying your heart with him. 

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A/N; i’m actually distraught after writing that wtf😭 probably the saddest thing i’ve written and i hate it but love it at the same time. thankyou for reading loves!!

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Do I Wanna Know? - Matt Sturniolo

Pairing: Dealer!Matt x Bambi!Reader

Summary: Your friends and boyfriend want to go to a party, you’re not really a party person but they manage to convince you. After you witness something you rush out the room running into none other than Matthew Sturniolo. As time goes on you and Matt start to talk more, forming a very complicated relationship.

Warnings: MDNI, angst, cheating, drug use, tension.

A/N: this is my first series please try to bear with me on this one! i hope you enjoy!🤍 With love and cigarette smoke, Moxxie<3

I ran around downstairs in a slight frenzy, dashing past my best friends. I ran up the stairs to my bedroom and looked around hurriedly, as time was wearing thin. I looked around, scattering things around my vanity desk and rummaging through my drawers.

"Hey Y/N, do you know-... Why are you still in your boxers?" Mikka asked, poking her head in.

"S-sorry, I'm just looking for everything I need..." I mumbled, glancing down at my matching bones and skeleton bra and boxer set. Shit I need to get dressed soon.

Today was going to be the first party I've gone too in a long while. The last one was years ago and I sure didn't enjoy it. I wasn't really a party person to begin with, but my friends and boyfriend really wanted to go. You see, my friends are associated with the frat brothers and my boyfriend Thomas... well... he is a frat boy. When I was much younger, I'd always promised to stay away from them, but here I am. Dating a frat boy. And going to a frat party. 17 year old me would be disappointed.

I sat down at my vanity, starting on my makeup for the party. I didn't wanna go all out and seem like... I dunno. I just wanted to try and fit in. It wasn't always easy, being the sorta chubby one in my friend group. 'S why I always tried to avoid dresses, and things that were tight on me. I guess with getting older, I let myself go a bit more, more reckless almost.

I applied my usual puppy eyeliner, slowly guiding the pen along my eyelash line as I let the powder on my face set. I looked at the clock. Not much time left. I hurried along with my makeup.

“Y/N are you almost ready? The uber will be here in about ten minutes!” My friend called out from my bathroom.

“Almost!” I called back from my vanity in the corner of my room as I applied the last bit of lip gloss on.

Everyone was super excited for this frat party going on. I wasn’t a party person but they managed to convince me. I fixed my hair up in a big black bow and rushed over to my closet to search for a dress.

“Paula, which dress should I wear?” I asked my friend who was in the bathroom, holding up a skin tight black dress and a red one. Paula pursed her lips before pointing her makeup brush at the red one.

“That one is perfect, especially with the leg slit. Wear your black heels to match.” She said leaning back towards the mirror, applying highlighter to her cheek bones.

I walked over to the mirror on the inside of my closet door and slid the dress on, fixing any wrinkles. I inspected how it fit on my body for a moment hesitant about it as Mikka bounced into the room.

“Oh my! Y/N, you look beautiful!” She gushed rushing over to me. I smiled slightly looking back at my reflection.

“Are you sure? Does it show my stomach too much?” I asked her. I usually didn’t wear dresses like this, i preferred ones that hid my stomach a bit better. Mikka huffed.

“Yes I’m sure! You’re stunning. Now get your shoes on and let’s go!” She called to Paula as well as she bounced out the room and back downstairs. I quickly slid my heels on and walked downstairs with Paula. Thomas glanced at me and smiled, wrapping his arm around my shoulders giving me a quick kiss.

“You look beautiful baby.” he said. I smiled, blushing.

“Thank you, love.” I responded as we all piled into the back of the uber. As we arrived at the party I held onto Thomas following behind Paula and Mikka.

“Hey girl! How have you been?” Mikka squealed as we made our way to some of our other friends. I stood with them as Thomas excused himself. I paid it no mind, he always ran off with his friends at parties like this.

“C’mon Y/N! Let’s have a shot!” Paula said handing me one. I hesitantly took it. “Cheers!”

I downed the shot with her, feeling the slight burn hit my throat. I haven’t had a shot in a while. I cringed after taking it, setting the glass down. As I felt my nerves relax Paula and Mikka dragged me to the dance floor. I let out a giggle, swaying my hips to the music.

“Get it Y/N, yes girl!” Paula cheered as I danced to the music. After a few minutes I looked around for Thomas.

“Hey guys, I’m gonna go look for Thomas really quick.” I said to the pair, who nodded. I excused myself and made my way around some drunk and high people before my eyes set on Thomas, sitting on a couch. I made my way through more people, who hid my view of him.

“Hey Thom-“ I cut myself off seeing a chick on his lap, their mouths intertwined in a sloppy kiss, his hands on her hips. I felt time stop. I felt my eyes begin to water at the sight and I turned around and quickly made my way back through the crowd, looking for a bathroom.

As I made my way upstairs I rushed into the closest bathroom, shutting the door. I approached the sink, bracing my hands against it taking a breath.

What did I just witness? Was Thomas really cheating on me right now?

I took a deep breath and walked out the bathroom looking for Paula. I turned, bumping into a tall man in front of me. I gasped slightly.

“Shit! I-I’m so sorry!” I muttered quickly looking up and pausing.

The man turned towards me, his icy blue eyes piercing into mine. I quickly took in his appearance, his left arm covered in tattoos, his ear piercings rocking back and forth. A joint sat comfortably between his fingers.

“S’okay sweetheart. Say, you don’t seem like the partying typa girl. Y’here with someone?” He asked, his deep voice filling my ears. I nodded.

“With my boyfriend and some friends.” I whispered. Something about his presence made me nervous but also almost comfortable.

“Interesting. What’s your name sweetheart?” He asked, looking down and me and leaning in slightly.

“Y/N. What’s yours?” I asked curiously. I noticed as his brows furrowed.

“Y/N you say? Yeah, I’ve heard about you from one of my customers. Thomas I think. I’m Matthew, but you can call me Matt.” He said, leaning back and taking a drag from his joint. I felt my eyes widen. So this was who Thomas got all his drugs and stuff from?

“You know Thomas?” I asked. I cringed internally at my question. No kidding he did, he just said so.

Matt chuckled. “Indeed I do. We talk every now and then.” He inspected me for a moment before speaking again. “You don’t seem like a Y/N. You have an almost.. How do I say, Bambi appearance. Yeah s’what m’gonna call you.”

I felt my cheeks flush slightly. “Bambi?” I asked. He smiles and nodded, leaning in.

“I’ll see ya around, won’t I Bambi?” He asked. I nodded, looking away. I heard him chuckle as he walked away. I blushed, and rushes to find Paula. I saw her and Mikka with Thomas. I felt my anger returning.

“Hey gorgeous. Ready to go?” He asked, trying to put his arm around me. I scooted away from him. I watched as his brows furrowed.

“Yeah m’ready.” I muttered, walking outside and into the uber. Thomas nestled next to me.

“Y/N, whats wrong?” He asked. I scoffed.

“I saw you with that girl on the couch Thomas.” I said bitterly. I felt my anger bubbling when he released a sigh of relief.

“Y/N that was you silly.” He said. I turned to him shocked. He thought that girl was me? We looked nothing alike.

“I think you had too much to drink.” I muttered looking out the window. As I looked outside I couldn’t get the thought of Matt out of my head. I shook my head, trying to snap myself out of it.

I wonder when I would see him again. I glanced down at my phone and saw a text from an unknown number. I was about to ignore it before I saw the text.

“Hey there Bambi.”

A/N: Dealer!Matt’s been introduced! next chaper i might have more Matt in there where they hang out or happen to run into each other while hes making his runs. i hope you enjoyed!🫶🏽

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sweetest thing ive heard ever i live laugh love you🥹🫶🏽

i wanna make a series or something with Dealer!Matt/Dealer!Chris with Bimbo!Reader or Bambi!Reader but like super long and super angsty with some smut and fluff in there… would y’all read it if i did? also need title ideas😭🙏🏽

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ive been thinking about it since the last fic i made and ive been thinking of the plot and everything for like a week, i hope u enjoy it if i do write it 🥹

i wanna make a series or something with Dealer!Matt/Dealer!Chris with Bimbo!Reader or Bambi!Reader but like super long and super angsty with some smut and fluff in there… would y’all read it if i did? also need title ideas😭🙏🏽

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i wanna make a series or something with Dealer!Matt/Dealer!Chris with Bimbo!Reader or Bambi!Reader but like super long and super angsty with some smut and fluff in there… would y’all read it if i did? also need title ideas😭🙏🏽

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What A Lie -Nick Sturniolo 🖤

Pairing: Nick Sturniolo x Male!Reader

Warnings: angst, argument, lying, menions of cheating(dont cheat guys) and actually cheating, mentions of using for fame(also dont do that), crying, side link has a random name.

Summary: Nick noticed his boyfriend had been seeming off lately ever since they came out to the public as a couple. His boyfriend started getting distant from him, even going as far as flirting with other men or even girls in front of him. When he confronted him about it, he discovered something that would change everything.

A/N: angst with Male!Reader! not really a happy ending for Y/N and Nick, but Matt and Chris do comfort Nick at the end. please enjoy! With love and cigarette smoke, Moxxie<3

Nick and Y/N had been together for about 5 months to the public but in secret they were together for a year. His brothers Chris and Matt were very supportive about their relationship, and the public took it well and were very supportive as well.

But something had changed.

Nick noticed that Y/N started to get distant from him, always busy, barely talking when they were together, and even flirting with others in front of him. He didn’t think about it much at first but it got him worried about their relationship.

Your Pov:

You let out a sharp sigh. It was movie night with Nick and you were already bored. You glanced at the boy, cuddled up next to you. You loved him. You really did. At least you thought you did.

Your phone started to buzz next to you. As you picked it up you saw it was the girl you had been flirting with behind Nick’s back. You swiped left immediately, hoping Nick didn’t notice before bringing your attention back to the Tv.

As the night went on, you noticed that Nick had fallen asleep. You quickly slipped from under him and ran into the bathroom, slowly closing the door. You dialled Nikki’s number quickly.

“Hey Y/N!~” Nikki’s voice echoed around the bathroom. You felt your heart warm at her voice, but then it hardened as quickly as it warmed.

“I told you not to text me tonight.” you hissed bitterly.

“Aw cmon, you know you missed me! You said you left Nicolas already, so why not! I’m in your favourite set…” she trailed off. You thought about it before letting out a hiss.

“Come to my window in 5.” you heard her giggle as you hung up. You poked your head out the bathroom and quietly made your way to your room. You opened the window and waited for Nikki to arrive.

No ones Pov:

Nick woke up to the space next to him empty. He let out a saddened sigh. He was used to Y/N running off after he fell asleep. He got up, got a glass of water and started making his way up the stairs before he stopped.

“Y-Y/N.. right there!” Nick froze, hearing a females voice moaning.

“Quiet down baby.. before he hears you.” Y/N hissed before letting out a groan.

Nick felt his heart drop. He sprinted up the stairs and burst through the door.

Nikki let out a scream, pulling the blanket over her body. Y/N spun around seeing Nick at the door.

“N-Nick its not what you think..” Y/N trailed off.

“It’s not what I think? So you’re not fucking a girl in our bed?” Nick snapped, visibly angry.

“I-I.. Look let’s just talk about it..” Y/N started. Nick held up a hand silencing him. His eyes bore into Nikki’s.

“Get out please.” He said, keeping his voice calm.

Nikki nodded getting her clothes and wrapping a towel around herself making her way to the door.

“I’m sorry Nicolas.. he said he broke up with you already, I didn’t know.” she whispered softly.

Nick’s eyes softened slightly. “It’s not your fault. He fooled us both.” he said coldly. Nikki nodded, disappearing down the hall.

“Nick, cmon..” Y/N started.

“Don’t ‘Nick’ me. How long Y/N?” Nick hissed. Y/N hesitated.

“Three months..”

Nick let out an emotionless laugh. “Three months? Are you serious? Y/N, what the hell is wrong with you?” he snapped angrily. “First you flirt with everyone around us when we’re out together and now you actually cheat on me?”

“C’mon Nick! Don’t tell me you didn’t expect this. I’m not gay!” Y/N snapped back. He immediately felt instant regret when he said that.

“Y-you’re not what? Don’t tell me you lied about your sexuality too.”

Y/N’s face fell. “I-I’m straight Nick. I agreed to dating you because you and your brothers have a lot of female viewers.” His face quickly recovered. “And plus, you’re hella famous!”

“Famous? Is that all you care about? Fame?” Nick yelled. Tears began to fill his eyes. “I actually loved you Y/N. I really thought you loved me too. What a lie that was.”

Y/N’s face fell again. Guilt immediately crashing down on him. “You.. actually loved me?”

“Yes! Oh my God, we’ve been together for a year Y/N! You think I’m gonna lie about that? How could you do this to me?” He wiped his face aggressively. “I wanna go home. I’m packing my shit and going back home.”

Y/N’s entire world began crumbling down. After the two started dating, they agreed to living together so it would be easier to hang out together.

Nick pushed past Y/N, grabbing a suitcase and grabbing all his clothes and belongings.

“Nick, c’mon you don’t gotta do this.” Y/N pleaded.

“Yes I do. Oh and here’s your stupid necklace back. And your stupid shirt.” Nick yanked the shirt Y/N gave him off, throwing at him along with the necklace he gave him on their first date.

“Nick…”

“Either you take me home now, or I call Matt.” Nick said coldly. Y/N sighed but nodded, going to grab Nick’s bag before he smacked his hand away.

“I can carry my own shit thanks.” Nick said, grabbing his bag and carrying it to the car. The ride to Nick’s home was silent. Nick continuously wiped tears away from his face as they arrived.

“Nick..” Y/N began before Nick waved him off. Nick climbed out the car and grabbed his bag walking to Y/N’s window.

“In case it wasn’t clear, we’re done. Don’t contact me, don’t have your stupid friends call me, don’t come here looking for me. Just leave me alone.” Nick turned and walked into his house, slamming the door behind him, finally letting the tears fall. As he made his way upstairs he was met by Matt and Chris.

“Nick? What happened? Why do you have all your stuff..?” Chris asked. As Chris asked, Nick broke down into a sob. Matt immediately ran to Nick and pulled him into a hug.

Nick explained everything that happened. Matt and Chris were livid.

“That asshole. He’s gonna fucking pay for this.” Chris snapped. Matt nodded in agreement as he brought Nick to his room. The two laid down next to Nick, giving him company.

“T-thanks guys..” Nick sniffled, smiling at the two.

“Of course Nick.” Matt smiled.

“Anything for our big brother.” Chris said softly as the three fell asleep.

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This is important! Especially as an SA survivor, please do better with warnings!

For the love of god a CNC warning is not something you should be forgetting PLZ. It’s not normal sex if someone is asking for things to stop and saying no—even if they have a safe word.

I shouldn’t have to say this but the fact I’ve seen more than 10 Fics in the past week alone missing this CRUCIAL warning is so upsetting. You’re hurting people, you’re triggering trauma. Please stop forgetting this warning. It does so much damage when you teach young people that that’s normal and minors will lie about their age or interact regardless of your wishes. That and SA survivors don’t deserve to feel devastated after reading a post that was missing important warnings like that.

Please please PLEASE do better.

Likes / REBLOGS are deeply appreciated. Let’s spread the word to make this less of an issue in our community here please.

Also this isn’t targeted to anyone in specific. Majority of people I’ve reached out to have fixed it but I’m done seeing this all the time.

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𝑊𝐴𝑇𝐶𝐻 𝑌𝑂𝑈𝑅 𝑀𝑂𝑈𝑇𝐻 || Chris sturniolo

𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦: you make the terrible mistake of quip referring to your ex’s name and behaviour during an argument with your boyfriend Chris,leading to things taking a wild twist when his possessive impulses take over.

𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠: yelling and cursing,smut,unprotected and rough sex,clit playing,fingering,orgasming multiple times,pet names,dirty talk,praising,degradation,hair yanking,spanking,overstimulation,etc.

𝑎／𝑛: my first language is not english,sorry for any mistakes.

you heavily huff out a breath out from your nose while standing there,dealing with his yelling and complaining once again.the reasonings of your arguments lately kept getting more and more ridiculous to be honest,yet you weren’t able to prevent them anymore.

“i told you plenty amount of times Chris,it wasn’t my fucking fault that i had to cancel,my mom neede-“

“ugh i am tired of this! always the same bullshit excuse,it’s the third one you are doing this in a month” he shouted out abruptly,instantly regretting it once he observed the way your jaw clenched along with your eyes holding back the bawling.

he was genuinely about to apologize after he softly sighed,reaching out for your shoulder but for you to just snap backwards,he was caught off guard by the action,however it was what you mumbled next that pissed him off frantically.

“fuck off,James would never had treated me that way,he would understand”

oh Chris could sense his blood boil as soon as that sentence came out of your lips,his fists automatically closing into his sides with his pupils taking over a menacing gleam that popped out raw frustration.

he despises nothing more but that man,especially since he was aware of how head over heels you used to be for him a year ago.

disbelief slowly crosses over your features when he somehow answers calmly,a vigorously edge drizzling his voice “watch your mouth pretty girl,we all know that i treat you way better than he did”

your stubbornness inched to deny,to fight back,although an other part of you wanted to play safe,sending him a piercing glare and then staying completely silent,letting the quietness hang over the air until he broke it himself.

“you are not really helping yourself out sweetheart” it was obvious that he was mentally referring at your lack of response,stepping impossible close to you so he can with a light shove launch you on the mattress of your bed,

he immediately hovered above your figure,both of his legs encircling your sides before he began to undress you,making sure to take purposefully brush your skin in whatever chance,and you were more than surprised by the suddenness of his gestures.

“what are you-“

now it was his turn to not reply,greedily discarding to the floor any fabric that covers you up and leaving you in just your thong on,causing you to squirm as air bubbles the peel of your body.about to speak up,he withdrew that opportunity by smashing down his lips to your’s,kissing you with a passionate fever.

the contact was additionally excessive and demanding,making you touch starved as his mouth coated your's blissfully,his palms strolling down on your skin to land on the curve of your ass,gropping it in between his fingers before giving it a firm slap,stumulating a soft gasp from you.

there wasn't any second to protest,him already flipped over on your stomach with him positioned against you from behind.you could sensate the numbness on the fabric of your underwear curating your warm heat while his hand grounded down on your delicate buttocks again and again,only dragging out lewd whimpers for a response.

"aw what's wrong baby? too sensitive to handle this? sould have thought about that earlier" he cooed mockingly,his free index finger polling under your panties,tugging them down and teasing his touch everywhere but on your center that was practically begging for relief.

a muffled sinister snicker escaped him when your hips rolled high,desperately yet silently pulsating for more.

"not so fast baby,now tell me first..was James able to get you like this? all whiney from just a little spanking as if you are a whore in heat?"

his words for some reason only fuelled your desire further,especially from the tone of absolute disgust dripping from his lips at the mention of your past partner.

you managed to only high pitch a “no” that cracked into a moan of ecstasy when he finally started rubbing your drenched bud and clit rhythmically,pinching it at the edge of his curvy digit.

you scratched furiously the surface of the headboard that was tangled within your hands,your head interred on the soft layer of pillow as your boyfriend continued to pleasure you,sending jolts of shivering through your entire body.

his experienced tongue darted to loop at the nape of your neck and collarbone,choking out a strained moan once the roots of your hair were pulled backwards,angling the perfect length of exposed skin “Chris- “mhm,i know baby don’t worry,you can take it”

you shallowed the lump that formed on your throat as he repeatedly draw patterns of bite nibbling on you,his ring and pinky finger inserting around your entrance before unexpectedly slipping inside,coaxing from you a gasp “oh fuck!”

“that’s it baby,have to stretch your out really fast,gotta prepare you for my dick later,okay?” you just nodded,drowning at the nirvana you were receiving while he pumped and curled smoothly his fingertips on your insides,hugging all the right spots perfectly.

you clasped the sheets below you since you felt your upcoming orgasm rising fast,the uncomfortable tight pressure on your lower abdomen causing you to clench around his hand and without a warning erupt into busts of cum that glistened your legs with arousal.

he didn’t wasted any second to haul off his jeans along with his boxers in one movement,wrathfully stroking the overwhelmed bulge of his leaking head while roaming his gaze at the sight in front of him,you being already fucked out,

he aligned himself at your opening,his chest squeezing your spine as he effortlessly and powerfully thrusted in your hole,eliciting a groan from the both of you.still affected for your previous release though,you mumbled a follow of curses “shit Chris,’m sensitive”

“shh baby,you will be fine i promise,you just have to do what you know the best for a few minutes,managing my cock like a good whore” he murmured soothingly yet demandingly,his hips swirling forward in a newfound pace and warmth that made your head spin.

the “few minutes” was totally a lie to say the least,cause after the multiple rounds you couldn’t even count anymore how many times you came undone around his length,your vision blurry with tears dropping down your cheeks.

the only possible hunch you could currently store in your memory was his every vein and muscle pulsing in your sweet spot with no mercy,the noise of skin to skin clapping together with mixed gasps and mewls resonating nonstop.

“t-too much!” you sobbed out once he increased the speed of his pounding at the same time his mouth wrapped around your perky nipple,his teeth gently twisting the flesh.

completely vulnerable and at his mercy,he finally stopped when he decided that you actually had enough,lazily pushing back and forth for a last time before his seed overflowed you entirely like a wave for the fourth(?) time.

the soreness and pain you felt when he pulled out from your pussy was not able to be described,but at the same time,there was no doubt about this being your best ever sex session with him.

and you also were now sure for one “lesson” : to never test Chris’ limits again

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ehhh i finally ended this i hope you guys like it cause i don’t want to disappoint you 🥹🫶🏻

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