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Masturbation ruined a lifetime

   I am a computer practitioner. I work in the face of computers all the year round and work very idle. As a result, I have too much time and opportunity to get in touch with pornography on the Internet. Pornographic movies and pictures are constantly eroding me, making me unable to extricate myself. Many times I can only numb myself through masturbation and seek that short-term stimulation. When I was very young, I was very evil and lustful. I often peeped into women and eavesdropped on the moans that others made when they went to the house. Masturbation is like addiction, and it is addictive. When you want to masturbate, it is like a drug addiction. The heartbeat speeds up and the heart is uncomfortable. Only masturbation can calm the heart. The history of masturbation in the past decade has made me miserable. I am afraid of contacting and talking with women in my daily life. I feel extremely inferior.

   Work and life are affected by this, and it is very unsatisfactory. Living all day in complaining, I always feel that it is meaningless to live, and I have tried to commit suicide for this meaningless life many times. In learning, due to the influence of perennial masturbation, the memory is declining, and I can’t remember anything, and I can’t persist in learning. In the family, it is very easy to be irritable, often angry and sulking. Suddenly thinking to a certain degree is suicide, such as jumping off a tall building, letting a car crash to death, or hiding in a secret place to drink poison to commit suicide, etc., all kinds of suicidal thoughts are turning around in my mind every day. I thought that I would be able to relieve all my worries and troubles by killing myself, and the pain of suicide was only that moment. No wonder so many people jumped off the building or drank pesticides to commit suicide every day, and suddenly they could understand them. Until one day, I saw a message about the end of the suicide:

   Those who committed suicide will be reported after the death of the king. A person with natural eyes found that after the sentence was pronounced, the suicidal person was taken to the scene of suicide by a ghost. He (she) originally had a 70-year-old Yang Shou, but he killed himself when he was 40 years old, then he should have 30 years of Yang Shou, and the debts that should be paid in 30 years have not been repaid, nor should there be any blessings. Dispel. In this way, the spirit who committed suicide must return to the place of suicide and repeat the suicide procedure every day. For example, if he (she) jumps from a building, then he (she) will repeat the action of jumping from there every day (there is another saying that it repeats every seven days). He could not leave until his or her original Yangshou had finished. After leaving, it is time to go to hell! Because suicide is going to hell, I don’t know how long it will be before the hell is paid off before I can leave. After leaving hell, more students were born as beasts or crippled people. And the suicide karma of the previous life will always follow the afterlife, some people will kill themselves all the life, terrible! The “seed” of suicide will always follow that spirituality, and always follow, so don’t ever commit suicide, you can’t commit suicide at all, that is the abyss that can never be defeated! (A female netizen with yin and yang eyes said that she always saw the suicide man upstairs repeating suicide every day, seeing her as mentally devastated, and finally had to move away from the residence.)

   After reading this news, I was really scared. Since then, the idea of ​​suicide has been completely eliminated, because suicide was originally intended to relieve the pain of the world, but I did not expect that the pain after death was tens of thousands of times ago. And God has also said that the suicide is blasphemy, the soul will be lost after death, and the eternal life shall not be transcendent. I believe it. I will never dare to have suicidal thoughts again. I must live well no matter what. Although I have to suffer a lot of pain and annoyance during my life, it is better than suicide.

   I didn’t even think about it, when I didn’t have the confidence to quit the habit of masturbation. One day at noon, when I was eating, God opened me up with a sentence that my wife said: It was more than twelve o’clock last night. When I was sleeping, I yelled again and scared her to death. I didn’t understand what to say, it seemed painful. This sentence deeply hurts my heart, I feel how much pain my soul is suffering! I often yell in my sleep, sometimes crying. Sometimes it feels like I have been running away all the time. Many times I can feel that my soul has been falling or rising. I want to struggle, but I can’t. With the reminder of my wife’s sentence, I can feel that my soul is suffering in my sleep. I was terrified. Immediately search the Internet for information about sleeping and yelling. One message looks like this:

   Because you masturbate during the day, there will be a shadow when you sleep at night to seize your soul to suffer in hell, many people who masturbate are like this, the reason why you have to take your soul to hell before you die. Severe masturbation, because the sin karma is too big, and it is already a crime that will be punished in hell after death. If you continue to masturbate, you will make the crime more serious. If you have to take the person in the sun, you will be punished to pay off. The suffering of hell in immense calamity, not only you go to hell for punishment in the night in the sun, but also go to hell to suffer longer and more painful results after death, quit masturbation as soon as possible, the crime of hell has gradually approached your eyes .

   After reading this message, I was stunned. Although I was not sure if this was the case, I felt very much like it. My soul was often tortured. In sleep, I often felt that I was crying. , Roaring, frightened. But I never understood the reason. Looking at this now, like a wake-up in a dream, it is very likely to be the case, and on weekdays I often suffer from insomnia, headache, eye pain, panic, irritability, and often a sudden heartache like acupuncture. I used to masturbate to numb myself. I felt that this would make my heart feel better. After masturbating, people would be very tired, and then I could sleep better. But often after going to sleep, there will be strange experiences. The ears seem to be able to hear the sound of another world, and the sound is very clear and clear. The soul can always have a particularly keen sense. More often, it is still pressed by ghosts and panting. But he was struggling. It should be that after I masturbated, my vitality was seriously hurt, my energy and yang weakened, and it was easy to attract the entanglement of the ghost. Then after dawn, people will feel very tired all day long (there wouldn’t be such a feeling in normal sex), living all day in self-blame and hating themselves. I feel that I am particularly filthy, and masturbating is a very vain and meaningless thing, but I can’t restrain it, and I will repeat it again. Such repetition has been binding me for more than ten years. I have been too tired to live for more than ten years. All the blessings are damaged by masturbation, and everything is not smooth, work is not smooth, love is not smooth, and family life is not smooth. Later, I found a lot of information on the punishment of masturbation to hell on the Internet. The excerpt is as follows:    

Among the acts that the Lord regards as unpleasant, one of the most terrifying is about the depravity of the sex … He who goes to sex to go to the hell. Therefore, the heavenly master indulges the shameful lust by them. Their women turned cis-uses into reversal-uses; so did men, abandoning women’s cis-uses, craving each other, craving each other, and men and men doing shameful things, and deserving of it for themselves. Retribution. Since they deliberately did not know God, God let them have evil spirits and do those unreasonable things; filled with all kinds of injustice, evil, greed, and viciousness (note: or as “sinister”), full of envy. , Murder, competition, deceit, poisonous hatred, but also slander, people behind, hate God (note: or “to be hated by God”), insulting people, arrogant, boastful, fabricated Wicked, parental, ignorant, covenant, unaffiliated, merciless. Although they knew that God decided that those who did such things should die, they not only did it themselves, but also liked others to do it.

(1) One of Heterosexual Hell 

(2) Hell 2 of Heterosexual Crime 

   I saw in hell that those who committed sexual crimes (including homosexuality, masturbation, infidelity to spouses, etc.) were tortured by the devil. The male penis swelled to the size of his head, and the devil kept piercing with a knife. This pain is constantly repeated, never ending. 

(3) Masturbation (masturbation) addiction 

   The limbs of a man and a woman are stretched like frogs, and the demons pierce their private parts with about 2-3 meters long, sharpened wood, making a piercing sound of “Boo! Boom!” The devil grinned, no matter the blood sprayed from the body was splashed, it continued to stab… 

(4) Those who are unfaithful to marriage 

   I saw a deep pit in hell, full of married men who were unfaithful to their partners. There were more than ten demons there. They grinned and took black scissors like a tailor’s scissors and cut these men’s penis into 1 cm and 1 cm pieces. People screamed in the flames, screaming for mercy. This place is full of fire. If someone climbs up and wants to go out, they will be shoveled back into the fire and will not be allowed to leave. I thought: “This place is really terrible and terrifying. You are thirsty, you are hungry, you are tired, you want to sleep, you can’t get anything, and you can’t sleep.” 　　

　　These people are trapped in hell, forever and forever, without end, this is the saddest thing I feel in hell. Only in hell did I realize the value of eternal life. Without eternal life, I would be there forever and forever.

  The Bible records that the fire of hell is indestructible, and the worm is immortal. It seems that the punishment of crime in hell is repeated and repeated. One cannot die even if one wants to die, because the soul does not die. Seeing this, I was really scared. I must make up my mind to get rid of the sinful habit of masturbation. First of all, I have to rely on God to seek things that love positives and no longer love things that are beautiful and erotic. Have awe of God, can thoroughly hate the devil and evil spirit and betray it, betray your own physical preferences. Stay away from pornographic movies and pictures. I used to put my phone on the bed when I was sleeping. When I couldn’t sleep, I always picked up my phone to watch pornographic movies or pictures. Then you can’t control the masturbation and go to sleep. Now you must put your mobile phone on a distant desktop when you go to sleep. You will never touch your mobile phone after sleeping at night. No matter how the evil devil disturbs me, I will betray it and no longer be under its control. In order to avoid the tricks, the momentary stimulation of masturbation is actually the devil is the bait. Let you enjoy the momentary stimulation, and eventually it will devour your soul and lure you into hell to be tortured forever. Oh my god, what a mystery this is. I hope that more people like me who are bound by masturbation, the evil and dirty ghost, can quit completely and live in the sun as soon as possible.

　Now I feel that it makes sense to live every day. I pay attention to my eyes every day. I used to have insomnia. My eyes are red every day and I feel sore all day long. Now the eyes are bright again, there are not so many bloodshot eyes. And there are many important things to do, such as learning English and music. Live alive and return to God’s salvation to be a useful person.