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If I’m not skinny by summer break I’m gonna fucking kms

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OH MY FUCKING GOD

!!E.D VENT!!

My fucking boyfriend has decided to take it upon himself to (most likely accidentally) trigger my ana to the max by saying he eats less than me and he doesn’t even have an ED. 

Well, consider this game on M, but don’t start crying when I pass out after not eating for 3 days. Fucking jackass.

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It really sucks sometimes

Having a restrictive ed while not being skinny; I feel like I’m wasting away when in reality I’m too fat for people to give a shit

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Vent

 TW: S/H, Su!c!de

Why does this always fucking happen to me?!?! I finally have a happy relationship and then things go bad and they replace me with somebody else and completely forget I exist. 

My most recent ex who I still live with and am still friends with doesn’t even care about my feelings. I could be loudly sobbing and sitting in a pool of my own blood and he’d still come and make some stupid joke about me being an attention seeker or something. He’s a fucking dick but I still want him to care about me. I literally tried to kill myself tonight and when I tried to go talk to him he just told me to fuck off. Like sorry, I’ll go attempt again if want me to away that badly.

Maybe I’ll just keep cutting until I finally bleed out. I’ll cut fucking everything. Every inch of my skin and he still wouldn’t care about me. He’s a fucking jackass and I wish I didn’t love him as much as I do.

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Weight + Polyamory

Honestly being the heaviest person in my poly relationship should be enough motivation for me. I’m at least 10 lbs heavier than both of my partners and it fucking suck. I’m scared they’re gonna walk up to me one day and say they don’t love me anymore because I’m bigger than them.. 

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I wanna reach my ugw by at latest the end of the year but that’s gonna require hella planning and exersize but it’ll be worth the pain :)

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yeah :’)

“why are you such a picky eater?”

lol bro i’m not gonna waste calories on food i might not even like get your head out of your ass