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COWBOY LESBIANS OHMYGOD JSHEIANDUAJ

I shall look it up on insta >:)

- Simp anon

I LOVE MY COWBOY LESBIANS SO MUCH

I’m extremely devoted to them they are so sweet

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Ohmygod graphic novel??? Holy shit that's amazing ajduwjdisbx

And I'm good! Hot weather is kicking my ass too sob

Also started playing star rail now so. More pretty people have overtaken my brain

- simp anon

Yusyus!!! Cowboy lesbians is the theme!! (It’s called Yearning Love) (I was looking at maps of Tennessee yesterday and I could feel my mind melting)

oooh!!! I’ve heard lots about HSR, I’d play it but the play style is very not for me

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Ohmygod hi cloud my beloved tis i

Simp anon.

How art thou

- simp anon

Hello hello!!!!

I am very tired (rip) this hot weather doesn’t agree with me. But!!! I’ve got all my uni results back and I’m just ready to graduate! I had my 3rd year expedition last week so I am just ready for the big world!

Ooh and I’m also starting to write a short graphic novel too! The start of my designs are on my instagram :)

How are you lovely?

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Lesbian flag picked from Yae Miko!

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hello dearest cloud! how are you? - v :)

Hi dearest V! I'm alright! I've submitted my final coursework based work I just have a little left to do before graduation! How are you?

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Cloud dearest,

Around about a year ago, I came to you and gushed about my crush. I then said he was dating someone and kind of disappeared.

Well let me give you a little update.

It turns out, my guy and his boyfriend broke up sometime around April/May-ish because they realised they really weren't more than just friends.

We vibed. We vibed for the rest of that school year, with him sitting with me, talking, sending eachother all sorts of tiktoks and getting into heated philosophical debates about this and that.

Summer. We talked all through that. He sent me a tiktok involving chess one time and I told him I actually didn't know how to play chess. He was shocked because "I seem like someone who would be great at chess". I was feeling bold so I said he should teach me, and he took it seriously! We met up in a coffee shop, he bought a chessboard, and he thought me how to chess, in a way that my late grandad would be proud of (he also tried to teach me and I simply could not remember each piece, and then he died so I never got the chance to try to learn again). We've played chess many times since and I've even won a few matches!

After summer, school started again. He stole my phone many times, took bunches of the goofiest selfies on it. We started talking more, about just this and that, just random things. He started asking me more about myself and my personal preferences. We started going out to play chess, just because, more. And somehow the flirting got so intense (?), I guess, because the whole philosophy class started asking if we were dating, or if we were friends with benefits, because "there is absolutely no way you two are just friends!"

December rolled around. Now, let me tell you, both him and I are Christmas fanatics. He asked me out to town because he wanted to pick out outfits for eachother, because that's apparently something we just do nowadays. Unfortunately, the weekend coincided with plans I had with my family - we were dressing up the tree - so I just invited him over to that. He attended, met my family, loved them, they loved him, it was a very nice little Christmas moment.

He had invited me to the German Christmas market before I got him to dress my Christmas tree with my family. We linked arms, "to not get lost", then started holding hands. "Because I like you," he said to me at that. I asked in what way, and he said I'll find out later. I told him I like him too, and when he asked in what way, I said I think he already knows.

I went to his house, met his family, and watched The Polar Express with them. We chilled, cuddled in eachothers arms in his room. I pet all of his cats and his dog, they all loved me! Let me tell you, we basically were dating then. He said I looked uncomfortable, ducking my head in his attic bedroom, so he invited me to the bed and I lay between his legs, staring at the ceiling for two hours before we headed downstairs to watch the film. His family are very nice, by the way, and I think they like me.

He kept being like "wish I was cuddling someone right now" and so I spontaneously asked him to come over for new years eve, because the plan was that I was supposed to stay alone with the dog (because she's terrified of fireworks) while the rest of my family went out to a party. He agreed! And we were going to cuddle and watch movies and then celebrate midnight and it was going to be nice.

Unfortunately, I got ill at Christmas and then infected my mom and so they all stayed home and didn't go to the party. I told him this and he still decided to come (because my family are nice apparently)! So he came over! And we cuddled in my room! And he somewhat kissed my neck (bestie let me tell you, embarrassingly, neither of us have had our first kisses yet and neither of us know what we are doing or how to kiss because there is a very complex theory to all of this and is just really goddamn hard!) and it was all nice and great until my mom decided to fry fish. The smell of fried fish made him feel really sick. And so he went to my toilet and threw up and spent a good while in there and I was concerned and my mom was really sorry and felt bad but my crush felt really bad too because he 'ruined' the night which I really don't think is true. Anyway. I ended up giving him his phone so he could call someone to pick him up and take him home. I sat on the bathroom floor, he was sitting on my toilet. He was really embarrassed and upset but ended up laughing anyway because "it's always the things you really want to go right that end up going wrong!" He wanted to officially ask me out and kiss me at midnight. He was sick, and he believed it was so unromantic and gross, but he was dead set on asking me today so "if everything went to plan, would you-" "YES!"

So, today, on new year's eve, on the bathroom floor, I got asked to be my two year crush's girlfriend officially! And holy shit does it feel good! We didn't kiss because he threw up and that's just gross. But I did spend half an hour comforting him and telling him he didn't ruin anything and that it's not his fault. I love him. I love him holy shit I love him so much! He went home at 9, didn't last till midnight, didn't carry out his midnight plans. But we are dating! Officially!!!

Apologies, I got progressively drunk while writing this because ✨champagne✨ because ✨happy new year✨!

My boyfriend (I can officially say that and it feels absolutely great!!!) has left before 12 so now it's just me and my parents drinking two bottles of champagne and I am absolutely drunk off my ass. Anyway I am very very very happy! Holy shit. Two years. Two years of pinning, mutual pinning from a certain point, and finally here we are, after the single funniest (most embarrassing for him) asking out story ever, we are dating!

Cloud I am so happy! Cloud I am turning into my friend who got drunk and started talking exclusively about their girlfriend. Cloudddddd!! I have a boyfriend! I have a BEEEEE EFFFFF! (I will absolutely call him my BEEF at some point because I saw a meme one time and it's all I think about). I have a boyfrienddddd. My crush. My crush actually liked me back and now we're dating and that is absolutely insane and I am very happy!!!!!!!!!!!

Love, joy and understanding,

Me, drunk off my ass on champagne and love <33333

nonny i think this is the single most wholesome way for your crush to end up, i’m so happy for you <333

happy new year to you and your new boyfriend :)

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SCRECH

I just woke up sob

Functioning on half sleeb

- Simp anon

(tis fine tho you now know who i truly am>:))

Don’t worry I am too lmao

(It’s ok I pretend not to see >:))

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WAIT

Did i send THE PREV ASK IN ANON-

- Simp anon

YOU DIDNT LMAO

dw I haven’t posted the ask :))

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CAMP HAS ENDED AND THE YEAR IS GOING TO AS WELL SOON :DDDDD

Heyo cloud!! I'm back:D there's gonna be a new year party tomorrow which im really excited for cause I'm going with my friend :] i usually hate parties but this is happening outside so alot of free space and no crowd!! Very excited :D

Any plans for new year?

- Simp anon

Hi hi!!! Oooh!!! Have lots of fun at the party!!

I’m going out with my sister and a friend to our local pub! It’s got a dress up theme but idk if I’m going to do that lmao

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Ohhh goodluck with your course work!

Mine is going fine :] i got some of my psychology studies done

- Simp anon

tyty I thankfully haven't got much left to do, just an illustration and some fixes on other illustrations :)

nice! go psychology!

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So anygays how are you on this fine day

- Simp anon

I’m good! I have some coursework I need to do that’s due friday so i’ve got plenty of time :’)

how about you?

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YOO MINE IS POP TOO

Also wow your music taste is just chefs kiss immaculate

- Simp anon

Ayyy! Matching!

Tyty I’m glad you like it :)

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Would it be possible

To see some of them (them being your Spotify wrapped)

- Simp anon

Course!

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CLOUD

HAVE YOU SEEN YOUR SPOTIFY WRAPPED?

- Simp anon

YES I HAVE!

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Anygays it's almost midnight here so I'm off the get some sleeb

Goodnight!!

- Simp anon

oh! good sleeb night!

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Yeah kinda. I'll be fine tho! I usually am with people :>

And yeah sloth bears look adorable

Snout go long hehehe

- Simp anon

IT DOES they look cute

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Ty ty :]

Actually once at my camp a bear walked by my room lol

I didn't realise it at all but some other camp instructors showed me later

Twas a sloth bear

- Simp anon

omg sloth bears look so angry, they’re adorable

that’s a lil scary tho, a bear in your dorm