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Request for Yatora from Blue Period x gn reader who is super insecure about their stretch marks?

I just saw mine today and oof.. I need comfort for a pick me up.

𓆩*𓆪 reader insecure about their stretch marks x yatora yaguchi headcanons

❀ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: insecurities, sad thoughts?

one shot. wc: 890

୨୧ notes: felt you, stretch marks are a big insecurity for me too so this was heavily based on my experience. btw, i wrote an one shot since you didn't specify it. if you would like headcanons or other thing feel free to do another request!

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I examined my body for the thousandth time in front of the mirror, and the big clothes I was wearing that day finally became transparent, revealing all that I disliked. My eyes fell on those marks all across my hips and some part of my legs, my stomach, and even my chest, which rose from the sigh that I released trying to drive away the urge to cry because they were so notorious and no matter what pose I did, they were painfully visible from every angle.

I scolded myself mentally about my clothing choice regretting how revealing the clothes were, wearing only shorts and a shirt since I was going to sleep at my boyfriend's place, but it wasn't on my plans that negative thoughts about my body would arise that night. Tonight was supposed to be a relaxing night for both of us, to ease the stress of his upcoming first exam and my personal problems.

I started to feel a hot sensation in my eyes and my vision was blurred by the little drops of water, I knew how this would end so another sigh left my mouth but it was quickly silenced by a new presence in the room. I turned to face my boyfriend who had just finished his shower, he looked at me with a smile that vanished instantly when he saw my sad expression. Yatora almost ran towards me with a worried look on his face, his hand quickly finding my cheek and caressing it.

—Hey, what happens?— he has never seen me cry, so I get that he maybe doesn’t know what to do, and I hate that the first time he sees me like this it’s over something so dumb.

—It's nothing... It’s just- I…— I didn’t even know how to explain it without being ridiculous. The least I wanted to do right now was worry him but I couldn't stop crying, I had accumulated this for a long time so now it just exploded.

He waited some minutes until I calmed down and when I was ready to talk we both sat down on his bed, his hand never leaving my back while he listened attentively to every word I said. I told him everything about how the marks made me feel, why I was so insecure about them, and how that affects me almost every day. I never dared to look at him, scared of what he would think when I finished my explanation.

—And I have been feeling like this for so long. I just wish I had a beautiful body so I could be better for you— I paused for a moment as I tried to form a proper apology in my head. —Now… I'm sorry you had to see me crying over something like this, it’s insignificant compared to— He abruptly pulled me into a hug. I just put my arms around his waist, hiding my face.

—Please don’t talk like that about yourself. If it upsets this bad it can’t be just insignificant.— I couldn’t see his face but I was already imagining the worried look he had thanks to the deepest tone of his voice. —To be honest, I've never noticed your stretch marks before. I mean, I saw them there but they're just like your arms or any part of your body. I don't see why I would pay special attention to them. They're as normal and beautiful as the rest of your body. And something as marks can't have any effect on my love for you, please never think that again.

He tightened the hug and I felt like crying again, he showed that his concern was pure by how careful he was with his words. I closed my eyes and rested my head on his neck until the urge to cry was gone. After a time when we both stood up, he noticed the way I pulled my clothes down so I could hide more parts of my body. I didn’t even notice it, it was more like a habit now.

—You don’t have to hide them, you know? You have to learn to live with this body, no matter how it is.— He looked directly into my eyes with that expression that he does whenever he’s thinking deeply. —But in your case, it’s completely beautiful so you don’t even have to worry. And I’m not going to shut up about it until you accept it too.— His usual playful tone was back, which relieved me. I giggled and then went for another hug, but I didn't calculate my strength so we both ended up in his bed again.

We didn’t move a centimeter or say a word after that, we just peacefully fell asleep in each other’s arms. It is amazing how he can comfort me without talking. His mere presence told me that everything would be okay and whatever was bothering me just meant nothing when I’m with him.

After that night, he’s always giving me compliments, not like he didn’t give them to me before but now they were more common and targeted to my insecurities. He encouraged me to wear whatever I like no matter if it's showing my stretch marks. Even if it was slow, he adored how my confidence was growing and loved being part of it.

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Hi! Are you still taking requests?

yes! they're always open unless i say so in my rules post

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Hi! Could I request hcs Yatora from Blue Period with a baker gn reader.

𓆩*𓆪 baker gn!reader x yatora yaguchi headcanons

❀ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: none

୨୧ notes: hi! tysm for your request, and i'm very sorry for inactivity. hope you enjoy!

✦ requests are open, read my rules!

✶ before you started dating you used to give him special desserts or other food and since that moment he fell in love with your baking (and you ofc), but he really appreciated seeing someone taking the time to cook him something

✶ baking dates are a must, even though it's more you teaching him and he helping you, it's a good time bake something between jokes and laughs and then enjoy it together

✶ the flavor of his creations may not be the best but he's surprisingly good at decorating cakes!

✶ if you ever feel insecure about your cooking, or if you fail at baking something, he'll reassure it's completely fine and you always have time to learn along with praises telling you that your food is one of the best things he has ever tasted. the best part it's he's not even exaggerating

✶ he has used your coking as reference for his paintings that have to be food-themed or just if he needs to sketch, not only because it's aesthetically visual, but also knowing that you created this and put your love and dedication inspires him

✶ when he's feeling stressed one of the things that calms him the most it's your baking: both of you sitting in his room eating a chocolate cupcake while he talks about everything bothering him. those are the moments that make him feel like everything will be okay and he loves how you bring him peace, with your presence and your baking

✶ if you work at a bakery he'll be there any moment he can, talking when there's no a lot of people and helping you when many customers start arriving

✶ you and koigakubo are definitely good friends, since he wants to study pastry both of you are always sharing tips and recipes

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𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐇𝐂𝐒 ; atsushi

𓆩*𓆪 gn reader x atsuhi n.

❀ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: none

naturally it’s his first kiss too, so he’s kinda relieved that none of you have experience

he wants it to be the most special for you, he tries to do it as romantic as possible

probably will be some weeks after you started dating, at a special date in a cafeteria that holds beautiful memories of your first date, late nights after work, reconciliation after arguments…

so soft and gentle, as expected of him

prefers to wait when the place is empty, when the lasts persons there walk through the door he calls your name and makes you to look directly at his bright eyes, and with only seeing them you can tell all the loving things he want to express to you

with no saying a word he gently takes your chin and caress it with his soft but shaky fingers, for then unexpectedly break the distance between both of you and start moving his lips in wait that you’d do the same, and of course you did

it just feels so pure, with only the contact of your lips he’s being able to communicate all the feelings that he holds for you while passing his hand through your hair

it lasts some 10 seconds but it felt like the whole world around you stopped just to admire this event

he can’t even look at your face after, it was such a vulnerable moment for him, please assure him that everything is fine and you loved it <3

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