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Ethan’s High pitched ‘GRAYSON’ was so cute 😍

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What the f-

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The Lacrosse Captain

Chapter 1 - His stare

Warning: kissing

Word count: 1876

Love story about a petty girl and a one hell of a pain in the ass boy. 

- Do not read when easily triggered and/or not like sex scenes. Because they will come. (: -

Monday. How I hate that day. The beginning of a week filled with pain. Filled with school. 

This particular Monday is more hateful than others. It’s the beginning of my last year of High School. Then I can finally go to Los Angeles. Then I can finally follow my dreams of becoming an actor.

I get up and open my closet. A good first impression always mattered. I started with sporting during summer vacation. It was a good choice to go out for gym. I developed muscles I didn’t know I could get. So, I want to show off my body. I am not longer insecure. I can do this.

My eyes fall on a black leather skirt and a red shirt with short sleeves. I put them on quickly and follow my usual morning routine: going to the bathroom, eating breakfast and making my school bag.

I soonly am on my way to school. Heather, my best friend since the first day of kindergarten, joins me on her bike. Yes, we’re biking to school. I don’t have a car yet. I’m currently saving all of my money.

Anyway. Heather greets me with a long ‘AAAAHH!’. She is the excited one of us. We have small talk about what we did the last week of the vacation.

'I went to Nick’s party on Wednesday. And, oh my God, we kissed, Melissa!’

I shake my head. That Nick is an asshole. As a kid, he used to poke me with crayons. I’d get crazy of him and one time, I pushed him. He fell down and cried. He immediately told the teacher and she put me in the corner. I hate him. So much. And his best friend, Garen, too. Both spoiled brats.

'You know what I think of him. He’s an idiot,’ I grumble. We’re one block away from the schoolbuilding.

'Yea, you don’t like him. But, like, I think we’re a thing now.’

I shake my head. 'He doesn’t do relationships, you know that.’

'Well, thank you for always being so positive, bestie!’ She says and goes faster. I told her that to warn her, not to make her mad.

I arrive at school and park my bike in the bicycle storage. Heather passes by me, but doesn’t say anything. I let her be. She can do what she wants to do. It’s easy to survive on my own.

My day starts just great. First period: physical education. PE. I don’t bother to look for Heather and compare timetables. I directly go to my locker and put my books for the rest of the day away.

'What’s up, Melistar?’

Melistar. A stupid nickname made by a stupid boy a couple of years ago. I don’t even understand how he came up with it.

'Piss off, Nick.’

'Calm down, wallflower,’ he smirks and slams my locker shut. My eyes meet his. His bright, green, playful eyes. I look away and roll my eyes.

He goes with his hand through his brown, spiked hair and keeps on staring. It’s making me uncomfortable.

'What are you looking at?’ I ask with my most irritated voice and he tills his head.

'Something’s changed about you.’

'I have been going to gym, if that’s what you mean.’

'Yes. That’s probably it. Anyway, I didn’t see you at my party?’

'You know I don’t like your parties.’

He puts his finger on his chin, in a thinking way. 'You don’t, no. Huh.’

The bell rings. I want to go, but Nick stops me. 'This Sunday I throw a new one. I’d like you to come.’

'Didn’t you hear anything abour what I just said? Also, go to your girlfriend Heather. She’s pissed at me for me being pissed at you. Bye Nick.’

I take off and don’t let him stop me this time. I’ve had enough of him for today.

The girls changing room is packed with other girls fighting their way our of their skinny jeans. Replace them for skirts or shorts that are three sizes too small. I can almost see their underwear. Almost.

And then you have me. A regular, down to earth person. Not everything’s about boys.

I grab my school’s sports outfit. A yellow shirt with our symbol—a purple lion—and a pair of purple shorts. Arasavia High. An unusual name for an unusual town.

I then follow the other, whom I don’t speak to, to the massive lacrosse field. I must say, our official team is pretty good at it. We’ve won two competitions last year.

I’d like to join the team if the captains weren’t two of the biggest asses I’ve ever known.

Yes, ladies can attend the team. If most of them wouldn’t be such drama queens who scream over a piece of mud on their shoe, it would’ve worked.

Reality sucks me in again and I see the boys coming up the field. I spot the two bastards in an instant. While the other girls are swooning over the accentuated muscles under their thight shirts, I feel vomit coming up while looking at them.

Nick is surprised as he sees me. Garen too. They approach us all cautiously.

'What’s that! Wallflower has been working out!’ Garen shouts. The girls giggle and throw looks at me.

'Jealous, big idiot?’ I ask him with narrowed eyes.

'Nah, have you seen my body?’

He poses in ways that you can clearly see his muscles tensing up. 'Congratulations, kid. Want a sticker?’ I scoff. Prick.

'Be careful, Melissa,’ Nick warns me.

'Or what? Whatcha gonna do, boy?’ I challenge him. He comes closer very swiftly. Then he whispers in my ear: 'Or I’ll punish you.’

He gets me silent with that and I ignore his grinning face.

'Listen up, ladies!’ Coach Martinez yells to get our attention, 'Today, you’re all going to start with running five laps around the field and then we’ll divide the group in seven teams, each will do something else. More info will follow. Now, go, go, go!’

We do as he says and start running. I sprint out in front of the huge mass and use the stamina I build up in the past months. It pays off.

Although I get company really soon. Two boys brush with their arms beside me and I almost jump by their scare.

'Not funny, assholes!’

Garen and Nick laugh. 'To us it is, babe,’ Nick tells me with a wink.

I then run quicker to avoid their presence. They outrun me easily.

'Still not fast enough, boo,’ Garen mocks.

It becomes a game of who is faster than who and who finishes first. I admit the competition with them was quite fun. They now don’t see me as that slow, uncompetitive kid anymore. I receive not only respect from the girls, but from the other boys too.

The last lap is the most intense one. We go neck to neck. I am second, then third, then second, then first… We all go for a sprint at the end.

It looks like I am winning… I can actually do this…

If Nick wouldn’t be the big ass as he is. He of course finishes first.

'What do I get now, Melistar?’ He asks with the biggest smile on his face.

'A kick in the balls,’ I answer dryly. Garen chuckles and Nick fake-gasps.

'No. I’d rather have you go to my party.’

I then want to tell him off, but Martinez interrupts me. 'You three. Congratulations, you’re a team.’

My jaw drops. I hadn’t foreseen this event. It seems logical that he paired us up. We are the best three at this moment.

'Sweet!’ is Nick’s reaction and he gives a high five to Garen. He afterwards turns to me. I ignore his attempt to make me high five him.

After a long ten minutes, Martinez lets us gather up again. 'Your tasks: push-ups, sit-ups, weightlifting, sprinting, jumping, rolling and headstand.’

He arranges us by group. We are obviously team one. We start with the push-ups.

Garen reads on the card that Coach gave us that we have to do at least thirty. We all begin at the same time and I end up being the only one in labour. The others are a lot faster than me.

'Five left, no turning back,’ Nick encourages me in his own, weird way. I complete my set as well.

'Wasn’t that hard, huh?’ He kind off brags.

I decide to ignore him. If I’m going to react, he gets what he wants.

And that’s exactly what I’d like to avoid.

The hour passed slowly. I survived. Barely.

The next hours go slowly by too.

I’m currently going to my last class, math. It’s already silent in the halls: I’m too late. Doesn’t surprise me. How do they expect me to go from the west wing of the building to the east wing in just five minutes? It’s impossible. And Ms. Corn likes to make it hard for me. Like last year, she teached French to me too. Always finding a way to go on with the materials. Even after the bell rings.

I take a turn to the left and see a weird scene. At least, weird for me.

Heather is pushed against the row of lockers by a boy. I only see his back. He has brown hair.

I don’t have to see his face to know who it is.

Their lips are locked on one another.

I have to go past them. Luck has turned itself against me today, is all I can think off.

I tiptoe as quietly as I can. Sneaking always worked for me. As a kid I could steal all the cookies in the jar, without my parents hearing anything.

Their smooching sounds make me want to vomit. So badly.

As I want to turn around a corner again, I can’t stop myself from throwing one last look. A glimpse.

I wish I didn’t do it.

Nick is still kissing Heather. But he has his eyes open. And is staring at me.

In that one second, his eyes are glistening like before. What does it mean?

I am afraid that they come after me, so I pull through and enter the classroom. Everyone is seated and whispering.

'Enough! Silence! Hello, Miss…?’ The goodlooking young teacher asks me. How old would he be? Not much older than we are, I’m sure of it.

'Miss Reynolds.’

'Good. I’m Mister Creeks. Since it’s my first day, I’ll leave you with a warning. Don’t be late next time.’

I gulp and nod. He doesn’t want to get messed around with. He radiates dominance. He has piercing blue eyes. They watched through you.

I find a table in the back. There are still seats empty. I wonder who they belong to.

Take a guess.

My answers knock on the door.

Creeks opens it and two familiar faces pop up.

Heather and Nick.

I don’t hear our teacher shouting. I don’t see the two taking their seats next to me.

My gaze is pointed to the window. To the sky. Birds are flying and chirping.

I feel his presence. Nick’s presence on my right. I feel his stare.

What has happened to him to suddenly change ways of looking at me?

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Chapter 2? :)

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Bad Decisions (Grayson Dolan)

part seven

part one | part two | part three | part four | part five | part six 

Come What May by The Scene Aesthetic 

GRAYSON POINT OF VIEW

I ran a hand through my hair gripping at the ends of it. I can’t believe I said that. I just couldn’t put my ego aside. I don’t know why I do the things that I do. I somehow always find a way to mess everything up, and that is exactly what I did. I’ve waited three years to talk to this girl and I ruin everything. 

“DAMMIT” I growled punching the wall.

I’ve never been in love before, this was all new to me. I did and said stupid things that hurt the girl I loved. 

“you okay?” Ethan asked standing in my doorway. 

I looked at him rolling my eyes. 

“you don’t actually care do you.” I said running my hand through my hair again.

“you know I do, we may not always, scratch that, we never see eye to eye, but at the end of the day, you’re still my brother.” Ethan said looking at me. 

I stared at my hands deciding if I should tell him anything. I definitely wasn’t going to tell him I went after Nate. 

“well if you uh want to talk, I’m right across the hall.” Ethan said getting up and exiting my room. 

I didn’t know what else to do besides try to talk to her. I called her, leaving numerous voicemails but she didn’t listen to any of them. I lied awake not being able to even think about sleep. I had to talk to her. I got up after not sleeping more than an hour. I sighed, hoping she’d talk to me today. I went to check on Ethan, but he left early. I got in my bronco driving to school when my phone lit up with a text from one of my friends David.

David: uh what’s up with your girl and your brother? 

I looked at his text confused. I quickly drafted a reply.

: dude what the fuck are you talking about?

David: dude don’t freak out but this. 

attached was an image of Ethan with her, walking in to school from his car. I can see now why he left early. I studied the picture. Ethan had his eyes on her, and it pissed me off. I threw my phone punching the steering wheel repeatedly. It’s been one day and she’s already replacing me with Ethan. I pulled up to the school immediately surrounded by David, and the others.

“dude what are you going to do.” David asked. 

I didn’t really think about what I was going to do. I wanted to kill Ethan for one thing. 

“I don’t know.” I growled, walking in to school with them.

“dude he’s trying to steal your girl.” Bryant said.

I could feel myself get angrier with them speaking. 

“I’m fucking aware of that thank you.” I growled pushing past them

I walked in to history class. I immediately saw her sitting at the front where she normally does. I noticed her sitting up and looking at me. I was going to talk to her, but suddenly the picture flooded my mind. How could she? I loved her and she betrayed me. I glared at her, walking to the back of the classroom where I normally sat. 

“trouble in paradise?” Kelly asked purring at me. 

I rolled my eyes giving her a glare. 

“told you that wouldn’t last long.” Kelly said making the girls around her laugh. 

I saw her look back at the girls, her eyes rimmed with tears. I wanted to go over and wrap her up in my arms and protect her, but she said it herself, she didn’t need me too. 

“so Grayson, now that you’re single how about a date?” Kelly asked leaning over my desk. 

she pulled her shirt down a little exposing herself to me. 

“look Kelly,” I started but Mrs. Hall cut me off as she started to teach.

I played with my pen as Mrs. Hall taught. It took everything in me not to just get up and leave. Kelly kept making eyes at me and licking her lips. 

“alright class, your projects are due in two days! I am giving you time to get with your partners to finalize everything.” Mrs. Hall said.

I took a deep breath as all the students started to move to get with their partners. I started to grab my stuff to go sit with her but again the picture of her an Ethan engraved itself in my mind. 

“bet you wish you would’ve picked me as your partner, I’d treat you right.” Kelly said running her hand over my mind. 

I caught her staring at Kelly with her hand on me.

“where is your partner.” Mrs. Hall asked standing in front of her. 

Kelly and her friends started laughing and pointing at her. I felt my heart ache for her. She hurt me but I still wanted to help her. I noticed her grabbing her backpack before running out of the classroom, making Kelly and her friends laugh even more. 

“you know what fuck you all.” I said turning towards the group of girls. 

their laughter immediately stopped as they looked at me. 

“what?” Kelly asked in shock.

“did I stutter?” I asked.

Kelly’s face went bright red as I humiliated her. 

“that’s what I thought.” I spat.

I grabbed my backpack going to find her. I didn’t care if she didn’t want to talk to me, I had to check on her. 

“sit down Mr. Dolan.” Mrs. Hall said as I walked to the door.

“fuck off Mrs. Hall.” I said smirking at her before walking out the door. 

I figured I had about ten minutes or so before Principle Ross came looking for me, so I thought of the one place I knew she’d go. I gripped the straps of my backpack as I walked to the library. I walked in to the library, my heart immediately dropping. Of course he was here. 

“wow, you can quote this boring man? I’m impressed.” Ethan said as they both laughed. 

I used to make her laugh like that. 

“he’s not that bad Ethan.” she said taking the book from his hands. 

He stared at her intently as she flipped through the book. I didn’t like how he was looking at her, because that’s the way I look at her. 

“here, read this and you’ll pretty much know everything you need to know.” she said handing him back the book. 

Ethan smiled at her again making me clench my fists. I wanted to go in a break it up. I wanted to tackle Ethan to the ground and beat him until he was begging me to stop. I couldn’t though. I needed to see for myself. 

“wow thanks, do you have a free period now too? I’ve never seen you at this time.” Ethan asked looking at her.

She looked down at her hands and started playing with them, something I’ve realized from watching her that she only does when she’s anxious. 

“no, I uh skipped history, we were working on a stupid project anyways. A project I am unfortunately paired with Grayson for.” she said.

I felt like she just slapped me in the face. I was starting to think she didn’t ever like me at all.

“oh well what is the project on?” Ethan asked closing his book and scooting closer to her.

“we were supposed to make a project based on a location. It’s due in two days and I have a feeling I will be doing it alone.” she said sighing. 

“well what location do you have?” He asked staring at her face. 

“Paris, France. We were going to uh make the Eiffel Tower out of hearts.” She said now looking at him too.

I felt a pain in my chest as they looked at each other in the eyes. I don’t think she notices just how little distance there was between them. 

“you should make wooden hearts, that’d be really cool.” E said smiling. 

“it would be, except I know nothing about woodshop.” she said laughing, her eyes lighting up when she talked to him. 

I felt something wet on my cheek. I quickly wiped it off and realized it was a tear. I Grayson Dolan was crying. I don’t cry. 

“well I do, come one.” Ethan said grabbing her hand. 

I quickly hid behind one of the shelves as Ethan dragged her out of the library. I couldn’t believe this. I was ready to beat the shit out of Ethan for this. He fucking knew how I felt about her and still he does this. I grabbed my backpack walking from the library. As soon as I stepped out of the library I unfortunately caught the eyes of Principle Ross and Mrs. Hall. 

“do I even have to say it Grayson.” Principle Ross said pointing to office. 

I sighed as I walked to his office. I sat in the chair, that honestly at this point should just have my name on it. 

“do you know why you’re here?” He asked making me roll my eyes. 

“well let’s see uh, I told a couple of girls fuck you, then I walked out of history and when I walked out of history I told Mrs. Hall to fuck off. Now if you don’t mind, I have something very important to take care so like can you just give me my detention and we’ll call it a day?” I scoffed. 

Principle Ross cleared his throat, clearly taken back by me. 

“so what’s it going to be Ross, one after school detention, in school suspension, let’s get on with it.” I said growing inpatient. 

I imagined Ethan putting his hands on her, and worse, his lips. 

“Mr. Dolan I don’t think you know the severity of your actions. You are walking down a dangerous path.” He said studying me. 

I could feel myself get angrier the longer he kept me there. 

“I think you have an anger problem Mr. Dolan.” He said judging me.

“I DON’T HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM, YOU DO.” I yelled getting up and walking out of his office. 

I felt my breathing get heavy as I walked to the woodshop classroom. I didn’t care anymore. I was seeing red, not thinking straight. I could see the woodshop classroom come in to view at the end of the hall. I was about to take another step when someone grabbed my hand. It was Kelly.

“you just don’t get it do you?” I growled ripping my hand away from her. 

She licked her lips smirking at me. 

“this is for Nate.” 

I was caught off guard as she gripped me by the collar of my jacket, pushing me up against the lockers and forcing her lips on mine. I put my hands on her waist attempting to shove her off of me, without hurting her. I finally managed to push her off of me quickly bringing a hand up to wipe off my lips.

“what the fuck was that?” I growled looking at her. 

Kelly laughed licking her lips. 

“man I sure do hope that no one important was watching us.” she said winking at me. 

suddenly all of the puzzle pieces came together. It was for her to see, that was it. 

“get out of my way.” I pushed past her, sprinting down the hall.

I couldn’t stop my hands from shaking. I hope to god she didn’t see. I didn’t want her to think that I didn’t love her because she was the only one I loved. I managed to get to the woodshop classroom but I wish I hadn’t.

“Ethan.” She said slowly. 

He looked up just as she walked over crashing her lips to his. 

TEAM ETHAN OR TEAM GRAYSON? PART EIGHT? 

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BRYANT AND DAVID AS TOUGH GUYS I’M CHOKING–

Bad Decisions (Grayson Dolan)

part five

part one | part two | part three | part four

FWU by Kehlani

“where is he?” 

I was relieved when I heard the voice of Ethan Dolan. 

“he’s over here” I called running my hand through his hair. 

He was really hurt and struggling to move. I couldn’t help him and it broke my heart. Ethan came running over taking in the sight of his brother. 

“you called Ethan?” Grayson choked out.

I gave him a confused look, was I not supposed to?

“Grayson what the hell did you get yourself in to this time?” Ethan asked annoyed and bending down to check on his twin. 

“it was Nate and his friends.” I said looking at Ethan. 

“what did you do to them first Grayson?” Ethan asked helping Grayson to his feet. 

“Nate’s a pussy who can’t take a beating like a man” Grayson said spitting out some more blood. 

Ethan took his one arm and I took his other. We started to drag Grayson back to Ethan’s car. 

“you shouldn’t have messed with him in the first place G.” Ethan said.

I can now see why Grayson didn’t want me to call Ethan. 

“it isn’t his fault.” I shyly spoke up. 

“yeah uh no offense to you or anything but you don’t know him like I do.” Ethan said putting Grayson in his front seat.

“and no offense to you, but I think you should be on your own brothers side.” I said sassing him. 

“wait can you come too?” Grayson asked before groaning in pain. 

“of course.” I said climbing in the backseat.

It was a short drive back to the Dolan household. Ethan and I got out helping Grayson in to the house. We help him to lay on the couch, him groaning in pain the entire time. 

“where is your kitchen?” I asked Ethan.

Ethan pointed to the kitchen. I got a bag of ice to apply to Grayson’s ribs which were probably broken. I walked back over to where he was laying. 

“this’ll probably hurt but you need to get ice on your ribs right away.” I said slowly peeling his shirt up.

I could feel the heat rise to my cheeks as Grayson stared at me intently. His ribs were a deep purple. I slowly put the ice bag on them causing him to groan. 

“I’m sorry.” I said slowly looking up at him.

Grayson took a hand placing it on my cheek.

“you’re so beautiful.” He said smiling.

I felt the blush spread to my cheeks again. He was here, bruised and beaten and was still saying stuff to make me blush. 

“Grayson you’re really hurt.” I said assessing all of his injuries. 

“it’s okay, once I gain my strength back Nate’s going to get what he deserves.” Grayson growled. 

“Grayson, are you serious?” Ethan said overhearing our conversation. 

“I’m not just going to let him beat me and get away with it Ethan.” Grayson growled before groaning in pain.

“You want to know why bad things happen to you G? It’s because you cause them to happen to you. Don’t go after Nate just let it go Grayson.” Ethan groaned before walking up stairs. 

“He shouldn’t have fucked with me!” Grayson yelled hurting himself further. 

“stop moving, you’re hurting yourself.” I said sitting down on the floor beside the couch he was laying on. 

there was an awkward silence in the air.

“I kind of uh agree with your uh brother.” I said slowly scared of how he was going to react. 

“what do you mean?” Grayson asked hurt evident in his voice.

“I just don’t think getting back at Nate is worth it.” I said playing with my hands.

“but he started all of this, and I’m going to end it.” Grayson said. 

I don’t know but I was getting kind of angry. I turned around looking at Grayson. 

“Grayson look what they did to you!” I exclaimed pointing to the bruises that covered his perfect body. 

“I’m not going to face them by myself next time.” Grayson said. 

“YOU JUST DON’T GET IT DO YOU?” I yelled feeling a tear fall from my eye.

Grayson groaned as he sat up on the couch. He gently grabbed my hand dragging me over to where he was. 

“what’s wrong? What don’t I get?” Grayson said looking in my eyes.

“Grayson, they made me watch while they beat you. I don’t want to see you get hurt again, and by going after Nate you’re just further fueling the fire.” I said wiping some tears from my eye. 

“I’m not going to get hurt, I won’t fight, just don’t cry.” Grayson said pulling me to his chest. 

“you promise?” I asked looking in his eyes. 

“I promise princess.” He said kissing my hand that he held. 

I looked at the time and realized I was super late for picking Sophia up. 

“Grayson I have to go.” I hurried, kissing his cheek goodbye. 

“do want a ride?” Ethan asked holding his keys. 

I looked hesitantly at Grayson who just nodded.

“sure thanks.” I said waving goodbye to Grayson. 

I hopped in Ethan’s truck feeling an awkward tension between us.

“where too?” He asked.

I told him the elementary school not sure if she would still be there or not. I felt terrible that I forgot but I just got so caught up with Grayson. 

“you know I only want to help him right?” Ethan said not taking his eyes off the road. 

“me too, which is why I told him you were right.” I said shyly looking at the other Dolan. 

“well if anyone can convince him to do something it’s you.” Ethan said making a turn to the elementary school.

“why me? You’re his family.” I said looking at Ethan.

“yeah well me and Grayson have our fair share of differences.” He admitted. 

“well have you ever tried to find the things you have in common?” I asked.

“No, you know what we never really have.” Ethan admitted pulling in to the elementary school.

“well that’s where you should start.” I said getting out.

I ran over to the tree that Sophia normally waits under but she wasn’t there. A million things were going through my mind. What if someone took her? What if she walked home and got hit by a car? I started to freak out, as I took off running towards my home. 

“wait up!” Ethan called from behind me. 

Ethan jogged easily catching up with me.

“what’s wrong?” He asked trying to catch his breath. 

I didn’t wait for the crosswalk sign, I ran across just missing one of the cars coming down the street. Ethan caught my arm roughly making me stop.

“are you crazy? you almost got yourself killed!” He said. 

“I just have to see if my sisters at home!” I said breathing heavily.

“okay lets go then.” Ethan said.

we ran the rest of the way to my house which thankfully wasn’t that long. I busted through the door, Ethan hot on my trail. I was relieved when I saw Sophia standing there. 

“oh Sophia!” I exclaimed giving her the tightest hug I could manage. 

Ethan breathed a sigh of relief until we saw my mom walk around the corner. 

“do you want to tell me why your little sister walked home from school by herself?” my mom asked crossing her arms across her chest.

“mom, I’m so sorry.” I said feeling ashamed. 

“do you realize what could’ve happened? she could’ve got kidnapped, hit by a car, you’re lucky she didn’t!” my mom yelled.

I kept my head down realizing how much of a mistake I made. 

“I’m sorry but you’re grounded.” she said picking Sophia up and going upstairs. 

I turned towards Ethan giving him a small smile.

“thanks for coming with me, you really didn’t have too.” I said walking over towards him. 

“I’m sorry you got grounded.” He said trying not to laugh but eventually we both ended up laughing. 

“well I deserve it.” I said shrugging. 

“I should go before I get you in more trouble.” Ethan said smiling.

“goodbye Ethan Dolan.” I said opening the door for him. 

“you know, I can see why Grayson likes you so much, Goodbye.” He said smiling. 

GRAYSON POINT OF VIEW

“yeah, meet me outside the gym, yeah bring the golf clubs, okay see you then man.” I said hanging up my phone. 

just as I hung up Ethan walked through the door.

“hey what took you so long?” I asked looking at my brother. 

“nothing.” Ethan said.

It wasn’t that I was jealous of him, but he was more on her level and that scared me. 

“okay, well uh I’m going to hang out with the boys.” I said getting the keys to my blue bronco. 

“Grayson, you’re not going to fight Nate are you? She doesn’t want you too.” He said giving me a look.

“No I’m not, I know she doesn’t which is why I’m not going to do it.” I said walking out the door. 

I might have told a little lie, but who doesn’t lie? I reached the school pulling in a parking spot. I saw the boys waiting there for me.

“Nate won’t know what fucking hit him” Bryant said handing me a golf club. 

We stood there waiting for Nate to get finished with basketball practice. I twirled the golf club in my hand. He walked out looking down at his phone. I cleared my throat, instantly making him look up. 

“come on Grayson it’s over.” Nate growled.

“Is it?” I asked as we circled around him. 

“we both beat each other so yeah it’s over.” Nate said.

“see but Nate that’s where you’re wrong. Nobody beats me and gets away with it.” I said turning to face him.

Nate dropped to his knees. 

“please Grayson don’t do this.” He said raising his hands in defense.

“beg me not too.” I growled. 

“please Grayson, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I beat you up, I’m sorry for making her watch. I’m sorry.” Nate said looking at me. 

I went to turn away but quickly turned back striking him in the face with the golf club. 

“I said I was sorry.” Nate cried as the blood rushed from his nose.

“not good enough.” I said hitting him in the ribs with the club.

I growled hitting a couple more times.

“and you made her watch” I growled slamming the golf club down once more.

“I’m sorry Grayson please.” He cried.

I was so angry. 

“and then one of your guys had the audacity to fucking push her on the ground.” I growled. 

I hit him in the face again probably breaking his nose. 

“Grayson I think you made your point.” David said. 

“If you ever come near me, or my girl again, I’ll beat you so bad you’re going to have to crawl back to the other half of your body.” I growled spitting on him and walking away. 

we walked away leaving him bloodied and bruised, exactly what he did to me. I got in my bronco, throwing the bloody golf club in the back seat. I was so angry. I punched the steering wheel letting out my anger. I only knew of one person who could calm me down. I put my bronco in drive remembering exactly how to get to her house. It didn’t take long at all considering I was driving and not walking. I pulled up to her house getting out. I saw her sitting on her window ledge reading a book. I didn’t know someone could look so perfect, but she did. Her eyebrows creased as she studied her book making my heart rate increase. I was instantly calm just looking at her but I needed more, I wanted to hold her and kiss her. I got out of the car going over to her window. I picked up a rock gently tossing it as not to break her window. She opened the window looking at me. 

“what are you doing here? You should be resting!” She said. 

“I needed to see you. Can I come in?” I asked. 

“I’m grounded.” She said giving me a frown.

“I thought you were a bad girl?” I said smirking at her. 

“Grayson.” She said rolling her eyes at me.

“come on babe, you know you want to.” I said giving her a frowning face. 

“if my parents catch you we’re both dead!” she said.

“then I won’t let them catch me.” I said laughing. 

“stay right there.” she said rolling her eyes. 

In just a matter of seconds she was outside. I looked at her biting my lip. Her pajama shorts just going past her butt, and her shirt was pushed up just a little so I could see her exposed skin.

“what are you staring at?” She asked laughing.

“just the most beautiful girl, I’ve ever laid eyes on.” I said grabbing her hand and bringing her too me. 

“you’re super cheesy do you know that?” She said smiling. 

“only for you.” I said kissing her lips. 

I could kiss her lips forever, and never get tired of it. She put her hand to my face but quickly pulled away from me.

“are you bleeding?” she asked looking at the side of my face.

I stayed quiet, not being able to bring myself to say anything.

“Grayson who’s blood is this?” she asked looking me in the eyes. 

again I said nothing. 

“Grayson what did you do?” she asked getting angry.

“nothing he didn’t deserve.” I growled. 

“you did it didn’t you?” she said taking a step away from me.

I didn’t say anything, not wanting to upset her further. 

“Grayson you promised that you wouldn’t!” She exclaimed. 

“I couldn’t let him get away with it, they hurt you too so I did it to protect you.” I growled. 

“I don’t need you to protect me!” she growled. 

“If it weren’t for me you’d still be the quiet girl that nobody notices.” I snapped. 

as soon as the words left my lips I instantly regretted them.

“well good I’d rather have it that way anyway.” she said turning around and slamming the door in my face. 

you all thought there was going to be smut, be honest. Nope just bad boy Grayson assaulting someone! Part six? Share for part six!

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drawing ALiEN

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Ethan surprising Grayson with his dream car vs. Grayson surprising Ethan with his dream gift

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The Game (Ethan Dolan)

part five

part one, part two, part three, part four

Listen: Don’t Deserve You by Plumb (I highly recommend that you listen because it will fuck up your feelings) 

Ethan’s Point of View

“come on answer the damn phone!” I yelled as her phone once again went to voicemail.

I couldn’t get ahold of her and it was driving me crazy. We were minutes away from her apartment and my heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest. Her words replaying in my head. “You left without a goodbye so here is mine. Goodbye Ethan.”

“please be okay.” I said a tear rolling down my cheek.

Grayson finally pulled in to her apartment complex. I jumped out of the car even before he could get it fully stopped. I busted through her apartment door.

“Y/N” I screamed running around her apartment.

Grayson ran in to calling her name. I checked everywhere in her apartment but she wasn’t here.

“she isn’t here.” I said running a frustrated hand through my hair.

“what do you mean she isn’t here?” Grayson asked.

“I mean she isn’t here!” I said more frustrated.

I saw her phone sitting on the coffee table. I ran over picking it up hoping I would get a clue about where she went. I found nothing.

“where do you think she went?” Grayson asked coming up behind me.

I turned around giving him a look.

“you claim to love her so much more than me so you tell me Grayson where is she?” I yelled frustrated at my brother. 

“I don’t know but now isn’t exactly the time to fight over her.” Grayson yelled back. 

I tried to rack my brain for any place she might have gone to.

That’s when I remembered. 

It was our second date, the date that I realized I was indeed in love with her. We had a break through and honestly it felt good to be open and honest with each other. we were relaxing on the blanket and staring up at the stars. I turned to my side catching sight of the beautiful girl sitting beside me. I think she felt me staring at her because she turned looking at me too. 

“you know I don’t think, I’m ever going to get used to you staring at me.” She said laughing. 

“I can’t help it, you’re just too beautiful.” I said kissing her nose. 

“not as beautiful as this.” she said sitting up and looking at the sky again. 

“I’d have to disagree with that.” I said making her smile,

“no but seriously if I was ever upset like really upset, I’d definitely come here, I feel like this view could instantly cheer anyone up.” She said, her face glowing with admiration.

“Y/N why would you be upset?” I asked keeping my eyes on her. 

“It’s just, I’ve been let down by a lot of people E, and I really hope you aren’t one of them.” she said a single tear falling down her cheek. 

“I’m never going to let you down, I promise.” I said wrapping her in a hug. 

“Ethan don’t make promises you can’t keep.” she said glancing up at me. 

“I can keep this one, trust me.” I said kissing her head. 

“the field.” I said as it all came back to me. 

“the field what do you mean the field?” Grayson asked confused. 

“come on, there is no time to explain.” I said running out of her apartment. 

I ran to the car hopping in the drivers side. I felt the familiar pain in my chest. I didn’t keep my promise. I let her down. I was weaving in and out of traffic making Grayson look at me nervously. 

“Ethan, where are we going?” He asked gripping the seat for dear life. 

“the field, the night you wanted to hang out with her I took her on a date in this field and we went stargazing, she said if she were ever really upset she’d go there.” I explained stepping on the gas pedal harder. 

I pulled up to the familiar entrance of the woods, seeing her car come in to view.

“I’m coming baby.” I said getting out of the car and sprinting down the path. 

Reader Point of View

I sat on the ground letting go of all of the feelings I had pent up inside. I screamed, I cursed, I sobbed. I didn’t want to feel this pain anymore. I just wanted it to all go away. I ruined everything, I always do. I lost everyone that’s ever given a damn about me. 

“make it stop.” I screamed pulling at my hair. 

the field that was once so decorated was now left bare signifying just how I felt. I had cried so much by this point I was a mess. 

“Y/N” I heard a voice call in the distance. 

I know that voice. 

“Ethan?” I called jumping up the tears once again starting. 

I ran towards the entrance of the path but it was hard with the tears pouring from my eyes. My heart stopped when I saw Ethan and Grayson sprinting towards me. Before I had time to process anything Ethan picked me up in a bone crushing hug. 

“oh my god baby are you okay what did you do?” He asked as the tears fell from his eyes. 

I was in shock that he was actually here right now. 

“please tell me your okay.” He said crying some more. 

Finally I cracked. 

“Ethan you promised you wouldn’t let me down.” I choked out between sobs. 

Ethan’s hug on me got tighter. 

“I know baby and I’m so sorry, I’m so so sorry.” Ethan said. 

“you broke your promise.” I repeated. 

“I know and  I will spend everyday making it up to you because I love you, god I love you.” Ethan said making me stop crying. 

I got out of his arms and faced him for the first time. I noticed the bruises that covered his face along with the tears that were still left on his cheeks. 

“you love me?” I asked my voice hoarse. 

“I’m so in love with you.” He said stepping closer to me. 

“you don’t mean that.” I said.

Ethan walked closer to me standing right in front of me once again. He took his hand placing it on my cheek. He leaned in smashing his lips on mine. It was a feeling I hadn’t felt since his lips were last on mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me. He pulled away from me resting his forehead on mine. 

“I’m so sorry.” He whispered. 

“It’s okay Ethan.” I said. 

“It’s not okay, I want to make it up to you, and I know I don’t deserve another chance but I want to make you see how much I love you.” He said. 

I was stunned not knowing if I heard him right, but he was here and this was real. I saw Grayson walking back the path making me stare at his retreating figure. 

“I’ll be right back Ethan.” I said. 

Ethan slowly let go of me shaking his head. I ran down the path calling his name. He slowly turned around making eye contact with me. 

“Grayson I’m..” I started but he cut me off. 

“It’s okay, you and Ethan deserve each other. I’m not saying that to be mean or to spite either of you, I mean it, you guys are really good together.” Grayson said giving me a small smile. 

“do you think we could ever be friends again?” I asked hopeful. 

Grayson sighed running a hand through his hair. 

“It’ll take me some time to get over you but I definitely think we can be friends again.” He said pulling me into a hug. 

I grabbed on to him squeezing as tightly as I could manage. 

“Grayson I’m so sorry.  You are so kind and so caring and anyone would be lucky to have you. I promise someone will love you Grayson, but that someone isn’t me. I should have been honest with you from the beginning.” I said. 

Grayson pulled away nodding his head at me. 

“goodbye for now.” I said raising my eyebrows at him. 

“maybe I’ll see you for a pizza and movie night.” Grayson said making me smile. 

I felt bad for hurting Grayson but I had no doubt in my mind he’d find the perfect girl for him.  

“well what are you waiting for, go be with Ethan.” Grayson said playfully shoving me back towards where I left Ethan. 

“you’re the best G.” I called as I ran back down the path. 

“I know!” He called after me, making me laugh. 

Ethan stood there looking at the stars. I walked over standing beside him making him glance at me. 

“Is Grayson okay?” He asked. 

I shook my head yes still staring at the stars. 

“He will be, I told him that he was kind and caring and that someone is going to love him.” I said not taking my gaze away from the stars. 

“oh” Ethan said looking down at his feet. 

“I also told him that, that someone wasn’t me because I’m still in love with a boy who broke my heart.” I said finally looking at Ethan. 

“do you think that boy could get a chance to unbreak your heart?” He said staring in my eyes. 

“I think I’d like to see him try.” I said offering him a smile. 

Ethan walked over pulling me into another kiss. As we were kissing I realized that sometimes two people need to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together. It’s an indescribable feeling when you finally meet the one you were meant to be with. It changes you. Suddenly you want to be so much more, and you see the world in a softer glow. Just remember that feeling. When time ticks on and life starts to get in the way. Don’t forget how you felt in that first moment when you realized that he was it. 

“let’s play another game.” Ethan said pulling away. 

“remember how the last game turned out.” I said giggling a little bit. 

“yeah but this one is different. let’s fall in love and never look back.” He said smiling. 

“If that’s the case I already won.” I said smiling ear to ear. 

“you won the last one too.” He said grabbing my hand and walking back down the path. 

I admired him as we laughed and talked. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life, but if every single one had to happen to make sure I was right here, right now, to be with you, then I forgive myself for them all. He found parts of me I didn’t even know existed and in him, I found a love I no longer believed was real. I couldn’t wait for it to be like this forever. It was never a game. It was fate. 

THE END 

Oh my gosh so I just want to say a big thank you for all the love this story has received. This story was so much fun to write and I will miss it too but fear not because…… 

I’M WRITING ANOTHER ETHAN STORY! 

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The Game (Ethan Dolan)

part four

part one, part two, part three

Inspiration: Eyes Closed by Halsey

(this is really important to the part, some lyrics will be in italics)

Warning: If you are triggered easily, please don’t read.

I felt my heart racing. Grayson was about to kiss me. I could feel his breath hitting my face as he got closer to me. His lips were practically on mine.

“Grayson wait.” I said putting my hands on his chest.

Grayson pulled away rubbing his neck awkwardly.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have..” Grayson started but I quickly cut him off.

“No, G don’t apologize. I just need time to think about all of this.” I said crossing my arms over my chest.

“I don’t mind waiting.” Grayson said pulling me in to another hug.

I really didn’t deserve him.

“call me later okay?” Grayson asked.

“I will.” I said giving him a half smile.

Grayson walked out of my apartment leaving me alone with my thoughts. As soon as I closed the door I let it out. I grabbed the nearest pillow screaming as loud as I could. Grayson really did know everything about me. He’s seen all my quirks and he’s been with me on the worst days and he still says he’s in love with me? Grayson was perfect for me, I knew that. Why couldn’t I stop thinking about Ethan though? I walked over re-reading some of his previous messages.

Ethan: please just meet me somewhere so we can talk?

Ethan: I’m begging you.

Ethan: I know you hate me but just give me a chance.

Ethan: I don’t want to lose you.

Ethan: I will do anything for you to please just talk to me.

Ethan: I’ve called 32 times and this is the 9th message I have sent you, I didn’t expect you to answer.

I don’t know why but I messaged him back.

: I don’t know why I’m agreeing to this but fine, we can meet so you can try to talk yourself out of this.

I stared at my phone waiting for Ethan to text back. I must have sat there for an hour just staring and waiting. Finally my phone dinged with a message from him.

Ethan: It’s cool, I have nothing to say.

I stared at his message, angry tears streaming down my face. He was begging me to talk to him and now he has nothing to say?

: are you serious right now Ethan? You were the one begging to talk to me and now you have nothing to say?

: you said you were sorry, but apologies mean nothing if you keep doing what you’re sorry for.

: I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away. Because honestly, it would’ve saved me so much hurt and pain.

I held myself together as I cried on the couch. I hated him. I hated him so much. I hated him because I have to wonder why I wasn’t enough. I hated him because I still repeat the things he said to me in my head. I hated him because he learned my secrets, my scars, my bruises, my flaws, and then he left. I hated him because he knew I was fragile and dropped me anyways. I hated him because while I was full of love, he was simply full of shit. Above everything, I hated how I didn’t hate him, not even a little bit, not even at all.

“Grayson, can you come over?” I said into the phone.

“I was really hoping you would call, I’ll be right over.” Grayson said.

“see you soon.” I said hanging up.

I didn’t know what I was doing. I didn’t want to lead Grayson on, but I needed to fill this black hole that Ethan left. I needed to feel something, anything. In just a short amount of time there was a knock on my door. I opened the door to see Grayson standing there with a single rose.

“I’m glad you called.” Grayson said smiling.

I gave him a forced smile stepping aside so he could come in. Grayson walked over putting the flower in a cup of water. I stood there staring at him.

“what do you want to do?” Grayson asked putting the cup with the flower on my window sill.

“Grayson, kiss me.” I said.

Grayson turned around giving me a look. He obeyed though, making quick strides to where I was standing. He cupped my cheek with his large hand before crashing his lips on mine. I kissed him back making him smile in to the kiss. I feel bad, but I didn’t feel the same kissing Grayson as I did kissing Ethan. Grayson pulled away from the kiss smiling down at me.

“you are so beautiful. You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting to do that.” He said kissing my nose.

I didn’t say anything, just hugged him.

“let’s watch a movie.” Grayson said pulling me over to the couch.

I slowly nodded my head. Grayson picked out a movie and sat down on the couch cuddling me to his chest. I looked up at Grayson. He looked like Ethan but their features were so different at the same time. He stared at the screen with a smile on his face. I felt horrible for doing this to Grayson.

“the movie is on the screen babe not on my face.” Grayson said looking at me.

babe didn’t sound the same coming out of his mouth.

“sorry.” I said turning towards the television.

“I was only joking, I think it’s cute that you’re staring at me.

I disgusted myself. I looked at him but all I saw was Ethan.

now if I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you

now if I keep my eyes closed he feels just like you

Grayson turned off the movie halfway through.

"you know we need to talk about all of this right?” He said turning to face me.

He was immediately alerted as he saw the tears falling down my cheeks.

“talk to me.” Grayson said wiping a tear from my cheek.

I hated myself. I had an opportunity here with Grayson but I couldn’t think about anything other then what I lost with Ethan.

would’ve gave it all for you, cared for you.

so tell me where I went wrong.

would’ve traded it all for you, been there for you.

so tell me how to move on.

“I hate myself Grayson.” I said through the sobs that racked my body.

Grayson pulled me in to a tight hug as I sobbed.

“why do you hate yourself?” Grayson asked stroking a hand through my hair.

he don’t realize that I’m thinking about you.

It’s nothing new, it’s nothing new.

“I hate myself so much.” I sobbed.

Grayson slowly pulled away from me standing up.

“you love him don’t you.” Grayson said a single tear slipping out of his eye.

“I don’t want to love him Grayson, I really don’t.” I said standing up to face Grayson.

“but you do, tell me the damn truth, you at least owe me that much.” Grayson said balling his fists.

“Grayson, I love him.” I whispered.

Grayson was silent.

“wow, you’re even more stupid than I thought.” Grayson said walking away.

ouch, that hurt.

“G please, I don’t want to lose you.” I said running after him.

Grayson turned around and I saw just how bad I hurt him. He had tears forming in his brown orbs.

“well you should of thought about that before you lied to me, before you let me make a fool of myself.” Grayson said shaking his head at me.

“G please don’t do this.” I said trying everything I could to save this friendship.

“maybe you and Ethan deserve each other, cause you’re both incredibly selfish.” Grayson said turning away from me.

“G please you’re all I have left.” I begged.

He stopped in his tracks.

“not anymore, let me know when you stop obsessing over someone who doesn’t even love you.” Grayson said walking out and slamming the door.

I broke down on the floor sobbing. I had no one to blame but myself. I chose to take part in Ethan’s little game. I chose to continue it letting myself fall for his act. I chose to pour my heart out to Ethan and now I was just empty. I walked over to the couch dialing his number. He didn’t answer, I didn’t expect him too.

“Grayson hates me now, but I don’t blame him cause right now I kind of hate me too. I know that you’re no good for me, but it’s worse without you, even when I try not to want you I end up needing you. You’re my favorite joy yet my endless pain. I tried to hate you but the only thing I hate is how much I love you. I acted like it wasn’t a big deal but you ruined me, and now I don’t see a point in trying to put myself back together. You left without a goodbye so here is mine.” I said hanging up the phone.

ETHAN POINT OF VIEW

It’s just too late. she doesn’t need you anymore. and she no longer misses you. and it’s all because you didn’t make her a priority. you took for granted that she would be there, waiting for you to serve her the scraps of your time. It’s funny actually while she waited for you to realize what you had, she finally realized that she didn’t need what you were offering. I heard the door to our apartment open making me aware. I saw Grayson walking in. He looked up noticing me standing there. He was staring at the bruises he left on my face. I glared at him, not because I was angry at him, but because I couldn’t be him. He walked past me bumping me in the shoulder.

“you probably should put some ice on your face.” He said walking in to his room slamming the door shut.

I went back to my room punching the punching bag as hard as I could. I just sat there punching the bag until my knuckles were bruised and bloody. I took a break taking a long drink of water. I hated feeling this way, this was simply why I didn’t feel. I picked up my phone which was flashing signifying I had a message. I opened it not expecting it to be her.

Y/N: I don’t know why I’m agreeing to this but fine, we can meet so you can try to talk yourself out of this.

I was going to tell her I loved her. I couldn’t say it now, not after what I saw happening between her and Grayson.

: It’s cool, I have nothing to say.

that wasn’t true. I had a lot to say but I was too scared to say any of it. She quickly replied to me.

Y/N: are you serious right now Ethan? You were the one begging to talk to me and now you have nothing to say?

Y/N: you said you were sorry, but apologies mean nothing if you keep doing what you’re sorry for.

Y/N: I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away. Because honestly, it would’ve saved me so much hurt and pain.

I couldn’t reply. I heard the apartment door open and slam shut again. Grayson was going to comfort her no doubt, but I can’t help thinking how much that should be me. I know I messed up, I have nobody to blame but myself. I chose to start this knowing very well I had a girlfriend. I chose to continue to fall in love with her. I chose to kiss Allison the night of the party. I have no one to blame but myself. I walked over the punching bag releasing my anger on it. I didn’t care that my hands were bruised, bloodied, and swollen. Grayson wasn’t the only one with pent up anger.

“fuck!” I screamed punching the bag harder.

I ran a hand through my hair collapsing on the floor. I didn’t want to hurt anymore. I didn’t want to feel anymore. I didn’t know how long I sat there trying to turn off the feelings.

“ETHAN!” Grayson’s voice rang throughout our apartment.

I walked out of my room seeing Grayson with angry tears coming from his eyes.

“you just have to keep ruining everything, you ruin things without even trying.” He said balling his fists.

“what are you talking about?” I asked confused.

“I’m better for her, I’m what she needs, but her dumbass is still in love with you.” Grayson growled.

“wait really?” I asked more hopeful than I was trying to be.

“you’re ridiculous you know you’re no good for her.” Grayson said getting in my face.

“and you just can’t fathom the fact that she doesn’t want you.” I said getting back in his face.

Grayson raised his fist ready to punch me but this time I punched him. He fell backwards clenching his nose from how hard I hit him.

“you just can’t fathom that I screwed up but she still wants me. you know Grayson you aren’t as perfect as you think you are underneath it all you’re flawed just like I am.” I said walking away leaving Grayson alone.

I walked in to my room clenching my hand which was now hurting. I saw my phone blinking in the corner. I walked over grabbing it seeing I had one missed call and a voicemail from Y/N. I listened to her voice come through my speakers, she sounded broken.

“Grayson hates me now, but I don’t blame him cause right now I kind of hate me too. I know that you’re no good for me, but it’s worse without you, even when I try not to want you I end up needing you. You’re my favorite joy yet my endless pain. I tried to hate you but the only thing I hate is how much I love you. I acted like it wasn’t a big deal but you ruined me, and now I don’t see a point in trying to put myself back together. You left without a goodbye so here is mine. Goodbye Ethan.”

the last sentence got me immediately alarmed. I ran out of my room straight in to Grayson’s.

“what the hell do you want?” He growled wiping his bloody.

“I think Y/N is going to hurt herself.” I said feeling tears fall from my eyes.

Grayson quickly dropped his phone giving me a shocked look.

“what the hell are we waiting for then.” Grayson said pushing past me.

Grayson and I ran out to the car. Grayson drove because I was shaking too much. I dialed her number but it went straight to voicemail.

“come on babe please answer.” I begged in to the phone.

I couldn’t lose her, not before I got to say how I really felt.

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The Game (Ethan Dolan)

part three.

part one, part two

Inspiration: Sorry by Halsey

I can’t tell you how long I had been crying, I lost track of time hours ago. I just couldn’t believe how stupid I was. I should’ve known this would happen. Ethan seemed like such a good guy. He seemed true and sincere but it was all an act. It was all to win a stupid game, a game I should have never agreed to. We could have been happy. I know that, and it's perhaps the hardest thing to know. my phone had been ringing non-stop since I left. I shouldn’t have but I opened the messages from Ethan reading each one.

Ethan: please let me explain.

Ethan: I didn’t care about her okay, I cared about you.

Ethan: I still do.

Ethan: please just meet me somewhere so we can talk?

Ethan: I’m begging you.

Ethan: I know you hate me but just give me a chance.

Ethan: I don’t want to lose you.

Ethan: you don’t need me, but I need you.

Ethan: I haven’t felt like myself in months, but when I’m with you everything just makes sense.

Ethan: I’m an asshole, I’m a player, I’m probably the biggest douche bag in the world but one thing I’m not is a liar. Nothing I said or did was a lie, please know that.

Ethan: I will do anything for you to please just talk to me.

Ethan: I’ve called 32 times and this is the 9th message I have sent you, I didn’t expect you to answer.

Ethan: just know how sorry I am.

Ethan: I made a mistake, now I’m living with the consequences. I regret it, I really do.

Ethan: I’m so sorry.

I put down my phone not able to read another message. I wiped the tears that fell down my cheeks. I heard a loud knock at my door making me suddenly aware. I walked over opening the door to see Grayson standing there with an angry look on his face. I’m sure at this point he knew all about it. I was sneaking behind his back and betrayed him.

“Grayson I..” I started but was quickly cut off.

“you went behind my back and with my twin brother, how could you do this to me? After everything, how could you?” He said frowning.

Grayson was really hurt, and I felt terrible. I didn’t realize how much my actions would hurt Grayson’s feelings. I was being selfish.  

“Grayson I’m so sorry. I’m such a terrible friend. I shouldn’t have went behind your back like that, friends don’t do that. It was a stupid game, that I never should have agreed too. I knew what I was doing would hurt you, and I did it anyways. I don’t know why I did it but I did and I’m so sorry Grayson. ” I said feeling more tears fall down my face.  

Grayson stood there staring at me. I don’t blame him for being angry. I hated myself for hurting him. 

“If it makes you feel any better, I’m the only one who looks stupid now. I understand if you never want to talk to me again, I wouldn’t. I don’t deserve a friend like you.” I said feeling as if I said everything I needed too.

Grayson and I stood across from each other. The tension in the air between us was so thick you could cut it with a knife. I deserved to lose him.

“Grayson please say something.” I said not being able to take this tension anymore.

I expected Grayson to yell and scream at me but he didn’t instead he hugged me. I was so confused. He hugged me tightly rubbing my back.

“you should be mad at me, you should be screaming at me, cursing me out, I deserve all of it Grayson. I deserved to have everything that’s happened to me.” I said feeling disgusted with myself.

Grayson took my head in his hands making me look at him.

“I’m hurt, I’m not going to lie. I’m hurt you went behind my back. I’m hurt you lied to me. But most of all I’m hurt that you can’t see that I’ve been the one in love with you this entire time.” Grayson said quietly.

Grayson was in love with me?

“Grayson.” I whispered in shock.

I thought about all the time I had spent with Grayson. Us cuddling on the couch while we watched movies. Us spending all night just talking about life. Us laughing about everything and anything. It was never just friendly. I was left contemplating everything. Grayson was right in front of me this entire time but instead I was chasing Ethan. I was so confused. It was as if everything in the past few weeks has crumbled around me.

“Grayson.” I said still in shock.

I couldn’t form sentences as Grayson stared holes in to me.

“Ethan doesn’t deserve you. You deserve someone who knows you inside and out, you deserve someone who sees all of your quirks and admires them. You deserve someone who’s seen you on your worst days and is in love with you regardless.” Grayson said stepping closer to me.

“someone like you?” I questioned my voice just above a whisper.

“someone like me.” Grayson said leaning in.

I felt my heart racing. Grayson was about to kiss me.

ETHAN POINT OF VIEW

I deserved it. It still hurts like hell but I deserved it. I hurt her. Me. I picked up my phone dialing her number again. It went straight to voicemail much like the thirty two other times I had called.

“it’s me again. this is voicemail number thirty two. Y/N please talk to me. I want to see you, I need to see you, I need to explain everything. Please just hear me out.” I said hitting send.

It was my fault. I made a scene and now everyone hated me.

As soon as she walked out, I was surrounded by people. One of them being Grayson, and one of them being Allison the girl I was technically dating.

“so you were cheating on me this entire time?” Allison asked her hands on her hips.

I didn’t say anything, there was nothing to say. Of course I did it. Was I sorry about it? Not really. Allison was a distraction, like most girls I date.

“you really are the biggest asshole on this planet Ethan Dolan.” Allison said slapping me across the face.

She walked away with tears streaming down her face but I didn’t care. It sounds kind of heartless but my heart just walked away from me. Her words replaying in my mind "congratulations Ethan, you won the game, but you lost me.“ Grayson came running over to me shoving me roughly to the ground.

“what did you do to her?” He growled.

David, Zane, and Toddy ran over grabbing Grayson and trying to separate him from me.

“no guys it’s fine.” I said waving them off.

David, Zane, and Toddy took their hands off of Grayson but stayed close by. I stood up slowly brushing the dirt off of myself.

“what do think I did Grayson, what I do best, I broke her heart.” I said.

Grayson clenched his jaw before punching me in the nose. It felt good to get what I deserved.

“I made her fall in love with me Grayson and then I broke her heart.” I said.

Grayson punched me in the nose again knocking me on the ground. I clutched my��nose feeling the blood trickle out of it.

“she was the only one I had left and you took her away from me too.” Grayson growled.

“yeah well you don’t own her Grayson.” I said clenching my jaw.

Grayson punched me again before being grabbed by the boys again.

“Grayson enough.” Toddy said.

“no guys stop, I deserve it. Come on Grayson is that all you got?” I taunted standing up again.

Grayson broke from their grasp tackling me to the ground. He punched me a couple time before being ripped of me.

“I don’t want to be around you anymore, I don’t want to be your friend anymore, E, I don’t even want to be your brother anymore. You’re right, you deserve everything that happens to you because you don’t care about anyone but yourself.” Grayson said.

Grayson kicked me letting out all his anger. He had a lot of pent up anger and if hurting me helped him, I didn’t care anymore.

“you’re right Grayson, I’m a bad friend and an even worse brother. You’re right that I deserve this. But your wrong about one thing. I don’t just care about myself, not anymore.” I said wiping my bloody nose with the sleeve of my shirt.

“don’t you dare say you care about her.” Grayson said balling his fists again.

“but I do Grayson, I really do.” I said standing up to face my brother again.

“you don’t deserve her.” Grayson said.

He was right, I didn’t.

“I know that but it isn’t going to change the way that I feel.” I said facing Grayson.

“well that’s too bad Ethan, cause I’m not going to let you hurt her, not again.” Grayson said shoving me down once more.

He stormed away leaving me laying there. A couple of my friends came over helping me up.

“not cool dude.” David said to me before going to follow Grayson.

“I’m sorry dude, but you really screwed up this time.” Zane said walking away too.

“you want to tell me I’m an asshole too?” I said turning to Toddy.

“take care of yourself bro.” Toddy said patting my arm.

everyone was still staring at me, no doubt recording what just went down.

“party is over.” I said walking away from the people.

I went to the bathroom examining the bruises that covered my face. I looked like hell, that’s how I felt. last night played in my head like a nightmare and I just wanted to turn it off. But the truth is there is no reset button in life. You can’t take anything back, and you can’t undo anything. All of you actions have consequences, and the things you say and do will have a lasting impact on the rest of your life. I hadn’t seen Grayson since last night but it didn’t matter, he wouldn’t be talking to me anytime soon. I walked back out pacing around the room. I looked at the couch, memories of her beautiful lips on mine flooding my head. I heard a knock at the door. I ran over hoping it was her, but it wasn’t it was Cameron.

“ you look like hell.” Cameron said.

just seeing my sister here made me break down.

“Cameron I really screwed up this time.” I said as the tears fell from my eyes.

Cameron walked with me over to the couch sitting down.

“Ethan, look I don’t know the whole story but you’re my brother and I can see you’re hurting. If there’s one piece of advice I could give you it’s this- when there’s something you really want, fight for it, don’t give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you’ve lost all hope, ask yourself if ten years from now, you’re going to wish you gave it one more shot. Because the best things in life, they don’t come for free.” Cameron said looking at me.

everything she said hit me all at once. Cameron was absolutely right, in the end we only regret the chances we didn’t take, relationships we were afraid to have, and the decisions we waited too long to make.

“go after her.” Cameron said pushing me towards the door.

I nodded my head quickly walking out of the door. I replayed everything I wanted to stay as I sped towards her apartment. I couldn’t lose her, not now. I quickly pulled in tires squealing. I ran up the stairs to her floor. As I got closer though my heart stopped. Grayson stood outside her door.

“I’m hurt, I’m not going to lie. I’m hurt you went behind my back. I’m hurt you lied to me. But most of all I’m hurt that you can’t see that I’ve been the one in love with you this entire time.” Grayson said just loud enough for me to hear.

“Grayson.” she said shocked.

please don’t say you love him too.

“Grayson.” she said again.

“Ethan doesn’t deserve you. You deserve someone who knows you inside and out, you deserve someone who sees all of your quirks and admires them. You deserve someone who’s seen you on your worst days and is in love with you regardless.” Grayson said taking another step in her doorway.

He was right, I didn’t deserve her.

“someone like you?” she said in a low voice.

“someone like me.” Grayson said.

I felt the tears fall from my eyes as I walked away. I blew it and now I was too late to fix it. We could have been happy, I know that. It is perhaps the hardest thing to know.

part four maybe…. xoxoxo

[cupcakedolantwins-blog]

“smacking my ass makes me want to hold on to you longer.” Ethan said laughing.

O m g

The Game (Ethan Dolan)

part two: read the game part one here

Musical Inspiration: Falling Slowly by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova; Too Good at Goodbyes Acoustic by Sam Smith

I walked over to my couch putting on a movie I’d already seen a thousand times. I just got comfortable when my phone lit up with a text from Ethan.

Ethan: Sorry I haven’t messaged you Grayson and I hung out today, hope your evening is free babe.

: oh geez, for what? hopefully nothing near water this time!

Ethan: remember when I said I had some tricks up my sleeve? well you’ll see tonight princess.

: well what should I wear?

Ethan: well nothing would be preferred, but something dressy will work I guess (;

: seriously Dolan remind me why I like you again?

Ethan: you’ll see tonight beautiful pick you up at 7:00.

I smiled looking down at my phone. I had an hour to get ready. I went to my closet trying to find the perfect thing to wear. Ethan was winning this game but I wasn’t going to be the only one falling. I decided on a white pencil skirt and a black and white checkered shirt with black heels. I quickly took a picture sending it to Ethan.

: this work for tonight babe? (;

Ethan: are you trying to kill me? Damn baby I won’t be able to keep my hands to myself.

I laughed reading his text. Suddenly there was a loud knock on my door. I checked the time seeing it wasn’t 7:00 yet, Ethan must be early. I couldn’t fight the smile that appeared on my face as I opened the door. However, it wasn’t Ethan standing on the other side but Grayson.

“Grayson, what are you doing here?” I asked letting him inside my apartment.  

“Ethan is going on another date with that girl, so I thought we could have a movie and pizza night, but it looks like you already have other plans. What are you so dressed up for?” He asked setting down the pizza he brought.

“uh, it’s um.” I stuttered but I was choking on my words.

“wait, do you have a date?” Grayson asked staring at me.

I could literally feel the air getting caught in my throat.

“me, a date pfft, real funny Grayson.” I said awkwardly rubbing the back of my neck.

“then what are you all dressed up for? You look really pretty by the way.” He said taking a seat on my counter.

I glanced at the clock, 6:50. Ethan would be here in 10 minutes.

“uh we were going to have a girls night, but you know what I can just cancel.” I said running over and grabbing my phone. I quickly sent a text to Ethan.

: Grayson showed up at my place wanting to hang out, what should I do?

I quickly got a reply from Ethan.

Ethan: just ditch him, tell him you already have plans.

: I can’t just ditch him Ethan, he bought pizza and a movie already.

Ethan: well I planned out a whole date…

“I mean if you had plans, it’s fine. I’ll eat this pizza and watch a movie by myself.” Grayson said.

I felt bad. I didn’t want to disappoint Grayson or Ethan. I wish I could be in two places at once!

“awe G, I don’t want you to be alone.” I said frowning.

I quickly sent another text to Ethan.

: I don’t want to disappoint either of you, I’m so torn E.

I seriously didn’t know what to do. my phone vibrated with another text from Ethan.

Ethan: I was really looking forward to tonight. :(

I frowned looking at his text.

“It’s okay, I can tell you really want to hang out with your friends tonight, but you’re mine tomorrow so don’t make any plans!” Grayson said suddenly standing in front of me.  

“are you sure G?” I asked still feeling horrible.

“I’m sure.” He said smiling.

“tomorrow we’ll have a best friend day, I promise!” I said giving him a big hug.

Grayson wrapped his arms around me giving me a tight hug.

“good, I miss my best friend!” Grayson said laughing.

“I’ll always be here for you G, no matter what.” I said punching his shoulder lightly.

He smiled before picking up his pizza and walking to the door.

“have fun tonight, but not too much fun.” He smirked waving goodbye.

I waved goodbye before pulling my phone out and texting Ethan again.

: get your cute butt over here and take me on a date

Ethan: but what about Grayson?

: I told him I had plans and he understood. I mean if you don’t want to go on our date now..

Ethan: I’ll be over in 10

 I smiled as I quickly ran out the door pushing the elevator button. Of course with my luck the elevator wasn’t working. I took off my heels skipping down the stairs. I was out of breath when I finally made it all the way down the stairs. I walked out the door seeing Ethan standing there with a bouquet of roses this time. Ethan had on a dress shirt and dress pants, honestly he looked extremely handsome.

“wow you look so beautiful.” He said walking up to me.

“damn E, you clean up nice.” I said rubbing a hand down his arm.

“shall we?” He asked offering me his arm.

I laughed slipping my arm through his. He led me to the car opening my door like a gentlemen. He ran around getting in the drivers seat.

“so what do you have planned?” I asked.

“it’s a surprise.” He said smirking at me.

“last time you said it’s a surprise I almost drowned.” I said laughing at the memory.

“but you didn’t did you?” He said joining in on my laughter.

“no some guy saved me before he went all asshole on me because he was jealous of his twin brother.” I said smirking at him.

“that guy sounds like a douchebag never heard of that guy.” Ethan said laughing.

“how was hanging out with Grayson by the way?” I asked concerned for my friend.

“it was good, I missed him. He really adores you, you know that right? I don’t know where he would be right now if it wasn’t for you.” Ethan said looking at me.

Grayson and I met when he was going through a really rough time. He was really unhappy and he struggled to find the joy in things. He says I talked him out of it, I don’t know how but I was happy I could help him.

“He’s pretty great too.” I said smiling.

“but not as great as me right?” Ethan asked with his signature smirk.

“oh I get it. that was like a joke, except not funny.” I said smirking at E.

“I was starting to think you ran out of insults for me.” He said pulling up to a stop sign.

“you know being a bitch is a tough job, but someone’s got to do it.” I said earning a laugh from Ethan.

“we’re here.” Ethan said turning off the car.

We were at the entrance to the woods.

“are you planning on killing me? Can I at least get a head start?” I asked him seriously.

Ethan laughed before getting out of the car. He walked around opening my door for me.

“trust me, you’ll love it.” He said offering me his hand.

I took his hand intertwining our fingers. He led me down a path which was not easy to walk in heels by the way.

“Ethan where are we going?” I asked laughing as I almost tripped over a stick.

“babe that’s the fifth time you asked me, we’re almost there.” He said laughing too.

Finally I saw a clearing come into sight.

“oh my god, Ethan it’s so beautiful.” I gasped as I looked at the sight before me.

“you think so?” He asked staring at me.

I walked around looking at how much effort Ethan put in.

“Ethan, no one has ever done something this nice for me.” I admitted wrapping my arms around Ethan’s neck.

“I’m glad you like it.” Ethan said kissing my forehead.

I leaned in resting my head on his shoulder. Ethan wrapped his arms around me in a tight hug.

“I thought a lantern lit dinner and then a little star gazing, does that sound good to you?” He asked making me look up.

“it sounds perfect.” I said smiling.

Ethan led me over to the table pulling out my chair.

“How long did all this take you?” I asked once again admiring Ethan’s work.

“I wanted to impress you, is it too much?” Ethan asked nervously.

“E, it’s perfect.” I said grabbing his hand.

Ethan and I ate dinner and talked about little things. I never thought in a million years I’d be here on a date with Ethan Dolan. I also never imagined that I would be falling for him. We were finishing up eating when Ethan pulled out his phone and a little speaker.

“E, what are you doing?” I asked.

He ignored me as he plugged his phone in to the speaker and started scrolling through it. Suddenly my favorite song was blaring through the speaker.

“how did you know this was my favorite song?” I asked.

“I uh heard you singing it the other day.” Ethan said smiling at me.

I could feel my cheeks burn with embarrassment.

“Falling Slowly sort of describes us right now.” Ethan said extending his hand for me.

I smiled taking his hand. He pulled me off the chair and in to his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck while he wrapped his around my waist. We swayed back and forth to the music wrapped up in each others arms.

“sing to me.” Ethan said smiling.

“I can’t sing Eth.” I said laughing.

“please, you have a beautiful voice.” He said leaning his forehead on mine.

“falling slowly sing your melody, I’ll sing it loud.” I sang lightly making Ethan smile.

We stopped dancing as the song stopped.

“this has been the most perfect date I’ve ever been on so thank you Ethan.” I said shyly smiling down at the ground.

Ethan grabbed my chin making me look up at him. He leaned in putting his perfect plump lips on mine. He cupped my cheek deepening the kiss. I put my hands in his hair lightly tugging at the end of it. I pulled away running out of breath.

“you make me crazy.” Ethan said breathing heavily.

“hopefully in a good way.” I said laughing a little but I was still quite out of breath myself.

“in the best of ways.” He said pecking my lips once more.

Ethan pulled out a little blanket spreading it on the ground. He spread out on the blanket before offering me his hand. I took off my heels and sat down relaxing in to him. He wrapped his arms around me and we cuddled on the blanket staring at the stars.

“wow it’s so pretty.” I said looking at the twinkling stars.

I glanced over to Ethan but he was already staring at me.

“the stars aren’t the only beautiful thing here tonight.” He said smiling at me.

“yeah, I think you’d beat them in a beauty contest.” I said smirking at him.

“I was talking about the beautiful girl beside me. It isn’t just her looks, it’s her personality too. I didn’t use to like her because she wasn’t afraid to tell me off but the more I got to know her I found out a couple things. she’s extremely loyal to the people she cares about, she puts others before herself, she has a very good sense of humor, and she has the cutest laugh, that’s the kind of stuff that makes her truly beautiful, and I was really blind to it before.” Ethan said looking at his hands.

I couldn’t help the blush that spread to my cheeks as I watched Ethan.

“that reminds me of this boy I used to hate, I thought the only thing he cared about was hooking up, but it turns out he’s got a lot of depth to him. He’s super romantic, he laughs at all my jokes, he’s actually a really good kisser, but he constantly worries what others think and he shouldn’t because he’s pretty damn near perfect.” I said making Ethan finally look up at me.

we stared at each other for what felt like hours but in reality was only a couple seconds.

“did we just have a break through?” I asked giggling a little bit.

“I think we did.” Ethan said laughing.

Ethan and I talked for a little while longer.

“we should get going, it’s getting late.” Ethan said showing me the time on his phone.

It was midnight.

“you’re right, I’m supposed to hang out with Grayson tomorrow, but don’t get all jealous now.” I said sticking my tongue out at him.

“you’re never going to let that go are you?” He said rolling his eyes.

“nope, now race you to the car!” I said before getting up and sprinting towards the car.

I could hear Ethan quickly catching up to me. I couldn’t control the laughter that spilled out of my mouth. It was always fun with Ethan, he didn’t even have to try. Ethan finally caught up to me, grabbing me and throwing me over his shoulder.

“let me down you loser!” I said smacking his butt.

“smacking my ass makes me want to hold on to you longer.” Ethan said laughing.

He got to the car, setting me down on the hood. He stood between my legs rubbing his hands up and down on my thighs. I grabbed the back of his neck pulling his lips to meet mine. Ethan immediately kissed me back slipping his tongue in my mouth. He pulled away both of us again out of breath.

“told you I wouldn’t be able to keep my hands to myself.” Ethan said smirking.

I rolled my eyes before playfully pushing him away from me. He helped me hop of the hood of the car and opened my car door. I slipped in with the biggest smile I’d ever worn. He drove home in silence, but it was perfect. Our hands were intertwined, and every so often we would glance at each other with a smile. I was kind of sad when he arrived at my apartment complex. I went to thank him for the date again but he cut me off.

“don’t thank me, you deserve it. you deserve to be happy, you deserve to live a life that lights you up, don’t ever forget that.” Ethan said.

“goodnight E.” I said leaning in and pecking his lips.

“don’t have too many dreams about me tonight.” He said laughing.

I couldn’t fight how happy I was as I got out of the car and walked in to my complex. I bit my lip thinking about Ethan’s lips on mine. He was perfect, dangerously perfect. It wasn’t just one thing it was everything about him. It was the way he clenched his jaw when he was concentrating, or the way his eyes light up when he laughs, or how he does that little cute half smile.

“ah I remember being young and in love.” A voice says from behind me.

I turn around to see an elderly lady waiting to get on the elevator I was blocking.

“I’m sorry.” I quickly apologized before entering.

“It’s okay dear, first loves are always the greatest.” She said walking in as well.

“how could you tell?” I asked her.

“that smile says it all, but beware first loves are the best but also the hardest to let go of.” She said before getting off on her floor.

Her words sunk in. It was just a game after all, a game that I was losing terribly at. I didn’t care about the game anymore, all I cared about was Ethan. I craved his kiss, his touch, his presence. I craved him because I was in love with him.

“I’m in love with him.” I said slowly.

It was weird and wonderful at the same time.

“I’m in love with him.” I said surely this time.

I just hope he’s in love with me too. I didn’t sleep much that night, my mind was too focused on the thought of Ethan Dolan. A loud knock woke me from my half-slumber. I got up and opened my door to see Grayson.

“thought we could grab some breakfast, my treat.” He said smiling.

“let me change quick.” I said smiling at him.

I quickly put on some jeans and a sweatshirt before walking back out to meet Grayson.

“I’m starving let’s go” I said earning a laugh from Grayson.

Grayson drove us to a local diner where we always ate breakfast. If they had a worlds best pancakes award it would go to that diner.

“how was your night, did you have fun?” Grayson asked taking a bite of his blueberry pancakes.

“it was great, in fact probably one of the best night’s I’ve had in a while.” I said smiling.

“Ouch!” Grayson said shoving me playfully.

“oh shut up you goof, you know I always have fun with you.” I said throwing a blueberry at him.

“geez I can’t take you anywhere.” Grayson said before popping the blueberry in his mouth.

I laughed at him throwing another one at him.

“you seem different.” Grayson said stealing a strawberry off my plate.

“what do you mean?” I asked stabbing his hand with my fork as he reached for another.

“I mean you just seem happier.” He said quickly stealing another strawberry.

“I’m not going to be happy if you keep stealing strawberries from me.” I said glaring at him.

Grayson laughed raising his hands in defense. We finished eating our breakfast, I ended up giving Grayson the rest of my strawberries. He drove me home and we sang to Kid Cudi in our loudest most obnoxious voices. Grayson was obsessed with Kid Cudi, it was kind of adorable. He pulled up to my apartment shutting off the car.

“so uh E and I are having a party tonight, and I would really like it if you came. I know you don’t like Ethan but we can ignore him and just hang out and..” Grayson started rambling.

“of course I’ll come G.” I said cutting him off.

“great, I’ll see you later tonight.” Grayson said giving me a hug.

I got out of the car walking back to my apartment. My phone lit up with a text from Ethan.

Ethan: Grayson and I are having a party tonight, you in?

: G just invited me so yeah I’m in.

Ethan: but that means we can’t hang out right, cause you don’t want Grayson to know.

: Ethan it’s not that I don’t want him to know, I’m just not ready to tell him yet. We can still hang out we just have to make it seem like we still semi-hate each other.

Ethan: I can respect that. I’ll see you tonight.

: see you tonight!

Ethan: oh and Y/N?

: yeah?

Ethan: I semi-hate you (;

: I semi-hate you too <3

I laughed before laying on my couch. I ended up falling asleep due to the lack of sleep from the night before. I woke up a couple messages on my phone from Ethan and Grayson. I opened Grayson’s message first.

Grayson: party starts at 6:00 at the warehouse, don’t worry there will be other girls there

I checked the clock, it was 5:00. I quickly sent a text back to Grayson.

: okay thanks G, see you in an hour.

I opened Ethan’s messages next.

Ethan: Grayson is annoying me.

Ethan: he’s trying his best to make this party perfect.

Ethan: I mean I’m the life of the party.

Ethan: all I have to do is show up.

Ethan: he told me to clean my room.

Ethan: the party isn’t going to be in my room.

Ethan: tell him to stop, I’m begging you.

Ethan: Y/N stop ignoring me I need attention!

Ethan: I feel like a clingy ex-girlfriend.

Ethan: I’m going to stop now.

Ethan: I still semi-hate you by the way.

Ethan: okay goodbye see you later.

Ethan: that was my last message.

Ethan: I mean this message is my last message, goodbye.

I couldn’t stop laughing as I read each text. I typed a reply feeling tears roll down my cheeks from laughing to much.

: dang E, why you so obsessed with me?

Ethan: you make it hard not to be (; I have to get ready, catch you later cutie.

I quickly picked out a pair of jeans along with a sweater and cardigan. I curled my hair and applied some light make-up before heading over to the twins warehouse. I got there a little after 6:00 because I hate showing up early for parties. I walk in seeing a lot of teenagers and hearing loud music.

“Y/N!” Grayson called over the music.

I looked around finally spotting him. I ran over giving him a hug.

“who are all these people?” I asked looking around the room.

I only spotted a few faces I knew like David Dobrik, Zane Hijazi, and Toddy Smith.

“most of them are Ethan’s friends.” Grayson shouted over the music.

speaking of Ethan, I didn’t. see him anywhere. I shrugged my shoulders following Grayson. Grayson and I hung out with David, who brought his girlfriend Liza, Zane, and Aaron.

“you guys are crazy.” I said, my side hurting from laughing too much.

“crazy in love.” David said earning a smack from Liza and making me laugh some more.

“oh my god I’m going to pee myself if I don’t go now.” I said getting up from where we were sitting.

“can I join?" Toddy asked wiggling his eyebrows.

"that’s a solid no.” Grayson said throwing a pillow at Toddy and Zane.

I smiled walking away from the boys and Liza. I heard conversation happening near the bathroom making me stop. I peered around the corner seeing Ethan with a girl.

“seriously Ethan, you ignore me for a week and now you don’t want to kiss me. I’m your girlfriend Ethan.” the girl said crossing her arms across her chest.

girlfriend?

“I know, I’m sorry. Come here babe.” Ethan said kissing her.

I could literally hear the sound of my heart breaking. I took a deep breath trying to prevent the tears from falling. I cleared my throat making Ethan pull away from the girl. He looked at me his eyes going wide in horror.

“Y/N I..” Ethan started but I immediately cut him off.

“save it Ethan." I said pushing past him.

I fought through the teenagers finally reaching the front door. At this point tears were streaming down my face. How could I be so stupid? It wasn’t real, none of it was real.  

"Y/N wait please let me explain.” Ethan shouted catching the attention of everyone including Grayson.

I got out the door as quickly as I could but not quick enough. Ethan caught my arm stopping me.

“please let me explain.” Ethan pleaded.

“Ethan, I don’t want an explanation. It’s my fault. I was so stupid for thinking that this was anything but a game. It was just a game after all right, I was the stupid one who let myself fall in love with you. You know I knew you were going to break my heart, but a part of me really hoped you wouldn’t.” I said feeling embarrassed.

“it wasn’t just a game for me either. I mean I had a girlfriend the entire time but I swear everything I said and everything I did, it was genuine.” Ethan defended.

“well congratulations Ethan you won the game but you lost me.” I said walking away.

part three maybe?