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hey y’all, i’ve decided i need a fresh start in the world of fic writing so i’m moving all of my future written works to @eerielamb! i’m leaving this blog up bc i have sideblogs i’ll still be active on and i want to keep this main blog as an archive of my past works. it’s been fun! if we were mutuals on here and i haven’t followed you on my new blog yet, please message me!! my following list is literally 1000’s long on here so finding everyone has been difficult and i want to continue to follow as many of my beloved mutuals as possible!

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This is the absolute last time I will be speaking on this. I have already stated that I apologized to the person involved in this, and then proceeded to make a post telling people to stop sending them hate. Which I NEVER TOLD ANYONE TO DO. I never “sent anyone after them” and after I spoke to them privately me and anyone who reblogged the post with their name in it, deleted it. 

Any posts that came after that were in support of me in a GENERAL SENSE, because this is something that has actually been happening to me. And I’ve been taking a lot of hits on here in general. I also stated several times that this was never just about that person. Anything said about them beyond the original post was in response to reactions to this situation. A situation that didn’t need to become what it was. Nobody in this situation deserved to receive hate  thrown their way. 

In my mind, apologizing and asking people to leave this person alone, was the end of it. But then a post name dropping all my friends was made. Which, to me, is a bit hypocritical considering the entire reason this situation happened was because of name dropping. Now we are all getting hate. My friends never insulted them once. Never attacked THEM AS A PERSON. But now we are getting death threats and excessive hate, being called nasty names. Everyone is entitled to their feelings and to post whatever they want but I feel it only lit a fire on something that could’ve ended between me and this person. 

I’m not going to sit here and defend myself and hash out the entire situation publicly again, even though thats what some of you want. The only person that I owed an apology in this situation, received one privately. I apologize for all the drama that came out of this situation, I’m not a messy person and I’m not confrontational. Even if to some of you it seems like it. The people who know me, know who I am. And the people who don’t, you can form whatever opinion you’d like of me after this. I’m not “running away” I just said all I had to say about the situation and I needed a break from being attacked over something I assumed was solved. 

That being said, I have been considering taking a hiatus previous to this. I’ve just been feeling really negative about a lot of the things I’ve been seeing lately and I think I just need to take a step back for a bit. I’m not sure how long it will be for. I just need a break. To my mutuals, my readers, my friends, thank you for always supporting me and my work. You’ve made this journey a wonderful one through the ups and downs. I’ve loved writing for you all, I loved creating weird!girl and all my different little worlds and I’m hoping I can find that love again through taking a break from it. I love you all. 

-Dolly. 

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i’m not in an emotionally stable enough place right now to insert myself into unnecessary drama but i need to say that i am wholeheartedly on dolly’s side in this whole ridiculous situation. being young is not an excuse to disregard fandom etiquette and i don’t appreciate the lack of integrity when it comes to respecting others’ original works. that’s all i’m going to say on the matter. if you don’t like what i’ve said here, don’t attempt to argue, i won’t respond. just block me.

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if i saw drew in the streets i’d be CHARGING at him with a box of beard dye, an angled brush, and a dream. LET ME DYE YOUR BROWS SIR.

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I’m going to fucking kill myself GOODNIGHT!!! I swear my love for this man gets lower everyday 🫠

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“Can I be mean for a second” I would not care if you killed the bitch in front of me. Now what’s bothering you queen

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posting is like bloodletting

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i love when men are men. thank your for paying for my meals. thank you for opening my doors. thank you for letting me yap. thank you for holding my hand. thank you for reminding me how beautiful i am. thank you for making plans. thank you for the surprises. thank you for talking things out with me. thank you for driving. thank you for the gentle love and thank you for not complaining about any of that.

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i could add a few more stages to grief if they let me

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