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We are approaching the second spring since I’ve fallen in love with you. And I promise to keep falling in love with you with every bird chirping. With every flower blooming. Every sunset. I’ll love you through this growthful spring. I’ll love you more through the heat of July and continue to do so when the leaves start to fall in September. Even during the coldest nights of December, the warmth of my love will remain. I’ll love you through every season and every weather because my love for you is louder than thunder and provides shelter through rain.

— I love you, forever.

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– Audrey Hepburn

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I want to see myself happy again.

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My side of the story doesn't matter anymore. Life happened, I healed, but most importantly I learned who deserves a seat at my table and who will never sit at it again.

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Our hearts beat for each other in all the wrong rhythms, in all the wrong ways.

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If you ever heard the way I speak about you to everyone I know, you would’ve never doubted my love for you. Even now, even after everything that has happened, you wouldn���t question the love I have for you in my heart.

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Our souls are so intertwined, it can never be undone. My whole heart belongs to you.

— I love you in every way possible and then some more.

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Thanks to you I understand and like myself a little bit more.

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But if you ever leave, just promise me you’ll remember us. How we used to laugh for hours at a time. How you called me right after we saw each other because we couldn’t get enough of our conversations. How I used to pout the second you had to leave. How the world fell quiet when I was laying on your chest. The inside jokes that only we found funny. The million kisses we’ve exchanged over the year. The glances we’d give when we were in company. The undeniable chemistry which only got more powerful over time. The hardships we’ve faced but always came out of stronger than before. If, for whatever reason, you ever decide to leave, please remember the way we loved. I sure will.

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- f.k.q

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— David Cronenberg, Consumed

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Everyone I’ll ever love will know your name and every one of them will despise you.

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As the days get longer, I still think of you and hope you are doing well.

— I hope you think of me the same way.

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Deep down I always knew where I stood with you. Hope might’ve blurred the lines a bit but I knew.