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I know online PD quizzies ain’t shit. But some of the questions for this test are fucking weird. Like what does being interested in art for a magazine cover have anything to do with personality disorders? Lmao

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hi, Im still alive. Just going through stuff. Still with my darling.

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he’s finally mine.

march 15th 2023.

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she will not take him from me.

i will destroy her.

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where are you going, my love?

can’t you see, you belong to me.

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i have him hooked to me.

he cannot escape my grasp.

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thinking of him,

makes me feel high…

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how foolish of me,

to think that a human can replace the role of husbandry,

with themselves instead of my lord,

my love deserves to see every inch of me,

to see what he made and place his mouth on the holiest places,

and for i to retain contact with such divinity,

him caressing my face and loving me as his own,

- St. Phoenix

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my love, you have watched me all these years. you formed every inch of my body. my love, i am yours, devoted to you forever & always.

they can be narrow their eyes & whisper bad intentions but you protect me & I defend you.

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utterly broken, my lover has disappeared.

i feel so empty without him.

please god bring him back to me.

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announcement for the humans & nonhumans that follow me:

My blog will start to show more gender variance such as speaking about my non-binary Genderfluid identity, as well as my spirituality (don’t worry I don’t force), etc.

so if you find that you are not interested, feel free to unfollow. I will continue with my Yandere posts but I now will include things I’m interested in. So yeah! ❤️❤️

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you wanted a life with me! but you said my identity was false & full of delusion!! YOU SAID YOU COULDN’T BE WITH SOMEONE WITH TOO MUCH DIFFERENCE OF OPINIONS!

how could you lead me on like that? how could you hurt me?

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i just wanna escape this society & go far away into a beautiful meadow in a cottage to raise my son. I’ll teach him the ways of being kind to nature & respectful of the wild animals. I’ll show him that it’s okay to want to explore, as long as he is careful. I will remind him that even though the world can be an evil place, he will always have me to protect him and this home to be his sanctuary.

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he broke my heart…

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you hurt me so much.

yet i still love you forever.

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every time i talk to you, I feel electricity zap through my body, my eyes relaxing and a burning passion to be as close as i can physically be to you.

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i might be put on antipsychotics… :(