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Merry Christmas girl. Saw it just now. Thanks for the message and greetings, you're the sweetest.  I love you and I miss you so much.  From being roommates, we've become friends and now we're sisses forever! I'm just lucky I have you. I miss the good old times. I hope we can catch up soon?! No! Let's catch up soon! Hehe. I'm not very good with words but please do remember that I'm always here for you. Enjoy the rest of the year. And please say my regards to Tito, Tita, Oben, and Andrei. I miss you all. :* Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. :* 

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Happy Happy 20th birthday Nikki! We miss you so much. I miss all the bonding moments. From swimming-party nights-tambay-movie marathon-soundtrip-foodtrip-all nighters-kupalan moments etc etc. I miss your weirdness and corny jokes. I miss your kwentoes about your creepy dreams. I miss seeing you doing those crazy moves everytime the intro of 'The Eye of the Tiger' plays. Your so tiny voice whenever you sing. Etc etc. I miss the whole you. Magpakita ka na ulit samin!!! Hope next year makasama ka na ulit namin. And I hope you're doing well wherever you are. Pasalubong pagbalik mo please? Huhuhaha. We love you midget Nikki!!! :-*

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Enough for today! Yes, I'm a contender and I'll fight 'til the end. ツ

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This is why I hate being alone and wide awake. I am thinking of so much things. My insecurities, "what-could-have-beens", and "what ifs". I hate it so much. It always leave broken.

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Thoughts before turning 20.

More than 8 hours from now, I'm turning 20. One step up in life. Not a teen anymore. But before I left my teenage years, I just want to reminisce what I learned on the last year of being a -teen.

1. Keep moving forward. For the past years of being a teen, I've done so many things that I regret. I always wish to go back to the past and straighten all those up...but that's impossible. So impossible. Teenage years is the most crucial part of life, there were days na nagiging mapusok and decisions are so uncertain but what else can we do? Nangyari na, you can't undo it anymore. So instead na ikulong mo yung sarili mo sa past why go out and see the what's in store for you. Let go of the past and just keep moving forward. You may not be happy on what you are right now, but just move on and reach for your dreams. Be the best that you can be and most of all, don't repeat all the past mistakes that you've done.

2.  Set your priorities. Since I was young, my parents are always telling me to set my priorities. Noon akala ko wala lang, hindi mahalaga but as time goes by nung dumadami na ang nakapalibot sa mundo ko, suddenly I realized how important it is to set your priorities. Hindi pwedeng mag "mini mi nee mo" ka na lang because even though you don't want to choose, most of the time the world will still let you choose. God, family, friends, work, academics, social life, lovelife and so many more. Imagine, you only have 24 hours in a day and you have a lot of things surrounding you. You must know where to go first if ever na magsabay-sabay sila. Mahirap pumili, kaya mahirap tong gawin. We should be bright about setting these.

3. Time management. This collaborates with the previous item. We only have 365 days in a year, 30 dayas in a month, 7 days  a week. and 24 hours a day, imagine onting oras para sa maga dapat mong gawin sa buhay mo. This is so hard to do, for me at least, it's so hard to fit in all the things I want and I need to do. Minsan talaga may kailangan kang igive up eh. Kaya nga priorities should be tied up to this, because that is where you will based this one. And yes, until now hindi ko pa din namamaster to.

4. Friends come and go. This hurts me. I hate goodbyes. I hate being left, but hey, this is reality so kahit ayaw ko, mangyayari. And yes, I've experienced this a lot. May mga tao na akala mo nandyan lagi, pero sa mga times na you're crying for herp biglang wala sila. ANd it really breaks my hearts, I don't know, maybe because I value my friends so much. I'm willing to be with them in times they need me. I'm willing to lend my one hand if they need. Pero hindi lahat ng tao ganun. May aalis, may dadating. ANd you should live with it.

5. Love yourself. This is the most important thing I've realized, you should love who you are. You should accept yourself. Kasi sa huli, ikaw lang din naman mag-isa. Don't get too attached. Kahit yang mga kaibigan mo na sobrang close mo ngayon, in the future magkakatrabaho yan, magkakapamilya, at mawawalan sila ng oras sayo. Hindi naman nila kasalanan yun kasi miski ikaw gagawin mo yun. Kaya learn to love yourseld. Matuto ka sa sarili mo. You should love yourself for you to be brave to face things that might go into your way. Live for yourself and not for others.

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★★★★★

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I miss you Laruuuh! Come home na. Malapit na birthday ko. :( Do your business there quick and bring your ass here ASAP!! Don't forget our pasalubongs. Hahaha. Lav yahhh. ♥ #clingysis

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Look what boredom did to me!  Happy Monday everyone. ★ツ

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I swear this is such a grear movie. I loved the twists and turns. Makes me want to be a mentalist. 

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Love yah girls. ♥ツ

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Wanna play hide and clap before you go to sleep?!!! NO WAAAY! This movie scared the hell out of me. This is now my second best scary movie. Now, let's try to go to sleep. #theconjuring

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AMEN.

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Doing grocery shopping with this cute little girl. #niece (at Puregold zabarte)

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You can help. :] #cordillerayouth

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Even the sky is mourning... This is so heartbreaking. Gone too soon. #RIPCoryMonteith #staystrongLea

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Woke up to these two things I love the most! Yaaay. #sweets #food

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Minions at this wee hours? Ohhh yes, you can say that! :] #despicableme #highscore