dustycandlescent

[dustycandlescent]

constantly flipping from feeling nothing to being absolutely feral

haven’t really had feelings since reading greywaren???? like i think they might be gone. i’m not even in the sweetmetal sea i’m just in a bottomless pit of despair. or like a pit of nothing. people who have read greywaren: is this ur experience as well??? tried googling the problem to no avail

like this is me always:

[dustycandlescent]

so real

[dustycandlescent]

the raven cycle being about the relentless pursuit of appearing on the outside as you do on the inside, of making yourself understandable or dying trying to be understood, the way the only thing that matters to these kids is to not be misunderstood, misinterpreted or thought to be any worse or better than what they are on their own merit but also having the truest versions of themselves be so deeply intertwined,,, i need to sit down

[dustycandlescent]

the raven cycle being about the relentless pursuit of appearing on the outside as you do on the inside, of making yourself understandable or dying trying to be understood, the way the only thing that matters to these kids is to not be misunderstood, misinterpreted or thought to be any worse or better than what they are on their own merit but also having the truest versions of themselves be so deeply intertwined,,, i need to sit down

[dustycandlescent]

"Red white and royal blue is too cringy" "heartstopper is too unrealistic" yeah maybe but so is every single other rom com under the sun. Why does queer media always need to be realistic and profound while straight stories get more freedom to be silly and fantastical?