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I just hit my first GW three days early! I'm almost back into the 130s 😍

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This is the spooky post that helps you lose weight.

✨Reblog to lose as many pounds as you can this September to wear your dream Halloween costume✨

~Stay safe, lovelies~

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According to losertown, if I keep up my diet I could be 114lbs by Halloween. I could wear any costume I want!

Even better, I'd hit my UGW on Christmas!!

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Anyone else want to be thinner for the fall?🍊

I have no idea how much I weigh now because my scales at home. I feel like I’m ballooning up like a whale in college. If you’re 18+ with a relatively high bmi like me, let’s try losing 30 pounds this month together. (:

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❤❤❤ I have a skirt just like that in pink, but it's so tight I can't wear it. It's been in my closest for like two years.

This is such thinspo 😍

08.27.2018 // 5’8”, 111lbs (not sucking in)

gotta say the feeling of this american apparel size small skirt being too big is so surreal lmao part of me is like yaaass biiitch but then the other part of me is like ehh that ain’t good sis but anyway ya🤷🏻‍♀️i feel pretty okay today

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This is so vivid, I love it.

💕MEANSPO💕🔥TRIGGER WARNING🔥

It’s the same routine; I wake up in a body I hate and sleep in the same prison cell of fat. And I’m sick of it. I’m sick. 

I’m sick of this body I don’t love. I’m sick of this life that I hate. I’m sick of the longing, the pain and the tears. I’m sick of never reaching my ambitions, my goals and my dreams. I’m sick of wishing on birthday candles.

I want to be skinny.

I want people to carry me from the couch to my bed like they did when I was a kid and my worries weren’t about how big my thighs looked in that dress I’ve been starving to wear. I want to hold a baseball bat and blow a wad of bubble gum. Have a ciggarette between my lips and a painting of beautiful makeup on a practically perfect face. I want to wear lacy, thigh high socks under a baggy, pastel pink sweater with a bow in my hair. I want to tuck a tanktop in my tracksuits and have earphones in my ears and not worry about how much skin I was showing, how much I was hiding.

God damn do I want it all.

But I can’t.

And compared to the picture perfect darling I could turn out to be, a few months of excersise and no food doesn’t sound that hard. But it is. And it’s a game, one I will never win with how little I seem to try.

God damn do I want it all.

I’m sick.

And I’m tired.

But god damn, do I want it all.

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Her body is just perfect😍soon I’ll get there!

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reblog if you’re

(At least 2 of the following)

-in highschool/uni

-post regularly

-post fall related thinspo

-SW is 140+ lbs

-5’5 or under

-struggle with binges very often

I’m not following many accounts so I want to find some people to follow⭐️

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🖤🖤🖤🖤

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Do you like being the fat one of your friends?

No?

Then why are you still eating all that crap?

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schools more stressful when u have an ed

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hi i’m back <33

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i do what i do, 그니까 넌 너나 잘하셔/so mind your own business