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my last post was in fact in reference to a steddie fic

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something about crying at 2:08 AM alone in bed

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don’t know what it says about me, but my newest obsession is the movie metal lords

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studio ghibli movies are the embodiment of a hug

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i am unwell

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did i just listen to work song by hozier and lie in my bed with all my lights off? am i now crying? the answer to both is yes

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what the fuck is up with charm bracelets? why do guys in movies always give their girlfriends charm bracelets?? literally who is wearing a charm bracelet in this day and age

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don’t mind me, just hyper fixating over any and all portrayals of a stable relationship

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why is it fucking impossible for teens in movies to be played by actual teens?!?! If a director or producer or whoever really wants some twenty something actor/actress to play a character in their movie, then make the characters older!! netflix, i’m looking at you and your horrendous portrayal of teens in supposed teen movies

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honestly tho what even is chemistry; at this point the things i learned in general chemistry have no meaning

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dumb

dude why do we do such dumb shit in high school? what’s the point of being dramatic and petty if all it does is rob you of years you could have been friends with someone? i wish there was a way to yell at my 16 year old self. she was dumb. she was dumb and petty and gave up on a friendship after stupid drama happened. literally all that needed to happen was a thoughtful conversation. and now at 18 i’m friends with the person again and they are awesome and i’m sad that i missed out on 2+ years of awesome friendship we could have had.

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bwah

my best friend is dating one of our good friends and i love them both but sometimes i wanna yell because they’re together all the time. i’ll be tryna reach my best friend cuz we said we were gonna do something with all our friends and she just doesn’t pick up because she’s at her boyfriends house. and the reason i know that is because i’m using my basic intuition, not because she told me where she was.

bwah. i’m not trying to complain i’m just frustrated. i miss hanging out with just her. bwah

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how did i do this

don’t know how, but i just ended up listening to the les mis soundtrack. now i’m crying. guess i’ll just crawl in bed now.