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Look me straight dead in the eye !

Tell me that you don’t love me and never did , tell me that what we had meant absolutely nothing to you , tell me you want nothing to do with me , tell me that you want me gone and out of your life for good and when you have the ability to say all those and mean it , that’s when I’ll make my final decision and decide that you are no longer worthy of my time and tears . ✌🏻

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How long do I have to wait ?

Until you open your eyes and realize what’s right here in front of you ? Do I have to scream it in your face about how much you’re hurting me ? How many times do I have to cry until you figure out just how much I’m trying for you ? Do you need to see proof like the bruises and battle scars I’ve acquired throughout this entire relationship , just so you can see how hard I’m fighting for you ? For us ? How long must I be gone for you to notice ? For you to even miss me ? How far do I have to run until you chase after me ?? How many times must I fall until you realize I’m in love with you ? How far do I have to climb to reach you !? I’m waiting for you . I’m giving my all to you .. I’m sitting here , crying my heart out in agony and pain , waiting for you to just open your eyes . Stop looking for love when I’m right here in front of you . Giving it to you on a silver platter . Please .. How long must I wait until you see , that I could be the one for you .. 😞😞

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I stopped loving you the moment I realized that you were destroying me . You meant everything to me and you just played with my feelings like I was only there for your amusement . And no , I couldn’t just walk away , it took time to adjust to a life without the one person I really , truly thought I needed to survive . Do you want to know what I realized after months of missing you ? I realized that the only person I really needed , was me . That was my first true happy moment since you . I guess I need to thank you , though . If it wasn’t for you , I’d still be looking for validation and acceptance in others . Yes , I loved you . I could see a future with you . But I wonder if at the end of the day , I turned up meaning more to you than you meant to me .

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ι αм ʝυℓιє , тнє ℘єʀsσи ωнσ cαღє ιитσ тнιs ωσʀℓ∂ αℓσиє αи∂ ιs ɢσιиɢ тσ ℓєαѵє αℓσиє . Ɯιℓℓ вє sтʀσиɢ єиσʋɢн тσ ɢσ αғтєʀ ωнαт ι ωαит ∂єs℘ιтє ғαιℓʋʀє . βєcαʋsє ι ғαιℓ σиє тιღє ∂σєsи'т мєαи ι ɢιѵє ʋ℘ , ιт мєαиs ι мσѵє σи αи∂ ι мσѵє ғσʀωαʀ∂ ωιтн мʏ ℓιғє！тσ ∂σ αɢαιи 。💕😊

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σnє ∂αɣ ʏσʋ'ℓℓ мιss мє αn∂ ʏσʋ'ℓℓ sєαʀcн ғσʀ мє вʋт , ʏσʋ ωσи'т вє αɓℓє тσ ғιи∂ мє 。

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Ɍєαℓℓɣ nσω , ∂σиτ ғʋcκιи' sαɣ ʏσʋ ɢσииα ∂σ sσღєтнιиɢ ωнєи ʏσʋʀ ∂ʋмвαss κиσω ʏσʋ'ʀє иσт ɢσииα ℘υℓℓ тнʀσʋɢн！🙄😒

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042217 MEMORIES || "ι ωιsн нeαѵen нα∂ α ℘hσne sσ ι cαn нeαr ɣσʋr ѵσιce σne ℓαsт τιღe 。" 😞😞 Ƭσ∂αɣ мαrκs 12 ʏeαʀs sιnce ɣσʋ ℓeғт ʋs. Nσt α ∂αɣ ℊσes вʏ тнαт ι ∂σn't тнιnκ σғ ɣσʋ .. ι ℓσѵe αn∂ мιss ɣσʋ ∂eαʀℓɣ ! Ƥℓeαse cσnтιnʋe тσ ωαтcн σѵer ʋs . ʆσѵe ʏσʋ тнen , nσω , αn∂ αℓωαɣs ! 💕🙏🏻

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Awwwwww , HOW CUUHHHUUUTEEE ! 💕 I WANT ! 😩😭😭

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Ɖσn’t ℓet sσღeσne вecσღe α ℘rισrιτɣ ιn ɣσʋr ℓιғe ωнen ɣσʋ αre αℓωαɣs αn σ℘тισn ιn тнeir ℓιғe 。

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It all started because she had gag reflex while sucking on a straw trying to get the boba out of her drink .. HAHA ! Oh man , I can't with my friend . 😂😂🤷🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

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ALWAYS ..

Ƭhere’s σne ℘ersσn ιn ɣσʋr ℓιғɛ ɣσʋ ωιℓℓ αℓωαɣs hαѵe α "тнιɴɢ" ғσr . Ɩt ∂σn't мαттɛʀ ιғ ɣσʋ're тαℓκιnɠ тσ sσღɛσne , ιғ ɣσʋ're ɢσιnɠ σʋт ωιтн sσღɛσne , σr ∂αтιnɠ sσღɛσne . тнαт ℘ersσn ιs тнɛ ℘ersσn ɣσʋ cαre αɓσʋт тнɛ мσsт , тнɛ ℘ersσn ɣσʋ ʝʋst cαnt ℓσse , тнɛ ℘ersσn ɣσʋ αℓωαɣs ωαnnα вe ωιтн , αn∂ тнɛ ℘ersσn ωhσ κnσωs hσω тσ мακe ɣσʋ sღιℓe 。

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Shawn Desman - Something Stupid

♪ ` Ɖσnt sαɣ ʏσʋ ʆσѵε мe ʋnℓess ɣσʋ мeαn ιт cαʋse ι мιɢнт ∂σ sσღethιng sтʋ℘ι∂ ℓικe вeℓιeѵe ιτ 。😞

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032517 BEYOND WONDERLAND || Sorry for moving a lot but when the beat drop , you gotta go crazy ya know ? HAHA ! ✊🏻😏😂

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Ɩ ωιℓℓ nσт вe αnστнer ғℓσωɛʀ , ℘ιcκe∂ ғσʀ мɣ вɛαʋтɣ αn∂ ℓɛғт тσ ∂ιe . Ɩ ωιℓℓ вe ωιℓ∂ , ∂ιғғιcʋℓt тσ ғιn∂ , αn∂ ιღ℘σssιвℓe тσ ғσʀɢeт 。🌸🐝💕

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AHHHHHH ! Been waiting for this remix ! ♡

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HAVE YOU EVER ..

нαѵe ɣσʋ eѵer нα∂ тσ ɢιѵε sσღɛσne ʋ℘ ɓeƈαʋse ɣσʋ cσʋℓ∂n’t sтαn∂ нʋrтιnɠ тнɛм αnɣღσrɛ ? нαѵe ɣσʋ eѵer ɢιvɛn тнɛм ʋ℘ ɓeƈαʋse ɣσʋ ғɛℓт ℓικɛ ɣσʋ cσʋℓ∂n’t ℘σssιɓℓɣ тreαт тнɛм αs ωeℓℓ αs тнɛɣ ∂eserѵe∂ , eѵen ιғ ɣσʋ ℓσѵɛ∂ тнɛм мσre тнαn αnɣσne eℓse cσʋℓ∂ ? нαѵe ɣσʋ eѵer ғɛℓт ℓικɛ ιт ωαs ʝʋst ғσr тнɛ вeттer , тнαт ɣσʋ κnσω ғσr α ғαcт тнαт тнeɣ’∂ вe нα℘℘ιɛr ωιтн sσღɛσne eℓse . тнαт ιғ ɣσʋ ʝʋst ℓeαѵe тнɛм nσω αn∂ нʋrт тнɛм σne ℓαsт тιღe , ιт ωσʋℓ∂ вe вeттer тнαn нʋrтιnɠ тнɛм мʋℓтι℘ℓe тιღes σѵεr αn∂ σѵεr ? нαѵe ɣσʋ eѵer нʋrт sσ мʋcн ɓeƈαʋse ɣσʋ κnσω ɣσʋ're ℓσsιnɢ σʋт σɴ sσღɛтнιɴɢ s℘ɛcιαℓ, вʋт ɣσʋ κnσω тнιnɠs αre вeттer тнιs ωαɣ ?

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Ɩ'м тнαnκғʋℓ ғσʀ αℓℓ τнe ℘eσ℘ℓe ωнσ cαღe ιnтσ мɣ ℓιғɛ αn∂ sтαɣe∂ 。♡