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esmaelj · 8 months
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random artfight attack on @esmaelj 's Babs! very very cute character i like them a lot c:
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esmaelj · 8 months
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Venting, emptiness, loneliness etc.
For a while I haven't been able to get really into anything like I used to. I watch a tv show or movie and think about it for few days and then it's just nothingness again. It's so weird because before this I used to define different eras of my life by which fandom I was manly in at the time. I don't think I've been into anything fandom related after 2020.
I do still like a lot of properties but not enough that I'd want to talk about them and produce content for the fandoms. Not that it really inspires me to do so either. That's also the reason why I don't post much art anymore.
It also has made me feel lonely, because I kinda never learned how to make friends outside of fandom and nerd culture. I know that you have to find a community of like minded people but I currently don't believe I have any interests that define me. There's no community that i'd particularly have interest to be in.
This doesn't mean I don't do anything with my free time or have any hobbies, I have just become really boring.
Lately I've been into embroidery and cross stitch, skin care, mobile games, Ring Fit Adventure, fashion dolls and catching the summer bugs in Animal Crossing.
Maybe I just finally grew up? But how do adult ex-nerds make friends? I have co-workers that I'm friendly with but can't really connect with, I don't like going to bars and all my current friends like completely different things than I do.
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esmaelj · 9 months
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Clowns!
Attack for @/nonparelliperuna @metathemeta-art @/_faebelle_ @/starlingmap @esmaelj!
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esmaelj · 9 months
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OC who I've had in writing for years but who I never actually designed. Until now! They're called Jolimeri and they're a court jester and the king's emotional support buddy.
Since they're a citizen of the the Dragon Island, they can change between human and dragon.
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esmaelj · 9 months
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Hi! I'm doing Art Fight again this year!
https://artfight.net/~Esmaelj
I'm going to be using mainly watercolors this time!
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esmaelj · 10 months
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Vote my little gremlin or she steals your shoes
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ROUND 1 POLL 7
Kitty Heels (@esmaelj) vs Silver (@ravenmoodle)
Kitty Heels
She/Her
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Highway thief who steals from the rich and is reluctantly learning to give to the poor. She can shape shift from a cat to a human and everything in between.
Silver
He/Him
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a small cat boy demon with no tail. He was found alone and raised by a criminal family. he's vengeful and seeks to destroy his brother. He struggles with emotions and is easily overcome by anger.
he's just a lil guy
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esmaelj · 10 months
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ROUND 1 POLL 8
Ginger (@esmaelj) vs Taika Namur (@kjmellow)
Ginger
He/Him
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Knife thrower at a cat circus
Taika Namur
he/him
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Laid-back tiger, Twisted Wonderland oc from Savanaclaw (creation reason: KITTY!!! I don't even like the dorm lmao)
Part of the board games club where he especially prefers chill games that don't necessarily have to end in a single winner. Also sometimes hangs out with Lilia and (unlike other people who mostly think him a prankster) takes all weird stuff Lilia says seriously and yet questions none of it. Is a type of person you would think doesn't notice what's going on around him but he is in fact very well aware of everything and simply unconcerned until it has to do something with him.
Also fun fact: his name literally means Tiger Tiger (in the best twst traditions)
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esmaelj · 1 year
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Would you ever do Sly 3 and TiT redesigns? (My favorites from the current sets are Penelope, The Guru, Sir Raleigh, Clockwerk, Tennessee Kid, and Arpeggio)
I want to do Sly 3 bad guys at some point when I have the time and maybe TiT too, but I haven't really thought about the designs yet for those.
And Thanks, Penelope and Sir Raleigh are probably my faves too!
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esmaelj · 1 year
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Tawna x2
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esmaelj · 1 year
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Carmelita 🦊
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esmaelj · 1 year
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Wanted to draw some 70's clothing and Scooby-Doo is relevant right now so...
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esmaelj · 2 years
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Disney animal movies taking place in the late Edwardian period featuring interclass romance and racist siamese cat(s) 
But you know.
Anthropomorphized.
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esmaelj · 2 years
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I’m participating in Art Fight again this year! 
As always I try to attack everyone back!
Link to my page
Below are my ocs you may attack this year :>
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esmaelj · 2 years
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Redesigning my own ocs for art fight
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esmaelj · 2 years
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Dangerdile
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esmaelj · 2 years
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Hello! I wanted to stop by and tell you I really love the way you draw the redesigns of sly cooper :)
Thank you so much!!❤️
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esmaelj · 2 years
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Now also making physical watercolor painting commissions!
Get your pet or animal oc painted as a fancy lad or lady. 
I mainly mimic historical painting styles and clothing but I can work with more modern attire as well. Or If you want just a regular painting of your pet I can do that too!
To clarify, for paintings on canvas I use Derwent Inktense paints, not regular watercolor, just in case anyone was weirded out by watercolor on canvas! 
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Commissions by EsmaelJ!
Please contact me at [email protected]
Please send me reference pictures or clear detailed description of the character you want me to draw! 
You’ll get two versions of a finished piece, one with a simple one color background and one with a transparent background, which you are free to edit however you want. Detailed backgrounds will cost extra depending on complexity.
Payments via Paypal. I start working after the payment.   
These commissions are for non-commercial use only! Do not re-sell or claim as your own work!
❤️Please reblog and share❤️
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