in my overwhelmed era
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The way I feel has never changed as well. You've always been a source of immense light to me. It triggered this deep rooted jealousy within me because I knew that so many other people could sense this about you too. A subconscious jealousy. I myself am surprised every time it tears its ugly head because, I lo... . Itโs a complex emotion because I donโt want you to not be brilliant. I just donโt want everyone else to see you as brilliantly as I do. But... some things have changed now, haven't they? What happened has happened, I don't want to stand in the way of anything. But your back? I got you, Luna. Iโll be there, always, unmoving. Don't look back, don't worry.
You will keep the flowers? That eases me a bit. Yeah, I know they're purple hyacinths, but they aren't intended to impress... Coffee? Sure. I wouldn't mind getting coffee together to catch up... every once in a while.
Hey. Are you doing well? I hope you are. Have you grown tired of waiting? Itโs okay. Iโm.. sorry. Iโm really sorry. For as long as we've known each other, Iโve realized that whenever youโre cheerful, I feel happy too. And whenever youโre upset, my life feels gloomy too. This time, I am the reason you were feeling so low, and I cannot tell you how awful I feel about it. The thought of causing someone I love, like really love, any pain at all, is far too much for me. It completely destroys me. I don't expect you to forgive me. Heck, I'd never forgive myself, so you don't have to answer but, I'm still sorry. But I do hope you accept these flowers. They aren't much but they are the best fit of how I truly feel right now.
I- I didn't grow tired of waiting... I just didn't know what to do... everything reminds me of you and I would spend nights missing you, feeling lost but I had to start trying to function and be normal... ๐ I knew you weren't able to be around and why you were gone and I understood, I really did but I still stayed up wondering whether you were okay, missing your touch and voice, wishing you were here. The way I feel has never changed. You've always been in my heart, you will always be in my heart and I... it's so hard to stand here and not run to you. It's hard to not drop everything and fall back into you but I'm scared... I don't know what's right now when you are bonded to everything fibre of my body... I... ๐ฅบ I love the flowers, thank you, you know I'll cherish them but... maybe... maybe we can have coffee sometime? If-If you want
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โ โa semi-selective, single show canon muse, multi-verse, kink and chatbot friendly account penned by h o n e y. mun: 23 | she|her | libra โ status: online.
โ rules โ all about joong โ wanted opposites โ wanted plots โ
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Roses are red, I'm alone at my place, why don't you come over and sit on my face~?
@clubwnderland ๐ธ
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NSFW TW
"I'm seeing the pain, seeing the pleasure,"
"Nobody but you, 'body but me, 'body but us, bodies together.."
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"A place that is so pure, so dirty and raw.."
"In the bed all day, bed all day, fucking in, fighting on.."
"It's our paradise and it's our warzone.."
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You're literally the only reason I actually am looking forward to Christmas this year, maybe I've something special planned for you too~ Hmm, let's just stay in yeah? Never too early to see the lake but it can wait for now. The last eggnog I had tasted fucking vile butโ I'd be willing to taste test your attempt.
Oh look - it's the 9th. To end and start another month with you, my love. โก
It is! Happy monthiversary, baby~ I'm so happy to be able to spend the end and start of another month with you hehe I have something special planned for Christmas so I really hope you can wait until then for your gift~ but I have learnt how to make eggnog and thought we could make some Christmas themed cookies together? How does that sound? Or maybe we could go to that lake I was talking about~
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I started this trend a little over a year ago and wanted to bring it back. Some people are still doing it and thatโs great but letโs get more of you on board. Show off your ink and let us know about any meaning or significance behind them. Art is beauty.
โค rose. Inspired by a quote from Kahlil Gibran that I try to live my life by: โThe optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious to the rose.โ I struggle with having a pessimistic view on life so this tattoo is a reminder to try to look at the rose instead of the thorns.
โค black stallions. This one is a little difficult to show off for obvious reasons but I tried my best. Black stallions are a symbol of death and rebirth. It signifies the closing of one door and the opening of another; the need for you to take a leap of faith. Trust intuition even if you canโt see the reason or the result. Go blindly forth and believe.
โค butterfly mask. Thereโs really no meaning behind this tattoo which is perfectly fine. I was going through my tattoo artistโs flash sheet and thought it was really beautiful so I got it.
[Question of the Day]: If you could get any tattoo you wanted, what would it be?
Please tag me if you do this so I can admire your ink.
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Tuesday 30th
"Peace resides
in your own pieces"
"Stop looking elsewhere for
the peace that resides
in your own pieces."
Chan smiles in awe at the boy next to him, lost in the way the colors of the sunset bring his entire being to life. He looks so warm, so peaceful, so in sync with the world- If he wasn't already whipped, Chan would certainly be now.
Felix's eyes sparkle softly, grin remaining on his face as he speaks words that the wolf doesn't fully catch in time to answer. Suddenly, his eyes are meeting the youngest's, his head tilting as Chan blinks a few times to speak up. "I'm sorry, I wasn't listening..." Chuckling alongside Felix as he jokes about it, his cheeks burning slightly at the tease, the wolf looks away and clears his throat, giving silence a second to settle before he breaks it again. "I have something for you." Reaching for his bag, Chan takes out a wrapped box from it, and attempting poorly to undo some of the wrinkles in the paper he hands it to the boy. "I remember you mentioning once how you wished you could take the forest with you everywhere. I know someone, so I guessed I could- Yeah, I got you some customized forest smelling candles." He laughs as Felix picks up one of the jars inside he box to inspect it curiously, his hands instead resting back on the stone they've been sitting on for the past twenty minutes to relax as the sun finishes setting.
Chans eyes study the sky and sunset for a second before setting again on his boyfriend, deciding at that moment that nothing else in the world could ever beat the sight of his bunny's smile.
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tease tuesday
slightly early, but that never hurt no one. this is one of my oldest lingerie sets but it still fits more than perfect, donโt you think? @mverses
โ hayoon ๐
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~๐ฌ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐~
๐ 28th-5th dec ๐
"An eternity isn't enough time
by your side."
From the 6th to the 12th of December, Chan will be posting daily the different things he and Felix did during their first year anniversary getaway! โก
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fuzzy socks and warm drinks are the best for winter season !! ><
I went ice skating for another vlog today and asked one of the ringโs workers to film and take some pictures for me ehehe~ 10/10 customer service :D next time I wanna go with someone else though, it was fun by myself but with company itโd be even nicer :]
โ jangmi๐งก
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What are you doing for Christmas? ๐
Surprising a special someone.
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If youโve good sense of balance, I'd say yes @cb-museclub
โOh, I donโt care, even if I have to go far. Iโll become the one woman to be by your side.โ
Iโm here to report that Iโve successfully passed the test for my bikerโs license and have purchased my new ride! Look at her~ Isnโt she a beauty? I hope everyoneโs been good and may you all be blessed with luck and health ๐งก
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