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Polish Matchbox Label

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yall wanna talk about someone who had luck maxed

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anyway i love u "losers" and "boring" people in ur teens and 20s i love you anxious people i love you autists i love you disabled people i love you chronically ill people i love you immunocompromised people i love you people who can't go out and do stereotypical teen/20s activities and i love you people who don't want to. forever!!!

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One thing I am living for in these Monsterverse movies is their complete shamelessness about making Mothzilla canon. Like, so many movies these days want to de-emphasize romance like it's too embarrassing to escape containment from the genre of romance/chick flicks and Legendary went and said, "Here's a giant bug and a giant lizard. They're married. No, we're not kidding. They're not 'just really good friends'. They're in love, bitch."

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choices made in anger is such a crazy image. if you know what i'm talking about

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ill keep writing about surviving because i don't know what else there is

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naw what the hell…

@annteeny on tiktok

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it’s really important that you are a little bit in love with your friends btw. it’s crucial even

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I sound like a broken record, but I really can't get over her basically airing out Joe Alwyn's mental health problems to the world and liking tweets of people poking fun at his struggles. She basically made sure any person Joe works with going forward knows he's struggled with his mental health. And while there is nothing to be ashamed of. He's clearly a deeply private person. She writes on Instagram there is "nothing to avenge" and that her "wounds are healed." Certainly doesn't sound like it.

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okay. i debated not posting this because I was worried I’d get death threats (that says a lot doesn’t it) but it needs to be said, because its upsetting me.

a woman who publicly says she feels very sane and has “never been to therapy” and who breaks up with her boyfriend in part because he can’t just “”get over”” his depression to love her the way she wants/needs does not.

I repeat, does not.

get to use the imagery she did in her fortnight video.

I’ve been seeing gifsets and screenshots all day of her chained to a bed but ~aesthetic~ and being fed a pill after a cheeky side eye and strapped to a glamourfied ECT machine and no one has said anything about it so I will. those images are genuinely triggering for me.

people have been restrained, forcefed pills, and given electroconvulsive therapy or subjected to the electric chair for severe mental illness against their will. these are not fun props anyone gets to throw around to express that they feel depressed or in a “manic phase” or like they were “raised in an asylum.”

she doesn’t know how a real asylum fried my grandmother’s brain or real cops restrained me because I was psychotic and manic. she doesn’t know what it feels like to be dehumanised that way.

do better. demand she do better, too.

edit: I say that this content is triggering to say that it causes real harm. I do still have a responsibility to myself to curate an internet experience for myself. this does not negate her responsibility to avoid replicating harmful tropes in art which is deeply influential. she does not get to co-opt institutionalization or psychiatric violence as a romanticized aesthetic or as a metaphor because real people like myself have suffered greatly under the things she is representing as glamorous or cool. institutionalization silences and violates mentally ill people in a way that marginalizes them, and that experience should be treated with sensitivity and care rather than being commodified to reduce stigma. if she had experienced these things, I might feel differently, but other ableist content on the record and her statements on her life and art indicate otherwise. she is a woman with immense privilege and power and should not be using that privilege and power to punch down on mental illness.

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The try guys couch I’m actually dead 😭 anyways! I think they handled that with a lot of grace and respect, and I’m glad they found a happy balance (imo) for their audience and what they wanted for Watcher. They genuinely could’ve sat there and could’ve not chosen to make any amendments but they did!! I’m really grateful for that. It’s not that I expected less from Shane and Ryan but after the initial announcement I was like who are these people 😔 if that makes sense. Anyways they handled this situation so well and quickly too!!

I just hope people don’t start attacking the supporters who criticised them in the first place (rightfully so like… be serious). I’m already seen that “hope your happy” and “look what you made them do” as if they weren’t about to put all their content behind a paywall literally 95% of their audience wouldn’t be able to afford.

I see this as an absolute win but I’ll give it a few days l ma o

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i'm seeing that y'all are gonna let watcher control the narrative and act like we misunderstood them and they were never gonna remove their stuff from youtube. you can say whatever you want about their streaming service, but one thing is a fact: they are lying to us pretending that was not their intention and we're spreading misinformation. we not only aren't stupid and understood the video correctly, but also they told variety that that's what they were doing.

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do it for her (your thirteen year old self)