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You want peace too

[fernthewriter]

Frank Ocean and matcha type day

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Don’t be afraid

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Pedro-fied

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So do you believe me now?

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It’s hard to live in a world with so much chaos

Its hard,

Waking up to the same struggles as yesterday, we can’t just sweep the past in a dust pan and call it a day as much as we wish we could

We all come from different walks of life. Some of us came from loving families some of us did not and that’s okay,

Truth is there is still a lot of time to find love in this life time it may come knocking tomorrow, next week, maybe in 5 years

Everyone always loses hope so quick

I get it, we live in constant L’s

We all take them

So much chaos in the world, an algorithm attached to a routing and account number which we depend on if we want to see the world someday

Our ancestors use to wake up and hunt for food, take care of the villages the white folks saw the unity and called it socialism

We debate what’s a fact and opinion now, they want freedom but they want it their way

There’s so much we go through just because the color of our skin, the immigrant last name that’s under our social security numbers

Yet that’s all we are

A number that will one day be wiped off the earth

I just hope to be the grain of salt that one day I will complete the cycle and become space dust again and wander to the ends of the universe,

Someday I’ll belong to another star, time frame, and I’ll think of my time here right now and I’ll smile maybe the past won’t be so bad when I look back, maybe then I’ll say thank you for all the bad that came with the good.

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If you’re out there

Hope ur ok

Hope ur alright

[fernthewriter]

Curiosity killed the cat 8 times

Today was the 9th time

Hope ur ok

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Uncle Scam

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You stay round the wholeeee time

[fernthewriter]

These days don’t end

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I’m so checked out of politics the worst already happened to me 7 years ago.

This is nothing new to me.

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America.

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You live to see the bad in me

And my tears dread on the good I wasted.

[fernthewriter]

It’s always something girl, I think it’s time to let this go..

As much as I don’t want to

But I don’t feel like I even love myself anymore…,

You make me feel less intact fair no more

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Taking L’s on every corner like a swastika

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Stuff like this makes me believe more and more in god..

This story.

These moments

Are the glory.