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So, in January I made a resolution that I would start something I'd always wanted to do but had never been brave enough to really give a shot. I decided I would teach myself how to draw from the ground up! It's still very much rudimentary and not very good, but I'm proud of how much I've improved in the last four months. It still looks a little silly, but I'm proud and having a lot of fun learning new skills and playing with different mediums!

This week was black paper, gel pens, and colored pencil--celebrated by Tamlin, of course!

Day 3 of @tamlinweek Calanmai!

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thank you so much for the tag @chunkypossum and @liftyourhipsformelovex💛

lol the part about angsty fanfiction...

tagging @moonlightazriel @born-to-riot @queercontrarian and whoever wants to do it

Tagged by @dichromaticdyke for a picrew and uquiz :]

Tagging: @blueprintblue @deathmetalyaoi and viewers like you

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hehe the many hours of "typewriter training" in school were useful for something😂

@moonlightazriel @brekkershadowsinger and whoever wants to do it💛

GAME IDEA REBLOG THIS AND TRY TYPING YOUR URL EYES CLOSED

VD&diydgbyt-buh

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LoA stronger than me cuz she would probably wait around 5 years to go to Helion, while I would immediately winnow naked to his bed

hahahahaha oh god, you would!!

(I also would lol)

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thank you @/everyone who tagged me in those friendship moots compliment thingies, they were sooooo lovely💛 I decided to do mine a little differently, because I got confused who I mentioned where lol

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Chapter 13: The past cannot be forgotten /// Azriel X F!Reader

Summary: Y/N finally opens up to Azriel about Ruvyn. They finallly go to Koschei's home.

Word Count: 1,6K

Warnings: Just the usual angst.

Notes: My dumb ass accidentally posted this before i even posted the first chapters ughhhh

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Azriel sat in bed, watching her squirming and groaning, her eyebrows furrowed and sweat coating her forehead. He reached to wake her up when she jumped out of her slumber, sitting in bed with a panicked expression, hands grasping for his arm, eyes frantically scanning him for any injuries. 

“They took you, I saw Ruvyn kill you.” She sobbed, tears streaming down her pretty face. He pulled her to his lap, allowing her to cry on the crook of his neck. 

“Shh, it’s okay.” He rubbed her hair, noticing how this worked to calm her down faster. As she stopped her sobs and looked at him again with her red puffy eyes, he pulled her in for a kiss, gently cupping her cheeks and brushing her lips with his own. “Whenever you need to talk to me, I'm here for you.” He said after they parted the kiss.

“His name was Ruvyn.” She spoke, her voice hoarse from both crying and sleep. He watched her intensely. “Before our people became one, Ironteeths hunted Crochans down, to kill them for what their ancestors did to us. I met him in one of my huntings, he was different from the humans I met, he was charming, and something in me came back to life when I saw him for the first time.”

Her face dropped to an even sadder expression, like remembering those things were too painful, and they were, but she needed to let them go, she couldn’t keep allowing that Ruvyn’s ghost haunted her and sucked the life and joy out of her anymore.

“I fell in love with him and I kept coming back to him. He showed me things that I never thought I would have the chance of experiencing. He taught me how to dance, how to live, and how to love.” She rubbed her eyes. “The night I finally got the courage to be intimate with him was like a dream come true. I told him I loved him that night and he looked me in the eyes, like I truly meant something to him and told me he loved me too. When I woke up he had turned me in, ready to burn me at a stake. He told me so many awful things that I still carry with me to this day, he said I was going to die alone and no one would ever love a monster like me.”

The pain in her eyes was too much for Azriel to handle. He understood perfectly how hard it was hearing such harsh words directed at him, but it was totally different coming from someone she trusted with her heart. 

“I was able to free myself, the people who snickered at me started to scream and run away, i was never a monster Az.” She promised. “But that day I turned myself into what Ruvyn believed I was, I became the monster he made me. I killed the man I loved with my bare hands, I ripped his heart out for what he did to mine. I’m not proud of this but I can't erase what I did.”

“And you had every reason to do what you did, I can't imagine a betrayal like this.” She looked at him with worried eyes.

“You don’t think I'm a monster?” Her lower lip started to quiver like she was going to cry again.

“I could never think that of you.” He reassured her, pulling her in for another kiss. “I love you.” 

And despite not being able to tell him that she loved him too, she opened her heart to that feeling, something told her that this time would be different and she was willing to believe. 

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After that morning, they got ready to talk to the rest of the house about their conclusions, finding the two males by the dining room having breakfast, Vassa was nowhere to be seen. Azriel and Y/N greeted them, sitting down to eat. 

“Did you two sleep well?” Lucien asked, always the kind host.

“We did, thank you Lu.” Y/N said. “But I guess the news we have for you isn't that good.” She sipped on her coffee. “Koschei is a Valg king.”

Her and Azriel shared all the information they gathered last night, including the one about Nesta, who according to the letter Azriel got late in the night, was being kept hidden at the cabin much to her dismay. Y/N couldn’t imagine what they had to do to keep Nesta locked against her will, and she wanted to end this soon so her friend would be free again. 

“So we’re basically fucked?” Jurian asked, biting a piece of toast with a smirk adorning his face.

“Precisely.” She motioned to Lucien. “Although our fire boy over there has a chance of killing him.”

“Me?” Lucien choked.

“Fire can kill a Valg, that’s how Aelin Galathynius killed Maeve, a Valg Queen.” She said it like it was obvious. 

“And you want me to Aelin my way into killing Koschei?” Y/N laughed.

“Yeah, she burned Maeve from inside out.”

“I don’t know if I can do that.” He protested.

“Then i suggest you find out very quickly cuz we need to kill him as soon as possible.” She shrugged. “But no pressure.”

“Yeah, no pressure.” Lucien mumbled underneath his breath, taking another sip of his hot coffee. 

“So who’s ready to have a tour of Koschei’s lair?” Jurian asked, excitedly getting up and clapping his hands, the groans he received as an answer just made him smile wider.

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The cabin was made from dark wood, ageing poorly with time, the roof was covered in pine needles and the yard really needed a trim to look decent, what connected the land with the island that held the big cabin was a very old bridge, and a dark lake surrounded the area, like the Mother had forgotten about that place too. 

“This smells so awful.” Azriel said, scrunching his nose in clear disgust, the smell was putrid, like death. Exactly like the Valg smelled. 

“Did it always have this smell?” She asked the males behind her. 

“Gets worse every day.” Lucien replied.

“Especially when he releases those things.” Jurian added, making her whip her head back to look at him.

“What things?” Jurian started to describe the monsters he saw coming out, a wide variety of horrors with long claws, sharp teeth and bloodthirst.

“We kill some, but others disappear. Maybe they get killed in the courts, we don't know what they want.” Lucien explained and she nodded. 

“Fuck.” She cursed. “If he's indeed after Nesta’s power, this is his way to guarantee an army before he can open that damned gate.”

“How are you so sure he has a key?” Jurian inquired, eyebrows raised in suspicion.

“He got here somehow, he has the original key he had before he was bound to that lake. He has to.” It only made sense that he still had the key, if he was trying so hard to free himself. 

“She has a point.” Lucien waved his hands and Jurian rolled his eyes, mouthing the words back to him in a mockery tone, prompting the male to crack a smile.

“Shhhh, someone is coming.” Azriel shut the conversation down and everyone turned to see.

It was like time had come to a stop, cold spread across her body, freezing her in place as she took the male in. Short golden-blonde hair, ivory skin, broad shoulders and a sculpted body showing through the thin tunic he wore. Beautiful, lethally beautiful like Erawan was. He took a look around, and shining against the sun, his gold eyes, just like Manon’s and just like his younger brother. The eyes of a king.

He stretched his muscles and turned his head towards the sun, letting it warm his skin. A lazy smile appeared on his face and he turned his head towards them, with his eyes closed and a very deep voice, he spoke. 

“I don't like being watched.” He opened one of his eyes, looking directly into hers. 

She motioned for the males to keep quiet and stay in their place, kicking Azriel’s hands away when he tried to grab her ankle. She got up, climbing the hill they were hiding and started to walk in silence, stopping over the edge of the bridge. The male turned to her with a curious gaze. 

“You're not from here, you smell different.” He smiled sweetly at her. 

“I changed my soap yesterday, thanks for noticing.” She snickered and he openly laughed. 

“What a delight having someone so fun around.” He extended a hand to her, inviting her in, but she stayed rooted in place. “Aren't you here to see me?” 

“Yes.”

“Then come here, darling.” Azriel cursed as his shadows informed him that she started to cross the bridge, towards Koschei’ open hand. “What can I do for you?” His voice resonated through the trees.

“I've heard you can take all the pain away.” She replied, lies spilling from her plump lips. 

“You came to the right place, my sweet creature.” His hands wrapped around hers, and she almost flinched with how cold it was against her warm, sweaty and shaking hand. 

He pulled her hand towards his lips, kissing it with his eyes still locked with hers. He smiled again, pulling her closer to him, towards the open door of the cabin, exactly like she wanted.

“Allow me to properly introduce myself.” He bowed his head a little. “Despite the people of this land calling me Koschei, my name is Mantyx.”

She almost froze with the name, swallowing past the lump in her throat and forcing her legs to walk inside the cabin. Azriel watched in horror as she disappeared inside, the door closing itself after them, locking her inside with him.

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Day Four: Lover 

"You are my favourite person, Cass." Nesta beams up at him, her eyes full of love and joy.

"You are my fav person, Nes." The general returns her smile, his broad hand sliding to the nape of her neck, bringing her in for a tender kiss.

"I love you more than words could ever describe."

"To the moon and back," Nesta whispers, silver lining her eyes.

"To the moon and back, Nes."

for @nestaarcheronweek 🤍

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imagine Lucien reading one of Sellyn Drake‘s novels to Elain…

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Day Three: Self-Care

for @nestaarcheronweek 🤍

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I need your help! (includes spoilers)

After Beron dies, how much time do you think LoA needs to go to Helion/the Day Court.

I don’t think she could/would go immediately even if she had to chance to do so. I think she would need time.

What do you think?

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Pt 2. Of my love confession, THE WAY YOU WRITE AND DESCRIBE SHIT??? LIKE YOUR SO FLEXIBLE IN ALLL TYPES OF WRITING ITS CRAZYYY😭😭 like istg your one of those people that can make hootie and the blowfish interesting, modern Shakespeare type shit😭

hahaha oh goodness, I am literally grinning like a dork!! I honestly can't, the last line took my breath away as someone who loves Shakespeare💛��

I appreciate you a lot, you sweet bean, and hope you have a great week ahead of you☺️

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Girl... I'm literally inlove with you, no joke. Your fucking amazing, like genuinely. Your writing has SO.MUCH.FUCKING emotion and you can FEEL the words, like your genuinely phenomenal, like ACTUALLY, and I don't say that lightly sista. Love love love💕💕💋🫶🏿🫶🏿

hahah oh goodness, thank you soooo soooo much you sweetie pop for this message. it is soooo cute, I can't with you💛

I really appreciate those words and I hope you have the absolute most amazing day ever🤭

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Thank you so much for the tag💛

Delilah - Mikolas

Impossible - James Arthur

Shackles - Steven Rodriguez

Into It - Chase Atlantic

tagging: @thelov3lybookworm @honeysuckle-daydreams13 @callmeblaire

Both @lehdenlaulu and @velnat004 tagged me to post 5 songs that I listen to, so I put all of my likes on shuffle. Let's enjoy the chaos together!

200kr (det blir kjæmpetriveli!) by Moillrock

The Kinslayer by Nightwish

Silver Bride by Amorphis

Son of the Sun by Therion.

Triggerpulse by Kobra and the Lotus.

I don't exclusively listen to metal but it does make up, like, 75% of my playlists.

Tagging: @boltlightning, @broodsys, @cullyse, @ambassadorarlert, @arlerts-angel,

@lees-chaotic-brain, @pinayelf, @star--nymph, @sarangkstars, @tears-of-amber,

@poetikat, @mxanigel, @sukunascrustyfinger, and anyone else who wishes to participate!

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USERNAME APPRECIATION POST, SEND IT TO PEOPLE WHOSE USERNAMES YOU THINK ARE COOL 💗🫶

thank you so much, you sweetie🤭

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thank you for the tag @born-to-riot 💛

"You are leaving?" Elain’s voice trembles a little. Lucien bows his head. "Nothing is keeping me here." She feels how a crack appears in her heart at that and opens her mouth to say something. Anything. "But Lu—" "You’ve never seemed to care about my whereabouts before, don’t bother to do so now, Elain."

tagging: @chunkypossum @queercontrarian @born-to-riot @moonlightazriel

Most Heartbreaking Line

@sarawritestories tagged me in a challenge to share the most heartbreaking line I've ever written for any of my WIP's and I was like babe...how would I choose??? This is me we're talking about.

Literally live footage of me piling angst onto all of you, 24/7:

Anywho, then she said, and I quote, to think of "which one will hurt me the best and pick that one" so, you can have an as of yet unpublished two lines that won't make much sense out of context, but when you read chapter fourteen of Truth & Talon, you'll know what she's apologising for (and then you'll cry).

“I’m sorry.” I choke out, trembling slightly against him. “I feel like I let you down.”   “No, angel.” He says quietly, cradling me close. “You didn’t let me down.” His arms tighten around me. 

I shall no-pressure-tag: @justallihere, @revelationinthelightofday-writes, @void-my-warranty, @yanny-77, @callmeblaire, @velvetlilacsdaisies, @sarahydeart 🖤

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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out 💗💗💗

thank you so much, you wonderful soul💛🤭

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🫶If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to 10 of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better🫶

oh thank you so much, sweetie💛