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Oc timeee

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I may come back

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Boring life update (It will get depressing, really soon. NOT LOOKING FOR ANY PITY OR SORRIES, I JUST HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF)

TW: mental illness, panic, raw emotions, bottling up everything

Hayo, to anyone reading.

I've turned 15 in may, and lot of things changed with me in the 14 years I've lived. I am sorry of how unactive I am, but I'm loosing passion for art, even tho I got sooo much better. But I still don't like my art, or anything I make (I started sewing).

But the worst thing about living 15 years, is that everything that have happened to me is really is starting to feel heavy. The 8 years I have lived with a serious burn on my left side was the easiest part.

I'm not looking for pity in this post, I'm just starting to feel really strange and alien. I'm so distant from myself, that I feel like I'm just a rat in a cage, while someone is running tests on me. But that someone is me. I'm still trying to gasp what is wrong with me. (Don't worry guys, I'll get a theraphist in september. It's already planned.)

I'm so focused on how bad this something in me is, that I even started wishing people would just leave me to suffer. Leave me to save themselves. I am no good person. I always lie, insult others, I even wished my depressed sister would just die. I hate how much I changed when I had to take care of her. I started hating her, putting distance between me and everything, I started hating being intimate. And I still do. I still carry these, and I was told by a very lovely lady that, I'm just too afraid to cry. And she is right, I am afraid, I am scared, but I distanced myself so much, that I don't even feel it.

I cry at most things, but I'm so good at avoiding them, that I can fake how strong I am, how nonchalant I am, how careless I am.

And I was the only one believing those lies. I am the only one living on those lies. I lie, I mock, I hurt.

But no one is leaving. I'm not even half good, I make them laugh a few times, I barely give and take everything. I don't deserve anything. When will I get my karma? When will they ever leave me to rot?

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I did not thought ppl like aroace Sukuna as much as I do

And ty pookie <3 You also made my day

Aroace Sukuna for Pride month :]

Anyone can use these without permission. I made these in like 15 minutes lol

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Aroace Sukuna for Pride month :]

Anyone can use these without permission. I made these in like 15 minutes lol

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2023

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I heard myself out @forgetitbeam

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How come whenever I turn to Zamasu I see him with his arm raised? He says he's just stretching but it's always the same arm!

Is this a symptom of something? Should I ask him to see a doctor?

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Feeling good abt my art after like a month :'D

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My newest useless beauty <3

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Hunter x Hunter nation! How realiztic is this specialist ability?

(Ability under the cut)

'The Blessed'

It's a curse like nen or hatsu, a strong Post-mortem nen, that passes on by touch.

The intencity of the power is affected by how strong the feelings are at the past holder's death, how many users have died before if was passed down onto the current holder (doesn't need to be a user, but only can be controlled by a user.), and how fresh the dead body of the past holder is.

Learn how to control it.

The curse is stronger, the smaller area the nen is forced to be on. If the holder chooses to have the nen all over their body, a touch can make the victim's body age 5 years a second. If it works through clothes, it will be 50% less effective. If the nen area is smaller than 8 cm radius, it can make the victim age 100 years a second.

The user gets 1.5% of the years they steal, making them age slower.

If the victim is a nen user, the power's efficiency could drop down by 10%-50%.

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Random rant abt stage play Chrollo Lucilfer

(Almost just negative)

So. Stage play Chrollo.. Not the best.

His tone is really off for me. The actor was great at times when Chrollo was undercover, but when he was Chrollo, he was not Chrollo. His tone, cockiness was not just the right amount, but over powering. The writers went overboard with him being the badass villain leader, and not the badass he actually is. They went with the calculative, comfident, kind of loud on the nose leader. Not with the calculative, mainly calm and soft speaking leader.

My problem was the tone they went with. The actor jumped around to raising his voice all of the time (not his fault, probably the director told him to.) He went really loud, and then quickly quite down. It works for other characters, but not for the role he was playing.

While Chrollo in the anime kept his voice mostly low. He's suppose to sound emotionless, but in the stage play, he's tone was so mainly cocky. And I just can not imagine Chrollo leaning so close to anyone. (I'm talking about the car seen.)

At the almost fight with Hisoka, Chrollo was still so loud, and kept up the coversation longer for no reason. I can't see Chrollo speaks for no reason. In all versions, Chrollo dealed with Hisoka with like 1 sentences.

So yeah. Biggest complain is tone, and voice. But the actor did a great job at the undercover seens. His is nice, but he just didn't capture Chrollo as well as the other voice actors did. (Yagami light was also great)

But at the end of the day, I'm just a teenager with too much opinions, so share yours.

XOXO

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@iliveforfeitan

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New obsession. Quwrof dump & new oc

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Everyone's is so interesting, and mine is just a gremlin with no mouth lol

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Tag game: make yourself as a little guy

Tagged by: @thanatos-zagreus-shagreus

Tagging: @thiamsxbitch @rhyslahey @myinnerguineapig and whoever else is up for doing it 💙