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@leaderstrength​  said:

“It’s hard to explain.”

“no,      it’s  not.”        blatant  refusal  to  be  dismissed,         partly  ignited  by  the  sensation  of  inferiority  and  partly  because  kinsley  isn’t  stupid.         quiet,        disengaged,         but  not  unintelligent.       if  cassandra  pressman  was  trying  to  get  into  the  pharmacy,      then  it  must  be  important.       “you  don’t  strike  me  as  an  addict,       so  what?         you  have  medicine  you  need  to  take?”

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@devoutconfidence​  said:

“All I’m asking for’s a little bit of faith.”

faith?       no  thanks.         the  idea  of  some  higher  being  letting  them  be  taken  to  a  SHIT  HOLE  like  new  ham  wasn’t  on  her  list  of  top  priorities  to  think  about      -     not  that  she  really  had  one.        the  only  time  she  had  stepped  into  the  church  was  the  night  they  got  dropped  off       -       and  that  was  only  because  she  was  bribed  with  booze.       respecting  religion  was  something  she  was  good  at      ;     after  all,     you  just  had  to  smile  politely  and  wait  until  they  finished  talking.         “faith  isn’t  going  to  magically  bring  emily  back  alive       -      or  take  us  home.”       it’s  just  going  to  waste  our  time.        cruel,       critical   thoughts  fueled  by  the  sudden  anxiousness  of  being  STUCK  in  a  place  that  looked  and  felt  exactly  like  the  prison  of  west  ham.

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me    ?     crying  as  i  type     “has  no  one  around  here  seen  a  MARVEL  movie?”      for  an  actual  quote  made  by  kinsley  in  an  actual  interaction ?   more  likely  than  you  think.

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@loyaltygave​  said:

“I know this doesn’t make a lot of sense.”

it  doesn’t?         lips  press  down  into  the  subtle  pout  she  gives  in  retaliation,         single  eyebrow  raising  in  unconstrained  disbelief.         not  mocking  gordie,       really      ;     wondering  how  stupid  the  rest  of  the  teenagers  were.         “has  no  one  around  here   seen  a  MARVEL  movie?        alternate  universe  is  literally  the  only  plausible  reason  for  being  in  a  place  exactly  like  west  ham.”

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@fugative​ said:

nobody cares if I’m dead or alive

fingers  dance  rhythmically  against  the  edge  of  the  pillow  within  reach,      her  gaze  piercing  the  back  of  the  boy  who  didn’t  even  bother  to  face  her  to  speak.         it’d  be  a  lie  if  she  said  she  wasn’t  thinking  about  smacking  him  in  the  head  with  his  own  cushion,        but  she  wasn’t   cruel.       don’t  kick  a  man  when  he’s  already  down        -       and  nonsense  like  that.         lips  part  to  breathe  a  sigh,       hand  dropping  to  her  side  and  away  from  the  temptation  to  hit  him.         “well,       i’m  here.       looks  like  someone  cares  if  you’re  ALIVE  after  all.”

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Amo Album Sentence Starters

I APOLOGIZE IF YOU FEEL SOMETHING.

i saw you staring out of your own abyss again

don’t be afraid to be scared

i apologise if you feel something

MANTRA.

do you wanna start a cult with me?

I need a purpose

before the truth will set you free it’ll piss you off

could I have your attention, please?

what were you thinking?

i know this doesn’t make a lot of sense

all I’m asking for’s a little bit of faith

NIHILIST BLUES.

you were in my dream last night

too afraid to taste your conscience

I’m terrified I can’t get out

please, don’t follow

IN THE DARK.

I’ve done it again

I know I’m getting warm ‘cause I feel so cold

I’m looking on the bright side now

none of this is real

I think we need to talk like now

jesus christ, you’re so damn cold

don’t you know you’ve lost control?

forget about the things you think I know

no secrets, you can’t keep me in the dark

guess my fairy tale has a few plot holes

I’m not looking for salvation

WONDERFUL LIFE.

I read a fun fact about the brain and how it starts to deteriorate when we get to 27 or thereabouts

you can’t sit there unless you’re righteous

I feel all numb now, is that a feeling?

nobody cares if I’m dead or alive

debbie downer, what’s your problem?

it’s all gone wrong!

one day this might hurt me less

everybody knows I’m still down

OUCH.

I always knew this was gonna end in tears

I know I said you could drag me through hell

I hoped you wouldn’t fuck the devil

MEDICINE.

some people are a lot like clouds, you know ‘cause life’s so much brighter when they go

but I never dished the dirt, just held my breath while you dragged me through the mud

I don’t know why I tried to save you ‘cause I can’t save you from yourself

all you give a shit about is everybody else

why don’t you deal with it?

I think it’s time to stop

watch me take the wheel like you, not feel like you, act like nothing’s real like you

I’m sorry for this

it might sting a bit

but you won’t admit

why don’t you get a grip?

you can’t keep going on and on and on and on like this

you need a taste of your own medicine

SUGAR, HONEY, ICE AND TEA.

I think we’re too close for comfort

I’m sorry, it’s over

I don’t know if I can figure it out

don’t move a muscle

the situation is in control

who the hell died and made you the king?

WHY YOU GOTTA KICK ME WHEN I’M DOWN?

ain’t you got some place to be?

was hoping the suspense would kill you

come on and give me your expert opinion

what the fuck have I done?

they said ‘we just want your blood’.

so come on and take a shot

don’t let the fact that you know nothing stop you talking now

why you gotta kick me when I’m down?

why you tryna put me in the ground?

it’s all in good fun

don’t say it’s coming from love

what doesn’t kill me, well, it better run like hell

you better run like hell

remember this line that you crossed

there’s no turning back now

oh god, what the fuck have you done?

FRESH BRUISES.

don’t you try to fuck with me

don’t you hide your love

MOTHER TONGUE.

I didn’t see it coming

I never really had much faith

I’ll never forget

it’s hard to explain

I feel you’re lonely

no amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this

I’m in trouble

HEAVY METAL.

I woke up in a warehouse

just minding my own meltdown

it’s now or never

you wanna live forever?

you know what we want, you should give it to us

it’s now or never, but there’s no pressure

I’m afraid you don’t love me anymore

all I wanna know, do you love me anymore?

I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

I’ll see you at the gates when it gets dark

I don’t know what to say

wish I told you this before it got too dark

where do you start when you know it has to end?

I can die, but I can’t break

you can rule, I won’t obey

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     MAY HAVE BEEN EDITED FOR CLARITY / FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS.

THE SEARCH.

❝ i’ve been dealin’ with some things like every human being. ❞

❝ i just think i need a little me time. ❞

❝ picking up the cues, right? i’m quite nervous. ❞

❝ life gets blurry and things might hurt me. ❞

❝ cold world out there, kids, grab a coat. ❞

❝ that’s when my thoughts can be dangerous. ❞

❝ that’s when i put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred. ❞

❝ the point that i’m making is the mind is a powerful place. ❞

❝ you’ll never be great– not because you’re not, but the hate.   ❞

❝ better grab your balloons and invite your friends. ❞

LEAVE ME ALONE.

❝ why’d you visit? hit the road, yeah. ❞

❝ i’m kind of twisted, so keep your distance, be a ghost.  ❞

❝ i went from nobody to kind of famous. ❞

❝ hide my plaques inside the closet, i just can’t explain it. ❞

❝ i just leave em’ on the ground right next to my self-hatred. ❞

❝ that means i obsessively obsess on things i think about.  ❞

❝ that means i might take a normal thought and think it’s so profound. ❞

❝ i’m scared that if i do, i’ll be more afraid. ❞

❝ tell them how i feel, but they don’t want to change.  ❞

❝ i don’t need advice from my doubts right now. ❞

CHANGE.

❝ i don’t like it when i drift from the safe zone.  ❞

❝ got to have it, it’s a habit i’m going to break though. ❞

❝ world don’t just stop because i’m in a bad mood. ❞

❝ you don’t know what love is until your holding onto something that you can’t lose. ❞

❝ most of my life, i always felt like i was holding my breath. ❞

❝ looking for something in my life to be inspired again. ❞

❝ oh, you want to tell me something negative? i don’t want to hear what you think. ❞

❝ thinking about how i could’ve done this or done that better. ❞

❝ telling myself i ain’t never getting out of this place. ❞

❝ i need change. yeah, that’s kind of easy to say, right? ❞

MY STRESS.

❝ some days, i just want to leave the negativity in my head. ❞

❝ i just want relief from my stress. ❞

❝ some days, i don’t want to see ya’ or have a bunch of people to impress. ❞

❝ it’s like i hate but i love it at the same time. ❞

❝ most important things in life to me are things i know i can’t buy. ❞

❝ getting too close to me, woo, could be dangerous! ❞

❝ i don’t like the energy, i leave the situation. ❞

❝ those things you used to love turn to things that you wish you forgot. ❞

❝ i always find a way to find the bad in good situations. ❞

❝ will i feel like i found who i was or be more empty? ❞

NATE.

❝ even good people are great at making bad decisions. ❞

❝ you find out pretty quick that life is more than just appearances. ❞

❝ everything that breaks you down can also build your character. ❞

❝ we’re all products of the things that we experience. ❞

❝ don’t let nobody tell you who to be or write your narrative. ❞

❝ that’s part of life, that’s the way that it goes. ❞

❝ i’m here for you if you need someone to listen. do you need someone to listen? ❞

❝ you look uncomfortable, i’m sorry, let me change the subject. ❞

❝ you think it’s bad now, but you don’t know the half of it. ❞

❝ i’ve been trying to search to find us both some answers. ❞

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don’t  mind  me,     just  dropping  some  tags.

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