fracturedmonster

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here is the deal. like this and i will write u a starter on lucy. bc i am fallout obsessed and started another account. i won't be taking questions or criticisms at this time. and yes, it is the only way to get the link.

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Please come back. I miss you.

who said anything about me being gone, though? am i not always around like an omnipresent parasite?

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let's talk about my absence && a cry for help.

Life has been, hectic. It just got worse, and I can assure you that it won't get better for a few months yet. There may be trigger warnings for some people, but I'll do my best to tag them accordingly:

A week ago, I took my mom to the Emergency Room. She'd been sick for a few days, and her fever just wouldn't come down. We thought maybe she had a gnarly cold since she home tested for Covid 3 times and all were negative. On Saturday, February 5th, the reality of why my mom was sick came to the worst outcome her team of doctors could give.

My mom was diagnosed with AML. AML is Acute Myeloid Leukemia. She has cancer. It isn't slow. It isn't nice, and it doesn't fucking care that she's otherwise healthy. That she has bills, a truck to pay off. It just doesn't fucking care. With Covid procedure, I'm only able to be with her for 12 hours a day. Daily. And the journey won't end when her 2 to 3 month hospital stay ends. With a blood cancer, we're doing the most aggressive treatment in a time where an infection is a wrong conversation away.

Chemotherapy began yesterday, and we are hopeful.

That doesn't help us right now. That doesn't help me make the missing payments on her truck, the rent, cellphone bills, and the bills of fighting fucking cancer.

So, I'm doing something I don't know if I'm ever going to good at doing. I'm asking for help.

For one year of payments on her truck, to save a business she's spent over 30 years wanting + all the other expenses mentioned above, my aunt, husband, and I started a gofundme. I know the number is daunting. It scares the shit out of me, too. I just really need help.

Any small donation, sharing, all of it will help. Take the link and help me get it out there? A few dollars towards her needs right now? Anything.

here is the link to the gofundme (and yes, I know it deadnamed me. my mom's well-being is more important):

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i MISS YOU. COME BACK.

i am doing my damnedest to do just that.

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what happens when you                         make fuck around and find out                               your whole personality?

a lot of unstable chaos mostly. and if you add in a little spice. well, you've got your own new brand of shitshow.

loved by Rocki. Personals DNI.

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NEW RULE/RANT. I WILL SHUT UP SHORTLY, BUT I AM NOT GOING TO GO OUT OF MY WAY ON THIS:: This applies to all of my blogs from this day forward.

Keep reading

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today’s checklist::

thank my husband for making me feel better about setting boundaries i need to stick to for my own sake. we benched thirteen ships, and a few people are not happy with me abt it, so like i told them, it isn’t benched forever! just for now. until i get my head on and figure out where he’s going.

finish this playlist.

finish fleshing out the three verses i pulled to revamp.

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tag dump for @dissolvedshadows surprise, it’s more songs. i speak  song now. idk what to tell ya.

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tag dump for @delabor look, i added more songs like trash.

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did i give you guys the interest checker? 

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Oh I'm sorry I didn't see it in your pinned post! I'm blind.

we don't accept apologies here! you're more than fine! & you have absolutely nothing to be sorry for! drink your water and take care of yourself, though. bc i said so.

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What are your other blogs?

i have three active and one in the process of being overhauled. @pulchratormentum . my literal baby oc. an actual dumpster fire. real fighty for someone who made fuck around and find out her whole personality. @bellecoeur . my multimuse. oc && canon characters, though it isn't completely finished. a simp factory, tbh. @abandonedbyheaven . meg masters. actual queen of hell. when u take a canon character and give them depth bc show writers didn't feel they needed to.

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alright. this is it, minus a few more tag dumps. everything is functional.  the friendliest of reminders:: until my mental health stops trying to dunk on me, shipping is closed. once i have it under control, romantic ships can reopen. until then, we’re not going to do anything romantic outside of the ships you see listed. if i upset you by it, the exit is that way.

this is our ships/mains page. have at it.

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tag dump for ruby, bc i need to finish this thing! @fidelissimi if you want anything added or changed lmk or like, the song i picked.

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what i was supposed to do earlier than 930: relationships page. what i did that has me starting so late: a full bio for all of dena’s verses. 

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rules and about are up! relationships/mains will be up tonight. the askbox was cleared.

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howdy, campers! 

welcome to the compound! your fearless leader, dean winchester ( from cw's supernatural ), isn't all that jazzed to see anyone. ever. we won't even pretend. just- go find a bunk and take your fruit basket. okay, we don’t have those either- ( headcanon && personal development driven. ) ( 21+ ONLY. ) ( N S F W present. ) here are all the links you're gonna need. if they're striked through, i am either changing or updating them:: verses && rules && mains/ships && about && promo && interest checker updated as of: 09/07/2021.                                           rocki's active muse list::

- dena marie. high activity. oc bisexual dumpster fire. - meg masters. moderate activity. mostly headcanon based. a literal queen.