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I told u all I hadn’t abandoned it :)

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Hello I am one of the readers of On the Night Train, I hope you have a nice day and week, the fact is that I was wondering if On the Night Train is already a forgotten work 🤧.

It's just that I've been checking all the time and I don't see an update of the work and since it's been more than two months I think I asked if you had abandoned it, I just found the courage to ask you from here and there's no problem if you want to take a break, it's all good I just asked why my head told me to find the value and tell you hahahaha, Well however you have a beautiful, quiet day, goodbye 🍃

Thanks, I’m glad u r enjoying the fic.

I began writing OTNT over a year ago and when I began it, I was mainly motivated on the build up to the smut lol, long as it is. Since then I’ve developed an illness that has severely crippled my sexual drive unfortunately. I get breakthroughs here and there where I feel like I could write it and make it not sound like a crippled person’s idea of sex, lol, but it’s rare.

This does not mean that I have abandoned it. I want to finish it, to do it justice to the person I was when I began it and to all of the fans. I love u all and will try to keep writing, but I’ll have to take breaks here and there.

Thx so much for the message, ily

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can you see my vision?

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/55259308/chapters/140171347

New chapter

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/55259308/chapters/165104458

NSFW warning ;)

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/55259308/chapters/164149786

New chapter!

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The way corporations are co- opting random words to try to seem funny and relateable is both hilarious and infuriating. Wtf is “dopamine dressing”

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أحبك جدًا

I love you so much

وأعرف أن الطريق إلى المستحيل طويل

And I know that the road to the impossible is long

وأعرف أنك ست النساء

And I know that you are the queen of all women

وليس لدي بديـل

And I have no alternative

وأعرف أن زمان الحنيـن انتهى

And I know that the time of longing has ended

ومات الكلام الجميل

And that beautiful words have died

فماذا أقول؟

So what can I say?

أحبك جدًا...

I love you so much...

أحبك جدًا وأعرف أني أعيش بمنفى

I love you so much, and I know that I live in exile

وأنتِ بمنفى

And you live in exile

وبيني وبينك

And between us

ريحٌ

There is wind

وغيمٌ

And clouds

وبرقٌ

And lightning

ورعدٌ

And thunder

وثلجٌ ونـار

And snow and fire

وأعرف أن الوصول لعينيك وهمٌ

And I know that reaching your eyes is an illusion

وأعرف أن الوصول إليكِ

And I know that reaching you

انتحـار

Is suicide

ويسعدني

And yet, it delights me

أن أمزق نفسي لأجلك أيتها الغالية

To tear myself apart for you, my precious one

ولو خيروني

And if I were given the choice

لكررت حبكِ للمرة الثانية

I would still choose to love you again

يا من غزلتُ قميصك من ورقات الشجر

O you, for whom I wove a shirt from the leaves of trees

أيا من حميتكِ بالصبر من قطرات المطر

O you, whom I shielded with patience from the drops of rain

أحبك جدًا...

I love you so much...

وأعرف أني أسافر في بحر عينيكِ

And I know that I am sailing in the sea of your eyes

دون يقين

Without certainty

وأترك عقلي ورائي وأركض

And I leave my mind behind and run

أركض

I run

أركض خلف جنوني

I run after my madness

أيا امرأة تمسك القلب بين يديها

O woman who holds my heart in her hands

سألتك بالله لا تتركيني

I beg you, for God's sake, do not leave me

لا تتركيني

Do not leave me

فماذا أكون أنا إذا لم تكوني؟

For what would I be if you were not here?

أحبك جدًا

I love you so much

وجداً وجداً

So much, so much

وأرفض من نــار حبكِ أن أستقيلا

And I refuse to resign from the fire of your love

وهل يستطيع المتيم بالعشق أن يستقيلا؟!

Can someone who is madly in love resign from love?

وما همني

And I do not care

إن خرجت من الحب حياً

If I emerge from love alive

وما همني

And I do not care

إن خرجت قتيلاً

If I emerge from it dead

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/55259308/chapters/163102795

You all know what time it is

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I don’t usually post stuff like this but here’s a little short story about Simeon the Stylite, inspired by a 3am rabbit hole down his wikipedia a few weeks ago

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This one is cute, make sure u have room to kick your feet

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You all know what time it is

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I've starved u guys for too long, time to feast!

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I’m really sorry to say this but I’m going to have to take a break from most social media for a while and unfortunately that means writing. I know how much OTNT means to people and I want to write more, I had so much planned for this story but my life has been totally flipped upside down in the last few months and I’m in a lot of physical and emotional pain every day.

I’ll try to update the story here and there but expect chapters to be much less frequent, I hope to resume normal pace in the future

I love u all and this is not the end of OTNT

❤️❤️

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What I imagine us all like as in @revvlation ‘s post

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Sorry I've been gone for so long, made this one extra sweet to make up for it

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just thought i'd let you know i just started reading On The Night Train this morning and im already on chapter 9!!! this fic is SO GOOD!!!! thank you for writing it i'm eating so well tonight, ur amazing at writing ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Thank u so much, I’m going thru a really hard time in my life right now and ur comment made me smile 😊