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If you cant talk about any other woman musician without also talking about TS, you’re ugly, hope this helps!

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Queen of the failures to launch :)

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Broke down and made a lung appointment for tomorrow bc I am a stupid little coward.

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Lots of focus on breathing required this afternoon. I cannot get the anxiety out of my head that my Weird Lesion is cancer, and it's actually so severe that it's metastasized to my lungs, and I'm going to die, a thought that at once terrifies me and makes me like, blank. I am so anxious about it that my brain refuses to even process all that anxiety, I think.

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I am an idiot adjusting too slowly to this odd little life, and I fucked around too much this morning and the symptoms of taking my meds for the first time in two weeks got me good.

Taking a workout off my schedule for today. Luckily, the online stuff, my writing, and unpacking/cleaning chores should still be on the agenda to go forward-- after a quick little Parks and Rec break.

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When I wash my hair, it goes into this frizzy, poofy, straw-like state for a day before settling down. Haircare people, how do I avoid this?

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Shower

Work on pilot outline

Go to pharmacy for meds, shampoo, laundry detergent

Check in with my parents so they remain happy with me

Put away a load of laundry from the suitcase

Clean up the bathroom trash

Book a trainer session

Figure out if it's possible to get an affordable Epic Pass.

Buy my dad a birthday present

Log on with Kev and Carl and watch a bunch of stupid shit (Death Becomes Her? X-Files?) as a reward for getting through this fuckass day.

I have a call set with the bank on Monday about figuring out how to distribute my scholarship funds, so at least my many hours on the phone yesterday to the detriment of anything else weren't totally worthless.

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Grateful for the Olympics but all is not well in waffleville lol I have a brutal cold.