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The abusive bitch that tie me and my girlfriend together and she was genuinely Obsessed with both of us and she doesn’t know we ever knew each other and she’s currently learning we are dating and im having so much fun with how much this is gonna kill her
#the ex that needs to be in prison#and I wish I was exaggerating#but I started using discord for the first time really since I was with her#and I still had her discord contact gave it to my girlfriend like a week ago cause we were both curious how that might go#but like she abused and drugged me severely for months#im having a lot of fun fucking with her#she was so obsessed with both of us it Will fuck with her to learn we’re dating now and both despise her#ghost rambles#shes still blocked from all my stuff and been chased out of state#she’s gonna be blocked once we’re done it’s rlly just like#we both so badly want to see how she’d react#cause she’d fucking HATE this
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#guess who’s violently sick again ;-;#emetephobia tw#but I’ve thrown up four times in the past hour#but I’ve been throwing up for three days now and haven’t been able to hold down food#so nothing even comes up anymore it’s just really painful#I have work today too it’s not till 2 but at this rate I think I need to call out ;-;#and I so badly need the money#ghost rambles
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Just spent nearly $100 on a binder but it’s leopard print
#And also I only have 2 despite wearing binders every single day since I was like 13#but ones grey and I don’t love how it looks and the other is actually falling apart#All the seams are coming undone and I haven’t gotten a new binder since like highschool#gc2b kinda sucks now I didn’t want to get one from there and I tried#I think underworks maybe spectrum#And not the biggest fan personally#And idk anywhere else that’s safe those Amazon binders are def not good for you#And I had a vision in my head of a leopard print binder and rlly want a patterned one#looked it up there’s an Australian family owned company that has one#couldn’t find many reviews but the ones there were were good#im rlly hoping its good i really don’t have the money for a new binder but ive needed one#I should get a plain black one too but need to find a place I trust first#maybe if this place is good but they r a bit expensive#partially cause shipping is $25 since it’s in Australia#ghost rambles
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We’re back on T :D
#for now at least#I have a few months worth of leftover T and someone who can do my shots for me now#we’ll see in a few months if I have the money to continue when my stockpile runs out#ghost rambles
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Someone else asked to have less hours next week cause they were scheduled to work 9 days straight but that somehow translated to me going from being scheduled 42 hours to 17
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Switched to the new store they were opening like a week ago and the person we have as manager rn, hoping I don’t jinx it, has been so good
#she gave me a bueno candy bar :3#they’re one of my favorites#and scheduling got a lil messed up and there was an extra person on my shift#and she heard me saying im in a lot of pain today and 0 hesitation ‘you can go home if you want’ since there was extra people anyways#ghost rambles#and she already said I don’t have to do like most of the outside side work#cause I have health issues and will probably pass out if not will definitely feel like death#but literally passing out from being outside isn’t enough for like every other place I’ve worked
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My girlfriend and I have the same Horrible ex that like needs to be in prison but what’s really crazy is we’ve lived almost identical lives for the past few Years and have somehow never officially met before I started working in the same store like we went to work on cleaning out my storage unit yesterday, her and a person that ties into the mess had a unit in the same building literally right next to mine
#mind you this is a three story storage unit in a city there’s like 50 other storage places#and we got neighboring units and still never crossed paths#we’ve had some of the same Jobs just at different times#I saw her that first proper date night I had with Zoe we went to the same show#her partner at the time shouted at Zoe that night#ghost rambles
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Spent like 8 hours in that aquarium most of it looking at the new whale shark
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We’re going on a lil trip to the aquarium tomorrow :3
#it’s like a four hour drive I cleaned out my car today and went through the car wash#and got road snacks#I’m so excited I’ve only been to the aquarium once and it’s like my favorite place#ghost rambles#we’re going for her friends birthday but it’s also gonna be kinda a date :3
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The last roomate I had to basically run away from for safety, we just learned she’s roomates with the person that ties all of this bullshit together all the people that destroyed mine and my girlfriends life they’re all fucking connected
#feels like the universe is playing my life like some kind of show#the way this all interlocks#I need to leave this fucking state#ghost rambles
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The people I currently have around me and just the way life is going rn is actually insane to me given the events leading up to this and I want to say everything of why this doesn’t feel real but it would genuinely take hours to say it all
#I say that from experience me and her took lime 8 hours to not even say everything#and now a mutual friend that was involved in that shit too has reappeared#the three of us are gonna hang out today#and I know Zoe would freak the fuck out if she knew and that makes me so happy#fuck that bitch#ghost rambles
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Crazy I did actually get one of those jobs and also a girlfriend cause of it
There’s a good chance I’m in psychosis but I have two interviews today so just hoping I’m not coming off real fuckin weird
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My ears are at a 0g finally and they’re getting close to the goal
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She bought me new work shoes and took me to dinner and I’m being so normal
#she knew I was worried abt getting in trouble cause my shoes weren’t like work approved#but couldn’t afford ones they did approve of#ghost rambles
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Anyways in reference to the tags on this one what I thought was bad cracking is in fact resetting joints
Every person I’ve been close with always asks if I have ehlers danlos and atp fuckin maybe actually
#lil sad it took 22 years and multiple people asking#but my pain tolerance is fucked and all I know is dislocations hurt#and I mean it hurts but not That bad#not like how it looks in movies at least#ghost rambles
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This girl is literally trying to quit smoking now cause my lungs r shit and she doesn’t want to have me breathing in any second hand smoke
#I’m not the biggest fan of cigarettes cause the smoke does make it hard for me to breathe#but I’ve also lived with heavy smokers my whole life I just ask don’t blow the smoke in my face#she unprompted threw out her whole pack#I’ve never been with never even known someone who cared so much puts in so much effort#also#her favorite is cinnamon so I made a new recipe of these cinnamon cupcakes for her#surprised her with them when I picked her up from work yesterday#ghost rambles
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What kills me the most with this is I found a person I genuinely really like and they like me and all the things I need help with doesn’t bother her she actively Wants to help and she’s planning to move to one of the three cities I was debating between moving to in a few months but that’s just it she’s leaving in a few months and I mean I don’t have anything going on here I do plan on moving to that area eventually it’s just a difference of money but my options are inevitably going to end up being move with this person after dating for a few months which yea early but I’ve done more dramatic shit or I stay here where I have nothing and no one and it’s gonna kill me for her to leave at this rate
#part of me is like I could really see something with this#part of me knows I have bpd and do jump in head first and I’m trying to not keep fucking myself over#ghost rambles
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