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hey! i haven’t used this blog in forever again - im way more active at @devilsflowermantis if you want to check that blog out
#i came back here because i was not ok#this blog reminds me of bad shit#it seems i only use it when my bpd symptoms are at their worst#i was psychotic and hallucinating last time i used it#obsessive#having multiple meltdowns daily#i was suddenly thrown into a debilitating chronic illness after being unlucky enough to get covid in march 2020#nearly fainting many times a day and seizures and confusion and bedridden#the meds im taking help it at least#i also lost many friends#one who abandoned everyone because after a decade long friendship with me decided they hate lgbt people#i fucked some stuff up too.#i did start going outside more and have a tan for the first time in my life! lol#and i started on T which has helped me tremendously#didn’t know just how bad my dysphoria was until i started it - it was literally physically painful.#i’ve learned a lot these past couple years and i’m liking the person i’m becoming#like truly.#shits been hard but im doing what i ca n#i just needed to vent in the tags lol
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synth [the image is small, so the quality might not look great!]
#this is my art#SORRY i reblog it here it's just#i love... my characters... so you have to see them now#i was debating it for a bit and i decided yes i will!
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Panel of Engravings, Hillaire Chamber, Chauvet cave
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i do not ghost purposely i just have no idea what to say ever
#at this point trying to have friends is just so stressful because i don't know how to interact with people#that i just. don't bother#people have never really understood the type of person i am#i don't really understand myself either
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An orbital sunrise above the Pacific Ocean by NASA Johnson
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DAN MIEDUCH On The Drive Oil on Masonite 24″ x 36″
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Jon Rafman, LEnfer (New Age Demanded), 2010 - Ongoing
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