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[greelin]

in the end it is always the same. With everyone ever

it is crazy that you can put all of your energy into being funny and entertaining and consumable and just [Insert Whatever Desirable Trait] Enough but inevitably everyone still leaves. that’s so funny

[greelin]

it is crazy that you can put all of your energy into being funny and entertaining and consumable and just [Insert Whatever Desirable Trait] Enough but inevitably everyone still leaves. that’s so funny

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you cannot be telling me any of this is worth it or i have a reason to be here. Be so fucking serious

i do not need to hear shit about how it gets better either. brother i’ve been on this earth for nearly three decades and every fucking moment has been a nightmare and done irreversible damage to my psyche. i’m tired. It Is Not Getting Better

[greelin]

i do not need to hear shit about how it gets better either. brother i’ve been on this earth for nearly three decades and every fucking moment has been a nightmare and done irreversible damage to my psyche. i’m tired. It Is Not Getting Better

[greelin]

i am so deeply alone always. 👍

[greelin]

i literally have nothing that makes this worth it and at worst i’m annoying and an inconvenience and wasting space and resources while at best no one even knows i’m alive. LOL

idk man every waking moment i’m repeating “i need to die” on a loop in my mind and envisioning ways for it to happen in graphic detail. forgive me for not being particularly jazzed about the concept of waking up in the morning and living another day like this

[greelin]

idk man every waking moment i’m repeating “i need to die” on a loop in my mind and envisioning ways for it to happen in graphic detail. forgive me for not being particularly jazzed about the concept of waking up in the morning and living another day like this

[greelin]

this is not. Working.

gary i need a reason to live

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gary i need a reason to live

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just going through life either flat or miserable. well that’s just fine👍

nothing ever really brings me joy but. That’s ok :)

[greelin]

nothing ever really brings me joy but. That’s ok :)

[greelin]

me: —but anyway aside from all of that i really loved the movie ferngully as a child. wore out the vhs tape watching it. had very conflicting feelings about the personification of pollution. hexxus i think. voiced by tim curry.

my therapist watching the clock to make sure she stops the session at exactly 11:55 despite the fact that i get charged for an hour and she does not let me in until 11:05 usually: Damn that’s crazy. we’re out of time however. we’ll pick back up on this next week.

[greelin]

they put something. In here.

i can feel so normal

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anyways.

i can feel so normal

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i can feel so normal

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good lord

what if you only wore dark colors and i only wore bright eye searing ones. and we were both boys

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they are going to kiss.

what if you only wore dark colors and i only wore bright eye searing ones. and we were both boys