not to applaud "toxic representation" or whatever ppl have been saying but i love stories where gay ppl love & betray each other i love it when they kiss & kill each other i love physical altercations i love when they despise each other but can't be without the other i love mutually assured destruction
are they... yknow... obsessed with angels and catholic aesthetics and art despite not actually being catholic or in any way supportive of catholicism*?
it forever kills me that we don’t get to see more of song lan and xiao xingchen before their story turns so tragic. regardless of whether you think they were friends or something more, the fact that xue yang knew that targeting song lan would hurt xxc more than anything else is a testament for how much they cared for each other. xxc then chose to give up his own eyes for song lan which meant he had to break the promise he made to baoshan sanren to never return, and then was forced to live on his own, blind and alone. and even as he was dying by xxc’s hand, song lan was thinking of his feelings and chose to remain as a ‘fierce corpse’ rather than reveal the truth to xxc bc he knew how damaging it would be. everything that happened to them is so heartbreaking and so easily avoidable if xxc had never run into xue yang :(
On some real shit, I do not fuck with people who ride those boat things at the carnival. People who get on those do not give a fuck about life, they don’t care about you, ya mama or your kids. They literally have nothing to lose. You don’t care about life so there’s no need for me to fight you because you’re not going to give a damn about my face.