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listen: i spent my entire life missing you

call me maybe by carly rae jepsen / thérèse and isabelle by violette leduc / sky full of song by florence + the machine / i loved you before i was born by li young lee / nineteen by tegan and sara / darius the great is not okay by adib khorram / i miss you by bjork / portrait of a lady on fire dir céline sciamma / joe wright commentary for pride and prejudice / punisher by phoebe bridgers

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  ― Billy-Ray Belcourt, A History of My Brief Body

[text ID: To love someone is firstly to confess: I'm prepared to be devastated by you.]

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sir that’s my emotional support character who believes themselves unworthy and unable of love because of all that they’ve gone through but eventually realises they are worthy of love when they reach it through their found family

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Maybe home is nothing but two arms holding you tight when you’re at your worst.

Yara Bashraheel (via thoughtkick)

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  ― Billy-Ray Belcourt, A History of My Brief Body

[text ID: To love someone is firstly to confess: I'm prepared to be devastated by you.]

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Simping over fictional characters is not enough. They need to come to life and kiss my forehead when I'm feeling sad.

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“People think intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them bare and their response is ‘You’re safe with me’ - that’s intimacy.”

— Taylor Jenkins Reid, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

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everyone’s comfort characters are either gay, mass murderers, mentally unstable or just straight up dead or all of these

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being weird together is a love language

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Academy!Roy ft. me, driving myself crazy over a semi-rendered doodle!

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Unredeemable to YOU, I on the other hand have very flexible morals

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actually sleeping with someone is so nice like waking up in the middle of the night and snuggling closer or lazily giving them a kiss or just feeling their arms around you squeeze slightly even though they’re in a deep sleep or handholding while you both are asleep ugh that’s that shit I like

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girls be like *he is my comfort character* and whamm! it's the most emotionally traumatized fictional man you've ever seen!

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Romantically awkward

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Short scene I wrote on the way to uni this morning. Set somewhere in the future of my fanfic series Knowing Feelings but you don't need to have read it to read this 😌

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It's seven in the morning on Sunday. Roy's walking around the room fully naked, Ed watches him with sleepy eyes from where he's still lying on their bed, also naked. They've been together long enough to let loose like this when they're together— not that they were ever really embarrassed to be naked in front of each other, but there's a difference between taking off your clothes for sex, sleep and intimate showers and prancing around in your birthday suit looking for any spare clean clothes because it's laundry day.

"You know what? You make my dick go-" Ed says, followed by a poor imitation of the noise a spring makes when it's been stretched and released.

Roy's lips part despite himself and his smile is already as wide as it goes when he turns to look at Ed so fast he almost gets whiplash.

"What!?" He wheezes out, doing his best to suppress the laugh he knows is coming with a hand on the middle of his chest.

Ed looks unashamed of his dumb comment, very much still half asleep. Not that he can be blamed, final exam season is just as exhausting for the teachers as it is for the students.

"You know, like-" he makes a motion with his hand that's supposed to emulate what he means, one finger pointing forwards then quickly moves to point up, "Boing"

Roy can't keep it in any longer. He doubles over in laughter. Has to put his hands on bent knees to not fall to the floor. Ed just looks from where he's still laying down, messy hair over the pillows, lazy smile and fond half lidded eyes. When Roy's got himself back in control a little and can wipe the tears from his eyes, smile still showing all his teeth, Ed makes a grabbing motion with the same hand as before. He obliges and walks over to the side of the bed.

"You're unbelievable" he says, letting his hand get grabbed and kissed.

"Well, it's true" Ed kisses the hand again and then lightly tugs to make him bend down to kiss him chastely on the lips.

"I guess I shouldn't be that surprised. You're always horny" the older man rolls his eyes but his expression betrays his amusement.

The blond only kisses him harder at this.

"As if you're any better." Ed lets the other go so he can keep looking for the cleanest underwear he can find to be able to finally get started on their sunday chores.

Roy eventually finds some, then throws everything else into the hamper and takes it in his arms.

He's at the door, "I'll keep a cup of coffee warm in the kitchen for whenever you decide to wake up" he says.

When Ed's sleepy "I love you" in thanks reaches Roy's ears he walks away, a warm smile on his face.

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Short scene I wrote on the way to uni this morning. Set somewhere in the future of my fanfic series Knowing Feelings but you don't need to have read it to read this 😌

--

It's seven in the morning on Sunday. Roy's walking around the room fully naked, Ed watches him with sleepy eyes from where he's still lying on their bed, also naked. They've been together long enough to let loose like this when they're together— not that they were ever really embarrassed to be naked in front of each other, but there's a difference between taking off your clothes for sex, sleep and intimate showers and prancing around in your birthday suit looking for any spare clean clothes because it's laundry day.

"You know what? You make my dick go-" Ed says, followed by a poor imitation of the noise a spring makes when it's been stretched and released.

Roy's lips part despite himself and his smile is already as wide as it goes when he turns to look at Ed so fast he almost gets whiplash.

"What!?" He wheezes out, doing his best to suppress the laugh he knows is coming with a hand on the middle of his chest.

Ed looks unashamed of his dumb comment, very much still half asleep. Not that he can be blamed, final exam season is just as exhausting for the teachers as it is for the students.

"You know, like-" he makes a motion with his hand that's supposed to emulate what he means, one finger pointing forwards then quickly moves to point up, "Boing"

Roy can't keep it in any longer. He doubles over in laughter. Has to put his hands on bent knees to not fall to the floor. Ed just looks from where he's still laying down, messy hair over the pillows, lazy smile and fond half lidded eyes. When Roy's got himself back in control a little and can wipe the tears from his eyes, smile still showing all his teeth, Ed makes a grabbing motion with the same hand as before. He obliges and walks over to the side of the bed.

"You're unbelievable" he says, letting his hand get grabbed and kissed.

"Well, it's true" Ed kisses the hand again and then lightly tugs to make him bend down to kiss him chastely on the lips.

"I guess I shouldn't be that surprised. You're always horny" the older man rolls his eyes but his expression betrays his amusement.

The blond only kisses him harder at this.

"As if you're any better." Ed lets the other go so he can keep looking for the cleanest underwear he can find to be able to finally get started on their sunday chores.

Roy eventually finds some, then throws everything else into the hamper and takes it in his arms.

He's at the door, "I'll keep a cup of coffee warm in the kitchen for whenever you decide to wake up" he says.

When Ed's sleepy "I love you" in thanks reaches Roy's ears he walks away, a warm smile on his face.

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