hate myself but this blog might be reconstructed into a gu jun-pyo rp blog bc im trash for boys over flowers who’s with me!
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i’ll come back to this blog someday
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grab his hair, pull his head back and whisper to him how good he is
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this is the only good screenshot of danny in his uniform and it’s safe to say that i am gay for One (1) DPD Officer.
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if im not too late?? KISS O BISH
you never know how you end up here. just that you always do.
what is to be made sense of when they pull you in by the hand, kiss your wrist until you forget what pain feels like, what you have known your whole life, in a matter of seconds ? is that why you so willingly let yourself be dragged down into them, legs crossing over theirs as you mount holiness ? is that why you were so quick to pray with your lips upon theirs ? for a chance at cheap relief ? with your hands in their hair, with your neck in their hands, you don’t look too sane when you act like this. but what is composure in the heat of the moment & what is soundness when they are your clarity ?
inquisitive words, the ones of velvet finish slither into your ear, curious of your intentions, or rather what fuels you in your chase & your tongue’s route over pale neck. the hover of lips, hot breath mixing with theirs in an act of coming up for air. ❝ shut up. ❞ the harsh, desperate roll of hips downward, the chase of friction’s heat in your joined laps; beckoned by the fingers pulling at belt’s buckle. you forcefully take hands in your own, bringing them below the curve of your spine. touch me & make me forget like you always do. gnashing teeth hide behind your lips that just barely conceal your hunger, begging, no, demanding to be devoured. ❝ just fuck me. ❞
and you unravel. the way they taught you.
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my favorite thing about watching svu is like. watching my fc’s character completely curve any and all women hitting on him. like he’s deadass the blinking man gif
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:eyes emoji:
it’s when pointless laughter ceases, thins like the distance between faces with the passage of intimate seconds; too close for comfort, too far to taste; you demand a better look & amongst quiet, empty streets and in your lightly inebriated state you find boldness. ❝ hey … c’mere … ❞ playful demand met with futile resistance on the other’s end, mischievous smile cuts through the shadows you hide behind, where streetlights don’t shine, in your attempt to blame this on pure inebriation.
the chatter of the bar isn’t there for you to take refuge in, just the buzzing in your head; thumb rests upon chin, commanding the part of other’s lips. profound inhale hollows calloused cheeks, freshly lit cigarette writhing between your teeth before it’s yanked it out of the way. you hold smoke above your tongue, you bring his mouth to yours & only when lips touch do you let nicotine spill from your lips, past into him. the tilt of head, beckoning push of chin to guide the other; you pretend not to notice how he breathes you in, how he returns the favor with steady stream of air, filtered through the lungs you know are filled with roses. lopsided smile persists, the swipe of tongue to wet drying mouth, you taunt him to finish what you started, to wonder what you are more addicted to, and to choose carefully.
FIRST FIVE IN MY INBOX GET KISSES. no longer accepting. / @missionmade
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hcs + self - destruction :
mateo’s supposed to be on anti - depressants but hasn’t taken them in years. he picks up the prescription so his sister, reina, doesn’t get on his ass about it, but since moving out of her apartment, he doesn’t even bother anymore. only reason he was ever on them is because reina insisted he see a shrink after his relationship after his divorce failed. he went to one appointment and left a mess. he didn’t like how vulnerable he felt, how cut open he was, and refused to ever go back despite said therapist’s major concerns.
mateo’s an avid cigarette smoker post - divorce. not a pack a day type, but maybe two, three, or four if the day has brought a lot of hardship. he’s got a metal, flint & wheel lighter that he flicks on and off when he’s nervous / dissociating & you’ll typically catch him taking a drag while on break or outside his apartment building. he vowed never to go near nicotine after his daughter was born to be a good example , but after he lost her in the custody battle, it became one of his vices. he figures if he dies early he’d be doing the world, and his family, a favor so yeah. tell him how those little cylinders’ll kill him but don’t wait for him to disagree.
mateo’s not an alcoholic but does have his nights where he has too much. he only ever resorts to hard liquor if a case has taken a particularly huge toll on him, say a bad one where he comes back to the station covered in blood and leaves just the same. probably rolls up to the bar the same way, just with washed hands and face.
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❝ ‘ never seen you flip someone off before. ❞ words meld with nicotine exhale & true new yorker shines through one of detroit’s finest, accent rounding sullen vowels between colleague’s frustrated & futile attempts to light. though typically a reminder that they come from different places, preceding events have made him consider otherwise. the flick of thumb, sparking steady flame as he holds it at other’s lips; one of many unspoken acts carved surface - deep in cordiality . ❝ ‘f i didn’t know any better i’d say you were coming for my gig. ❞ / @missionmade
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