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hi yes I’ve been crying over the finale for over ten minutes and can’t seem to stop

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disney plus needs to stop asking me if i want to skip the doctor who intro. the answer is no. it has been and always will be no. you can take the ooo weeeoooo from my cold dead hands

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the doctor: I'm the last of the time lords....I'm all alone in the universe....and I'm dying in the vacuum of space....

susan:

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DOCTOR WHO | 2.03: THE WELL + TEXT POSTS

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Not me crying during most of Lux. This show means so much to me, ugh. I love and miss y’all, hopefully I can be back soon. A lot of stuff is happening that I can’t control and DW is my one constant.

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Doctor Who The Robot Revolution

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i think there should be an episode of doctor who where the doctor returns to a time when police boxes were common and then forgets where he fucking parked

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did i just get the friends who i got to watch doctor who promise they’re going to watch torchwood before they start matt smith’s season? yes indeed 😈 two broken hearts for the price of one, suffer just like i did except they won’t be swayed thinking @drtwat and @techiko were writing in tv show canon with everyone being happy

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hi sorry for ghosting, been having to mentally handle everything going on around me (in america) and my spouse was away on a work trip so i was very much spiraling for three days alone, while simultaneously having to adult and act like a normal person at work. i am mentally doing better now, especially since he’s home. it ended up helping bring me and my parents closer because i called them to help talk me down during an anxiety attack and explain everything that i didn’t get or remember from government class (thanks Florida education system)

now i realized jonathan and i never finished his dark materials and for three years he’s been waiting for news on when s3 was coming out from me and i just forgot to let him know two years ago. so i am away tonight watching that with him. i hope everyone is staying safe.

also, please know my blog is and will always be a safe space.

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well 🧍‍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.

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Fyodor Dostoevsky, from The Idiot

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Send ❛You left! You left and never looked back! What was I supposed to do?❜ for my character's reaction.

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“Fear makes companions of us all”

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“I want another adventure”

#herleaf — an independent and selective ode to Clara Oswald as written by shannon (28, she/her, est)

graphic credit to @drtwat (thank you for the lovely promo)

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🐝  *  ―  𝑻𝑾𝑶 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  act natural.  ❜ ❛  be careful.  ❜ ❛  but why?  ❜ ❛  calm down.  ❜ ❛  come here.  ❜ ❛  do you?  ❜ ❛  don't ask.  ❜ ❛  don't cry.  ❜ ❛  don't go.  ❜ ❛  don't move.  ❜ ❛  for what?  ❜ ❛  good idea.  ❜ ❛  guess what?  ❜ ❛  hurry up.  ❜ ❛  i forgot.  ❜ ❛  it's nothing.  ❜ ❛  join me.  ❜ ❛  keep quiet.  ❜ ❛  leave it.  ❜ ❛  let's go.  ❜ ❛  not bad.  ❜ ❛  not now.  ❜ ❛  now what?  ❜ ❛  shut up.  ❜ ❛  take care.  ❜ ❛  take this.  ❜ ❛  that's impossible.  ❜ ❛  then when?  ❜ ❛  think quickly.  ❜ ❛  time's up.  ❜ ❛  try me.  ❜ ❛  wake up.  ❜ ❛  watch out!  ❜ ❛  well done.  ❜ ❛  what happened?  ❜ ❛  what now?  ❜ ❛  who knows?  ❜ ❛  why me?  ❜ ❛  your turn.  ❜ ❛  you're wrong.  ❜

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PROMPTS FROM PRACTICAL MAGIC *  assorted dialogue from the 1998 film, adjust as necessary

sometimes i feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn.

be careful what you wish for.

wish you could believe in me.

we have to banish him.

he wants me. just me.

what was that, [name]?

you know what? i wished for you, too.

let him take me.

the nudity is entirely optional.

it wasn't me, it was you.

we'll grow old together.

can love really travel back in time and heal a broken heart?

i think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean.

don't die on me, [name], please.

i bet we even die on the same day.

of course you're going to see me again.

hang on to your husbands, girls.

what wouldn't i do... for the right guy?

i have this dream of being whole, of not going to sleep each night, wanting.

i took an oath to uphold the law.

life is perfect.

don't do that.

i'd like to think so.

i have never asked you for anything.

i feel like i'm never going to see you again.

what are you doing?

i came here to bring in the bad guy because generally that's what i do.

sometimes when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, i dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for.

i just want someone to love me.

i want to be seen.

please do this for me. please?

hold on just a goddamn second. one step at a time.

that's how you came to live with us.

everything is just so blissfully normal.

i wish you could see us.

they like to meddle in people's love lives.

thought you never wanted to fall in love.

you're saying what i'm feeling is just one of your spells?

fall in love whenever you can.

when you find yourself the center of attention... it's not that they hate you. it's that... well. we're different.

you have the worst taste in men.

i was born with them.

since when is being a slut a crime in this family?

you ever put your arms out and spin really, really fast?

maybe i had my happiness.

you promised me that.

so what kind of... uh... craft do you do.

yeah. it's not real.

curses only have power when you believe them. and i don't.

all i want is a normal life.

that's the point.

yeah, well, you know. all relationships have problems.

that's what love is like. it makes your heart race. it turns the world upside down.

when are you going to realize that being normal is not necessarily a virtue?

well... it's what i want.

now that was me.

i don't want them dancing naked under the full moon.

the guy i dreamed of doesn't exist.

is that why they wanted to hang her? because she's a witch?

i don't even mind the beard.

there's a little witch in all of us.

what was that?

i'll tell you all you need to know.

one step at a time.

you think he's dead?

is he cute?

you came for breakfast? we're having pancakes!

what's wrong? cat got your tongue?

someday you'll explain this all to me.