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@reckless-space

Please show me where I (pink) was mean, shitty, in denial about your feelings, mistreating you, using you, abusing you. Please. I'd love to see it.

I had nothing to do with what my partners (blue) said. They said they needed to talk to you, so I handed them the phone and next thing I know I was blocked and kicked out of our group chat, which was the only way I could talk to most of our mutual friends.

You say that I used you. I was an abused kid who would vent to my partner about my troubles. Sue me. You would get upset that you couldnt physically help me and fix all my problems, but i constantly told you that it was okay, that I never expected you to.

You would buy me things, too. I would tell you that you didn't have to, and make it clear that I was uncomfortable with people spending money on me for unnecessary things. But you insisted, said you weren't worried about money, so I let you.

You said that you were scared that I would get mad at you for breaking up with me. When have I ever gotten mad over something like that? I have only been mad at you two times, ever. The first was when you called me ugly, and the second is now, when all this started and you decided to make me out to be a bad guy to your followers.

I admit that in the past I was self-absorbed. But ever since I got back from the hospital, I've been trying my hardest to be better. My efforts were completely ignored. You didn't talk to me for a while, didn't even let me show you how I changed. You barely talked to me when I came back and every time you did it was cold and hollow and loveless, and it hurt.

So in conclusion: yes, I'm mad at you. You ignored me, blamed me for things I never did, made me out to be a shitty abusive partner, and also treated my partners like shit until they, people who are naturally kind and non-confrontational, snapped. I don't hate you, though. I've never hated you. I just wish this could've ended differently.

Now both sides of the story are out in the open.

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Great job everyone

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now my blog is this color and y'all have to deal with it :)

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so yes head? :)

wahoo!!!!!!!!! yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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me: *watches ANYTHING on youtube*

youtube recommended videos:

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why my hand shaky

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while i’m alone and blue as can be dream a little dream of me (x)

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┏┓   ┃┃╱╲ in this ┃╱╱╲╲  house ╱╱╭╮╲╲  we love and ▔▏┗┛▕▔    appreciate ╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲          the midnight crew ╱╱┏┳┓╭╮┏┳┓ ╲╲ ▔▏┗┻┛┃┃┗┻┛▕▔

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So apparently in my sister’s class, there was a trans girl that had been on the cheerleading squad for a while. When she came out, the other girls on the squad made the agreement that whatever boy made fun of her would never get a date. And if you think that’s not the most metal girl alliance ever, you can sit down.

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OKAY SO

i really like hemospectrum flip things, especially Hemostuck were the entire social order is switched; but Kanaya always seems to be stuck in the middle

so one day i was like WHAT IF

YOU TOOK THE HEMOSPECTRUM AND JUST

FLIPPED IT ON ITS SIDE

AND TOOK JADE BLOOD AND JUST

PULLED IT UP

like so

kanayaistopdog.png

Eridan is at the same level as Aradia here

Feferi is the once-a-generation, lowest-of-the-low mutant; Karkat is the much rarer, only-happened-like-a-handful-of-times-in-history mutant (his blood color is taken as an omen of immense change coming)

because of reasons, Jade bloods are in control (runnin around in the sun and junk)

Kanaya is the Heir Apparent, caretaker of the Mother Grub, head of the Jade Court in the Palace of the Sun (or something like that)

her weapon is a double sided chainsaw staff

she still loves fashion; here, her personal tastes dictate the taste of the court, and by extension influence the current generation

HOLY FUCK THIS IS FUN

i’m gonna draw more of her dresses, and then the other trolls :D

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If you call pedophilia a kink please unfollow me and never talk to me again

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This user is anti-TERF, reblog if your blog is against trans exclusionary radfems

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I never get tired of this video. His little legs galloping… gah, so cute!

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This kinda news makes my heart feel so warm 💕