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MONTRÉAL

西村力 x f!reader

synopsis in the quiet of a rainy night in Montreal, two lovers find themselves at a crossroads. Surrounded by the echoes of what they once were, they must confront the emotional distance that has grown between them. Set against the melancholic backdrop of a city filled with memories, their evening becomes a quiet battle between holding on and letting go— where love, silence, and truth collide.

genre angst, slice of life

warning smoking

The rain had started again— soft, steady, and indifferent, blurring the glow of Montréal’s streetlamps into gold smudges against the wet pavement. The hotel window trembled under the weight of the wind, and inside, the silence between Riki and you had grown loud enough to feel like a third person in the room.

He sat at the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, cigarette untouched between his fingers. He didn’t smoke anymore. Not really. But the ritual made him feel grounded, like the heat and the ash might tether him to something real. Something he was about to lose.

You stood by the window in his hoodie, the sleeves too long for your wrists. Your hair was tied up like you used to when you both would fall asleep tangled in each other. Your skin warm, promises whispered like secrets. You hadn’t said anything in fifteen minutes, maybe more. Your silence had grown careful, like you were afraid that speaking would break whatever was left.

“This place used to mean something,” Riki said, not looking at you.

A pause. Then, softly, “It did.”

He glanced up, eyes dull, voice low. “To me, it still does.”

You turned, slowly, your expression unreadable. “Then why do we only come back here when everything’s already broken?”

He didn’t have an answer. Or maybe he did, but it hurt too much to say out loud.

Because it was the only place where you ever stayed, even when you should’ve left.

Because here, the rest of the world blurred— the cameras, the noise, the weight of who they were outside that room. Here, they could pretend, just for a little longer, that love hadn’t unraveled thread by thread between quiet arguments and tired apologies.

“I’m tired, Riki,” you said, stepping closer. “Of waiting for you to meet me halfway.”

“I’ve tried,” he whispered.

“No,” you expressed, gently. “You’ve tried to keep me close enough not to lose me. But never close enough to really see me.”

He blinked hard, jaw clenched. “I don’t know how to be... better. I wasn’t raised with the kind of love you needed.”

“I never needed you to be perfect. I needed you to show up. Not just when things fell apart. Not just when you’re scared of being alone.”

The words hit like bruises. Not sharp, but deep. He stared at the floor, willing himself not to fall apart.

You stepped forward and sat beside him on the bed. For a moment, it was quiet. Then you reached for his hand. Held it. Warm, steady, final.

“I loved you,” you said, voice steady and soft. “So much I forgot how to love myself.”

“I still love you,” he whispered, the words rough in his throat.

But you just smiled. Soft, sad, beautiful. The kind of smile people give before letting go.

“You love the version of me you remember,” you whispered back. “Not the one standing in front of you now.”

Outside, the rain kept falling.

Inside, you stood up. Picked up your bag and walked to the door.

He didn’t move.

The speaker crackled softly on the dresser, the song he’d played for you a hundred times now barely audible.

“Je t’aime encore... je t’aime encore...”

You looked back one last time, your eyes holding everything he could never say out loud.

Then you left.

The door closed behind you with the quiet finality of a goodbye that had taken years to finish.

Riki sat in the silence, the cigarette now cold between his fingers, and whispered into the emptiness you’d left behind:

“I still love you, too.”

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XO x enha | series

PAIRING enha x f!reader

SYNOPSIS a collection of Enhypen oneshots & drabbles inspired by songs by The Weeknd. Each piece in this series is based on a different track by The Weeknd.

GENRE(S) fluff, angst, suggestive, varies

WARNINGS will list any warnings on the posts

STATUS ongoing

STARTED may 4 2025

COMPLETED -

NIA'S NOTE i absolutely LOVE abel im seeing him in june so while i was listening to his discography this came into mind T_T i hope u guys look forward to it since i'm making my comeback 🙏 i can possibly do a taglist for these if anyone is interested! just comment or send an ask!

lee heeseung

house of balloons

park jongseong

starboy

sim jaeyun

save your tears

park sunghoon

what you need

kim sunoo

die for you

yang jungwon

is there someone else?

nishimura riki

montréal

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user change !!

jayujus → hye5nly

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RENT A BF UPDATE

Ummmmmmmmm hi guys....... i do not think rent a bf will be coming back unfortunately as i have lost all the motivation i had for it! It did not exactly go how i wanted it to go and this was really really frustrating for me since i was super excited to make this SMAU and i was extremely happy with how many people enjoyed it which is why i'm so heartbroken that i lost my motivation. I think part of it was because of the hiatus i went on for a very long time and then since then i just started losing more time to post or do anything! I also haven't been too active on tumblr these days. I am hoping i could make a comeback with possibly something new this summer, it's just been a lot.

I know it's really frustrating for readers when the fics aren't updated because i get it trust me but ya i just don't really know what to do with it since it completely went wrong on me. Maybe that is on me for not planning out each chapter but I always just go with the flow.... therefore i was not really worried about the storyline until i just stopped working on it and realized i didn't like the way it was going 😭

This really really sucks i was truly hoping to get back to it but i think its better if i just discontinue it and get back to writing after exam season is done. It's been almost a year since the last update and im not sure if anyone is still even reading it but i'm just posting this to let you all know where my head is at with rent a bf.

Thank u sm!! Im so sorry pls look forward to more works i'll make in the future.

Guys rent a bf is coming back trust

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Guys rent a bf is coming back trust

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who is your pfp?

Zoa from weeekly!

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please make a master list of rent a boyfriend 😭🙏🙏 <33

I do have one on my page!

Rent a bf

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Save Mohammed ..

Dear humanity,

Please Help Me – My Son May Die at Any Moment. I am in desperate need of your help. My son’s life is hanging by a thread, and he may not survive without urgent medical treatment This was after he was shot by an Israeli drone He was critically injured in his feet. Time is running out, and we are facing a critical situation. I am asking for your generosity to help us save him – either through a donation or by sharing this urgent plea with others

I beg you, i kiss your feet, to help my son. My son may die at any moment

Donate now:👇👇 gofundme.com

‎‏Thank you for your compassion and support during this critical time.

#free_palestine 🍉🇵🇸

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seunghans return was such an important thing to happen as well. bringing seunghan back showed delusional fans that they couldn't win just because they dont like something. with so many innocent idols being removed from groups, seunghan coming back was so important and was really showing some growth in the kpop industry. but now theyre too scared.

it was too early to decide if seunghan wasn't fit for the group. he had been back for 2 days and hadn't had a single public appearance. if he went to madrid with them, i guarantee this wouldn't have happened as he would have seen the overwhelming amount of support he was getting elsewhere.

sm really is a company that supports bullies. we love you seunghan. riize will always be 7 to me.

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are you ever gonna update rent a bf?

I dont know

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Update

Hi it seems that school has impacted my activity on tumblr and i'm unsure atp if i will continue rent a bf or not...... i feel like in a way it didn't go how i had planned it to go in the beginning and i'm not quite sure what to do 🙁 i did write ch25 but its been sitting in my notes app unfinished since august and poorly written, so i haven't been updating that in a while. I have no time and i just rlly don't know what to do about it because i really enjoyed rent a bf until i felt like it wasn't going my way that i had expected it to go :/

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(𝓈𝗈𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅 𝓂𝖾𝖽𝗂𝖺 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝓈𝗁𝗈𝗍) ── TRUST iSSUES

( PRECiS ) ── nights become longer, the hours went by, and slowly, your love faded away. the long conversations, slowly became one worded. all truths, now a lie.

OR WHEN ｡｡ your relationship slowly breaks due to the distance

GENRE. lovers to ex’s & slight angst TW. cheating mention, smoking, drinking, jake is an ass SAV SAYS. so i was like lowkey a little lazy to finish ahaha so cliffhanger ‼️

part 2 mlist

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BE MY MOOT PLSSSS UR SO FUCKING FUNNY 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

THANK UU I TRY😭😭😭😭

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im rereading rent a bf and yall why was i FUNNYY😭😭😭

rent a boyfriend! - chapter 6

— 06 belieber vs jungkooker

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KAIA'S NOTE hmmm....

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can you PLEASEEEEE make rent a bf a sunghoon smau….they deserve redemption the heeseung yn relationship just feels forced like heeseung is too much and also a shitty ass friend and yn is a dunce i fear 💔💔💔 I’m so hooked tho i love this smau🫶🫶

Omg 😭😭😭😭😭 you never know hopefully sunghoon and y/n are able to make up at least 😞😞