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picmix i made while i was manic yesterday

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[ INTRO 2.0 :) ]

this is my personal blog for liking and reposting things i like!

names i go by are zak, kit, zero, z, and milk! any of these names are okay to use! i'm afab genderfluid with a masc lean. i prefer he/him pronouns, but they/it is okay too!

various things that i like are music, gaming, stamp/blinkie collecting, media with sexy robots, 80's-early 2010's tech, prehistoric marine animals, arthropods, coding and web design, and doing art. i dont post my art online often but i might in the future :p

main fandoms atm are rain world, half-life/portal, nso, lapfox, regretevator, and roblox lore/forsaken kinda (mainly for my gf lul)

various mental problems such as adhd and some personality issues that make me either manic or depressed as fuck, i am medicated which makes me a little better but sorry in advance if i'm stupid!!

main goals! make a fursuit, build a computer, make music, keep my room clean for more than 2 weeks, take meds every day consistently! and also make a computer clone of myself one day.. hopefully it doesn't develop murderous intent or anything.. heheheh...

I DONT BITE! (UNLESS YOU DESERVE TO BE BIT)

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Saw it was make a terrible comic day today (June 24 2025) so meet my cats

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the rest of them :]

all four together cuz i felt like

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heres two picmix things i made and never posted!!

i like making these, so send me a request for an album to do if you want one! you can use them for stamps/blinkies and whatever, no need for credit :9

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i would do anything to just have been normal. 5% of the population is like me, but the other 95% of people get to function normal everyday without 4 prescriptions? i don't want to spiral into random fits of rage and sadness over the littlest things. i want to be able to be stable and happy in my relationships. i don't wanna go weeks without being able to work on my hobbies or finish the easiest tasks. i wish someone would really listen to me, not just tell me that feeling like this is apart of growing up, or that i'll get over it, because what about how i feel now? they always say it gets better, but how much more shit do i have to go through for it to "get better"? how do i get better if nobody encourages me or actually tells me how? every time i feel the euphoric feeling that life is getting better i just crash down into a pit of depression again eventually. i don't even want to die, i just wish i was somebody else. i'm not looking for attention or pity from anyone either, i just needed to scream into the void. writing this helped me feel a little better, maybe eating dinner will also help me feel better. i hope anyone who reads this is doing well.

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those cookies look good... also how do yalls fit together mine is a silly mess.. which i guess thats what i am lul x3

OKAY SO!! I wanted to do one of those silly Pinterest tag games, but none of them had what I wanted!! So I went and made my own, all custome Critter search prompts because joy and whimsy :]

To do it, go on Pinterest, search these up, and post the first image that pops up!! The words are: Color, animal, aesthetic, clay figure, plushie, treat, mushroom, flower, and fish!!! (I wanted some silly ones in there ehehehe)

(Praying Tumblr doesn't mess up the formatting, if they aren't all in a single square group then it's messed up, I beg of you not to reblog til I fix it)

Of course I'm gonna tag my usuals, yall don't have to tag anyone after if you don't want to (I'm honestly just doing this because these seem fun and I like when my moots respond to my silly games). If you don't have Pinterest then I'll take any silly images you can get, or none if you don't wanna, I don't mind :]

@mjlegends @meowfeverzzz @phruitgummie @willsolacefanatic @s1lv3rth0rn @fyrefrostanimus @irusanw4 @cosmospandemonium @cynical-syndication @pzysm @stoned-frog @pink-november @curemooooonlighto

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i dont got anyone to tag but this is silly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOU’RE DOING I FOUND AN ISOPOD PICREW

make you as an isopod and tag some mutuals!

here’s mine:

tagging @justbugsnstuff @willdisappearintothelonely @futuristicreviewdelusion @humanteethmarksonhumanbone @bat-luun @iwanttorundirectlyintothesun @onequeermushroom @oxthemoron @thesnailtraveler @depresseddm-thedndkind @spunxter + anyone else who wants to join!

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this is so dumb

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Isopod quilt fellar

He smells like toast and your old perfume so cozy and kinda itchy☆ he/him

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all the boyz n girlz from this country are hot!!!!

yay happy pride moth

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squarepusher track edit!

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Going to the bathroom when you have skin picking disorder is kinda like an adventure. Will I go pee or will I enter a fugue state and rip all my skin off bc I felt a small blackhead on my shoulder. The possibilities are endless.

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ELECTRIC FEEL NOW!

Inspired by this song

Karaoke night 🥺