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Be independent but don't be reluctant to ask for help

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If I run away from Monday, can we consider this as cardio? 🚴🏻‍♀️💼

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WTH is happening?!

I’ve prayed so hard for all the things I have right now, but why am i still not happy. :(

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Back to Tumblr! :) I miss this. 

One of these days, will be back to writing again. :)

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You’re too worth it...to the point that I don’t deserve you...

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Essentials. :) 

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Pwede bang magstay na lang muna ulit dito? Ok lang maging tanned, at least walang stress. Kaso kailangan magtrabaho, para makabalik or makapunta ng mga ganyan lugar. Haha

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Options.

Minsan may point sa buhay mo na ang hirap magdecide. I’m 25 yrs. old. I have so many goals in life at isa na dun ang magtravel sa buong mundo (well medyo OA na buong mundo, but at least travel in some other countries in different continents) 😂

Ako kasi yung tao na may time line, i set time line sa buhay ko, for example by the age of ganito ito na ako, by the age of ganito may ganito na ako. Yes, dreamer ako, goal digger ba, but being like this makes me feel fulfilled. Syempre hindi naman lahat ng mga plano ko ay para lang sa sarili ko, i always consider my family, ALWAYS. Minsan pa nga mas inuuna ko pa sila kaysa sa sarili ko. But ito, 2018, may mga opportunities sa buhay ko na talaga naman nakakapagpasakit ng ulo ko para makapag decide kung ano ba ang pipiliin ko. Sometimes having so many options really makes you stress out. But i still thank God for this, not everyone having this kind of chances.

January, year of the dog. I am hoping this year will bring the best in me. So ito na yung mga options ko. Una, may isang opportunity na inooffer abroad, i treat this as one of the greatest opportunities and a life changing one. I can get to travel the places i want to go. Taking pictures, living the life i always imagine BUT ofcourse laging may “but”.... i need to start from zero, as in giving up my career, pursuing something new na alam ko naan sa sarili ko na ito yung gusto ko. Sobrang layo sa nakasanayan na trabaho, even the salary or allowance na makukuha ko is walang sinabi sa current na sahod ko pero maiimagine ko pa lang na magagawa ko yung gusto ko sobra na akong naeexcite. Libre accomodation, libre food, libre travel allowance, libre pag aaral. This kind of opportunity has an age limit, till you reach the age of 30 and you’re good to go back in your country. I am thinking na sa 4 years experience ko sa job ko talaga sa Pinas, i assumed na kapag bumalik ako kahit papano may babalikan pa rin akong career. Oo baka back to basic or entry level na salary, but not bad since siguro naman kung nakayanan ko maisurvived yung allowance lang ako sa ibang bansa, kakayanin ko ulit pagbalik ko sa Pinas. But, again, but, alam ko na dahil nga hindi naman ganun kalaki yung allowance ko pag naigrab ko yung opportunity sa ibang bansa for 5 years, sapat lang yung maitutulong ko sa pamilya ko. Options......... 🤦‍♀️

Pangalawa, may isang multinational company na possible na ihire ako, almost yun na e, nasa akin na lang talaga kung igagrab ko. Hindi rin malabo na the asking salary that i demand, ibibigay nila. Imagining myself in that company, office, operations, supports......waaaaaaah. The stress. The rotating shifts🤦‍♀️ BUT, i can provide a good life to my family. I can buy things that i want, i can travel the Philippines and the other Asian countries if i want to, but, again, but... I am not happy with my work, all the travel expenses is sagot ko, then days passing by for work-stress-travel-bills life na cycle yung buhay ko but as I’ve said, yung abundance sa pamilya ko is kaya kong ibigay. Options......🤦‍♀️

Yeah. Alam kong hindi madali ang lahat, dapat mong paghirapan bago mo magawa o makuha yung gusto mo. Sadyang nahihirapan lang akong magdecide. It’s like now or never, your happiness or their happiness. Haaaaaay. Lord God, kayo na po ang bahala mag guide sa akin para sa mga decisions ko sa buhay. I am still thankful because of this chances. I love you Lord God! You’re always the best! 😌

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Alone but not lonely.

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Someday.

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Sky’s the limit.

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People nowadays. And yeah, sad to say I am one of them. 🙋🤦‍♀️😆😅

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Just this.

Just like the sky as calm as its color.

Just like the clouds floating freely.

Just like this view, perfect to interpret my feelings.

Just like this.

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First ever water color painting. Stress reliever.

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Contentment.

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Iba.

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“ JULY BABY* Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be with friends . Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. “