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It’s been really heartwarming to see just how wonderful my coworkers have been literally from the get go regarding my coming out and transition.  They’ve been so wonderful and kind and I’m constantly giddy and lighthearted knowing that they’re such great people.

I’m so incredibly lucky, and I wish that everyone else going through this could have such a supportive environment as they go through such a challenging time in their lives.

A note on my coming out talk with Michelle last October: yes, that conversation happened.  It was an absolute riot and the moment I got home I immediately told my wife as that was, like, the funniest damn thing ever.

Michelle and I are both prone to be goofs, and this was a top tier, absolute A-Class goofy moment.

Love you, Michelle, keep being awesome!

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New alter tttttime! This unit is a protogenic furry lizard robot girlthing ththat is manic af rn and glitchy and stuttering

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Lollllllll

Good Transmorning Everybo-What do you mean it's May 16th, 2025 at 7:35 in the afternoon?

Toppette T. Hat: Night Cap Mode

(Started by @lycans-art-kingdom)

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MOOOOAAAAARRRRRRRRRT

Good Transmorning Everybo-What do you mean it's May 16th, 2025 at 7:35 in the afternoon?

Toppette T. Hat: Night Cap Mode

(Started by @lycans-art-kingdom)

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Yayyyyyy!

Oops forgot to post my trans prom with @jordanthewerewolf shoutouts @zaigg for making the thingy a thingy

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Love this so much, Shave. So happy for and proud of you for taking this step!

I'm never putting effort into a comic again BUT!!!! I went to gender therapy recently, and this is pretty much what was running through my mind teehee

ALSO!!!!! THANK U FOR 2000 SUBSCRIBERS!! You're all so cool ilysmmmmm ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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Caaaaaaaakeeee!

Today is my 31st birthday~ n.n

Keeping it pretty low key just having some good food and chilling but tbh that sounds so perfect. Happy to be living my authentic and happy self n.n

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<3

dreams

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AND SLAY YOU HAVE!

I've... been dreading making a sona. But I saw @zaigg's Trans Prom prompt and thought, "It's time. Imma take all my insecurities, doll 'em up, and SLAY!"

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<3

This is part of an ongoing series about dysphoria. Check out the rest here: Part 1. Part 2. Part 3.

Part 4.

Patreon, Webtoons, Tapas, Discord Server.

I wrote and thumbnailed all the parts of this series (save the very first regarding pregnancy) after one of the most difficult conversations of my life. A loved one who I had expected to support me told me that my trans identity was the source of a lot of pain, and that they were taking time and space to decide if they wanted me to be a part of their life. They said they'd be thinking of starting a family soon, and they didn't know if they wanted me involved in it.

It was hard. It's hard not knowing. And it's hard reaching out for love and being met with closed arms.

I've been so glad that people seem to really like the Dysphoria Demon as a character. In the end, there was always a 'redemption' of sorts planned for it. Because the Dysphoria Demon is a lot of things. It's intrusive thoughts, a negative self-criticism, internalized misogyny, and transmisogyny. It's transphobia and anxiety wrapped up in one.

But I don't think of it as a villain. Or even a monster. It just is. It's a piece of a person who doesn't understand that it's causing pain. It's behaving in the way that it was taught to behave, and with a lot of gentle time and self compassion, it can change. It's never too late.

I'm fortunate now that I don't experience a lot of dysphoria. And I'm fortunate that I've managed, with the help of a few therapists, a lot of reading, and a lot of work, to successfully overwrite a lot of those negative thoughts. It took time. Years, in fact. But those patterns can be overwritten. Not perfectly, there will always be bad days. But the goal isn't to make it all go away. It's to lessen it. It's that a bad day today is better than a bad day a year ago, and the severity of those feelings is more manageable. This is the basis of CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, you perverts). And the Dysphoria Demon has always been me trying to share what I've learned about self-love with others.

Being Trans is beautiful. Don't let your mind turn it against you. You are worthy of love.

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Someone made a remark about rats stealing their TV (I don't know the full context; it may be as random as it sounds). But this led to a friend jokingly accusing me of stealing TVs. O_o So naturally, I did the only reasonable thing, and dropped everything to draw myself in the act. XD

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CUTE!!

I have been seeing this Trans Prom thing going around and wanted to join in.

I don't have anythig better to wear so this dress version of what i normaly wear will have to do (also the best i can do is badly made pixel art but i hope that isnt a problem).

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MMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRR

On another note, since its the morning

Good Transmorning! I could sleep some more,,,

Trend started by @lycans-art-kingdom

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Lovely!

I'm a tad late, but Trans Prom '25 entry!!!

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Yayyyyyyyyy!

I’ve been feelin super dysphoric as of late, so this was really fun!!!

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trans prom by: @zaigg (from what i can tell)