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imthebadguyyy · 11 days ago
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imthebadguyyy · 1 month ago
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hey guys i was looking to monetize my writing due to some financial issues. if anyone could tell me how to do this in India id really appreciate it. the kofi doesn't seem to work here :(
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imthebadguyyy · 2 months ago
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Someone today will read Shakespeare’s hamlet and say omg he’s just like me fr. Another person will read moby dick and proclaim Ishmael as an adhd king.
A person grieving for their recently deceased lover reads the iliad and they watch as Achilles rages and rages and god how righteous anger fueld by love is so devastating that it’s ramifications still affect the world several thousand years later.
We might one day settle down and read the epic of gilgamesh and watch as a king has to accept the death of the person he loved the most. One of the very first stories ever written and it was about coping with death, and how to grieve.
We don’t read classics because they’re old, we read them because they remind us that we are never alone. That a character created over 500 years ago struggled with the exact same problems we all still have today. That even a king from centuries past had to deal with death just like me. That’s what makes stories so powerful–they prove to us that we are never truly alone in what we are feeling.
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imthebadguyyy · 5 months ago
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Today hasn't been very good. Reblog to cover prev in blankets and tell them everything is going to be okay and they're loved.
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imthebadguyyy · 6 months ago
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lewis' first day at ferrari!
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lewishamilton: Back on track 🇮🇹
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imthebadguyyy · 7 months ago
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thank you so much for your kind words and thank you so much for reading!! ❤️
Apple Pie
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pairing : bradley bradshaw x reader
fandom : top gun
synopsis : bradley helps you make your renowned apple pie and experiences and enthralling sense of domestic bliss.
a/n : merry christmas to all who celebrate! love and best wishes ❤️🎁
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The scent of smoky cinnamon hung thick in the air, weaving itself with the tartness of fresh apples and the buttery promise of a homemade crust. Sunlight spilled through the kitchen window in golden pools, catching the specks of flour dusting the countertops like freshly fallen snow. A warm breeze, heavy with the aroma of a San Diego Christmas, whispered through the open window, carrying the faint scent of the salty sea air. It was a day meant for baking—a day where the world outside could wait while warmth and sweetness unfurled inside your home, one shared with Bradley.
The marble countertop, a luxurious expanse of creamy white, veined with subtle streaks of silver and gray flowed like frozen rivers beneath its polished surface. Cool to the touch and impeccably smooth, it provided the perfect canvas for the symphony of ingredients scattered across it.
A woven basket brimmed with crimson and honey-gold apples, their skins catching the sunlight and gleaming like polished jewels. Nearby, a small glass bowl overflowed with granulated sugar, sparkling like powdered stardust. A ceramic dish held a mound of cinnamon and nutmeg, their earthy hues promising warmth with a whisper of spice. A stick of butter, softened to perfection, rested on a wooden board, its edges slightly melty, waiting to be folded into the dough. Flour spilled artfully from a linen pouch, creating soft white dunes across the counter, while a jar of amber-colored honey glowed invitingly in the light. Nestled among the ingredients, a rustic jug of heavy cream stood tall, its promise of richness tucked beneath its simple cork top. Everything was arranged with an almost reverent care, a silent anticipation lingering in the air, as if the ingredients themselves knew they were destined for something magical.
Bradley stepped through the front door, the familiar creak of the hinges blending with the faint hum of music wafting from the kitchen. The aroma hit him first—sweet apples, warm cinnamon, and the unmistakable scent of butter melting into perfection. It wrapped around him like a welcome, soft and inviting.
Rounding the corner, his gaze landed on you. You stood at the counter, your apron tied snugly around your waist, its cheerful pattern a perfect match to the one hanging on the hook by the door. The sight made his heart stumble, just for a moment. There was something about the ease in your movements, the gentle sway of your hips as you worked, that filled him with a quiet, overwhelming contentment.
The apron—a gift he’d jokingly insisted on getting a matching pair of "kiss the chef" ones looked far better on you, though he’d never admit it out loud. For a fleeting second, he could imagine this moment stretched into a lifetime: mornings like this, evenings too, the two of you wrapped up in the ordinary magic of just being together.
“You’re making me look bad,” he teased, his voice warm as he leaned against the doorway. “What happened to waiting for the sous chef?”
You turned, a smudge of flour dusting your cheek and a playful smile lighting your face. “Sous chef? I thought you’d promoted yourself to taste tester.”
Bradley grinned, crossing the room to grab his own apron. “Domestic bliss never looked so good,” he murmured, the words half to himself as he tied the strings and stepped up beside you.
Side by side at the marble countertop, you and Bradley worked in quiet harmony, the kind of rhythm that didn’t need words. His hands, large but surprisingly gentle, moved clumsily at first, pressing into the cool, pliable dough while your smaller ones guided him with a soft touch. The room was filled with the quiet, comforting sounds of baking—the scrape of the rolling pin, the faint rustle of flour against the marble, and the occasional low hum of contentment from one or both of you.
“Like this,” you murmured, placing your hands over his. Together, you smoothed the dough into an even circle, the action unhurried, almost meditative. The soft press of your palms and the steady roll of the pin seemed to draw the tension from the air, leaving behind a soothing calm that wrapped around you both.
Bradley’s brow furrowed in concentration as he followed your lead, his lips quirking into a smile whenever you corrected his grip or teased his uneven edges. “Not bad for a rookie, huh?” he said, glancing over at you with an easy grin.
You tilted your head, pretending to inspect his work. “Hmm. I’d say you’ve got potential, Bradshaw,” you replied, your tone light but your smile warm.
The moment felt timeless, as if the world outside had paused to give you these small, perfect moments. The soft sunlight filtering through the window, the mingling scents of butter and spice, and the steady rhythm of your hands moving together—it was all a quiet symphony of togetherness. By the time the crust was ready, your fingers dusted in flour and your laughter mingling in the warm air, it felt less like a task and more like a memory you’d treasure forever.
As the two of you worked, Bradley's thoughts drifted, momentarily pulling him away from the comforting rhythm of the kitchen. The past few weeks had been a blur of intensity. The rigorous training sessions, each one pushing his body to the limit, followed by the endless debriefs that stretched into the late hours of the night. His mind had been consumed with flight simulations, meticulous calculations, and the pressure of preparing for missions that came one after the other. Long, arduous flights had left him drained, but it wasn’t the exhaustion that weighed most heavily on him—it was the constant longing to be somewhere else.
Somewhere with you.
The thought of the kitchen, of this quiet domestic scene, had become his escape. There was something about the way you were always waiting for him, patient and unwavering, that had kept him going through those long stretches away. In the dead of night, when his muscles ached and his mind raced with the remnants of missions completed and ones yet to come, he’d close his eyes and think of you. The way your laughter filled the space between the two of you, the warmth of your touch, and the sense of peace that came simply by being near you.
Now, standing beside you, the stress of those weeks seemed to melt away. The world outside, with its endless demands and responsibilities, faded into the background as he watched you expertly roll out the pie crust, the soft flour drifting through the air. The connection between you both—so natural, so easy—was like a breath of fresh air, and in this small, quiet kitchen, Bradley found solace in the simplicity of the moment.
He hadn’t realized just how much he had longed for this. The mundane beauty of being with you—flour on his hands, apples scattered across the counter, and a pie coming together, was a contrast to the chaos he had been living. It was exactly where he wanted to be.
Bradley reached for the basket of apples, the crisp fruits cool under his hands. “You do the crust like a pro,” he said, flashing you a grin. “Let me see if I can redeem myself with the apples.”
“You sure about that?” you teased, handing him a knife and a cutting board. “This is precision work, Bradshaw. No room for error.”
“Challenge accepted,” he quipped, rolling up his sleeves again as he positioned himself beside you. He started slicing the apples, his cuts neat but slightly uneven. You leaned over to inspect, your hand brushing his wrist as you adjusted the angle of the blade.
“Thin, but not too thin,” you instructed, your voice soft but firm. “We want them to bake just right, not turn to mush.”
Bradley nodded, the corner of his mouth lifting in a small smile as he focused on the task. The rhythmic sound of the knife against the cutting board filled the kitchen, mixing with the faint hum of music still playing in the background. Each slice brought a sense of calm, as if the act of chopping apples could somehow unravel the knots left by weeks of tension.
While he worked, you measured out the sugar, pouring it into a small glass bowl with a practiced hand. You added a pinch of cinnamon and nutmeg, the warm, earthy spices swirling together in a fragrant mix. As you stirred them together, Bradley finished his pile of apple slices and slid them toward you with a triumphant flourish.
“Not bad, right?” he asked, his voice tinged with pride.
You glanced at the perfectly sliced apples, raising an eyebrow in approval. “Alright, I’ll admit it. You might have a future in baking after all.”
Bradley laughed, reaching for the measuring cup to help you portion out the rest of the ingredients. “Told you I’m a quick learner,” he said, his tone light but his gaze lingering on you a moment too long.
The two of you fell into an easy rhythm again, working side by side to combine the apples, sugar, and spices. The mixture shimmered in the soft light, a glossy cascade of sweetness and warmth that seemed to mirror the mood in the room. Every step felt unhurried, every action deliberate, as if time had slowed to let you savor this rare moment of togetherness.
As the two of you worked, Bradley’s mind wandered back to his childhood, to moments long passed but never forgotten. The kitchen had always been the heart of their home, his mother standing at the counter, apron tied high, her laughter filling the space as she taught him the small rituals of baking. It was there, in that warm, familiar room, that he’d first learned how to measure ingredients and roll out dough—lessons woven with love and patience, and the comforting scent of fresh-baked treats.
He remembered how she’d guide him through each step with a gentle hand, the way she’d smile when he made a mess, and the way her eyes would light up when the kitchen filled with the aroma of their creations. She always said baking was an act of love, a way to pour a piece of yourself into something tangible. It was one of those simple truths he’d carried with him, though it had taken him a while to understand how much those moments had shaped him.
As you stood beside him now, chopping apples with practiced ease, Bradley couldn’t help but notice the similarities—the way you moved with that quiet confidence, the way your presence brought a sense of peace to everything around you. It was like this kitchen, these shared moments, were a bridge between his past and present. The rhythm of your hands working together, the soft exchange of words, and the laughter that bubbled between you felt like a new chapter in a story he never wanted to end.
His thoughts drifted back to his mom again, to the way she’d often say, “Baking isn’t about perfection, it’s about enjoying the process.”
Bradley smiled to himself, a pang of nostalgia settling in his chest. Maybe he didn’t have the luxury of those moments with his mom anymore, but with you here, in this kitchen, it was as if she had passed that same warmth and care down to you, and through that, to him. He glanced over at you, the soft glow of the afternoon sun highlighting the determined curve of your cheek as you worked, and for a fleeting moment, everything felt like it had come full circle.
Bradley set down the measuring cup, the weight of the moment hitting him like a wave. His eyes softened as they drifted to you, the sight of you so focused, so at ease, reminded him of something he hadn’t thought about in years.
“You know,” he began, his voice quieter now, “the first time I baked cookies, it wasn’t just with my mom. You were there too.”
You looked up, surprise flickering across your face. “Really? I don’t remember that.”
Bradley chuckled, his gaze distant as he leaned back slightly against the counter, recalling the memory with fondness. “You were six. I was eight. Mom had decided we were going to bake chocolate chip cookies together—like a whole ‘family bonding’ thing. You were so excited, even if you had no idea what you were doing. I remember you kept sneaking chocolate chips and shoving them in your mouth when Mom wasn’t looking.”
A smile tugged at your lips as you tried to picture little you, mischievously eyeing the cookie jar. “That sounds about right.”
Bradley’s eyes twinkled as he continued. “I was determined to be the perfect little baker, you know? Measured everything precisely—like I was some kind of culinary prodigy. But you? You just dumped everything in, flour everywhere, a bit of sugar, chocolate chips scattered around… but somehow, it worked.”
You raised an eyebrow, the playful glint in your eyes matching his. “You mean it was my chaos that made it work.”
“Exactly,” Bradley said with a grin, shaking his head in disbelief. “Mom was trying so hard to keep us on track, but you and I just ended up making the biggest mess. It was like the kitchen exploded with flour and chocolate, but when those cookies came out of the oven, they were perfect. A little rough around the edges, sure, but they tasted like heaven.”
You laughed, imagining the chaos of it all. “I bet it was a disaster, but it was probably the best cookie I’ve ever eaten.”
Bradley nodded, the warmth of the memory spreading through him. “It was. And I think that’s when I realized something important—that sometimes, the mess, the imperfections, they’re what make the moments worth it. You and I, throwing chocolate chips everywhere, Mom laughing in the background—it was a mess, but it was our mess. And I’ll never forget that.”
There was a softness in his voice now, a quiet tenderness as he looked at you. “I guess I never told you this, but I always thought about that day when I came home, every time we’d bake together.”
You met his gaze, your smile softer now, the air between you warm and intimate. “It’s funny. I don’t remember the details, but I can almost feel it—the warmth of that kitchen, the smell of the cookies, and the laughter. It’s one of those memories that’s just… there. Like it was meant to be a part of me.”
Bradley’s heart swelled in his chest, and for a moment, he felt as though the years had collapsed into something simpler, something more timeless. The bond between you, so effortlessly shared in this small kitchen, felt like it had always been there, like it had been waiting to be rediscovered, one chocolate chip at a time.
With the apple filling nestled gently into the pie crust, you and Bradley stood side by side, both silently admiring the creation before you. The last few steps had been an easy flow of action, your movements guided by the comfort of routine and the shared sense of satisfaction that came from doing something together.
Bradley wiped his flour-dusted hands on his apron and looked over at you, his smile easy and warm. "You think it'll be as good as the one from last year?"
You laughed softly, a playful glint in your eyes. "Better, if we do it right."
Together, you carefully lifted the pie, the edges of the crust golden and slightly uneven, the filling bubbling just enough to promise sweetness and warmth. Bradley opened the oven door, the heat rushing out to meet you both, and you slid the pie onto the middle rack, feeling a little thrill at how perfectly it all came together.
The kitchen filled with the soft click of the oven closing, and you stood there for a moment, the two of you watching the pie as though you could will it to perfection just by looking at it. The anticipation hung in the air, the quiet hum of the oven providing the only sound.
Bradley leaned against the counter beside you, his arm brushing lightly against yours. “I’ve gotta admit, this whole baking thing—kind of growing on me.” His voice was relaxed, content, and you could tell that the weight of the past few weeks had momentarily lifted from him.
You smiled up at him, feeling a rush of affection for the man who, despite his usual focus on flying and mission prep, had found time to make something as simple—and yet, as meaningful—as this. "I’m glad you’re enjoying it. It’s nice, right? Just being here… together."
Bradley nodded, his eyes softening as he looked at you, then back at the oven. "Yeah. I don't think I've ever felt more at peace." His words were quiet, but they carried a depth that made you feel rooted in the moment.
For a few seconds, the room seemed to hold its breath, the scent of cinnamon and sugar beginning to rise, mingling with the warmth of the oven and the comfort of the space. In that stillness, you both knew what this was—this simple act of being together, of creating something from scratch and waiting patiently for it to turn into something beautiful.
As the pie baked away in the oven, the comforting scent of cinnamon and apples filling the air, you and Bradley exchanged a look. It was time for a well-deserved break, and after the cozy chaos of the kitchen, a few moments of relaxation felt like a gift.
"Think we deserve a little treat?" Bradley asked, pulling off his apron and tossing it onto the counter with a soft thud.
You grinned. "You mean besides the pie? Absolutely."
With a quick nod, you both headed off to your shared room, shedding the remnants of the afternoon in exchange for something far more comfortable. The soft rustle of fabric filled the air as you pulled on your favorite pajamas, an oversized t shirt that had once been Bradley's before you stole it, still soft despite the stretched out neckline from years of use, and a pair of comfortable flannel pyjama pants that were just soft enough to give you comfort, filled with memories of quiet nights just like this one. Bradley appeared moments later, also in his own set of pajamas—flannel pants and a simple black tee that made him look effortlessly at home.
"Much better," he said, tossing a pillow onto the couch before plopping down next to it.
You laughed and followed him, curling into him as the warmth of the oven continued to fill the room and the scent of cinnamon wafted from the kitchen to your beautiful living room. "Alright, what are we feeling? Chinese takeout? Or... pizza?"
"Chinese," Bradley answered almost instantly, his hands already reaching for his phone to dial the number. "Nothing beats Chinese on a night like this."
You smiled, nodding in agreement. “I’m with you. The crispy spring rolls, and fried rice, it’s all calling my name.” you sighed happily, a little drunk on how effortlessly perfect the moment was with him.
He grabbed you by the hips, pulling you into him so you were straddling him, legs on either side of his waist. His hands gently trailed down your back, squeezing your hips as he rocked you forward, meeting your lips in a passionate kiss. His lips were soft and warm, and the kiss was heady in the best way. As he gently stroked your tongue with his, he let his hand drop to the curve of your ass, squeezing and palming the flesh through your pyjamas, the thin material pressing against your core in a way that had you gasping. As his tongue explored your mouth, you let your hands run down the muscled planes of his chest, hard and toned even under his t shirt, gently raking patterns with your nails and grinding your hips against his hips. His hand settled on your ass, cupping the flesh softly as he ran his fingers softly between. He drew back to inhale deeply, sighing happily at the sight of your swollen lips. He placed a final indulgent kiss on your swollen lips, pulling your lip between his teeth to watch it snap back in place.
You couldn't help but smile, gently tickling his side as he scooped you up to lay you down properly, grabbing your favourite couch blanket as you opened netflix on the TV.
As Bradley placed the order, you grabbed the remote, flicking through the shows to find something easy and comforting. "How about we throw on a Friends marathon? It’s been forever since I’ve watched it."
Bradley looked over, his eyes lighting up with recognition. "Now you're speaking my language." He paused for a beat. "You know, I’ve always thought I’d be a Chandler in another life."
You raised an eyebrow at him, a teasing smirk tugging at your lips. “Oh really? I can see that. The sarcastic humor. The… awkwardness.”
“Hey!” he protested, nudging you with his elbow. “I’m not that awkward.”
“Right,” you said with a grin, leaning back into the couch cushions. “You’ve definitely got a little Ross in you too, but more… cool.”
Bradley laughed, shaking his head. “Alright, alright, but if I’m Ross, you’re definitely Monica. All that organization and competitiveness.”
You looked at him with a mock gasp, “How dare you? I’m not competitive.” But you both burst into laughter as the familiar opening credits of Friends played, the theme song a nostalgic reminder of countless nights spent laughing at the same jokes.
Bradley got up to fetch a bottle of red wine he had picked up a few weeks ago exactly for a night like this, along with two wine glasses with purple and red wine charms you had bought when you first moved in. He poured you a glass of the Sauvignon, watching with a content smile as you swirled it around your glass and took a happy sit, complimenting it with a sweet kiss to his lips.
The doorbell rang just as you settled in, and Bradley jumped up, a little too eager to grab the takeout. As he brought the steaming containers into the living room, you both made room on the coffee table, the food’s scent mingling with the still-warm aroma of the pie in the oven.
With takeout and your favorite show queued up, the evening stretched out in front of you like a peaceful, uninterrupted pause. There was no rush, no deadlines—just the quiet comfort of the moment, with laughter, familiar food, and a freshly baked pie in the oven.
Bradley fed you bites of food and the two of you chatted about mundane things that felt extraordinarily special when you spoke about them with Bradley. Growing up together, you had little to no secrets from each other, but the level of domesticity being in a relationship and living together had brought you had you dreaming of a life with him, a picket fence and kids, dogs and cats, a classic life you hadn't allowed yourself to dream of.
But now, as he fed you a bite of his spring roll and stole a sip of wine from your glass and placated you with a chaste kiss to your lips, your dream had turned to a reality.
The timer’s soft chime echoed through the kitchen, and with it, a rush of anticipation. The pie had finished its long journey in the oven, and as you opened the door, the golden crust greeted you like an old friend. The edges were perfectly crisp, the apples inside caramelized and bubbling with sweet warmth. The kitchen seemed to hum with the quiet satisfaction of a job well done.
Bradley was already standing by, his gaze soft as he watched you take the pie out, the aroma mingling with the last traces of cinnamon and sugar. “Looks perfect,” he murmured, his voice low with the kind of affection only shared in the quiet moments.
You turned to him with a grin. “I think you’re right. This might just be the best one yet.”
With care, you slid the pie onto a cooling rack, and together you waited those precious few minutes before slicing it. You cut into the soft, tender layers, the filling slightly bubbling over as you pulled the first piece onto a plate.
Bradley, ever the gentleman, grabbed the whipped cream from the fridge and dolloped a generous spoonful on top, the cold cream melting slightly against the warm pie. He handed it to you, his fingers brushing against yours in the exchange.
“You first,” he said, his smile warm, a little teasing, but filled with sweetness.
You took the fork, the bite of warm pie and cold cream almost too perfect, the sweetness settling on your tongue like a promise. Bradley’s eyes followed you, a quiet contentment settling over him as he waited for your reaction.
“Good?” he asked, his voice barely a whisper.
You nodded, savoring the moment. “Perfect.”
And then, without a word, you held the fork out to him, offering him a taste. His eyes softened as he took the bite, the simple act of sharing something so intimate almost more than either of you could put into words. You fed each other in silence, the only sound being the soft scrape of forks against plates, the occasional hum of contentment escaping both of you.
Between bites, the pauses were filled with quiet laughter, shared glances, and soft kisses—quick, sweet pecks that made the world outside the kitchen seem distant, as though this small moment was the only one that mattered. Your lips met between forkfuls of pie, the taste of apples and cinnamon mixing with the sweetness of each kiss, a quiet rhythm that only deepened the sense of domestic bliss.
Bradley’s hand found its way to the back of your neck, his fingers brushing the soft skin there as he pulled you in for another kiss. It was slow this time, lingering, the warmth of the pie forgotten as you melted into the softness of each other’s embrace. You let the moment stretch, taking it all in—the cozy kitchen, the warmth between you, the simple sweetness of pie, and the quiet joy of being together.
When the last bite of pie was finished, the plates were left behind, forgotten, as the two of you curled up together on the couch. The kitchen had long fallen quiet, save for the steady hum of the world outside. But inside, in the gentle glow of the evening, it was just you and him—a perfect little moment, wrapped in love, pie, and a thousand unspoken promises.
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a/n : merry christmas everyone! wishing you all love and peace! ❤️ would you like a series on how bradley and childhood best friend!reader got together? do let me know!! as always, likes , comments, reblogs etc are always appreciated!!
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imthebadguyyy · 7 months ago
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oh my gosh your attention to detail always leaves me a little emotional!! thank you so much for your kind words, im so touched!! and I'm definitely looking into making this a mini series of bradley x best friend reader!! love you, and thank you for taking the time to pick your favourite parts from the fic❤️
Apple Pie
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pairing : bradley bradshaw x reader
fandom : top gun
synopsis : bradley helps you make your renowned apple pie and experiences and enthralling sense of domestic bliss.
a/n : merry christmas to all who celebrate! love and best wishes ❤️🎁
*:・゚✧*:・゚✧*:・゚✧*:・゚✧*:・゚✧*:・゚✧
The scent of smoky cinnamon hung thick in the air, weaving itself with the tartness of fresh apples and the buttery promise of a homemade crust. Sunlight spilled through the kitchen window in golden pools, catching the specks of flour dusting the countertops like freshly fallen snow. A warm breeze, heavy with the aroma of a San Diego Christmas, whispered through the open window, carrying the faint scent of the salty sea air. It was a day meant for baking—a day where the world outside could wait while warmth and sweetness unfurled inside your home, one shared with Bradley.
The marble countertop, a luxurious expanse of creamy white, veined with subtle streaks of silver and gray flowed like frozen rivers beneath its polished surface. Cool to the touch and impeccably smooth, it provided the perfect canvas for the symphony of ingredients scattered across it.
A woven basket brimmed with crimson and honey-gold apples, their skins catching the sunlight and gleaming like polished jewels. Nearby, a small glass bowl overflowed with granulated sugar, sparkling like powdered stardust. A ceramic dish held a mound of cinnamon and nutmeg, their earthy hues promising warmth with a whisper of spice. A stick of butter, softened to perfection, rested on a wooden board, its edges slightly melty, waiting to be folded into the dough. Flour spilled artfully from a linen pouch, creating soft white dunes across the counter, while a jar of amber-colored honey glowed invitingly in the light. Nestled among the ingredients, a rustic jug of heavy cream stood tall, its promise of richness tucked beneath its simple cork top. Everything was arranged with an almost reverent care, a silent anticipation lingering in the air, as if the ingredients themselves knew they were destined for something magical.
Bradley stepped through the front door, the familiar creak of the hinges blending with the faint hum of music wafting from the kitchen. The aroma hit him first—sweet apples, warm cinnamon, and the unmistakable scent of butter melting into perfection. It wrapped around him like a welcome, soft and inviting.
Rounding the corner, his gaze landed on you. You stood at the counter, your apron tied snugly around your waist, its cheerful pattern a perfect match to the one hanging on the hook by the door. The sight made his heart stumble, just for a moment. There was something about the ease in your movements, the gentle sway of your hips as you worked, that filled him with a quiet, overwhelming contentment.
The apron—a gift he’d jokingly insisted on getting a matching pair of "kiss the chef" ones looked far better on you, though he’d never admit it out loud. For a fleeting second, he could imagine this moment stretched into a lifetime: mornings like this, evenings too, the two of you wrapped up in the ordinary magic of just being together.
“You’re making me look bad,” he teased, his voice warm as he leaned against the doorway. “What happened to waiting for the sous chef?”
You turned, a smudge of flour dusting your cheek and a playful smile lighting your face. “Sous chef? I thought you’d promoted yourself to taste tester.”
Bradley grinned, crossing the room to grab his own apron. “Domestic bliss never looked so good,” he murmured, the words half to himself as he tied the strings and stepped up beside you.
Side by side at the marble countertop, you and Bradley worked in quiet harmony, the kind of rhythm that didn’t need words. His hands, large but surprisingly gentle, moved clumsily at first, pressing into the cool, pliable dough while your smaller ones guided him with a soft touch. The room was filled with the quiet, comforting sounds of baking—the scrape of the rolling pin, the faint rustle of flour against the marble, and the occasional low hum of contentment from one or both of you.
“Like this,” you murmured, placing your hands over his. Together, you smoothed the dough into an even circle, the action unhurried, almost meditative. The soft press of your palms and the steady roll of the pin seemed to draw the tension from the air, leaving behind a soothing calm that wrapped around you both.
Bradley’s brow furrowed in concentration as he followed your lead, his lips quirking into a smile whenever you corrected his grip or teased his uneven edges. “Not bad for a rookie, huh?” he said, glancing over at you with an easy grin.
You tilted your head, pretending to inspect his work. “Hmm. I’d say you’ve got potential, Bradshaw,” you replied, your tone light but your smile warm.
The moment felt timeless, as if the world outside had paused to give you these small, perfect moments. The soft sunlight filtering through the window, the mingling scents of butter and spice, and the steady rhythm of your hands moving together—it was all a quiet symphony of togetherness. By the time the crust was ready, your fingers dusted in flour and your laughter mingling in the warm air, it felt less like a task and more like a memory you’d treasure forever.
As the two of you worked, Bradley's thoughts drifted, momentarily pulling him away from the comforting rhythm of the kitchen. The past few weeks had been a blur of intensity. The rigorous training sessions, each one pushing his body to the limit, followed by the endless debriefs that stretched into the late hours of the night. His mind had been consumed with flight simulations, meticulous calculations, and the pressure of preparing for missions that came one after the other. Long, arduous flights had left him drained, but it wasn’t the exhaustion that weighed most heavily on him—it was the constant longing to be somewhere else.
Somewhere with you.
The thought of the kitchen, of this quiet domestic scene, had become his escape. There was something about the way you were always waiting for him, patient and unwavering, that had kept him going through those long stretches away. In the dead of night, when his muscles ached and his mind raced with the remnants of missions completed and ones yet to come, he’d close his eyes and think of you. The way your laughter filled the space between the two of you, the warmth of your touch, and the sense of peace that came simply by being near you.
Now, standing beside you, the stress of those weeks seemed to melt away. The world outside, with its endless demands and responsibilities, faded into the background as he watched you expertly roll out the pie crust, the soft flour drifting through the air. The connection between you both—so natural, so easy—was like a breath of fresh air, and in this small, quiet kitchen, Bradley found solace in the simplicity of the moment.
He hadn’t realized just how much he had longed for this. The mundane beauty of being with you—flour on his hands, apples scattered across the counter, and a pie coming together, was a contrast to the chaos he had been living. It was exactly where he wanted to be.
Bradley reached for the basket of apples, the crisp fruits cool under his hands. “You do the crust like a pro,” he said, flashing you a grin. “Let me see if I can redeem myself with the apples.”
“You sure about that?” you teased, handing him a knife and a cutting board. “This is precision work, Bradshaw. No room for error.”
“Challenge accepted,” he quipped, rolling up his sleeves again as he positioned himself beside you. He started slicing the apples, his cuts neat but slightly uneven. You leaned over to inspect, your hand brushing his wrist as you adjusted the angle of the blade.
“Thin, but not too thin,” you instructed, your voice soft but firm. “We want them to bake just right, not turn to mush.”
Bradley nodded, the corner of his mouth lifting in a small smile as he focused on the task. The rhythmic sound of the knife against the cutting board filled the kitchen, mixing with the faint hum of music still playing in the background. Each slice brought a sense of calm, as if the act of chopping apples could somehow unravel the knots left by weeks of tension.
While he worked, you measured out the sugar, pouring it into a small glass bowl with a practiced hand. You added a pinch of cinnamon and nutmeg, the warm, earthy spices swirling together in a fragrant mix. As you stirred them together, Bradley finished his pile of apple slices and slid them toward you with a triumphant flourish.
“Not bad, right?” he asked, his voice tinged with pride.
You glanced at the perfectly sliced apples, raising an eyebrow in approval. “Alright, I’ll admit it. You might have a future in baking after all.”
Bradley laughed, reaching for the measuring cup to help you portion out the rest of the ingredients. “Told you I’m a quick learner,” he said, his tone light but his gaze lingering on you a moment too long.
The two of you fell into an easy rhythm again, working side by side to combine the apples, sugar, and spices. The mixture shimmered in the soft light, a glossy cascade of sweetness and warmth that seemed to mirror the mood in the room. Every step felt unhurried, every action deliberate, as if time had slowed to let you savor this rare moment of togetherness.
As the two of you worked, Bradley’s mind wandered back to his childhood, to moments long passed but never forgotten. The kitchen had always been the heart of their home, his mother standing at the counter, apron tied high, her laughter filling the space as she taught him the small rituals of baking. It was there, in that warm, familiar room, that he’d first learned how to measure ingredients and roll out dough—lessons woven with love and patience, and the comforting scent of fresh-baked treats.
He remembered how she’d guide him through each step with a gentle hand, the way she’d smile when he made a mess, and the way her eyes would light up when the kitchen filled with the aroma of their creations. She always said baking was an act of love, a way to pour a piece of yourself into something tangible. It was one of those simple truths he’d carried with him, though it had taken him a while to understand how much those moments had shaped him.
As you stood beside him now, chopping apples with practiced ease, Bradley couldn’t help but notice the similarities—the way you moved with that quiet confidence, the way your presence brought a sense of peace to everything around you. It was like this kitchen, these shared moments, were a bridge between his past and present. The rhythm of your hands working together, the soft exchange of words, and the laughter that bubbled between you felt like a new chapter in a story he never wanted to end.
His thoughts drifted back to his mom again, to the way she’d often say, “Baking isn’t about perfection, it’s about enjoying the process.”
Bradley smiled to himself, a pang of nostalgia settling in his chest. Maybe he didn’t have the luxury of those moments with his mom anymore, but with you here, in this kitchen, it was as if she had passed that same warmth and care down to you, and through that, to him. He glanced over at you, the soft glow of the afternoon sun highlighting the determined curve of your cheek as you worked, and for a fleeting moment, everything felt like it had come full circle.
Bradley set down the measuring cup, the weight of the moment hitting him like a wave. His eyes softened as they drifted to you, the sight of you so focused, so at ease, reminded him of something he hadn’t thought about in years.
“You know,” he began, his voice quieter now, “the first time I baked cookies, it wasn’t just with my mom. You were there too.”
You looked up, surprise flickering across your face. “Really? I don’t remember that.”
Bradley chuckled, his gaze distant as he leaned back slightly against the counter, recalling the memory with fondness. “You were six. I was eight. Mom had decided we were going to bake chocolate chip cookies together—like a whole ‘family bonding’ thing. You were so excited, even if you had no idea what you were doing. I remember you kept sneaking chocolate chips and shoving them in your mouth when Mom wasn’t looking.”
A smile tugged at your lips as you tried to picture little you, mischievously eyeing the cookie jar. “That sounds about right.”
Bradley’s eyes twinkled as he continued. “I was determined to be the perfect little baker, you know? Measured everything precisely—like I was some kind of culinary prodigy. But you? You just dumped everything in, flour everywhere, a bit of sugar, chocolate chips scattered around… but somehow, it worked.”
You raised an eyebrow, the playful glint in your eyes matching his. “You mean it was my chaos that made it work.”
“Exactly,” Bradley said with a grin, shaking his head in disbelief. “Mom was trying so hard to keep us on track, but you and I just ended up making the biggest mess. It was like the kitchen exploded with flour and chocolate, but when those cookies came out of the oven, they were perfect. A little rough around the edges, sure, but they tasted like heaven.”
You laughed, imagining the chaos of it all. “I bet it was a disaster, but it was probably the best cookie I’ve ever eaten.”
Bradley nodded, the warmth of the memory spreading through him. “It was. And I think that’s when I realized something important—that sometimes, the mess, the imperfections, they’re what make the moments worth it. You and I, throwing chocolate chips everywhere, Mom laughing in the background—it was a mess, but it was our mess. And I’ll never forget that.”
There was a softness in his voice now, a quiet tenderness as he looked at you. “I guess I never told you this, but I always thought about that day when I came home, every time we’d bake together.”
You met his gaze, your smile softer now, the air between you warm and intimate. “It’s funny. I don’t remember the details, but I can almost feel it—the warmth of that kitchen, the smell of the cookies, and the laughter. It’s one of those memories that’s just… there. Like it was meant to be a part of me.”
Bradley’s heart swelled in his chest, and for a moment, he felt as though the years had collapsed into something simpler, something more timeless. The bond between you, so effortlessly shared in this small kitchen, felt like it had always been there, like it had been waiting to be rediscovered, one chocolate chip at a time.
With the apple filling nestled gently into the pie crust, you and Bradley stood side by side, both silently admiring the creation before you. The last few steps had been an easy flow of action, your movements guided by the comfort of routine and the shared sense of satisfaction that came from doing something together.
Bradley wiped his flour-dusted hands on his apron and looked over at you, his smile easy and warm. "You think it'll be as good as the one from last year?"
You laughed softly, a playful glint in your eyes. "Better, if we do it right."
Together, you carefully lifted the pie, the edges of the crust golden and slightly uneven, the filling bubbling just enough to promise sweetness and warmth. Bradley opened the oven door, the heat rushing out to meet you both, and you slid the pie onto the middle rack, feeling a little thrill at how perfectly it all came together.
The kitchen filled with the soft click of the oven closing, and you stood there for a moment, the two of you watching the pie as though you could will it to perfection just by looking at it. The anticipation hung in the air, the quiet hum of the oven providing the only sound.
Bradley leaned against the counter beside you, his arm brushing lightly against yours. “I’ve gotta admit, this whole baking thing—kind of growing on me.” His voice was relaxed, content, and you could tell that the weight of the past few weeks had momentarily lifted from him.
You smiled up at him, feeling a rush of affection for the man who, despite his usual focus on flying and mission prep, had found time to make something as simple—and yet, as meaningful—as this. "I’m glad you’re enjoying it. It’s nice, right? Just being here… together."
Bradley nodded, his eyes softening as he looked at you, then back at the oven. "Yeah. I don't think I've ever felt more at peace." His words were quiet, but they carried a depth that made you feel rooted in the moment.
For a few seconds, the room seemed to hold its breath, the scent of cinnamon and sugar beginning to rise, mingling with the warmth of the oven and the comfort of the space. In that stillness, you both knew what this was—this simple act of being together, of creating something from scratch and waiting patiently for it to turn into something beautiful.
As the pie baked away in the oven, the comforting scent of cinnamon and apples filling the air, you and Bradley exchanged a look. It was time for a well-deserved break, and after the cozy chaos of the kitchen, a few moments of relaxation felt like a gift.
"Think we deserve a little treat?" Bradley asked, pulling off his apron and tossing it onto the counter with a soft thud.
You grinned. "You mean besides the pie? Absolutely."
With a quick nod, you both headed off to your shared room, shedding the remnants of the afternoon in exchange for something far more comfortable. The soft rustle of fabric filled the air as you pulled on your favorite pajamas, an oversized t shirt that had once been Bradley's before you stole it, still soft despite the stretched out neckline from years of use, and a pair of comfortable flannel pyjama pants that were just soft enough to give you comfort, filled with memories of quiet nights just like this one. Bradley appeared moments later, also in his own set of pajamas—flannel pants and a simple black tee that made him look effortlessly at home.
"Much better," he said, tossing a pillow onto the couch before plopping down next to it.
You laughed and followed him, curling into him as the warmth of the oven continued to fill the room and the scent of cinnamon wafted from the kitchen to your beautiful living room. "Alright, what are we feeling? Chinese takeout? Or... pizza?"
"Chinese," Bradley answered almost instantly, his hands already reaching for his phone to dial the number. "Nothing beats Chinese on a night like this."
You smiled, nodding in agreement. “I’m with you. The crispy spring rolls, and fried rice, it’s all calling my name.” you sighed happily, a little drunk on how effortlessly perfect the moment was with him.
He grabbed you by the hips, pulling you into him so you were straddling him, legs on either side of his waist. His hands gently trailed down your back, squeezing your hips as he rocked you forward, meeting your lips in a passionate kiss. His lips were soft and warm, and the kiss was heady in the best way. As he gently stroked your tongue with his, he let his hand drop to the curve of your ass, squeezing and palming the flesh through your pyjamas, the thin material pressing against your core in a way that had you gasping. As his tongue explored your mouth, you let your hands run down the muscled planes of his chest, hard and toned even under his t shirt, gently raking patterns with your nails and grinding your hips against his hips. His hand settled on your ass, cupping the flesh softly as he ran his fingers softly between. He drew back to inhale deeply, sighing happily at the sight of your swollen lips. He placed a final indulgent kiss on your swollen lips, pulling your lip between his teeth to watch it snap back in place.
You couldn't help but smile, gently tickling his side as he scooped you up to lay you down properly, grabbing your favourite couch blanket as you opened netflix on the TV.
As Bradley placed the order, you grabbed the remote, flicking through the shows to find something easy and comforting. "How about we throw on a Friends marathon? It’s been forever since I’ve watched it."
Bradley looked over, his eyes lighting up with recognition. "Now you're speaking my language." He paused for a beat. "You know, I’ve always thought I’d be a Chandler in another life."
You raised an eyebrow at him, a teasing smirk tugging at your lips. “Oh really? I can see that. The sarcastic humor. The… awkwardness.”
“Hey!” he protested, nudging you with his elbow. “I’m not that awkward.”
“Right,” you said with a grin, leaning back into the couch cushions. “You’ve definitely got a little Ross in you too, but more… cool.”
Bradley laughed, shaking his head. “Alright, alright, but if I’m Ross, you’re definitely Monica. All that organization and competitiveness.”
You looked at him with a mock gasp, “How dare you? I’m not competitive.” But you both burst into laughter as the familiar opening credits of Friends played, the theme song a nostalgic reminder of countless nights spent laughing at the same jokes.
Bradley got up to fetch a bottle of red wine he had picked up a few weeks ago exactly for a night like this, along with two wine glasses with purple and red wine charms you had bought when you first moved in. He poured you a glass of the Sauvignon, watching with a content smile as you swirled it around your glass and took a happy sit, complimenting it with a sweet kiss to his lips.
The doorbell rang just as you settled in, and Bradley jumped up, a little too eager to grab the takeout. As he brought the steaming containers into the living room, you both made room on the coffee table, the food’s scent mingling with the still-warm aroma of the pie in the oven.
With takeout and your favorite show queued up, the evening stretched out in front of you like a peaceful, uninterrupted pause. There was no rush, no deadlines—just the quiet comfort of the moment, with laughter, familiar food, and a freshly baked pie in the oven.
Bradley fed you bites of food and the two of you chatted about mundane things that felt extraordinarily special when you spoke about them with Bradley. Growing up together, you had little to no secrets from each other, but the level of domesticity being in a relationship and living together had brought you had you dreaming of a life with him, a picket fence and kids, dogs and cats, a classic life you hadn't allowed yourself to dream of.
But now, as he fed you a bite of his spring roll and stole a sip of wine from your glass and placated you with a chaste kiss to your lips, your dream had turned to a reality.
The timer’s soft chime echoed through the kitchen, and with it, a rush of anticipation. The pie had finished its long journey in the oven, and as you opened the door, the golden crust greeted you like an old friend. The edges were perfectly crisp, the apples inside caramelized and bubbling with sweet warmth. The kitchen seemed to hum with the quiet satisfaction of a job well done.
Bradley was already standing by, his gaze soft as he watched you take the pie out, the aroma mingling with the last traces of cinnamon and sugar. “Looks perfect,” he murmured, his voice low with the kind of affection only shared in the quiet moments.
You turned to him with a grin. “I think you’re right. This might just be the best one yet.”
With care, you slid the pie onto a cooling rack, and together you waited those precious few minutes before slicing it. You cut into the soft, tender layers, the filling slightly bubbling over as you pulled the first piece onto a plate.
Bradley, ever the gentleman, grabbed the whipped cream from the fridge and dolloped a generous spoonful on top, the cold cream melting slightly against the warm pie. He handed it to you, his fingers brushing against yours in the exchange.
“You first,” he said, his smile warm, a little teasing, but filled with sweetness.
You took the fork, the bite of warm pie and cold cream almost too perfect, the sweetness settling on your tongue like a promise. Bradley’s eyes followed you, a quiet contentment settling over him as he waited for your reaction.
“Good?” he asked, his voice barely a whisper.
You nodded, savoring the moment. “Perfect.”
And then, without a word, you held the fork out to him, offering him a taste. His eyes softened as he took the bite, the simple act of sharing something so intimate almost more than either of you could put into words. You fed each other in silence, the only sound being the soft scrape of forks against plates, the occasional hum of contentment escaping both of you.
Between bites, the pauses were filled with quiet laughter, shared glances, and soft kisses—quick, sweet pecks that made the world outside the kitchen seem distant, as though this small moment was the only one that mattered. Your lips met between forkfuls of pie, the taste of apples and cinnamon mixing with the sweetness of each kiss, a quiet rhythm that only deepened the sense of domestic bliss.
Bradley’s hand found its way to the back of your neck, his fingers brushing the soft skin there as he pulled you in for another kiss. It was slow this time, lingering, the warmth of the pie forgotten as you melted into the softness of each other’s embrace. You let the moment stretch, taking it all in—the cozy kitchen, the warmth between you, the simple sweetness of pie, and the quiet joy of being together.
When the last bite of pie was finished, the plates were left behind, forgotten, as the two of you curled up together on the couch. The kitchen had long fallen quiet, save for the steady hum of the world outside. But inside, in the gentle glow of the evening, it was just you and him—a perfect little moment, wrapped in love, pie, and a thousand unspoken promises.
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a/n : merry christmas everyone! wishing you all love and peace! ❤️ would you like a series on how bradley and childhood best friend!reader got together? do let me know!! as always, likes , comments, reblogs etc are always appreciated!!
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Hiii do you take requests? If so, what kids of requests do you like?🥰 Also merry Christmas if you celebrate!!
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hello!! i do take requests!! i don't have a preference, but I love writing fluff!! if you check out my 2 masterlists (linked in my blog) you'll see the fandoms i write for!!
and a very merry christmas to you too!! 🎄⛄🎁❤️
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imthebadguyyy · 7 months ago
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updated with a new top gun section!
Masterlist (II)
my first masterlist won't let me use any more images so new fics such as peaky blinders, lord of the rings, and any other new fandoms will be posted on this masterlist 🤍
masterlist I
Peaky Blinders
1. tommy shelby x reader
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tolerate it
I know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it
Bridgerton
1. anthony bridgerton x reader
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tea and crumpets
the viscount, your husband, joins you in the kitchen
the four times anthony realised he loved you and the one time he confessed
exactly what it says in the title 💙
In Between *- simon bassett x anthony bridgerton x reader
a night of raucous fun you are bound to never forget 💕
anthony's darlings
anthony has only three darlings in his life.
birthday cake
anthony tries to bake you a birthday surprise with his siblings.
the bridgerton blues*
it's the first time after your wedding that anthony sees you sporting the signature bridgerton colour : blue, and it does things to him that he can only express in a much more....physical manner.
Stranger Things
steve harrington x reader
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I : the first meeting
Top Gun : Maverick
Bradley Bradshaw (Rooster) x Reader
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Apple Pie
synopsis : bradley helps you make your renowned apple pie and experiences and enthralling sense of domestic bliss.
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Apple Pie
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pairing : bradley bradshaw x reader
fandom : top gun
synopsis : bradley helps you make your renowned apple pie and experiences and enthralling sense of domestic bliss.
a/n : merry christmas to all who celebrate! love and best wishes ❤️🎁
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The scent of smoky cinnamon hung thick in the air, weaving itself with the tartness of fresh apples and the buttery promise of a homemade crust. Sunlight spilled through the kitchen window in golden pools, catching the specks of flour dusting the countertops like freshly fallen snow. A warm breeze, heavy with the aroma of a San Diego Christmas, whispered through the open window, carrying the faint scent of the salty sea air. It was a day meant for baking—a day where the world outside could wait while warmth and sweetness unfurled inside your home, one shared with Bradley.
The marble countertop, a luxurious expanse of creamy white, veined with subtle streaks of silver and gray flowed like frozen rivers beneath its polished surface. Cool to the touch and impeccably smooth, it provided the perfect canvas for the symphony of ingredients scattered across it.
A woven basket brimmed with crimson and honey-gold apples, their skins catching the sunlight and gleaming like polished jewels. Nearby, a small glass bowl overflowed with granulated sugar, sparkling like powdered stardust. A ceramic dish held a mound of cinnamon and nutmeg, their earthy hues promising warmth with a whisper of spice. A stick of butter, softened to perfection, rested on a wooden board, its edges slightly melty, waiting to be folded into the dough. Flour spilled artfully from a linen pouch, creating soft white dunes across the counter, while a jar of amber-colored honey glowed invitingly in the light. Nestled among the ingredients, a rustic jug of heavy cream stood tall, its promise of richness tucked beneath its simple cork top. Everything was arranged with an almost reverent care, a silent anticipation lingering in the air, as if the ingredients themselves knew they were destined for something magical.
Bradley stepped through the front door, the familiar creak of the hinges blending with the faint hum of music wafting from the kitchen. The aroma hit him first—sweet apples, warm cinnamon, and the unmistakable scent of butter melting into perfection. It wrapped around him like a welcome, soft and inviting.
Rounding the corner, his gaze landed on you. You stood at the counter, your apron tied snugly around your waist, its cheerful pattern a perfect match to the one hanging on the hook by the door. The sight made his heart stumble, just for a moment. There was something about the ease in your movements, the gentle sway of your hips as you worked, that filled him with a quiet, overwhelming contentment.
The apron—a gift he’d jokingly insisted on getting a matching pair of "kiss the chef" ones looked far better on you, though he’d never admit it out loud. For a fleeting second, he could imagine this moment stretched into a lifetime: mornings like this, evenings too, the two of you wrapped up in the ordinary magic of just being together.
“You’re making me look bad,” he teased, his voice warm as he leaned against the doorway. “What happened to waiting for the sous chef?”
You turned, a smudge of flour dusting your cheek and a playful smile lighting your face. “Sous chef? I thought you’d promoted yourself to taste tester.”
Bradley grinned, crossing the room to grab his own apron. “Domestic bliss never looked so good,” he murmured, the words half to himself as he tied the strings and stepped up beside you.
Side by side at the marble countertop, you and Bradley worked in quiet harmony, the kind of rhythm that didn’t need words. His hands, large but surprisingly gentle, moved clumsily at first, pressing into the cool, pliable dough while your smaller ones guided him with a soft touch. The room was filled with the quiet, comforting sounds of baking—the scrape of the rolling pin, the faint rustle of flour against the marble, and the occasional low hum of contentment from one or both of you.
“Like this,” you murmured, placing your hands over his. Together, you smoothed the dough into an even circle, the action unhurried, almost meditative. The soft press of your palms and the steady roll of the pin seemed to draw the tension from the air, leaving behind a soothing calm that wrapped around you both.
Bradley’s brow furrowed in concentration as he followed your lead, his lips quirking into a smile whenever you corrected his grip or teased his uneven edges. “Not bad for a rookie, huh?” he said, glancing over at you with an easy grin.
You tilted your head, pretending to inspect his work. “Hmm. I’d say you’ve got potential, Bradshaw,” you replied, your tone light but your smile warm.
The moment felt timeless, as if the world outside had paused to give you these small, perfect moments. The soft sunlight filtering through the window, the mingling scents of butter and spice, and the steady rhythm of your hands moving together—it was all a quiet symphony of togetherness. By the time the crust was ready, your fingers dusted in flour and your laughter mingling in the warm air, it felt less like a task and more like a memory you’d treasure forever.
As the two of you worked, Bradley's thoughts drifted, momentarily pulling him away from the comforting rhythm of the kitchen. The past few weeks had been a blur of intensity. The rigorous training sessions, each one pushing his body to the limit, followed by the endless debriefs that stretched into the late hours of the night. His mind had been consumed with flight simulations, meticulous calculations, and the pressure of preparing for missions that came one after the other. Long, arduous flights had left him drained, but it wasn’t the exhaustion that weighed most heavily on him—it was the constant longing to be somewhere else.
Somewhere with you.
The thought of the kitchen, of this quiet domestic scene, had become his escape. There was something about the way you were always waiting for him, patient and unwavering, that had kept him going through those long stretches away. In the dead of night, when his muscles ached and his mind raced with the remnants of missions completed and ones yet to come, he’d close his eyes and think of you. The way your laughter filled the space between the two of you, the warmth of your touch, and the sense of peace that came simply by being near you.
Now, standing beside you, the stress of those weeks seemed to melt away. The world outside, with its endless demands and responsibilities, faded into the background as he watched you expertly roll out the pie crust, the soft flour drifting through the air. The connection between you both—so natural, so easy—was like a breath of fresh air, and in this small, quiet kitchen, Bradley found solace in the simplicity of the moment.
He hadn’t realized just how much he had longed for this. The mundane beauty of being with you—flour on his hands, apples scattered across the counter, and a pie coming together, was a contrast to the chaos he had been living. It was exactly where he wanted to be.
Bradley reached for the basket of apples, the crisp fruits cool under his hands. “You do the crust like a pro,” he said, flashing you a grin. “Let me see if I can redeem myself with the apples.”
“You sure about that?” you teased, handing him a knife and a cutting board. “This is precision work, Bradshaw. No room for error.”
“Challenge accepted,” he quipped, rolling up his sleeves again as he positioned himself beside you. He started slicing the apples, his cuts neat but slightly uneven. You leaned over to inspect, your hand brushing his wrist as you adjusted the angle of the blade.
“Thin, but not too thin,” you instructed, your voice soft but firm. “We want them to bake just right, not turn to mush.”
Bradley nodded, the corner of his mouth lifting in a small smile as he focused on the task. The rhythmic sound of the knife against the cutting board filled the kitchen, mixing with the faint hum of music still playing in the background. Each slice brought a sense of calm, as if the act of chopping apples could somehow unravel the knots left by weeks of tension.
While he worked, you measured out the sugar, pouring it into a small glass bowl with a practiced hand. You added a pinch of cinnamon and nutmeg, the warm, earthy spices swirling together in a fragrant mix. As you stirred them together, Bradley finished his pile of apple slices and slid them toward you with a triumphant flourish.
“Not bad, right?” he asked, his voice tinged with pride.
You glanced at the perfectly sliced apples, raising an eyebrow in approval. “Alright, I’ll admit it. You might have a future in baking after all.”
Bradley laughed, reaching for the measuring cup to help you portion out the rest of the ingredients. “Told you I’m a quick learner,” he said, his tone light but his gaze lingering on you a moment too long.
The two of you fell into an easy rhythm again, working side by side to combine the apples, sugar, and spices. The mixture shimmered in the soft light, a glossy cascade of sweetness and warmth that seemed to mirror the mood in the room. Every step felt unhurried, every action deliberate, as if time had slowed to let you savor this rare moment of togetherness.
As the two of you worked, Bradley’s mind wandered back to his childhood, to moments long passed but never forgotten. The kitchen had always been the heart of their home, his mother standing at the counter, apron tied high, her laughter filling the space as she taught him the small rituals of baking. It was there, in that warm, familiar room, that he’d first learned how to measure ingredients and roll out dough—lessons woven with love and patience, and the comforting scent of fresh-baked treats.
He remembered how she’d guide him through each step with a gentle hand, the way she’d smile when he made a mess, and the way her eyes would light up when the kitchen filled with the aroma of their creations. She always said baking was an act of love, a way to pour a piece of yourself into something tangible. It was one of those simple truths he’d carried with him, though it had taken him a while to understand how much those moments had shaped him.
As you stood beside him now, chopping apples with practiced ease, Bradley couldn’t help but notice the similarities—the way you moved with that quiet confidence, the way your presence brought a sense of peace to everything around you. It was like this kitchen, these shared moments, were a bridge between his past and present. The rhythm of your hands working together, the soft exchange of words, and the laughter that bubbled between you felt like a new chapter in a story he never wanted to end.
His thoughts drifted back to his mom again, to the way she’d often say, “Baking isn’t about perfection, it’s about enjoying the process.”
Bradley smiled to himself, a pang of nostalgia settling in his chest. Maybe he didn’t have the luxury of those moments with his mom anymore, but with you here, in this kitchen, it was as if she had passed that same warmth and care down to you, and through that, to him. He glanced over at you, the soft glow of the afternoon sun highlighting the determined curve of your cheek as you worked, and for a fleeting moment, everything felt like it had come full circle.
Bradley set down the measuring cup, the weight of the moment hitting him like a wave. His eyes softened as they drifted to you, the sight of you so focused, so at ease, reminded him of something he hadn’t thought about in years.
“You know,” he began, his voice quieter now, “the first time I baked cookies, it wasn’t just with my mom. You were there too.”
You looked up, surprise flickering across your face. “Really? I don’t remember that.”
Bradley chuckled, his gaze distant as he leaned back slightly against the counter, recalling the memory with fondness. “You were six. I was eight. Mom had decided we were going to bake chocolate chip cookies together—like a whole ‘family bonding’ thing. You were so excited, even if you had no idea what you were doing. I remember you kept sneaking chocolate chips and shoving them in your mouth when Mom wasn’t looking.”
A smile tugged at your lips as you tried to picture little you, mischievously eyeing the cookie jar. “That sounds about right.”
Bradley’s eyes twinkled as he continued. “I was determined to be the perfect little baker, you know? Measured everything precisely—like I was some kind of culinary prodigy. But you? You just dumped everything in, flour everywhere, a bit of sugar, chocolate chips scattered around… but somehow, it worked.”
You raised an eyebrow, the playful glint in your eyes matching his. “You mean it was my chaos that made it work.”
“Exactly,” Bradley said with a grin, shaking his head in disbelief. “Mom was trying so hard to keep us on track, but you and I just ended up making the biggest mess. It was like the kitchen exploded with flour and chocolate, but when those cookies came out of the oven, they were perfect. A little rough around the edges, sure, but they tasted like heaven.”
You laughed, imagining the chaos of it all. “I bet it was a disaster, but it was probably the best cookie I’ve ever eaten.”
Bradley nodded, the warmth of the memory spreading through him. “It was. And I think that’s when I realized something important—that sometimes, the mess, the imperfections, they’re what make the moments worth it. You and I, throwing chocolate chips everywhere, Mom laughing in the background—it was a mess, but it was our mess. And I’ll never forget that.”
There was a softness in his voice now, a quiet tenderness as he looked at you. “I guess I never told you this, but I always thought about that day when I came home, every time we’d bake together.”
You met his gaze, your smile softer now, the air between you warm and intimate. “It’s funny. I don’t remember the details, but I can almost feel it—the warmth of that kitchen, the smell of the cookies, and the laughter. It’s one of those memories that’s just… there. Like it was meant to be a part of me.”
Bradley’s heart swelled in his chest, and for a moment, he felt as though the years had collapsed into something simpler, something more timeless. The bond between you, so effortlessly shared in this small kitchen, felt like it had always been there, like it had been waiting to be rediscovered, one chocolate chip at a time.
With the apple filling nestled gently into the pie crust, you and Bradley stood side by side, both silently admiring the creation before you. The last few steps had been an easy flow of action, your movements guided by the comfort of routine and the shared sense of satisfaction that came from doing something together.
Bradley wiped his flour-dusted hands on his apron and looked over at you, his smile easy and warm. "You think it'll be as good as the one from last year?"
You laughed softly, a playful glint in your eyes. "Better, if we do it right."
Together, you carefully lifted the pie, the edges of the crust golden and slightly uneven, the filling bubbling just enough to promise sweetness and warmth. Bradley opened the oven door, the heat rushing out to meet you both, and you slid the pie onto the middle rack, feeling a little thrill at how perfectly it all came together.
The kitchen filled with the soft click of the oven closing, and you stood there for a moment, the two of you watching the pie as though you could will it to perfection just by looking at it. The anticipation hung in the air, the quiet hum of the oven providing the only sound.
Bradley leaned against the counter beside you, his arm brushing lightly against yours. “I’ve gotta admit, this whole baking thing—kind of growing on me.” His voice was relaxed, content, and you could tell that the weight of the past few weeks had momentarily lifted from him.
You smiled up at him, feeling a rush of affection for the man who, despite his usual focus on flying and mission prep, had found time to make something as simple—and yet, as meaningful—as this. "I’m glad you’re enjoying it. It’s nice, right? Just being here… together."
Bradley nodded, his eyes softening as he looked at you, then back at the oven. "Yeah. I don't think I've ever felt more at peace." His words were quiet, but they carried a depth that made you feel rooted in the moment.
For a few seconds, the room seemed to hold its breath, the scent of cinnamon and sugar beginning to rise, mingling with the warmth of the oven and the comfort of the space. In that stillness, you both knew what this was—this simple act of being together, of creating something from scratch and waiting patiently for it to turn into something beautiful.
As the pie baked away in the oven, the comforting scent of cinnamon and apples filling the air, you and Bradley exchanged a look. It was time for a well-deserved break, and after the cozy chaos of the kitchen, a few moments of relaxation felt like a gift.
"Think we deserve a little treat?" Bradley asked, pulling off his apron and tossing it onto the counter with a soft thud.
You grinned. "You mean besides the pie? Absolutely."
With a quick nod, you both headed off to your shared room, shedding the remnants of the afternoon in exchange for something far more comfortable. The soft rustle of fabric filled the air as you pulled on your favorite pajamas, an oversized t shirt that had once been Bradley's before you stole it, still soft despite the stretched out neckline from years of use, and a pair of comfortable flannel pyjama pants that were just soft enough to give you comfort, filled with memories of quiet nights just like this one. Bradley appeared moments later, also in his own set of pajamas—flannel pants and a simple black tee that made him look effortlessly at home.
"Much better," he said, tossing a pillow onto the couch before plopping down next to it.
You laughed and followed him, curling into him as the warmth of the oven continued to fill the room and the scent of cinnamon wafted from the kitchen to your beautiful living room. "Alright, what are we feeling? Chinese takeout? Or... pizza?"
"Chinese," Bradley answered almost instantly, his hands already reaching for his phone to dial the number. "Nothing beats Chinese on a night like this."
You smiled, nodding in agreement. “I’m with you. The crispy spring rolls, and fried rice, it’s all calling my name.” you sighed happily, a little drunk on how effortlessly perfect the moment was with him.
He grabbed you by the hips, pulling you into him so you were straddling him, legs on either side of his waist. His hands gently trailed down your back, squeezing your hips as he rocked you forward, meeting your lips in a passionate kiss. His lips were soft and warm, and the kiss was heady in the best way. As he gently stroked your tongue with his, he let his hand drop to the curve of your ass, squeezing and palming the flesh through your pyjamas, the thin material pressing against your core in a way that had you gasping. As his tongue explored your mouth, you let your hands run down the muscled planes of his chest, hard and toned even under his t shirt, gently raking patterns with your nails and grinding your hips against his hips. His hand settled on your ass, cupping the flesh softly as he ran his fingers softly between. He drew back to inhale deeply, sighing happily at the sight of your swollen lips. He placed a final indulgent kiss on your swollen lips, pulling your lip between his teeth to watch it snap back in place.
You couldn't help but smile, gently tickling his side as he scooped you up to lay you down properly, grabbing your favourite couch blanket as you opened netflix on the TV.
As Bradley placed the order, you grabbed the remote, flicking through the shows to find something easy and comforting. "How about we throw on a Friends marathon? It’s been forever since I’ve watched it."
Bradley looked over, his eyes lighting up with recognition. "Now you're speaking my language." He paused for a beat. "You know, I’ve always thought I’d be a Chandler in another life."
You raised an eyebrow at him, a teasing smirk tugging at your lips. “Oh really? I can see that. The sarcastic humor. The… awkwardness.”
“Hey!” he protested, nudging you with his elbow. “I’m not that awkward.”
“Right,” you said with a grin, leaning back into the couch cushions. “You’ve definitely got a little Ross in you too, but more… cool.”
Bradley laughed, shaking his head. “Alright, alright, but if I’m Ross, you’re definitely Monica. All that organization and competitiveness.”
You looked at him with a mock gasp, “How dare you? I’m not competitive.” But you both burst into laughter as the familiar opening credits of Friends played, the theme song a nostalgic reminder of countless nights spent laughing at the same jokes.
Bradley got up to fetch a bottle of red wine he had picked up a few weeks ago exactly for a night like this, along with two wine glasses with purple and red wine charms you had bought when you first moved in. He poured you a glass of the Sauvignon, watching with a content smile as you swirled it around your glass and took a happy sit, complimenting it with a sweet kiss to his lips.
The doorbell rang just as you settled in, and Bradley jumped up, a little too eager to grab the takeout. As he brought the steaming containers into the living room, you both made room on the coffee table, the food’s scent mingling with the still-warm aroma of the pie in the oven.
With takeout and your favorite show queued up, the evening stretched out in front of you like a peaceful, uninterrupted pause. There was no rush, no deadlines—just the quiet comfort of the moment, with laughter, familiar food, and a freshly baked pie in the oven.
Bradley fed you bites of food and the two of you chatted about mundane things that felt extraordinarily special when you spoke about them with Bradley. Growing up together, you had little to no secrets from each other, but the level of domesticity being in a relationship and living together had brought you had you dreaming of a life with him, a picket fence and kids, dogs and cats, a classic life you hadn't allowed yourself to dream of.
But now, as he fed you a bite of his spring roll and stole a sip of wine from your glass and placated you with a chaste kiss to your lips, your dream had turned to a reality.
The timer’s soft chime echoed through the kitchen, and with it, a rush of anticipation. The pie had finished its long journey in the oven, and as you opened the door, the golden crust greeted you like an old friend. The edges were perfectly crisp, the apples inside caramelized and bubbling with sweet warmth. The kitchen seemed to hum with the quiet satisfaction of a job well done.
Bradley was already standing by, his gaze soft as he watched you take the pie out, the aroma mingling with the last traces of cinnamon and sugar. “Looks perfect,” he murmured, his voice low with the kind of affection only shared in the quiet moments.
You turned to him with a grin. “I think you’re right. This might just be the best one yet.”
With care, you slid the pie onto a cooling rack, and together you waited those precious few minutes before slicing it. You cut into the soft, tender layers, the filling slightly bubbling over as you pulled the first piece onto a plate.
Bradley, ever the gentleman, grabbed the whipped cream from the fridge and dolloped a generous spoonful on top, the cold cream melting slightly against the warm pie. He handed it to you, his fingers brushing against yours in the exchange.
“You first,” he said, his smile warm, a little teasing, but filled with sweetness.
You took the fork, the bite of warm pie and cold cream almost too perfect, the sweetness settling on your tongue like a promise. Bradley’s eyes followed you, a quiet contentment settling over him as he waited for your reaction.
“Good?” he asked, his voice barely a whisper.
You nodded, savoring the moment. “Perfect.”
And then, without a word, you held the fork out to him, offering him a taste. His eyes softened as he took the bite, the simple act of sharing something so intimate almost more than either of you could put into words. You fed each other in silence, the only sound being the soft scrape of forks against plates, the occasional hum of contentment escaping both of you.
Between bites, the pauses were filled with quiet laughter, shared glances, and soft kisses—quick, sweet pecks that made the world outside the kitchen seem distant, as though this small moment was the only one that mattered. Your lips met between forkfuls of pie, the taste of apples and cinnamon mixing with the sweetness of each kiss, a quiet rhythm that only deepened the sense of domestic bliss.
Bradley’s hand found its way to the back of your neck, his fingers brushing the soft skin there as he pulled you in for another kiss. It was slow this time, lingering, the warmth of the pie forgotten as you melted into the softness of each other’s embrace. You let the moment stretch, taking it all in—the cozy kitchen, the warmth between you, the simple sweetness of pie, and the quiet joy of being together.
When the last bite of pie was finished, the plates were left behind, forgotten, as the two of you curled up together on the couch. The kitchen had long fallen quiet, save for the steady hum of the world outside. But inside, in the gentle glow of the evening, it was just you and him—a perfect little moment, wrapped in love, pie, and a thousand unspoken promises.
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imthebadguyyy · 7 months ago
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The Tortured Poets Department
(imthebadguyyy's version)
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1. fortnight (ft post malone) - carlos sainz x reader [formula 1]
2. the tortured poets department - benedict bridgerton x reader [bridgerton]
3. my boy only breaks his favourite toys - charles leclerc x reader [formula 1]
4. down bad - lando norris x reader formula 1]
5. so long london - harry styles x reader [1d, harries]
6. but daddy i love him - simon bassett : anthony bridgerton x reader [bridgerton x reader]
7. fresh out the slammer - sirius black x reader [marauders]
8. florida!!! ft florence and the machine - remus lupin x reader (x sirius x james) [marauders]
9. guilty as sin? - lewis hamilton x reader [formula 1]
10. guilty as sin? - bradley 'rooster' bradshaw x reader [top gun]
11. whose afraid of little old me? - platonic f1 drivers x reader [formula 1]
12. i can fix him, no really i can - charles leclerc x reader [formula 1 ]
13. loml - james potter x reader [marauders]
14. i can do it with a broken heart - platonic formula 1 drivers x reader [formula 1]
15. the smallest man who ever lived - carlos sainz x reader [formula 1]
16. the alchemy - lewis hamilton x reader [formula 1]
17. the black dog - james potter x reader [marauders]
18. so high school - bradley 'rooster' bradshaw x reader [top gun]
19. the prophecy - anthony bridgerton x reader [bridgerton]
20. peter - steve rogers x reader [MCU]
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all's fair in love and poetry...or is it?
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imthebadguyyy · 7 months ago
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Fortnight
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pairing: carlos sainz x reader
fandom : formula 1
series : the tortured poets department
synopsis : and i love you it's ruining my life.
i was a functioning alcoholic till nobody noticed my new aesthetic...
The champagne had flowed effortlessly at the paddock parties, the kind where Carlos shined brightest—golden smiles, loud laughter, and arms draped casually over shoulders. He was magnetic, so at ease in the crowd that no one noticed you tucked into the corner of the bar, swirling your glass of wine as though the answers might be hidden in its depths.
“You’re keeping to yourself again,” he said softly, his hand brushing the small of your back as he leaned in, warm and familiar.
It was a perfectly Carlos move, disarming in the gentlest way. You’d smiled tightly, masking the bitterness on your tongue, the way the liquor burned a little less than it used to.
“I’m fine. Just a drink.”
His eyes had narrowed, studying you the way he studied telemetry data—looking for what didn’t belong, for what didn’t add up. You’d perfected the act months ago: the polished version of yourself, hair perfect, dress impeccable, the kind of aesthetic that nobody could pick apart—except maybe for the emptiness behind your eyes.
You thought he’d let it slide, as everyone else did. But Carlos never let anything slide.
“When did this become a habit?” he asked, voice quiet but firm.
The question cut deeper than you wanted it to. You turned toward him, defensive. “It’s not a habit. I’m just having fun.”
Carlos shook his head then, his gaze darkening with something you couldn’t name—concern, disappointment, fear. He stepped closer, his presence steady and unwavering, as though he could shield you from the room you no longer felt you belonged in.
“Nobody notices because you hide it well,” he murmured. “But I see it.”
The words hit like a gut punch. It had been easier when nobody noticed—easier to drown out the ache of your failures, the insecurities you carried, the loneliness you swore you’d never let him see.
You blinked up at him, throat tight. “Then why didn’t you say something?”
His expression softened as he reached for your hand, his fingers curling around yours.
“I’m saying something now.”
And just like that, the walls you’d built started to crack. Because Carlos wasn’t the kind of man who took half-measures—on the track or in your life. He was going to pull you back, no matter how much you resisted, no matter how hard it was to let him.
In a room full of people, Carlos had noticed. And for the first time, you weren’t sure whether to fight it or finally let yourself be seen.
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all of this to say, i hope you're okay but you're the reason...
The rain tapped lightly against the windows, a soft soundtrack to the silence that had settled between you and Carlos. It wasn’t angry or sharp—there was no yelling, no dramatic declarations, just the kind of stillness that comes when both of you know there’s nothing left to say.
You sat across from him, hands curled around the mug of tea he’d made you, though it had long gone cold. Carlos leaned forward on the couch, elbows resting on his knees, his gaze fixed on the floor. He hadn’t looked at you in minutes, maybe hours.
“I hope you’re okay,” you whispered, breaking the silence that had weighed on your chest.
Carlos’s head lifted slightly at that, his brow furrowed. “Why do you say it like that?”
You swallowed hard, trying to keep your voice steady. “Because… you’re the reason.”
The words hung in the air, fragile and heavy all at once. His eyes finally met yours then, dark and searching, trying to make sense of the pain laced through your voice.
“The reason?” he echoed quietly, like he didn’t want to believe it.
You sighed, the breath shaky as you tried to explain. “The reason I don’t feel like myself anymore. The reason I sit at dinner tables smiling like everything’s fine when it isn’t. The reason I started to lose pieces of who I am just to fit into a life that was always yours.”
Carlos flinched, barely noticeable, but you caught it. You could tell he wanted to argue, to say you’d been everything to him, that he’d never wanted you to lose yourself—but you’d both played a part in getting here.
“I didn’t mean to…” he started, his voice cracking slightly before he stopped himself.
“I know,” you replied softly. “And maybe that’s what makes it hurt the most.”
For a long time, the two of you just sat there, the room too big, the space between you wider than it had ever been. You didn’t hate him—how could you? He was Carlos, the man you’d once felt so impossibly close to. But somewhere along the way, loving him had started to cost you pieces of yourself, and now it was time to stop paying.
Carlos sat back, running a hand through his hair as he nodded, almost to himself. “I hope you’re okay too.”
You smiled faintly, tears stinging the corners of your eyes. “I will be.”
And you meant it. You’d leave the apartment tonight, step out into the rain and let it wash away the ache for just a moment. You’d pick up those pieces of yourself one by one and start putting them back together.
You hoped Carlos would be okay too—but you couldn’t be the reason he was, not anymore.
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and for a fortnight there we were, forever...
For your time together, everything felt like it could last forever. The days blurred together in a whirlwind of laughter, late-night conversations, and moments that felt stolen from time itself. It was a kind of magic that seemed to hang between you and Carlos—undisturbed by the world outside, untouched by anything that didn’t fit.
You spent your mornings walking through the city, his hand casually resting in the small of your back as you wandered through streets filled with memories you were only just creating. Nights were spent in the quiet corners of his apartment, sipping wine and talking about everything and nothing.
And for that time, it felt like it was always meant to be. Like the future was a promise sealed in the present, and the world would pause for you both.
Carlos had a way of making you feel seen, understood, like nothing else mattered in the world but the two of you. There were no complications, no distractions—just the warmth of his smile and the quiet peace that settled between you whenever you were together.
But deep down, you knew it couldn’t last. Reality would come rushing back soon enough, and those stolen moments would slip away like sand through your fingers.
But for that time, you had forever.
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all my mornings are mondays stuck in an endless february...
All your mornings were Mondays—dull and heavy, an endless repetition of the same hollow routine. The world outside felt stuck in a cold February, as if time had frozen, leaving you suspended in this inescapable loop of grey. Every day felt like the one before, each moment blending into the next, until they all became indistinguishable. The air was thick with the weight of missed opportunities, unspoken words, and the aching emptiness of a love lost.
Since Carlos left, it was as if the world had shifted, and you were no longer a part of it. The apartment felt too quiet now, the silence louder than anything he’d ever said. You’d wake up with the same empty feeling in your chest, as if you had already lost something you weren’t ready to let go of. Coffee tasted bitter, the mornings too long, stretching out in front of you with no end in sight. You moved through each day like a shadow of yourself, existing but not truly living.
You had convinced yourself that you could move on, that you could go back to being the person you once were—the one who could face the world without the weight of the past dragging her down. But the reality was cruel. Every morning felt like the first, and every night was a reminder of how everything had fallen apart. No matter how many hours you spent in the motion of life, nothing ever seemed to shift.
The absence of him haunted you in ways you never expected. His laugh, his warmth, the way he used to look at you as if you were the only one who mattered—they were all ghosts now, whispers in the corners of your mind. The love that once seemed so sure had become a distant memory, leaving you tangled in the “what-ifs” that you couldn’t stop replaying.
You wanted to move on, to shake off this feeling of being stuck in this endless February. But each morning you woke up, the cold air reminding you of how much you had lost, you couldn’t help but feel trapped. It wasn’t just the absence of him—it was the absence of everything you’d built together, of a future you thought you’d have.
And so, you sat there, caught between the ghost of the past and the emptiness of the present, hoping that someday, somehow, the days would finally break free from their endless loop. That one day, you’d wake up to something more than the cold February mornings, but until then, all you could do was survive, counting down the hours in the same painful monotony.
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and i love you, it's ruining my life...
He had moved on. It was clear in the way he smiled a little easier, how his laughter came more freely. He was thriving, living his life, and maybe, just maybe, he'd found a place where the ghosts of you didn’t haunt him anymore. He deserved that peace. He deserved everything.
But you? You were still there. Still stuck in the ruins of what you used to be, trapped in a love that was slowly suffocating you. You loved him. You loved him harder than anything, and the intensity of that love felt like a weight on your chest. It was consuming. It was all-encompassing. It was ruining your life.
You tried. You really did. You tried to let go. You told yourself it would get easier. You told yourself that you could move forward. But every time you saw him, every time you thought of him, it was like an ache deep inside you that wouldn’t fade. You wanted to be happy for him, to cheer him on in the life he was building without you. But instead, it hurt. It hurt in ways you couldn’t explain. Because while he had found a way to walk away, you couldn’t stop holding on.
He had released you, but you couldn’t release him. The love you had for him wasn’t just a feeling—it was a part of you, woven into every inch of your being. Even now, when you told yourself to move on, it felt like you were betraying the depth of what you once had. And it wasn’t just emotional—it was physical. Your heart would ache in a way that felt almost impossible to bear, a constant reminder that you were still tethered to him in a way he no longer was to you.
“I love you,” you whispered, your voice breaking under the weight of the words, knowing how useless they were. He didn’t need to hear them. He already knew. But it didn’t stop the truth from crashing down on you.
And there it was. The cruel, bittersweet reality: you loved him so fiercely, so completely, that it was ruining you. The love you couldn’t stop feeling for him was the very thing that kept you from moving on, from finding peace in a future without him. While he was free, you were still bound to the past you could never return to.
And all you could do was love him, helplessly, until it consumed you whole.
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now you're in my backyard turned into good neighbours...
Now, he was in your backyard, but it didn’t feel the same. Once, you had stood in this very place, side by side, your hearts tangled together in the kind of love that made the world feel smaller, simpler. There had been laughter, stolen moments, and dreams shared between you both that made everything else fade into the background. But that was before everything changed, before the silence grew too loud to ignore and the distance between you widened in ways you couldn’t stop.
Now, he was just a figure in the distance, smiling with his new life, his new world. You watched from the window as he moved with ease, as if nothing had ever been lost. He waved, the gesture casual, almost practiced, as if the space between you was nothing more than a formality, as if you hadn’t once shared everything. He had moved on, and you… you were still standing in the remnants of what you had, your heart stuck in the past, tangled in the threads of memories you couldn’t seem to untangle.
You were good neighbours now—nothing more. You exchanged polite smiles, the kind of small talk that didn’t carry any weight. Casual hellos, the occasional nod. But those were just walls you both put up, barriers to protect you from the things that still lingered unsaid, the feelings that neither of you dared to confront. You wanted to shout across the yard, to tell him how much you missed him, how much you still loved him, how much you hated this new reality. But you didn’t. You couldn’t. The truth between you had become too heavy to speak aloud, too fragile to be voiced without shattering what little remained.
So, instead, you played the roles of neighbours—comfortable in your silence, pretending that the distance between you was nothing but physical. You both wore the act well, hiding behind polite exchanges, as if that was all you were now. But deep down, you knew it would always be more. You knew that the space between you was never just physical; it was the space left by a love that had once been everything, now fractured and out of reach. And though you both wore the mask of moving on, you couldn’t escape the ache of what you had lost.
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run into you sometimes, comment on my sweater...
You’d run into him sometimes, usually in places where you never expected to see him—those fleeting moments when the past would rush forward in a flash. The first time it happened, it was in the coffee shop down the street, just a random, ordinary day. He was there, standing by the counter, his eyes meeting yours for the briefest second before he smiled, that smile that once made your heart race.
"Nice sweater," he’d said, his voice light, almost too casual, as if time hadn’t passed, as if you hadn’t once shared everything. You chuckled, the old familiarity settling over you like a soft blanket, both comforting and painful at once. "Thanks," you replied, forcing a smile, unsure if you were the one still clinging to the past or if he was too. The exchange felt like something out of a dream, the kind of thing you couldn’t quite grasp, but you knew it meant more than it appeared.
He had walked away then, just as quickly as he had appeared, leaving you standing there, heart in your throat, caught between the weight of what you had lost and the possibility of something new. You had gone through the motions, the rest of your day a blur, but you couldn’t shake the feeling that those few seconds were enough to remind you of everything that once was—and everything that could never be again.
but it won't start up till you touch, touch, touch me...
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You never thought you’d see him again. Not like this. After everything that happened, you’d convinced yourself that the past was best left behind, locked away in a part of your mind you rarely visited. The heartbreak, the unfinished conversations, the goodbyes that were never said—that was a chapter you didn’t need to reopen.
But there he was, standing in front of you, just like it was yesterday. You hadn’t planned on running into him; life had a funny way of throwing things your way when you least expected them. And yet, there he was, as if the years hadn’t passed, as if the weight of the things you’d gone through together hadn’t somehow shaped you into the person you were today.
When you looked at him, it wasn’t just the face you once loved, the smile you could never forget. It was everything—the memories that rushed back in a flood, the stolen moments, the quiet laughter in places only you two knew, the promises that never quite made it out of your mouths. All of it was there, swirling around you, trying to pull you back into the life you thought you had moved on from.
But your heart—your heart wouldn’t start beating again, not with that familiar intensity, not with that same hope, until he touched it. The love you had felt for him once, raw and passionate, had frozen over time, hardened by the distance and the pain. But in his presence, you could feel it again, a flicker, a pulse of something long gone.
You remembered how it had been when he’d first entered your life, how he made you feel alive in ways you hadn’t known were possible. Every touch, every word, every glance was enough to make your heart race. You used to think that nothing could ever tear that apart, that nothing could sever the connection between you two. But then the world got in the way. Things changed. People changed. And what was once so sure became so uncertain.
But as you stood there, facing him now, you realized how much of that old feeling still lingered beneath the surface. It wasn’t just the memories that pulled you toward him; it was the pull of your heart, still waiting, still hoping for something that had once seemed like a forever. You knew it was foolish to want it back, to let yourself be vulnerable again after everything, but it didn’t matter. Your heart wouldn’t start beating again until he touched it—until he showed you, even for a moment, that it hadn’t all been a lie.
The look in his eyes, that flicker of recognition, told you that maybe, just maybe, he felt it too. He reached out, a gesture so simple, yet so heavy with the weight of everything that had passed between you. Your heart skipped a beat. It was tentative, uncertain, but it was enough to wake something inside you.
You had always believed that love could die, that time could erase it, that wounds could heal. But in that moment, with him so close, you realized love wasn’t something that disappeared. It was always there, waiting in the background, waiting for the right moment to make itself known again. And as his fingers brushed against yours, your heart finally started to beat again, not like it once did, but with a renewed hope, a quiet understanding that maybe the past wasn’t as far behind as you thought. Maybe, just maybe, there was still a chance to see what could be.
but it won't start up till I touch, touch, touch you...
Carlos had never been one to admit when he was wrong. He was always so sure of himself, moving through life with a confidence that seemed unshakable. But with you, it was different. Everything had always been different.
He had tried to convince himself that he had moved on, that the past was exactly that—the past. But when he saw you again, standing there with that familiar smile, his heart had betrayed him in the worst way.
It wasn’t supposed to feel like this. You were supposed to be a chapter he had closed, a memory he could visit but never revisit. But as soon as his eyes locked onto yours, everything he’d tried to forget came rushing back. The way you laughed, the way your eyes sparkled when you talked about your dreams—it was all so vivid, so real.
Carlos couldn’t stop himself from reaching out, his fingers brushing the back of your hand as if he were testing the waters. He had to know if the connection, the pull between you, was still there. And when he felt the electricity, the heat rising between you, he couldn’t fight it any longer. He took a step closer, his chest tightening, his pulse quickening. It was as if time had stopped, as if he had been holding his breath since the moment you left.
You stood there, just a few inches apart, and for a moment, he thought he could feel your heart racing too. His own was beating so loudly in his ears that he wondered if you could hear it, if you could sense just how badly he wanted to reach out and touch you. But there was so much hesitation—so much fear that maybe you didn’t feel the same.
And then, before he could stop himself, his hand found your chin, gently lifting it so that you were looking at him, really looking at him. He saw the flicker of something in your eyes, something that matched the longing he had buried deep inside. His heart gave a little lurch.
He closed the space between you, his lips finding yours in a kiss that was soft at first, tentative, as if both of you were trying to figure out if this was real, if it was okay to let go. But as soon as your lips met, he knew. He knew this was right. This was where he was supposed to be.
The kiss deepened, and all the doubts, all the walls he’d built around himself came crashing down. You were still here, still the one who made his heart race, the one who made him feel alive in ways he didn’t know he needed. Every touch, every movement felt like a spark reigniting the flame between you, a flame that had never really gone out.
Carlos pulled away just for a moment, breathless, eyes searching yours for something he couldn’t quite put into words. And then he smiled, that same crooked smile you had always loved. His heart was still pounding in his chest, but now it was a steady, familiar rhythm—the kind that felt like home.
“I think we both knew it never really stopped, did we?” he said quietly, his voice thick with emotion.
You didn’t have to answer. The way you looked at him, the way your heart seemed to beat in sync with his, told him everything he needed to know.
And in that moment, as the world moved around them, he realized this was just the beginning. His heart had started again, and he wasn’t about to let it stop.
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i love you...
The sun bathed everything in a warm golden glow as you stood at the end of the aisle, your heart pounding in a way that felt both familiar and brand new. The soft hum of music drifted through the air, but all you could hear was the steady rhythm of your heartbeat—and his. Carlos was waiting for you, his eyes fixed on yours like you were the only person who mattered. And maybe you were.
His smile was soft, a little crooked, the same one that had made your knees weak countless times before. But today, it meant more. It was a promise, a quiet whisper of forever that carried the weight of everything you’d been through to get here.
The moment you reached him, Carlos reached out, taking your hand gently, his thumb brushing against your knuckles. It was such a small gesture, but it grounded you—reminded you that this was real. You’d made it. Together.
The vows passed in a blur. You weren’t sure who spoke first, but every word hung heavy with meaning.
“I promise to love you through everything, to be your partner, your calm in the chaos, your biggest supporter. I don’t think I could ever stop loving you, even if I tried—because you’ve always been a part of me.”
Carlos squeezed your hand, his voice unwavering, steady. “I thought I knew what love was before you. I didn’t. You showed me. I promise to choose you, every day, for the rest of my life. Te amo. Always.”
Your throat tightened as tears threatened to fall, and when it was your turn to say, “I do,” the words came out sure and steady, like they had always been waiting for this moment.
Carlos’s eyes softened, his own filled with a glimmer of emotion he wasn’t trying to hide. When he said, “I do,” it was the sound of a door closing on every doubt, every heartbreak that had ever touched you both.
And then the officiant’s voice lifted into the air—“You may kiss the bride.”
Carlos didn’t hesitate. He stepped closer, cupping your face with a tenderness that made your chest ache. When his lips met yours, the world melted away, just like it always did. His kiss wasn’t rushed, wasn’t just for show—it was a promise in itself, a steady beat of I love you in every touch.
The guests cheered, but it all felt distant. It was just the two of you, standing together, hearts racing in tandem like they had from the very beginning. When you pulled back, breathless, Carlos leaned his forehead against yours, his hands still cradling your face.
“I love you,” he whispered, for you alone to hear.
You smiled, your eyes shining. “I love you, too.”
And as he grinned, wide and beautiful, you realized—this wasn’t the end. This was the beginning of everything you’d ever wanted.
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a/n : i know i haven't written or posted in FOREVER life has just been insanely hectic :( hoping to pump out a few fics during a short break i have this month!! hope you enjoy it, and as always, feedback, comments, reblogs etc are always appreciated ❤️
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imthebadguyyy · 7 months ago
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and with that, the 2024 season comes to an end
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imthebadguyyy · 8 months ago
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thank you so much for including me in this list! i see some of my favourite fics on here too so it's such an honour ☺️💗
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NONE OF THESE ARE WRITTEN BY ME
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baby me - @thepersonnamedsam
a dulcet evening - @f1daydreamers
orange theory - @forzalando
making movies out of memories - @uglyducklingofthe2000s
prettiest - @starlost97
sleepy endearment - @adventuringblind
study hard - @fastandcarlos
sentimental - @illicitlimerence-writes
matchmaker pets - @the-flaneur
beause it matters - @chlerc
something - @leclsrc
the moment divine (^)
name(s) of love - @kiwisa
birthday - @norrisleclercf1
pick me up? - @captainreecejames
your hand fits in mine (so cute, i'll sob) - @the-offside-rule
hungry for you - @writtenfangirl
call me by your name (^)
car's outside (^)
the prettiest star - @lovings4turn
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— ᴬᴺᴳˢᵀ⟡
i'll look after you (tw: not eating, passing out, etc.) - @roostersgirlfriendlovesf1
forced - @imaginaryf1shots
wait for your love - @leclerc-hs
all i'm asking for is your time - @mariahcarreyyy
as long as he's here (mentions of death of parents) - @forzalayla
just a mother - @natwritesf1
all of me for you (dark stuff !!! and smut towards the end) - @annie115
flushed (!!!! spiking drinks !!!!)- @xxblairexxss
ashamed (^)
break in, breakdown (tw: house getting broken into) - @pucksandpower
be my sanctuary (tw: domestic violence & abuse) (^)
blue birthday - @coco-loco-nut
stalker (tw: injury, stalking, etc.) - @norrisleclercf1
lay all your love on me - @foreveralbon
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like real people do - @monzabee
you're laughing (suggestive) - @scuderiahoney
one too many bites - @va1entinesg4l
something angelic - @agendabymooner
do i wanna know - @leclerc-hs
lose control - @hugleclerc
wine (alludes to smut) - @sinofwriting
giggles (^)
dangerous distraction - @thef1diary
so in love - @pierregazly
lazy sunday - @thelostconsultant
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le temps de l'amour - @covenists
king of manifesting - @thisismeracing
dream girl - @lunavrse
wrong city - @captainreecejames
the short con - @planetpiastri
"you" in church - @slyscoutess
booktube - @edwardslvrr
that boy is mine - @imnameimswrld
the prettiest girl - @delewlew
i'm thirsty, refreshing - @5sospenguinqueen
needle little love (^)
best moments - @valstranquility
trophy husband - @thewispsings
monaco official - @lovemomhatepolice
self care queen - the original creator deactivated this is the reblogged version
baby alonso - @cockkette
notes - @hugleclerc
tease - @marlenesluv
espresso - @keerysfreckles
looked for stars and i found a supernova - @love-belle
modern day romeo and juliet (^)
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something just like this two lay all your love on me - @imthebadguyyy
ferrari two - @chaostudee
a house, a home where do we go? you think, you know love will always show green eyes - @vetteltea
to live for the hope of it all two three (smau) - @pierregazly
secrets he'll keep ne quitte pas - @hey-kae
night after night one man warrior (smau) - @charles-eclair16
post race tension post breakfast tension post space tension post tension - @5sospenguinqueen
play pretend two (^)
slip up and i call you baby guess the heat drivers people crazy - @maxlarens
say don't go now that we don't talk suburban legends - @dannyriccsupremacy
archived what once was mardy bum - @leclsrc
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imthebadguyyy · 8 months ago
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Me all day today
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