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Court Orders, Pot and the Sins that crawl down my back. (2/12/2025)

Its negative four again, shocker. We're in a cold weather advisory which means I didn't go out today, I didn't have any in person classes anyways plus my car is at half a tank and gas is expensive. (Thanks, dickweasel!!) So, I sat on the couch, ate chicken nuggets like a child and binged Rupaul's Drag Race like any self-respecting faggot who has nothing better to do and wants a brief reprieve from the horrors.

I can't tell what's going to happen next and it bothers me. I mean it's normal not to know what happens next in your life, but since the election everything has followed a pattern. We had a beer hall putsch, P2025 I suppose would be our "Mien Kampf", but there's been no definitive Reichstag. I keep looking at the Tiktok ban, but that doesn't read like it at all. Sure, he used it as an excuse to further push propaganda, but the only people being rounded up are the people he promised to round up on the campaign trail. He's been punishing political enemies and purging federal government (A Clinton judge in Missouri just lifted the freeze on the purge. His reasoning being that it doesn't directly affect the unions and that employees had to bring complaints through the administrative process. I hate this fucking country) But he hasn't been Hitler-ing it up like I expected, he's left that to the ketamine addled homunculus and the budding Hitler youth he's recruited.

Gabbard got confirmed so we've basically been sold to Russia. Every Democrat (+ Mitch Mcconell, since it seems that since 2020, he's been visited by the ghost's from "A Christmas Carol") Voted against, which wasn't enough, as Republicans and John Fetterman all love the taste of Donald's Dick down their fucking throat. Does it taste good boys and girls? will it be worth it when he purges you assholes too?

No matter, the horrors persist and so do I. Pot has become my best friend. It makes the horrors seem less lovecraftian (in more ways than one). I won't elaborate further, I'm sure whoever sees this will understand the feeling.

I made the mistake of looking at the headlines again, there was a FOX business headline. "What DOGE is doing is nothing short of remarkable, expert says." I hate you, FOX news. "Tesla is set to score the biggest State department contract" and I see Musk's stupid, smiling, lump of malformed clay face all over my screen. Every time Elon musk shoots up, a poor defenseless animal goes without their anesthesia. Ket addicted fucking loser. I hope his dealer laces it with fentanyl. At least he's true to his roots, the nazis were drug addled lunatics as well, except they kept it cool by doing meth, not horse tranquilizers. (Obviously, not condoning Nazi's or hard drug usage. unless you are a Nazi, in which, do so many hard drugs, do them until you feel like your heart will explode, and then KEEP GOING. DON'T STOP UNTIL YOU SEE YOUR LEADER. HE WILL BE PLEASED WITH YOUR DEDICATION)

It's negative six now, mostly clear, the headlines are all so light about Musk's calls for mass judicial impeachments, Justice Sotomayer has apparently responded to the executive branch undermining the courts, all the headlines are about Musk. But a new Snowplow got named today and things in my state government are going fine. I'm happy I live in a good state where if federal government collapses, I know my state government is reliable. on the small scale, things are fine. And that gives me at least a little peace of mind.

Is it bad if I hope all the states break away from the federal government at this point and just make our own little nations, ala Europe?

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Drafts, Vietnam and Ronald Reagan (2/11/2025)

It's negative four out. Today me and my friend carpooled to the college together since we both have classes today, it was far colder this morning but it's fine, it could always be worse. Today there was a flurry of political news. New dumb executive order about straws, steel tariffs, the Hitler youth dismantle the Dept. of education, nobody is listening to the courts, congress is useless, etc... what else is new? Oh, and were bringing back the classics, TB, measles, the flu, the gangs all here and the CDC has been ordered not to tell us anything. Great, Lovely, God bless America or whatever. They go to their class, and I go hang out in the Multicultural inclusion center. I wonder what that's going to re-named when fascism really kicks off? No matter, I have ethics notes to write, we're covering utilitarianism and the trolley problem. I don't end up taking many notes this time, I find this moral theory boring. The whole thing can pretty be summed up by "The ends justify the means" plus I find J.S. Mill to be a pompous jackass. I hate old dead white dudes.

They get back and we walk through the cold to go get lunch in the cafeteria. Student life is having a Mocktail sampling event at the same time, so we're lucky to get a booth before the crowd comes. We get to talking after we grab lunch, and the topic of the draft comes up. I mention that with Secretary of Defense, Mr. Fox news, rolling back all of that "woke" nonsense, they won't have the recruitment numbers anymore. They don't have the numbers for the Aryan military they apparently want so fucking badly. It's been women and minority groups picking up the slack when it comes to this wholly undeserving country. I tell them that if we do go to war, they'll need to re-instate the draft, which is something nobody will be happy about. And that's when I mention that maybe, just maybe, that would be the push to spark another wave of protests, maybe people would wake up and see that yet again the government is sending our boys to die in pointless wars.

All this makes me think of Vietnam. I hate Vietnam. Not the country, I'm sure both the land and the people there are lovely, but I hate the war we fought with Vietnam. I don't even remember why we were there. Was it communism? I'm guessing it was communism. I'm too lazy to fact check, but I'm probably right. It's all so fucking dumb. Fighting for peace is like Fucking for virginity (not my quote, someone more famous said that but I don't remember who), War is hell, etc., etc... This isn't some revolutionary idea. I'm not presenting something new by saying that Vietnam was a stupid fucking war and that instating a draft was downright moronic. There's a million think pieces, video essays and articles saying this same thing in a far better way. I grew up around people who were around during 'Nam, and the PTSD it left some soldiers is heartbreaking. I hate the military, but I don't hate the people who fall into its trap. The US Gov. has made it so very alluring by giving members a free ride through college and it's disgusting. It preys upon the young and impressionable, the poor, and the disenfranchised, and it makes me fucking ill. The American Dream is dead, yet they still "Weekend at Bernie's" around its corpse to every high school in rural America. As if it didn't die 40 something years ago when Ronald came around and started fucking shit up, hell! you could pin it on Nixon too! He may have been ousted for Watergate, but he never got thrown in a jailcell to rot for eternity after all was said and done!

Those two clowns are the main ones who got us into this fucking mess! Even though I hate Reagan more than Nixon, Reagan just has more material for me to work with.

As I try to finish these pointless rants and tirades up, my computer tells me I have a notification. "Trump fires top USAID Inspector General one day after scathing report" I read through the rest of the headlines, dreading what I'll find. "Trump, joined by Musk in Oval office, orders up big cuts in federal workforce" "Trump says he could withhold aid from Jordan and Egypt if they reject his Gaza proposal" "Judge adjusts ruling blocking Musk, DOGE from the federal treasury" I don't even want to read the last one, I'm scared it's in his favor.

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2/11/2025

While I officially created this blog yesterday, I want the experiment to start today. This will be my thought landfill of sorts, a place to store and share what I think about things. I want to share my thoughts in a way that I'm familiar and comfortable with, in a way I think is meaningful. This idea isn't new or revolutionary, I'm just blogging and making a digital diary, but is it not human nature to want to re-live simpler times?

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I will go insane if John waters dies this year.