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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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Whoops I’m goth again

#couldn’t suppress it any longer #I’m also into witchcraft now #so excited to hex and curse the shit out of someone and manifest luck and abundance for my mutuals 🍀#also I can’t think of anything to draw #so no new art anytime soon #gotta make a spell jar for creativity or something

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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𝙽𝚘 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟼 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚊 𝚃𝚜𝚟𝚎𝚝𝚊𝚎𝚟𝚊, 𝚂𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚎𝚖𝚜 (𝟷𝟾𝟿𝟸-𝟷𝟿𝟺𝟷)

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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#sleeping under the moonlight #in each other’s arms #v calm #I wish I had unlimited patience with little folds and such #sigmund freud would glance at this and psychoanalize me to filth #he’d say I crave intimacy and have a penis envy #merlin #merthur #merlin x arthur #fanart

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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reasons to kiss him:

1. because he’s beautiful.

2. because he asked.

3. because he preceded please with, i’m not afraid of you.

- Natalie Wee

#yasss angsty merthur #give it to me #stealing all of these to my phone #merthur

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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#this looks very shitty but I don’t care #it’s all I’m capable of now #my country literally started a war #everyone’s getting ready for poverty and isolation #just like in soviet union #I’m scared of nuclear explosion #anyways here’s the boys #my only resource of happiness #thank god ao3 still working #god bless the fic writers #in these trying times they remind me that love exist #btw this fandom is touch starved so I’m gonna draw them hugging I think #merlin #merthur #fanart

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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Family situation still fucked up!!! I’m drained and powerless

#sorry for not posting #I can’t relax at home #physically feel my brain cells die from all the stress #I promise not to go into a deep psychosis #just wanted to let y’all know I’m not doing too well

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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Happy valentines day!! thank you for that beautiful merthur piece.

Hope you had a good day (or a least a not too shitty one) <3

I’m so glad so many people liked it, I’m very grateful ❤️❤️❤️❤️ My valentines was alright, had some champagne with the girls lol!!! Thank you so much!

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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#happy valentines!#what a wonderful holiday #*hands you a small heart shaped chocolate and french kisses you until your knees are weak*#I’m so gross for drawing that #my initial idea was way more cruel #it was about arthur dying #you’d hate me for it lol #idk if I made it but it looked cool in my head #i’m so done with everything #merlin #merthur #merlin x arthur #fanart #valentines day #merlin 5x13

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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Rough shit is happening in my family again I hate it here

#I’m paralyzed with anxiety and can’t do anything #feel like throwing up all the time #and I’m almost run out of pills #saving them for the weekend when my alcoholic dad doesn’t go to work #god i wish i was dead #I’m so done #and I can’t even turn to hyperfixations for comfort because my brain will associate it with the gross traumatic stuff that’s happening #idk what to do but just sit there tensely

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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On valentine’s day I want all of you merthur fans to die then resurrect then die again from what I’m about to draw to y’all. At least piss yourselves a little. Letting you know I’m not gonna be posting for some time because I’m working on something complicated that might take several days or years

#wish me patience

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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*kinda* more accurate merlin era fashion

#so I bought a book about clothes throughout history and did some other research on 11th century anglo saxon fashion #I’m not a historian or anything but here’s my interpretation of what they could’ve wear #you may also say this is merlin with christianity #everyone was really into long tunics and mantles #remember when morgana turned evil and creators put her in a lace dress and made her hair big and tangled #lol #were they inspired by amy lee #this unfortunate gay show has very little to do with an actual early medieval fashion or lifestyle it’s so funny #have y’all seen joan of arc? it’s dark as hell and it’s 400 years into the future after events in merlin #merlin is basically shrek without pop culture references #that’s how inaccurate it is #merlin #fanart #merthur #morgwen

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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Nothing good ever came from editing at 4 am. Never again. I’m cringing so hard but it’s too late to do anything

#many of you liked my last drawing but it’s gross trust me #even if I delete it it’s gonna stay in reblogs forever #I’m sick

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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Arthur’s confession

#sorry guys this took me forever to finish for no reason #I don’t like to look at it for too long #and you shouldn’t too #there’s details you don’t need to notice #you can SEE the frustration and annoyance #I just wanted to be done with it #probably not the best approach when it comes to things like art but whatever #someday I'll choose quality over quantity when social media presence stop affecting my self esteem #I think I ruined the vibe #merlin #arthur pendragon #merlin x arthur #merthur #fanart

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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Last year I had a weird crush on bill hader and it was so strong I sketched him in my diary like helga pataki just to look at him every time I open it lmao

#it was also a time I was obsessed with knitting #for like 3 months I was knitting a scarf for my friend and watched nothing but the office and 2010s snl sketches #I was depressed but it felt bitter sweet because of all the new hyperfixations I surrounded myself with #bill hader #snl #fanart

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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Oh fuck I used ‘sexual’ and ‘big’ in tags under my drawing that’s why nobody saw it. Great

#banned tags #the censorship on this website is worse than in soviet union

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iregreteverything19 · 2 years

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𝙾𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛 𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚎, 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚞𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝙸𝚝𝚢𝚜 (𝟷𝟾𝟾𝟷)

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I love ur merthur fanart!! Please keep posting 🥺❤️

Thank you so much!!! 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ They inspire me to no end so! There’s more to come!

#also everyone please forgive me for only drawing faces #it’s the easiest most fun part for me #expect more heads and faces in the future lol!

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