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And don’t let ego keep you from pursuing something that could be a stepping stone to something even greater. God will test you by giving you things that on the surface look like they are less than what you pray for because He wants to see if you are humble enough to accept it or if you will allow your ego to keep you from taking advantage of what seems little, but is being used by God to bless you with something greater.

When we come before God with a heart that is humble and thankful, He delights in it and multiplies tenfold that initial blessing. Don’t let the extravagance and deceit of social media make you ungrateful for the things you are given, not everything that glitters gold.

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Heart Sabbatical Nun Mode Reading update

At Page 30 of Buy yourself the damn flowers ✅

At Page 43 of Getting Past your Breakup ✅

At Page 2 of Loving me After we ✅

40% done with PDS breakup course ✅

Page 20 of Keeping the love you find ✅

Page 70 of why does he do that ✅

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Heart Sabbatical Nun Mode Update

Many resources have similar content and hence knowledge can be combined and leveraged to get maximum possible returns

I intend to interact and consume with the following similar resources to get maximum benefits

1) Getting Past your breakup by Susan Eliott

2) Loving me after we by Ginger Dean

3) Buy yourself the damn flowers by Tam Kaur

4) Keeping the love you find by Harville Hendrix

5) Personal development school course on breakups

6) why does he do that by Lundy Bancroft

7) Encouragements for women dealing with angry and controlling men by Lundy Bancroft

Book 6&7 aren't related directly to breakups nor do they outright encourage separating from such partners ,however they are ex excellent sources to identify patterns of unhealthy,entitled minded men and to understand our rights in a relationship (which is so crucial to protect yourself and to get healthy love later too)

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Heart Sabbatical - Nun Mode Update :

I came across a post on reddit this morning that spoke about something called Nun Mode

It mentions taking conscious time off to focus on self development and growth and it reminds me a lot of the heart Sabbatical concept so here on out I'll be calling these updates as Heart Sabbatical Nun Mode Updates

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Healing blog

Turning this page into a healing blog to heal from my heart break

I've accumulated so much trauma and heart ache over the past 10 years of jumping from one situationship to another (with 2 short term relationships in the middle)

Seems like I'm the common denominator and unless I change,nothing will change.

So,even though it's a lot easier to suppress my pain and push forward and get into another situationship to distract me again.... I would rather just pull up my socks and dive head first into breaking this pattern and create the life I've always wanted

I want to have healthy love in my life but more than that, i want to heal for me,because this is a soul and spiritual evolution for me,

I can't choose if I'll be blessed with a miraculously healthy relationship or not

But i can choose to create a healthy life that I feel at peace with ,sans any drama and negativity

So here we go!

It's dec 25,2024

I intend to be properly single for the first time since a long time.

No distractions

No boys

No flirting

100% heart sabbatical just like Ginger Dean recommends in her book ; Loving me after we.

I'll keep updating my progress and insights here

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just keep finding your strengths. that’s really all you have to do. the things you are good at. the things other people compliment you on. the things that feel natural and easy. we are so trained to see the negatives, to trip ourselves over on everything we are not so that we never see our true gifts… but once you learn to see your strengths as your beacon, the answer to what you should “do” with your life, and then keep following following following… oh, oh! that’s when it all happens.

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I am my own #1, my favorite girl, my biggest inspiration, and my only competition

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