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kicking my legs and giggling at the sleepover. can my OC who I've never drawn or talked about play with your OC who you've never drawn or talked about

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I wonder how much of Elliot Knight and Claudia Dumonts support of zionism is because they worked with a former IDF solider on the Boys.

y'all need to stop throwing the word "zionism" around like you do, genuinely it is getting hard to believe some of you know what the word means because it doesn't mean "made on post 2 years ago condemning the (retaliatory) hamas attacks and voicing support for the return of hostages" it means "believes isreal has a god given right to the land they occupy and are justified in expanding it." i don't think Elliot Knight is a zionist, his sister has been an incredibly vocal supporter of Palestine and outspoken activist against the Gazan genocide, and Elliot has liked/engaged with her posts, but no one ever brings that up.

also neither Elliot nor Claudia have the luxury of being picky with their costars. i mean some of y'all are operating under the (mistaken) understanding that they are celebrities on par with brad pitt and can walk away from a project because they don't want to work with someone, when that is just patently not true.

and i'm sure one of y'all goofuses is gonna accuse me of defending a zionist when i am literally just trying to get you all to stop having weird fucking parasocial relationships with niche celebrities like they're politicians but like...

do you think Elliot Know and Claudia Dumonts employed that IDF soldier? That they were in the casting room and saw his IDF record and went "yeah actually that makes him more appealing?" like what are they supposed to do?? quit? ok, and then they lose their job and fall back on.... what? because now they're labeled difficult to work with by an industry that blacklisted Brendan Fraser for speaking out against his abuser. You think Elliot Knight is a bigger name than peak Brendan Fraser?????

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i'll defend fanfic for my whole life. like the joy it brings is genuinely transformative and indulgent in a way unique to the genre. it isn't meant for a market, it isn't meant to be sold or marketed. it is born out of such care and passion for a media that one must write and must share it, so other folks can enjoy it to. for no other reason than love and joy. do you know how special that is? especially in our current social and political climate.

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I assure you: somebody, somewhere, is on the exact same wavelength as you are.

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wondering what headcanons ppl have for Ghost's facial scars. for research. Saw like 3 headcanons where they envision him with a cleft lip- which i find interesting

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Part 1. Fever

Simon Ghost Riley checks himself into a Rut/ Heat clinic as soon as he lands back at base. No shower or time to clean up his eye black. Straight to the clinic. 1 week in painful isolation

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Part 1. Fever

Simon Ghost Riley checks himself into a Rut/ Heat clinic as soon as he lands back at base. No shower or time to clean up his eye black. Straight to the clinic. 1 week in painful isolation

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In Light of recent news. I want to apologise for not painting Ghost Simon Riley with body hair. Completly didnt consider it until a Close up 3D model of his paws were posted on Artstation. Future drawings of him will now have a slightly higher percentage of him being drawn with body hair

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Hopefully Tumblr will just roach it out again XD

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i wrote in the tags. thinking on the down low

matt just fired half the remaining tumblr support staff lmao

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Hours before full Rut. Simon 'Ghost' Riley in a Rut Muzzle. Sketch that I hope to render out properly....and all my other WIPS DXX

Muzzle design by @fauxobsidian twitter

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Is this UI update part of April fools??

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Happy Valentines Day to GHOAP. These two are my Roman Empire. Ghost and Soap give me so much joy.

Special thanks to all the artists, writers, 3d Renderers and video/ gif editors in the CoD community for making them all the more delightful to delulu over <3 You guys don't know how happy you make my normal work day or bed rotting hours when I indulge on this website.

heehe sorry im uploading WIPs lately. I struggle with using my free time painting for myself. I hope i put some ppls worries to rest. im not leaving the CoD fandom. its me, not u guys or the two hunks XD so i hope u guys dont mind sketches every so often. i tried to be a perfectionist last year and it led to me not getting drawings done. i think some ppl may have forgotten i actually draw and dont just leave comments on drool worthy fics. gotta remind the folks im a DRAWER and that i dont just Consume, I Create. yap sesh over for now

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Im still playing Baldurs Gate 3. No spoilers plz.

Im just yapping here. I really wanna trust my dream Guardian coz I made him look like Ghost Simon Riley….but I‘m so skeptical if hes evil or not 😭😭 the latest dream my character had, he was just telling them how tired he basically was 😭

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Guys. What if I showed u a sneak peak of my next CoD art? .... and it's Soap? <3

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i dont mean to alarm u guys. but i seem to have forgotten how to draw clothed figures when the initial sketch- the character is naked, did this coz i wanted to get the muscles down....even tho it wont matter coz theyre clothed.....

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Guys. Im late to the Baldurs Gate 3 Astarian love train. Im finally playing it. I just hope I don‘t mess up. I‘m still in Act 1.

Sadly I can‘t indulge too much in the fandom unless i wanna be spoiled 😅

Btw im still delulu in the CoD fandom. I aint leaving lol 💀🧼