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Day 496 - Instant Gratification

Day 496 – Instant Gratification

This is about my instant gratification to decompose and start releasing. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to always get things done quickly, even when it is crucial to do something slowly but surely, continuously, in the starting point of fear of I am too late, it must be done in an instant because of the fear that if I can’t do it now, maybe in the future I won’t…

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Day 495 - Back to Presence

Day 495 – Back to Presence

In the last weeks, month, I have moved between countries, got a new home, still not having desk to sit comfortably for hours but soon will have my new place fully established, but it’s time to share here. Let’s pick up the pace with accumulating some understanding one of my current meta mind stuffs and then will see where we go… I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a…

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Day 494 - Online Dating self-reflections

Day 494 – Online Dating self-reflections

Continuing from my last post about dating: Day 493 – Sexual consciousness re-alignment Let’s walk a bit of online dating with self-forgiveness to see what unfolds. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge dating apps as inferior, wicked, twisted mutation of actual dating, simply by my preexisting judgments and definitions, because it is picture and word-based and not…

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Day 493 - Sexual consciousness re-alignment

Day 493 – Sexual consciousness re-alignment

Continuing with the sexuality-related mind systems walking. I’ve noticed that I have been tainted with a specific energy while connecting with feminine expressions, aka talking with various ladies recently. The change was so subtle, it took some days to actually notice within me, yet eventually I was able to discover and start to re-align back into disciplined living. The thing is, walking a…

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Day 492 Sexual energy addiction

Day 492 Sexual energy addiction. I have defined value and power within relationship with women as how much stimulation, elevation and in general energy generation has been induced within my mind, and that projected out to the world

Let’s walk this sexuality mind a bit further. Sunrise through a megalithic portal I love sex, with all my cells, it is something I can enjoy expressing every day for sure. Not that I actually do, especially now, today, not having a partner, not really, but it would be self-dishonest to say I would not do it very often if I could. Yet, there was a time, when I was so mind-reactive, unstable and…

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Day 491 - Opening the Sexual Mind box

Day 491 – Opening the Sexual Mind box

A lot has been happening lately. It almost seems like time is being fractalized sometimes. A lot of movement and change. So. I start a new series, let’s call it Walking out from my ego system. Well, I have been doing this since a while, but now doing it a bit more directly. This will have several sub-sections. I started to work with mind systems in a more direct way recently, big gratefulness…

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Day 490 - Physical amalgamation

Day 490 – Physical amalgamation

Day by day I give myself the gift to push myself into presence, sometimes everything falls apart with this, yet what seems working when I stick to simple frameworks, techniques and accumulating my living forgiveness breath by breath. At times it almost feels like there is some power beyond or deep within me what causes these changes – I am certain, there is various dimensional self-supports busy…

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Day 489 - Ridiculously Obvious

Day 489 – Ridiculously Obvious

Unified Man already: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOppU7D7-qg

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Day 488 - TR - Matrix of Perfection

Day 488 – TR – Matrix of Perfection

What is the Matrix and what is Perfection and within that what is Walking the Matrix of Perfection actually precisely entail? So, that is what we’ll be focusing on. Walking the Matrix of Perfection and then within that and through that be the Emergence of Self as Self Perfection and then what that Self Perfection practically entail within this Physical Reality in relation to Equality and Oneness…

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Day 487 - Nature of the Construct we live within and as

Day 487 – Nature of the Construct we live within and as

It is time for everyone to realize the nature of our creation and the construct we locked ourselves and each other as equal as one into and as this physically manifested consequence world system. Highly recommended to start with this free course: https://lite.desteniiprocess.com Existential library with mind-blowing revelations and details of how creation works https://eqafe.com It takes time…

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Day 486 - Mind-faraday cage 'n Process update

A recent process update on daily application into specificity and overall baby steps of self-direction – recorded on 22 March 2020, 27 minutes. https://eqafe.com – next level secrets of the universe for those who can hear here https://desteniiprocess.com – invaluable self-purification course Danube

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Day 485 - Redemption through Standing Up for Life - monetarily

Day 485 – Redemption through Standing Up for Life – monetarily

It’s time to transcend the idea of projected responsibility from individuals to systematic governmental bodies and all the pollOfTicks leeching on it. I recommend to start organizing crowdfunding to efficiently start financially support the following pillars of society: Doctors and nursesPolice and MilitaryTeachers and daycareInfrastructure engineers and mechanics in the first cycle, then…

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Day 486 - Self-pacifying vs Transcending

Day 486 – Self-pacifying vs Transcending

Found this unpublished vlog from last November, it seems worth sharing. This is about so many people, who justify their self-sedation by pointing towards the experience of ‘intensity’ or otherwise it would get ‘too much’ and not realizing the practical prevention to this and thus ending up with the same system growing by every participation and ending up more powerless and dependent than…

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Day 485 - Self-worth considerations

Day 485 – Self-worth considerations

The self-worth re-alignment process continues. I notice that I can overcomplicate the simplest things through the mind, yet this should be pretty direct by now. My self-worth directly relates to my living expression of Integrity. No matter what or how I do, experience or resist, if I do not walk the process of Practical integrity, that is where the lack of self-worth start to get self-accepted…

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Day 484 - Self-worth investigation continuation

Day 484 – Self-worth investigation continuation

Continuing with the Self-worth explorations So this today seems like ‘associative’ as just browsing through my mind to pick up traces of compressed, even encrypted self-definition systems… Self-judgement is not a particularly comfortable deed as I act like having a court system in my mind, where there is conviction, there is a judge, there is a certain process taking place and eventually the…

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Day 483 - Self-worth reflections

Day 483 – Self-worth reflections

This came up in my current DIP PRO course as my very supportive course ‘buddy’ pointed out in our weekly chat. Self-worth. Starting point today here: “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to save people, want to elevate them, to save them from consequence, to help them to get better, smarter, more and not seeing that this is a projection around a self-acceptance of…

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Day 482 - Frustration and impatience at work

Day 482 – Frustration and impatience at work

I’ve mentioned in previous post this: Fear of getting consumed by wants and greed How my frustration is lack of discipline? I’ve noticed, frustration is something what can take the best of me when I am vulnerable to it so to speak. It’s almost like I ‘maintain’ a lack of ‘frustration’ mind-energy-level, but when I am out of balance, I am not on that level that I could repel the temptations to…