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We say 欲速则不达 in Chinese

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You are just too lonely.

You don't love anyone at all

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Why ia life so hard 💔

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The things you take care of, take care of you

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无止境的走廊，无数的拐角，永远找不对的教室。同样迷茫的小伙伴却已经找到了她的教室。我一个人被告知进错了大楼，绝望幸好梦及时醒了

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Starting thinking about the meaning of "coming home".

I've been studying and living in a strange city which is quite far away from my hometown for more than 5 years. Lately I came back to my hometown from a long trip in Japan. I have to say, unfortunately, I didn't find anything warm, cozy or cheerful as one is supposed to be especially when she finally be back home after such a long time. I don't want to elaborate all these "frustrations" in detail. Because I don't want to be querulous. Just feel things are not supposed to be going like this. HOME shouldn't be like this. The relationship between me and my parents shouldn't be like this. I know the place I'm staying at is my home but feels like I never belong to here at all.

Escape -- the thing that frequently occurred into my mind after one-day's stay at home.

Perhaps home is just a place. One unnecessarily has to have some spiritual bond with it.

Home is where the heart is.