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misc wol doodles from my sketchbook. ive been really enjoying drawing on paper again after many years of almost solely drawing on my ipad. now drawing on paper with a ballpoint pen feels liberating somehow, cant just ctrl+Z everything

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There’s a lot I could write about this, but all it really boils down to is how much I love Phoenix and Maya’s relationship, and that 2-4, despite my gripes about how a certain someone was handled, is probably my favorite case in the entire trilogy because of them.

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

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Graha Tia and Urianger Augurelt are next up in my little Final Fantasy XIV project.

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creature of fear

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Commission for @caribous

Thank you so much for the support!

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feel

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double face 🎭

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Kill me once, shame on you. Kill me twice, how did you did that.

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btw the majority of your life will be lived as a adult. yeah i don't make the rules. go have fun in your 40s or 70s or whatever. no one expects you to accomplish everything at 17 or 27. you've got time and in the meantime get some life experience, it will pay off

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💚🐯 & 🐰🩷

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posting this on my tumblr as well!! ^^ i have joined vgen as an artist and i need help getting verified! i'm holding a 20% sale off everything (calculated after the request is submitted) until i get my badge 💚

i'm offering chibis (and mini chibis!), character sketches and full illustrations! feel free to check it out! you can also help me by following me on vgen or reblogging this post!

>>vgen.co/luuakuu<<

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dgs little guy sticker designs!

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I can't watch more of my trans siblings die. please. you have to live. you fucking have to. don't let them win.

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estinien piece progress

estinien ffxiv your armor is difficult to draw

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dadcred