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i love going through old posts and being like. wow. i was really miserable. nothings changed from then but still

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Often people talk about suicide not because they want to be dead but because they want to end their pain. If they can just find a way to do that, they very much want to be alive.

— Lori Gottlieb, Maybe You Should Talk to Someone: A Therapist, Her Therapist, and Our Lives Revealed

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

Every day is the same and existing just feels so pointless. I'm empty all the time; I feel like a ghost, like a dead person. Every second I'm not distracting myself, I remember how crushingly lonely I am and it brings me to my knees every time. Feels like all I'm ever going to know is sadness and loneliness and a loss for something I can't ever quite identify. It's desolate, heart breaking sadness and all I can do is feel it.

broken thoughts | 12:40

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“you notice everything” yeah babe I was traumatised as a child

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sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

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do u ever miss your own energy. like damn what happened to me

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I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

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they should invent a past that doesn't beat inside me like a second heart

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