justanotherbrokenweapon

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

I'm sure she would disagree.

You're not a monster.

Лжец.

Let Svetlana get taken, let Svetlana die.

Killed many. Girls, targets, people. Innocents.

I am monster.

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

//OOC: I should be back pretty normally now :D PLEASEEE send asks I neeeeed to distract myself\\

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

//OOC: So I'm now on my way to the hospital which means I will soon either vanish or be online for like 13 hours straight\\

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

//OOC: I may be a little bit gone today, my dad's in the hospital, so I probably won't be able to respond to asks & such at the moment\\

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

You didn't let anything happen. None of us did. This whole statement, the guilt in it, proves this person right. I won't tell you not to feel awful, that's not how it works, but I will tell you that you don't need to feel that way. Plenty of people are far worse than you.

You're not a monster.

Лжец.

Let Svetlana get taken, let Svetlana die.

Killed many. Girls, targets, people. Innocents.

I am monster.

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

The past is done, why try to change it?

I've done a lot. Good and bad. Mostly bad. I spent too long being controlled by the red room. Now I'm out and I'm figuring things out slowly. How to live, how to be human.

This oc is still developing! Her lore/backstory is still changing and expanding!! She also does not have a name (she just doesn't plan on sticking with one), which I'm trying to work into her backstory. If anybody has any suggestions for additions to the character, send me an ask, this can absolutely be a group project :)

Same rules for this blog as the other two (no homophobia, racism, unnecessary hate in general, no nsfw)

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This blog is also the home base for the mod of these rp blogs: @antonia-not-dreykov

-> Toni pre-Thunderbolts, post-Black Widow

-> Leratonia (Toni and that one Widow from Black Widow)

-> Lesbian + ace + has a gf

@toni-not-dreykov-thunderbolts

-> Toni during/after Thunderbolts (alive)

-> Leratonia

-> Lesbian + ace + has a gf

@captainmarvelsbiggestfan

-> Kamala Khan (Miss Marvel)

-> Single + Bi

-> A minor

@girl-in-the-flower-dress

-> Raina (Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.)

-> aroace

@missringletsandrosycheeks

-> Lady Oralie (Keeper of the Lost Cities)

-> K e n r i c

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

Ah, sorry. I'm new to this too.

If you ever need a break of Shostakov and his boyfriend, my door's always open. – 🌷 (@justanotherbrokenweapon)

May just take you up on that.

May be a bit forward of you to offer.

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

//I'm pretty sure that's right?

\\ how old do we think antonia is at the time of thunderbolts?

we know she was a kid in 2008. so maybe she was 7-8 years old? had to be only in primary school.

so she’d be in her late 20s in Thunderbolts right? //

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

//she was like 17-19 ish in Black Widow if I did the math right so take that as you will

\\ how old do we think antonia is at the time of thunderbolts?

we know she was a kid in 2008. so maybe she was 7-8 years old? had to be only in primary school.

so she’d be in her late 20s in Thunderbolts right? //

[justanotherbrokenweapon]

Hey, you're doing better than me, I had one granola bar and I don't think that counts as breakfast.

Praise doesn't have to be for something good, it's there for when you've done something. Sometimes it's "you saved the world!" but sometimes it's "you ate breakfast!" You're alive. After everything, I think that alone deserves praise.

– 🌷

I did make breakfast this morning.

Shostakov (@official-redguardian) is letting me stay at his home. At least until I find a place of my own.

It is a little awkward, with him and Walker (@even-better-john-walker) being together at all.