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childhood was so crazy. my parents were kind of young. a meal seemed to last forever. i could run for ages. everyone was alive

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You know what people don’t talk about often enough? Playing catch up in life after spending your teens or early 20s suicidally depressed. There’s so many more layers than just being able to say “I don’t want to die anymore.”

The difficulty in academia or a career after spending years thinking you wouldn’t be alive long enough for any of it to matter.

The exhaustion that comes from self awareness and self soothing, with the constant voice in your head saying “don’t go backwards.”

How lonely it is to watch the people your age starting families when you’re just barely learning what stable relationships are, and the sudden societal pressure of being “up against a clock” for these kinds of things.

The judgement from others if you change your image or interests this late in the game just because you finally figured out who you really are under the demons.

Be kind to those who are developing and blooming after years of not planning on being here long. We are living a life we absolutely didn’t think we’d have, and it’s hard enough without society reminding us there’s expectations of our age.

We didn’t get to be young; we were too busy fighting battles few know.

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When is it okay to give up? on your dreams, goals, in general. Should people be shamed for giving up ?

You can always move on, always change your mind, always be allowed to learn that what you wanted when you were 15 isn't what you want when you're 30.

We inherit our lives from ourselves. We can move on.

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Revisioning

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hello lovely people. some of you may know this, some of you may not but this is the year i finally get to call myself a teacher and people will start calling me Ms. Cat (how awesome is that? lol) and i’m really happy to share all the ups and downs with you :') everything is starting to feel real and well, just trying my best! thank you for being here cheering me up and being so nice ✨my cat is also thankful for all of you!

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tuesday, march 5th, 2024 ☀️

I'm giving up on my 100dop because I've missed so many days it doesn't align with the end of my course anymore lmao. and honestly, the 100dop was more of a reminder to post rather than a reminder to get stuff done, which I just kind of did as needed anyway.

I'm finally out of the "learning things for the first time" part of this course and into the "reviewing material and building an index" part, so yay! I have about a month and a half until the exam. I won't know for sure how worried I need to be until I take the first practice exam, but I think I'll be okay.

today's productivity & self-care:

had a nice, focused day of work

did yoga in the evening

tried a new smoothie recipe that my partner made & it was really tasty!

studied for ~2 hours in the afternoon/evening

went to bed early! :)

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03.02.2024 — I got up at 7 AM this morning, a Saturday no less, and am still behind on work and school things. I’ll be using my weekend to catch up on everything. 아이고. 😮‍💨

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11/3;

moments from yesterday’s big sunday catch-up! my partner was visiting from overseas all through last week, so i read a lot but didn’t do much for school. saw dune in the cinema and decided it’s finally time to bite. reviewing notes and researching ahead of a presentation in Japanese Buddhist philosophy class on friday. trying my best to feel cozy - the weather has been dark and overcast far too long.

🎧: i think i smell a rat - the white stripes

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2024.03.07 | Day 47/100 days of productivity

I’m very much crashing and burning out from all the stress but the sun is out so I trust it will be okay eventually. I think I just need to refocus on research today to bring this down a bit and remind myself of why I’m doing this.

Today’s goals:

Attend all my appointments

Drink water (3/3)

Clean apartment

Qualitative methods quiz

Get through the initial coding of my transcripts

Reorganize codes

Sleep at a decent hour

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✦ 24. 2. 24 ✦ 📓 ✦ Saturday ✦

History notes are always so long, but it´s so worth it. Three pages down, many more to go.

🌱🌿🪴 - 2h on Forest ♫₊˚.🎧 ▷▷ Dawn - Toonorth

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i am so excited to share that I FINISHED MY ESSAY!

now onto the revision process!

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virtual physio tutorial / night at the ballet

01 MARCH 2024 | 64/100 DAYS OF PRODUCTIVITY

no classes today, so i'm counting today as the unofficial start of my spring break!

had a nonclinical volunteer shift at noon, but it only took me two hours to get through the whole list

followed up on emails for my clinical volunteering

finished some physio psets

went to see giselle by my city's ballet! one of my favorite ballets, so it was a joy to see live

friendly reminder that wearing a mask is an act of love!!

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2024-02-24

Things I did today:

Lesson prepped for tutoring

Studied for bio and did a practice quiz

Practice partial fractions (got very confused in the process)

Finished calculations for a chem lab

Finished my Anki cards for the day

Still have to submit some things and do some more practice for calculus and chemistry, but it’s going ok so far!

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mar 10/24- day 14/100 days of productivity

the flowers on the cactus i bought have begun blooming

i handed in my osteology paper (after nearly 24 hrs of work)

called my family and caught up with them

made dinner instead of buying food out

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2024.02.29 | Day 40/100 days of productivity

Happy leap day!! My day is pretty calm, with an NVIVO workshop in my class this afternoon (which I think I may already know most of) and otherwise just grinding away to get my communicable disease term paper drafted. I don't have any classes tomorrow so I'll just push all my readings for next week until then. After this term paper, the last big assignment I hjave this semester is my thesis proposal, so I should be able to get back into doing more of my research shortly.

I hope you all have a lovely and productive day!

Today's goals:

Qualitative methods class

Draft communicable disease term paper

Drink water (0/2)

Pick up prescription

Buy a few groceries on the way home

Read before bed

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February 22nd

I am truly terrible at listening comprehension lol

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The last certain weeks in pics❤️❤️❤️